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Manda came over, and we took pictures

drown till you forget that water is invading your lungs. )
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Hey everyone. Just so you know. I won't really being updating this journal anymore. Everyone has livejournals now. and I was updating that one more because there were less people to read it. So yea this isn't a goodbye blurty. This is a see you later
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Friends only

Sorry people it's friends only..



Reasoning? . . .
- I don't need my family or people I don't like finding out about my life.
- I hate people that leave stupid comments and insult my opinions
- It's my life and I have right to choose who can know about it

[comment and I'll add you. [edit]If I don't add you that means I don't want to and deal [/edit]
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Happy birthday tim ! ! ! ! me brother ! ! ! !

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Pictures....deal you know you want it lol  )


hellzz yea for your viewing pleasure.......


Haha yes my apologies if this doesnt't work...I'm fucking lazy and won't fix it. But I do know if you push refresh a couple of times it should work but I don't know why anyone would ever want to use that much effort to see pictures of everyone.
Hey tawny.....my funniness comes in monthly cycles....lol
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Ok dan here goes nothing I'm going to fill this fucking sucker out. Ok ready GO

001. What is your name? Kayly
002. Spell your name backwards: Ylyak HAHAH now that is fucked up
003. Date of birth: November 10,1987
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Scorpio
006. Nicknames: Kay,Kay-Kay,Kaigles,Bartelbee,Dory
007. Occupation?: Umm well last week I was working at a girl scout camp and I don't know whats in store for this week hopefully nothing as fucked up as that.
008. Height: 5'6
009. Weight: umm 150
010. Hair color: Black[natural]Purple[not]
011. Eye color: poop thats right POOP you know you love it
012. Where were you born? Milford
013. Where do you reside now? Uh huh the still the same damn place
014. Age: 15.
015. Screen names: Hourglassfailure
016. E-mail address: endinjune@aol.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? Honestly I don't know I think it means that time is the one thing that destroys more than anything else
018. What is your JOURNAL name? Falsenail0nwall
019. What does your diary name stand for? something between me and kathy that I forget
020. Pets: Katie
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?16
022. Piercings? 11 ..and many more to come I'm an addict
023. Tattoo's? none....yet!!!
024. Shoe size? 8
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: jeans ..anberlin shirt
027. Hearing: The suicide pact - thats what I get for caring
028. Feeling: Kinda tired and stupid for waiting up for this damn kid
029. Eating/drinking: not a fucking thing

~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? wow Kathy prolly if not ME
031. Loudest? Kathy by far
032. Nicest? Manda and Dan and Joey
033. Bitchiest? Loo and me lol o yea and tim
034. Life of the party? Tawny and chris
035. Jock? Me and manda
036. Prep? umm hmm Ashley by far
037. Rebel? ME ME ME wait fuck I have nothing to rebel against! damn
038. Cutest? Joey lol I didn't just say that
039. Best friend of the same sex? Dan and Tim
040. Best friend of the opposite sex?: Manda loo kathy and bri and chelle
041. Most popular? Manda
042. Rudest? hmm not answering that one
043. Most shy? me even though noone thinks it
044. Dumbest? hmmm I would have to say my pillow
045. Smartest? Chris
046. Weirdest? maciej
047. Has the best hair? Me I guess but I'm beaten by the HOTT guitar player from fsf I want him alot and his hair is goddly fucking goddly
048. Best personality? umm yea everyone
049. Most talented? well dan said me and I say dan
050. Most ghetto? Cam lol wow cam being ghetto hahaha
051. Most spoiled? Sarah
052. Drama queen? Loo
053. Pain in the ass? Tim can be but not always
054. Funniest? Umm yea everyone is but I think I win lol
055. Best advice giver? manda and dan and nick
056. Druggie? sarah
057. Most likely to join a cult? I'm with dan off with the fucking taxes
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yea I have
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Loo
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 111

