*!sHaNn!*'s Journal

11:19PM - WeEeeEEeeEee!!

hey guys...my commom test results..ain't dat gud larx..
English=24/30 [[total=78/100]]
History=14/40...
sigh...no gud..but Ms Shaanta sed dat it is okie cuz we are in secondary one onli...itz juxx e startin..phew~hahaxx..aiyaxx....juxx happi fer my english cuz gt A1!!!heexx..and yah..im soo happi now...!b'cuz mi gt an A1 fer English~!muahahax..soo happi...but two tinz mi nt realli happi abt..mi ez link card is sooo yucky!dun feel lyk usin it!!rather use e fishball face ez link den de secondary skool one..!err...sum of u guys shud noe fishball face riteXx?haiz...den another tin not realli happi abt is..hmm...actualli is quite alrite wit it larxx..juxx now toked to my tEdDy [[you guys noe bah?]] on msn...den wow..didn't epext him to say hi to mi lorxx...den sae a lotta tinz..and dey were all in chinese...den later he sae he was practicin his chinese!!argh!!!sigh...kkiex..shall stop fer now..mummy naggin at mi lyk crazi...nitexx ppl!

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: my bro's guitar!

9:54PM - eLoZz!

hey peepz out dere...i've got a bloggy..feel free to go in dere to check it out yah?and...im realli stuck in it..soo ani pro can help?thks...de webby to my bloggy is...: http://shann91.blogspot.com [realli need help now!]
abt my todae...:
todae..mi on mi way to my granma hse...walkin along de roadside dere..den walk halfway...almost wanted to vomit xia..guess wad i saw...
uh huh..uh huh...i saw a dead..not onli dead but oso...smashed..i repeat...SMASHED!..pigeon!!!!den de intestines
were all out!!yucky yuck yuck!!!de dead pigeon waz surrounded by de intestines dat were umm...smashed out?hmm..sumtin lyk dat..ain't it gross?yeek!arhZ!feel lyk vomitin now...sumbodi save mi!!hmm..but doubt anibodi can save mi larz...hehez..

Current mood: confused

10:51PM - shud i be happi or sad?

gt bac my common tests' resultz...but not all are out yet..juz de followin...
Chinese -> 63/100
Mathematics -> 30/50
Design and Technology -> 21/40
soo..peepz...can u all tell mi..shud i be happi or sad abt my results?let you peepz noe abt my other markz wen deir bac...

Current mood: confused

10:07PM - BoNkErZz!

haiz..yesterdae...went to e esplanade wif skool[kcpss] choir...hear Singapore Youth Choir sing..dey were hmm..quite gd...dey haf firm voices...but didn't realli lyk e songz tt are b'fer e break...but start to enjoy everytin after e break..but one tin waz causing mi 2 be afraid..de gurl whom i dono..a stranger..whu waz sittin beside mi...she gt de fierce look on her face..yuck! err...shuld be an "AHZz!"hahaz..den todae..or..juz now went out wif..sis..CJ...and bro..took neoprint...went shoppin..had quite a lotta fun...:P..haiz...juz dun understand why my parentz dun trust mi nowadaez...i didn't do anitin to make dem unhappy...but why?den lyk quite cold towards mi oso...haiz..mayb...i juz dun seem to exist in diz wurld..maybe itz juz not suitable fer mi...haiz..and yah..my finger's peeling..e old skin iz cumin out..coz of e scaldin thingy...and yah..did i said tt b'fer?
-havin examz tomorrow...de dae after tomorrow..-

Current mood: dorky

10:59PM - growlz!

my skool is havin a chinese singin competition!!& mdm le,my chinese teacher, said all choir members muz sing!!i waz lyk.."wad?!"how cud she force uz to do it?den dono diz wk or next wk..muz sing infront of whole class az audition 1st...den ltr dey choose hu represent de class...kaoz..i scared xia...im not realli gd in chinese still ask mi sing chinese song...even my bro sae i cnnot..cos de songz i alwayz sing iz in english & i alwayz listen to onli english songs...or mayb a lil' japanese songs too...but not chinese!!i seldom listen to chinese songs!!den how?im dead..if infront of de class sing sumtin rong den sooo paiseh xia...wad am i gonna do?sum more itz one by one not in one grp lorz...datz de moz important tin!!!wahz!!sumbodi save mi plz!!

4:15PM - oOo...dun seem to be lehz..

Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^


Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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Current mood: geeky

11:53PM - ?huh?

ermz...haven't been writin fer a long time le..same fer my beloved blurty frenz too...yah?hahaz..my life is gettin more and more cranky as each dae past..gettin more problemz...haiz..but! i believe i can do all thingz thru' Christ whu strengthenz mi..!-determined look- hmm...realli miss goin youth..edge...haiz..but i dun tink i can go..haiz...but i'll try to negociate wif mt parents especially my dad abt goin 2 church everydae...err..not realli everydae but rite after skool...cos my sis mite/will be workin dere..den i can sae i go find my sis after skool!!geez..im soo clever...but im not sure if dey will agree or not..juz hope soo...+my life getz worse each dae+

Current mood: confused

Current music: "All i haf to gif"

11:52PM - haiz..

