| i hate guys!! |
[02 Feb 2004|10:23pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 bitchy |
] |
im so sick of guys!! im fed up with them. id just assume there not be any at all. shane and i have been broken up for probably over 2 months now. he has changed. he said we arent compatible and all we do is argue. but whatever. i dont need him. i still love him. but im happier without him. im glad we were together. i learned a lot from it. and i grew from it. but not too long ago i got in touch with dave, my ex boyfriend. and about a week after i started talking to him, him and his girlfriend of 1 1/2 years broke up. so we started hanging out. he really confuses me. now i say fuck him too. he told jacqueline he really likes me. and i like him. but damn why doesnt he call me and see if i want to hang out. i always have to call him and see if he wants to do something. today is his b-day. he turned 20. i said i wasnt going to call him. but i did. i had to tell him about something. but im really not calling him anymore. if he wants to see me, he can call me. i really dont get guys. i mean he kisses me everytime we are together...but...i dont know. if he really wants to see me, he can call me. and then there is matt. i like him. but he is a little under a year younger than i am. but i went out with ryan and he was a year and like a month younger then me. but matt is silly. there is something about him. but i guarantee if i tried there too, something would go wrong. and before dave and matt, i talked to kenny for a while. but he ruined that for me. he called me one night when he was drunk and asked for another girl. we werent going out but it made me realize that i didnt want a boyfriend. and it would have been worse if we were together. but he had gotten me a rose and i didnt know about it bc i never got it. so he hung it in his room. it made me sad when i seen it. but whatever. and i dont know who my friends are. someone told amanda that me and john (her boyfriend kinda) messed around one night when we went to the ABC store. i would NEVER do anything with john. he is my friend. and when i asked amanda who told her that, she said i cant say i want us all to stay friends. but whoever it was obviously isnt my friend. so fuck everyone..
|
|