~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? Not that I know
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? I tell that to everyone but to really mean it noone
063. How many people have you been in love with? noone
064. How many people have you kissed? umm haha cant count that many
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yessirry
066. How many people have you dated?8 really but none of them mattered
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Someone that is funny and will listen to me honestly I need someone that if your going threw a rough time will not say one word and just sit and hold you till you fall asleep from crying
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? looks ...hair and eyes
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? someone like me
070. Do you have a bf/gf? nope I'm alone
071. If so where did you meet them? Nowhere hopefully I will be able to say at my forth of july part LOL
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf?: nothing dont have one
073. Do you have a crush right now? yea joey
074. If so who is it? JOEY
075. Do you believe in love at first sight?nope
076. Do you remember your first love? nope
077. Who is the first person you kissed? dont remember prolly chad
078. Do you believe in fate? I believe everything happens for a reason but you can change things to
079. Do you believe in soul mates? o yea
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? Sometimes I hope I do the point of living is to love

~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? My sister and she has a half brother and sister that are twins
105. What are your parents names? Anne and Matt
106. What are your siblings names? Dana.....John and Jessie
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 2
108. How many siblings does your father have? 3 but I never met my uncle bastard
109. Where are your parents from? Mom-west virgina?or Fall river Mass. Dad-east haven
110. Is your family close? Not really maybe my family is but I'm not very close to them it only took my family 15 years to learn my fucking name
111. Does your family get together for holidays?yes
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? that I do that I do Bubba his name is fucking bubba hes sooo awesome
113. Any medical problems run through your family? umm brain anurysms
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? haha No and if they did I would steal it
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? umm yea Dana has a niece I dont know her name and even though I'm not related I count CJ tyler and ryan
116. Are your parents divorced? nope
117. Do you have step parents? nope
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? umm yea two My aunt and My uncle but both disowned themselves
119. If so for what?My aunt was a druggie and my uncle just decided he hated us
120. Did some of your family come to the US from another country? yea tons

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? the boys of summer don henley I guess OR journey arrival i'm gussing
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? N'sync the first one you know you love it
123. What's the best cd you own? wow prolly some mix I think a doghouse records compilation or AFI the art of drowning
124. What song do you absolutely hate? hmmmm I dont know
125. Do you sing in the shower? yes and its loverly
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Any anberlin song

~Favorites~
152. Color: black.
153. Food: watermelon sherbert with gummie bears
154. Song: Anberlin ready fuels Don henley/ataris-boys of summer
155. Show: Roswell
156. School subject: lunch
157. Band/singer: the dude with the hair from fsf
158. Animal: skunk
159. Outfit: dickies with any band shirt lol
160. Radio station: haha none I don't like radio
161. Movie: here goes.....Labrynth,Newsies,Finding Nemo,ALL brat pack movies, drop dead fred, better off dead.
162. Pair of shoes: the red ones
163. Cartoon: As told by ginger
164. Actor: None
165. Actress: none.
166. Potato chip: None I'm not a potato chip person I like popcorn Lol
167. Drink: sprite pepsi blue grape sode or snapple iced tea
168. Alcholic drink: umm yea I like screwdrivers those kick ass just kidding
169. Holiday: Halloween
170. Perfume/cologne: None
171. Pizza topping: BBQ chicken YEA BABY
172. Jello flavor: hmm I don't know
173. Lunch meat: cheese
174. Board game: Candyland
175. Video game: Spyro
176. Website: hehe blurty?
177. Book: the perks of being a wallflower or Me talk pretty one day
178. Computer game: The sims or lord of the rings (fuck nuts I can't find it)
179. Number: 10 Me burfday
180. Cereal: Lucky charms you aint gonna get me lucky charms
181. Comedian: Dana Carvey maybe ?????
182. Dessert: watermelon sherburt with gummie bears
183. Disney character: Stitch or dory
184. Clothing store: umm none
185. Pasttime: hanging around with friends or playing my bass....wait no BASEBALL
186. Teacher: Mrs. Elmo lol or Weidl
187. Childhood toy: dude o man those dolls that turned into cup cakes
188. Carnival game/ride: Rollarcosters
189. Candy bar:none I don't eat chocolate what now biotch
190. Magazine: hmm? none?
191. Salad dressing: italian and ranch together
192. Thing to do on the weekend: hang around with friends going to shows or sleeping
193. Hot drink: apple juice
194. Season: fall and winter
195. Sport to watch: none really if you count skating I'll watch like the X games but thats all or maybe baseball
196. Person to talk to online: Manda Dan and Joey