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

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What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Current mood: blah

Current music: "Juz to be cloze"

10:50PM - ouch..hurtZz!

ahh!!hand hurts now...cos gt burnt by hot water todae @ band downstairs...haiz...hurtz hurtz lotz!!!now in bandage!!

Current mood: gloomy

Current music: "Livin de dream"

10:43PM - news reporter!!!

hahahahz...yesterdae mi & my mummy went out shoppin after school...den a news reporter approached us & asked to interview us..den my mummy went 1st...dey asked..."izit rite fer de police 2 arrest de boyz hu were caught watchin ponographics?"den my mummy said no...shud gif dem another chance..den guess wad i said...i said yes..dey shud..& blah blah blah...den after dat..i realised..if dey were 2 play mine on tv..gosh...wen i go skool de next dae...i will sure be whacked!!den i waz tinkin how stupid i waz...tokin rubbish..& prayin in my heart dat it will not be shown on tv..& yea!thank God...it didn't show on tv!!phew!!

Current mood: thankful

Current music: "crazi in luv"

10:53PM - wEeEeEeEeEeEe!

fLuTe!hEy GuYzZ!gUeSs WaD?i'Ve LeArN a LiL' aBt FlUtE! & yOu NoE wAd? I jUzZ LuV iT! iT'zZ sOoO kEwL & fUn 2 PlAe! AiN't It GrEaT? sOoOo HaPpI!! bUt i StIlL wAnA LeArN dRuMzZ & cLaRiNaTe..& pIaNo..HeHeXx..HmM.. cHoIr..HaIz..I cN't ReAlLi SiNg LoW loRz..BuT i'M iN aLtO!iTz LyK..sUmTiMeZ wEn I sInG lOw..NuTtIn CoMeS oUtTa My MoUtH..jUzZ aIr..!!WaD sHuD i Do?AnY aDvIcE?sIaNz..SkOoL sEeM 2 bE gEtTiN wOrSeR eAcH dAe..Im QuItE sTrEsSeD uP nOw..GeTtIn MoRe PiMpLeS cOzZ oF sTrEsS..sigh~!..oH..aLmOsT 4gOt 2 sAe..I pLaYeD dE fLuTe UnTiL mY rIgHt LiL' fInGeR cRaMpZz & nOw It'Zz SkIn Is pEeLinG!!-growl-DeN i JuZz HaTe My Civics And Moral Education TeAcHeR..aLwAyZz AsKiN uS 2 CoPy NoTeS fRoM e TrAnSpArEnCy..ThReAdEnIn Us SaYiN dAt If We DuN fInIsH..wE gOt 2 sTaY bAcK aFtEr SkOoL If We CnNoT fInIsH..iTz NoT oNcE iN a BlUe MoOn..ItZ eVeRy LeSsOn CoPy lorz..HaNdZz aLwAyZz HuRt AfTeR wRiTiNg..-grr-WaD kInD oF tEaChEr Is DaT?Y cN'T sHe JuZz PhOtOcOpY dE nOtEz & gIf It 2 Us?!JuZz DuN uNdErStAnD tEaChERs NoWaDaEs..-shakin head-haiz..betar not judge ppl or ppl will judge mi..

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: "Beautiful one"

1:09PM - Life is a miracle..

Life is a Miracle

Life is a Miracle
don't let it slip away,
Open your heart to others
give of yourself each day.

See the Beauty in everyone
regardless of where they've been,
Some have a difficult journey
and really need a friend.

Share your talents
Listen with your heart.
Do the things you dream about
but don't have time to start.

Pick a bouquet of flowers
show someone that you care,
Be gracious and forgiving
Life is never fair.

Hold on to your courage
you may need it down the road,
We all have a cross to bear
it could be a heavy load.

If you practice all these things
no matter where you roam,
You may find both sun and rain
but you'll never feel alone.

- Martha White

Current mood: happy

Current music: "All abt u"

1:03PM - A veri gd poem...

UNFOLDING THE ROSEBUD...

It is only a tiny rosebud,
A flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.

The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I.
God opens this flower so sweetly,
In my hands it will fade and die.

If I cannot unfold a rosebud,
This flower of God's design,
Then how can I think I have wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?

So I'll trust in Him for His leading
Each moment of every day.
I will look to him for His guidance
Each step of the pilgrim way.

The pathway that lies before me,
Only my Heavenly Father knows.
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments,
Just as He unfolds the rose.

- Helen Steiner Rice

Current mood: determined

Current music: "Itz all abt Jesus"

5:01PM - ohh...cooly..angelic wingz?!mi?!