~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? blue
198. What color are your bedroom walls? a whole shit load of them
199. Do you have posters on your walls? nope but lots of other shit
200. If so of what? nope nope nope
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yessirry I never ever watch it
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 3
203. What do you normally sleep in? shorts and a shirt
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: right now my softball shorts and my culture club shirt?
205. What size bed do you have?full
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? None I think but I have now Idea what a daybed is I have a bed folks
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? nope me poor
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? uh huh
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: haha last night but I dont remember it lol
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nah
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 the key word comfortably I can fit like 5 not comfortably lol
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? prolly
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? nope YAY for me
214. Do you snore? I do believe so
215. How about drool?hmm only when I'm really sick
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes it's evil I tell you EVIL FUCKING EVIL
217. What color is the carpet in your room? pink and brown...the brown from Tim lighting it on fire
218. What's under your bed? hehe top secret information there
219. Coke/Pepsi: PEPSI boo I win
220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels GAH to doughnuts
221. Day/night: Night. I love the stars
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: umm I say fucking toto rules my ass
223. Heaven/hell: not answering its stupid and has no point besides I believe in nither
224. Make love/have sex: Make love I guess I'd rather have it mean something and have it once than have an orgasm from someone new evernight HAHAH
225. Coffee/tea: Tea.
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: Hamburgers
227. Rap/rock: Rock.
228. Britney/Christina: both should die or get more clothing and sew their mouths shut because their voices piss me off
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: American.
230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: nither
232. Silver/gold: ummm wow these just keep getting stupider and stupider
233. Nike/Adidas: Niether fucking ass hole sweat shop bastards
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Taco Bell.
235. Sweet/sour: both
236. Punk/emo: its all about the mood but both
237. Hot/cold: cold
238. Winter/summer: winter
239. Spring/fall: Fall
240. Operas/plays: Plays. ZzZzZz I can't sleep in an Opera they are so load
241. Read/watch tv: Read.
242. Cd's/tapes: Cds
243. Dvd's/vhs: Either. because the classics are on vhs
244. Old/new: Uh...depends.
245. Shorts/skirts: Shorts.
246. Pink/red: Red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white they have more emotion
248. Meat/vegetables: vegetables
249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese food
250. Commercials/infomercials: nither
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: One piece lol
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: Tennis.
254. Dogs/cats: DOGS
255. Unicorns/fairies: Fairies
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: uh...sugar.
258. Black/white: Black.
259. Ribbons/bows: wow. what the fuck???
260. Chicken/beef: Chicken.
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: both
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: GAH what the hell these questions are stupid I'm no rabbit I dont hop
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate.
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: huh? NO NO NO
268. Back rub/foot massage: head rub I like to sleep lol
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Frames
270. Pens/pencils: Pencils It's the only time you can erase what you've done

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: hes doing whta he loves
272. Virgins: its their choice
273. God: hmm well if it gives you something to believe in?
274. The Osbournes: funny show
275. Reality TV: hoy its a fad
276. J.Lo: GAH what the hell
277. Religion: taking an idea and building a belief system on it ....hoy cause war
278. Emo music: hehe good stuff
279. Valentine's Day: ehh boring just another day for me
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: comeback? she never went away really? I think she was taking all that time to tear apart her clothes
281. Homosexuals: Hey everyone deserves to love and if you have a problem with that you really suck
282. Abortion: its a persons choice
283. Inter-racial relationships: its love
284. Murder: wow umm yea noone deserves to die
285. Death: sad
286. Obesity: yea I dont know its life
287. Pre-marital sex:do you believe in pre-marital sex?-rob lowe.....yea if you love the person
288. Terrorism: ok? don't really care
289. Pornography: people who cant get any
290. Fortune tellers: hhaa score for them
291. Threesomes: song....
292. Prostitution: Hey bitch thats my courner
293. Politics: arguing and back stabing
294. Country music: hoy
295. George W. Bush: fuck him hes stupid to infinity
296. Cloning: O man if there was a clone of me we would rule the fucking world
297. Britney's boobs: HAH
298. Gas prices in America: make me not wanna drive

~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: be nible
300. Tiffany: mall girl
301. Ben: the clock
302. Maria: hmm that girl in my school
303. Jennifer: dance chick
304. Nicole: bitch
305. Amy: annying teachers pet
306. Adam: scobie
307. Richard: from the accused
308. Justin: Nsync.
309. Arnold: hey arnold
310. Tom: bass.
311. Melissa: bitch.
312. Charlotte: gone
313. Harold: the fat kid in hey arnold wheres helga?
314. John: hmm
315. Joel: good charlotte gah
316. Vanessa: piano chick?
317. Michelle: Chelle YAY
318. Kevin: The dude from the brenon show thinger
319. Brent: kid that stole my b-day
320. Jake: sarahs step brother
321. Billy: Joel
322. Sarah: Warecke
323. Natalie: Portman
324. Christy: nope
325. Nick: robinson
326. Linda: nope
327. Taylor: hahahha tawnys friend lol
328. Jordan: nope
329. Jaime: asshole from law
330. Adrian: the song

~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? yea kathy when I first met her
332. Been on a diet? uh huh
333. Been to a foreign country? nope
334. Broken a bone? 16
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? nope
336. Swear at a teacher? HAHA mr lost in his frow everyday
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? uh yea Iguess
338. Got in a fight? umm yea
339. Dated a teacher? NO
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? hahahahha no
341. Thought about killing your enemy? no way :::looks up innocently:::
342. Gone skinny dipping? not yet
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? uh huh
344. Told a little white lie? Yeah
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? No.
346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? O yea all the time no
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? umm no
348. Been on tv? Yeah.
349. Been on the radio? yea
350. Been in a mosh pit? Yes. all the fucking time
351. Been to a concert? Yeah. Many
352. Dated one of your best friend? no
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yea
354. Decieved somebody close to you? nope
355. Broken the law? yeah.
356. Been to a rodeo? uh huh damn straight
357. Been on a talk show? HAHAH no
358. Been on a game show? nah
359. Been on an airplane? Yeah.
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? YES
361. Came close to dying? i dont think so
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? No. Never.
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yea everyday right manda? lol
364. Terrorized a babysitter? yea all the time umm no
365. Made a mud pie? HAHA yea it was sweet
366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? nah
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yea couple of times
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? HAHA yea my name is uhh I don't know .....NO
369. Had an eating disorder? Sometime prolly
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yeah all the fucking time
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yea alot
372. Smoked? never
373. Done drugs? never
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? Holy fuck nuts no thats sooo mean
375. Had your tonsils removed? that I did
376. Gone to camp? Yes I miss SLCC
377. Won a bet? uh huh
378. Written a love letter? hehe saddly
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Ok the truth if I ever had the chance to be with joey I would get a job save up my money get on a bus go to Mass. and stay in a fucking hotel just to be near him. Hell I would prolly hitch hike there to just say hello.
380. Written a love poem? umm yes
381. Kissed in the rain? no but thats my fucking dream lol
382. Slow you danced with someone ove? What the fuck is that?
383. Participated in cyber sex? o yea its simulating haha no
384. Faked an orgasm? yea many no wait I never had sex so that doesn't work
385. Stolen a kiss? nope
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? uh huh
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? yea and it was one of the worst things ever
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? no saddly that would be soo awesome
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? do I drive?
390. Done jail time? haha yea I have friend bubba in that place I'm there frequently haha.....no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? nope
392. Won a trophy? Yessirry
393. Thrown up in public? yea
394. Bowled a perfect game? ummm no
395. Failed/got held back? Failed yea history but not stayed back
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Yea I did in Kindgarden
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? umm no what's that?
398. Taken ballet lessons? yes
399. Attempted suicide? yes but it was stupid
400. Cut yourself? yes and I regret it and will never do it again. Not to mention I should never listen to my friends