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


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shud i realli not change?am i realli dat great?i dono...let fate or wadeva decide it fer mi..but i do need 2 change a lil'!!heheh

Current mood: impressed

1:29PM - WeEEeeeEeeeee!!

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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YAY!!todae's Chinese New Yr eve!!tmr Chinese New Yr le!!!soooo happi!!im ultra happi..bouncy...hmm..full-of-powerr!!hehehehwanna eat & eat &...EAT!!MUAHAHA!!YumYum!!

Current mood: hungry

Current music: "All I Want Is You.."by Planet Shakers

11:29PM - Oww!!Pain!!!

ouch..my leg got 1 big...long..straight...blue black!!Grr..must be the rain...cos juz now took motorbic. wif dad home in school uniform..den mine is skirt..sum sorta short dat it cnnot cover my knee properly..den e rain cn't stop...keep dip dip dip on my legs...den itz lyk sumbodi is throwin ice at mi!!den felt soo pain!!dats how i got my "beautiful"blue black..grr...den wen reached home..almost whole body wet..den my shoes were soakin wet!!aww...den quickly went 2 take a bath..after the bath..had dinner...after dinner..i felt a lil' dizzy..lyk my whole brain is turnin round & round...den now..feelin a lil' better..hehehe...oh!almost forgot..i juz sae my sister's bez fren near the rubbish chuck!!kekeke...it waz overturned..wingling itz legs...den my dad said mayb it had juz given birth cos itz gonna die..yeek!!imagine all de umm...babies cumin outta rubbish chuck?all one whole bunch come out together?YUCKx!!gross..den u can see my sister hidin one corner screamin her head off!!hahah!!!den i'll be laughin my head off...=P

Current mood: mischievous

10:38PM - Secondary skool life fer mi!!

secondary life is soooo soo stressful!!got soo mani subjects 2 study...den books soo heavy..as if dey weigh a thousand gold..makin mi sum sorta draggin it 2 de skool buz den to skool...den got sum rough gurl frenz..act lyk guyz lor..den teachers stress us lyk umm...crazi?guess itz de onli rite word 2 sae cos i dun wanna sae hell!!hahahaz..Chinese New Year cumin & i still haven't go bac 2 my primary skool 2 collect my $100!!staffs dere askin 2 collect e money...sigh..i miss all my primary skool teachers!!haiz...durin primary skool i dono y but i juz cn't stand e teachers dere..& now im missin dem...i oso miss primary skool life..itz lesser stress...& de books aren't as heavy as mine now!!*humph*But now...for de first few weeks..i slack a bit first den later on den start workin hard...hmm..March cumin le...den Amy abt 2 go overseas 2 study!!haiz..

Current mood: stressed

11:06PM - Sec 1 Orientation Camp!!

hmm...sec 1 orientation camp..quite fun...but got a lil' angry cos everyone was all in a mess when it was time for us to go up & perform...haiz~!but over all had quite a lot of fun..made a lotta frenz whom r PSLs...great frenz of mine too!!everytin was soo cool...especially our PSLs...dey rock!!hahaz..realli enjoyed e time stayin in skool & de campfire...BUT!when came bac home..my clothes stink!!hahaz..

Current mood: dirty

Current music: "I want to know u"

10:53PM - PaSs It On!!

It onli takes a spark
To get the fire going
And soon all those around
Can warm up in its glowing
That's how it is with God's love
Once u experienced it
You'll spread it round to everyone
You'll want to pass it on...

What a wonderful time is spring
When all trees are budding
The birds began to sing
The flowers start their blooming
That's how it is with God's love
Once u experienced it
You'll spread it round to everyone
You'll want to pass it on...

I wish for u my friend
This happiness that I've found
You can depend on Him it matters
Not where u're bound
I'll shout it from the mountain top
I want my world to know
The Lord of love has come to me
I want to pass it on..

The Lord is realli great!!I believe He has done lotsa great things fer u!!!soo..pass dis on to everyone if u realli wan to share de joy wif ur frenz & let em b saved!!

Current mood: accomplished

11:16PM - BoO!1st dae of skool!!!

hmm...1st dae of skool..nuttin much abt de skool...made a few frenz..& juz lost 1 bez fren...haiz..i dono how my secondary life will be...gd?bad?i realli dono..sigh~!wahz!!!in primary skool..i waz e senior den..but nw..new skool..new frenz & so so on...den nw..junior in e skool!!*sob*sadz...hmm..im wishin 2 be a PSL--Peer Support Leader...hmm..de PSLs r realli nice..friendly..funni...aniwayz..im a lil' bit happi todae...hmm..of sum tinz...hahaha!!sooo happi...btw..cn anibodi help mi out in my blog?i dono how 2 do..=P
NOW:3rd dae of skool...

Current mood: high