~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies?HAHA o yea baby they are sexy.
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? Hmm lucky lucky rub the tummy and a wish will come true? My mom was stupid and always got me the ones without the jem as the belly button so I couldn't make a wish.
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? I did in like 7th grade damn britt got me hooked I don't anymore
404.Did you play Simon? whats that? umm no
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? HELL YEA it's the fucking shit
406. Did you wet the bed? nah
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? Yes I did a big green one named alfred he was the brother of the purple people eater
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? no I wasn't big kid enough
409. Were you shy? very
410. Were you spoiled? not really
411. Were you abused? depends I'd rather not say
412. Did you go to the circus? scary shit that was
413. Did you go to the zoo? yes I think.
414. Were you in a car accident? nope
415. Did you build snowmen? all the time
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? honestly no I never cry when I get hurt really
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? no they loved me
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? the y are goddly
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yes I did ..
420. Were you afraid of the dark? ehh only when I thought
421. Did you have slumber parties? yes I did
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas?I had a poster
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany?: HAHAHA no
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? Yes.

~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? Yeah and if any alien looks like brendon fher Welcome to earth HELL YEA
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer:Snapple bottle my bass and pictures
427. Do you have any hidden talents? hmm I wonder prolly
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? MTV how is that music tv if there is no music?
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? a drama
430. What would your movie star name be? Something really weird like astrid....
431. Do you play any sports? softball
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? House on haunted hill the whole insane thing kinda irked me
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Finding nemo
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? hmm
435. Do you drive? not legally
436. What is your dream car? something that works
437. Do you think you're good looking? ehh kinda maybe I dont know I'm happy
438. Do others think you are good looking? no not really
439. Would you ever sky dive? no
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? yes he's one sexy mo fo
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 10?
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? hell no
443. Do you believe in God? ehh
444. Do you believe in Satan? ehh
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? ehh
446. Do you believe there is a hell? I'm not sure about anything least of all fucking jesus and what not
447. Do you own a pool table? I wish
448. Do you have a pool? yes it's sexy
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? that I do
450. Do you like chocolate? NO FUCKING WAY
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? no tengo
452. How many U.S.? states?? 50.
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? that I have
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? I was a hershey kiss in third grade that was fucking sexy
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? yea my 58 what do you think?
456. What is your weakness? I don't believe in anything
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Music love....someone lol
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: Kayly nice cool
459. How many kids do you want to have? umm none of 2 lol
460. Future daughters names: astrid ...rory ryan
461. Future sons names: River fenix
462. What is your ideal way to die?I want my heart to explode
463. How do you release stress? walk and listen to music
464. Are you a trendy person? no way
465. Are you an artistic person? yea
466. Are you a realistic person? umm yea
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? haha I havent done that since I got them
468. Are you a strong person? no not really I can throw a ball at maybe 60 mph so no
469. Are you a strong willed person? yes very
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Maciej
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Manda
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yea and I don't get them anymore YAY for me
473. Are you a deep sleeper? no
474. Are you a good story teller? hell no
475. What do you believe is your best quality? That I'm nice I guess and I'm a good listener and that I'm in love with katherine says her lol
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Living
477. Do you burn candles or incense? all the fucking time well not right now thanks to tim
478. Do you do yoga? no
79. Do you have your own credit card? haha yea like I'm that rich
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? Save it and buy an amp and a musicman
481. Do you have a check book? nah
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? I don't fucking have one we've been through this you fucking cunt
484. What color is your hair naturally? black
485. How many fillings do you have? 3
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 1
487. Worst feeling in the world? Losing someone you love. Like in any way.-I'm with dan on that one
488. Best feeling in the world? being in love
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? is there ice in it? it's half full
490. Last thing you downloaded? My chemical romance I don't remember which song
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no because I talk the same online as I do in real life
492. What do you think people think of you? I don't care that much
493. Are you a likeable person? I guess I am
494. Do you need therapy? that I do that I do lol my shrink loves me too lol
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
496. What the best way to be proposed to? something romantic and unexpected
497. What kind of movie would you star in? How many times you gonna ask that a fucking drama cry about it
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? they would call it the peoples in the brown trucks yea baby
499. What are you thinking? wow my neck hurts and I wanna talk to manda and joey
500. What's your favorite phrase? shut the fuck up you fucking cunt




Yea this only took me three days and I'm making it public so noone can ever say they don't fucking know me
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[070703 0718p]

What can I say? I got beaten by a 4 year old. I'm sick and feel like crap. And I have never been so happy in my entire life prolly. WOOOO
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[070503 0311p]

hello I'm bored and very happy


Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home

But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

Out on the road today, I saw a BLACK FLAG sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

the boys of summer-don henley
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When Kelly cries, the makeup runs from her eyes
And spills the truth about how she feels inside
When Kelly screams, it usually means I'm not being me
But she's not being her, but anyway

A second chance means nothing,
If nothing's learned from past mistakes
And I'm sure we felt the weight, the weight

Cause three whole years fall on deaf ears
Are these snowflakes or solid tears?
Three whole years fall on deaf ears
If you can't understand our fears, it's not fair to me

Do you remember when? Kelly, do you remember when?
When I figured it was cool, and I figured wrong

A second chance means nothing,
If nothing's learned from past mistakes
And I'm sure we felt the weight

And do you know how I know?
Because all those times we looked in each other's eyes,
And we ignored all the signs

Cause three whole years fall on deaf ears
Are these snowflakes or solid tears?
Three whole years fall on deaf ears
If you can't understand our fears, it's not fair to me

Do you remember when? Kelly, do you remember when?
When I figured it was cool, and I figured wrong
Do you remember when? Kelly, do you remember when?
When I figured it was cool, and I figured wrong

Why do I even try? (I don't know, it's all for nothing)
Why do I even try? (I don't know, it's all for nothing)
I waited for you, will you wait for me too?
Yeah wait for me, yeah wait for me, it's not fair to me

Do you remember when? Kelly, do you remember when?
When you figured it was cool, and you figured wrong
Do you remember when? Kelly, do you remember when?
When you figured it was cool, and you figured wrong
You figured wrong, you figured wrong, you figured wrong
You figured it was cool, and you figured wrong



good song.....love this band salivate over it o baby
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[[[FrieNds|:|oNly]]]



Reasoning for this?::

1)My mom figured out how to turn on the computer
2)People are becoming so 5th grade and leaving rude comments GROW UP
3) It's my life not yours deal with it

If you want to read my journal comment and I'll add you
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[061703 0100p]

Dan made my fucking day!!!!! awesome black hair wo0t thats awesome and its from a hott guy what more can I say I'm excited.
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[052103 0532p]

hey there song here...

beneath the floor

Can you tell me its not true
can you erase what you do
till the fear in me subsides
i grab ahold of whats in my mind

im down head first
plunged underneath the floor
air supply is becoming weak
i cant take it anymore

isnt this pattern out of line
have i buried myself alive
can i break free from all these binds
and get back what first was mine


by kayly
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[052103 0219p]

hey well today kinda sucked ...im in my little depressing mood again and our fucking game was canceled and im really really mad about that cause it was our last game yea so i have a splitting headache not to mention my stomach literally stopped working yea so this isnt the best day ever but yet tis not the worst but honestly if i had a choice i would choose to not be lonely(wouldnt everyone) HAH well actually its just like right now i really happy for the most part exeception to the whole guy thing (the guy that i loved that umm was mean and is now being ok) besides that im great that and the fact that im fucking alone but hell why bother complaining really what good will it do me? ok well here i leave you with this


Pull your arms up around your knees
And hide out inside your room
Pretend you can't feel at all

Just realize that I know how you feel now

If all I am is just stretching for you then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me
Take all you can, find in me

Can you think back to when things worked
When dreams were the days you lived
When you never cried alone

Just realize that I know how you feel now

If all I am is just stretching for you then I can't complain
that you can't feel something for me
Take all you can, find in me

I know how (know how)
You feel now (you feel now)

If all I am is just stretching for you, then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me
Take all you can, find in me

------armor for sleep-being your walls
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[052103 0813a]

well im in math class and we just took a test its boring amanda is onmy head and she smells like fruit roll ups. anyways yea so im alittle sad still trying to figure out why ? i know why actually i just dont want to say because complaining aint going to do jackshit anyways yea game today and its raining NONONO ok so yea thrusday is band practice very exciting .....always a charm yea so amanda and RJ are going out YAY for them yea so thats good when shall it be my turn? lol yea right umm damn you for sticking in my head! bye
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[052003 0439p]

hey there was a fight in school it so kicked such such ass anyways other than that im boring i have to go to school at like 530 for softball then ill ceom back to this insanity here...
If you could step into my head, tell
Me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed, tell me
Then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
Leaving me to wonder why
I can’t get you out of this head
I call mine
And I will say
1. Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
And if I jumped off the Brooklyn
Bridge, tell me would you
Still follow me
And if I made you mad today, tell
Me would you love me
Tomorrow? Please
Or would you say that you don’t
Care, and then leave me
Standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in
Despair and screamin’
Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need youSo I need you
So I need youSo I need you
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
Oh no I can’t let you go, my
little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk
and the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the
Million things that I love
About you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you



yea well that means absolutly nothing....
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[051903 0947p]

words cannot explain how i feel right now theres so much going on i cant figure it all out to many feelings flying around through the air im still trying to figure out if i still care i dont know what to do i think straight things are going so wrong i dont know what to say my mind is talking in an unknown language or something like that im fallinf way to fast and noone will catch me hoy i make no sense at all o well dont listen to me dont bother its not worth it fairwell
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[051903 0815a]

way to much has happened i seriously just lost my mind and my heart ....and i want both back

i honeslty thought he was gone i thought i moved on then he just came back out of nowhere and now i cant stop thinking about him its so horrible you have no idea and i know that i will never be able to ever get him back either
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[051803 1014p]

when i dream on my own im alone but i aint lonely

ok today i just have to say kicked ass it was awesome it involved a cafe alot of walking the mall alot of ex boyfriends more walking the newsies and hair styles lol yea twas fun bybyes
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Info ! ! ! !
name - Kimberly
age - not legal 15
sex - tell me when and where. Or not. I'm female
location - CT
birthday - March 4th
grade - I'm A freshman.
current marital status - Nah. I'm up for grabs.
hobbies - errr....im boring. br> favorite col---- HOLD UP!
Obsessions ! ! ! ! i have no life...so i have no idea why your reading my journal in the first place, but since you are im thinking you would like to know about some of the crap i talk about, so i will list to you the obsessions i have. please fasten your seat belts......
dippin' dots ;; music ;; guitar ;; black nailpolish ;; being a loser ;; this stupid journal ;; EMO STARS!!! ;; pictures (black and white) ;; shows ;; I'm a sucker for acoustic;; funeral for a friend;; yellowcard;; everytime I die;; I'm eclectic and I couldn't give a fuck;; kissing;; walking to random places;; vintage shizzz;; and theres a lot more, but im sure your bored of reading this like im bored of typing it :D