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[27 Jul 2003|11:41am] |
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this night is going well..i went to work and planned on being with shane when i got off work. so he came to my work and we left. his mom calls later on to see if we want to go to the gym with her and work out. we went back to my work to get shanes car. while we are there this guy that works there was in the parking lot in his car. i drove over to his car. and we talked for a second. then shane comes over there and gets pissed off. "who was that? blah blah blah" i told him it was humberto (pronouned um-bearrrr-toe/ he washes dishes/he hardly knows any english but he is learning.) shane gets all mad beause i was talking to him. and starts his shit. so on our way to the gym, shane has to get gas. and i asked him if he was going to stay mad at me the rest of the night. and he said something stupid. so i left and went home. so much of me spending time with shane. he gets mad because i wa talking to a guy that i work with and who barely knows english. fuck that! i WORK with this guy!! and my boyfriend gets pissed off because i talked to him! how stupid is that?! i think he expects me to keep my mouth shut the whole time i am working and be anti-social. there is this other guy i work with. he is an american and he seaks english. shane got pissed off because i was sitting beside him. no one was at my work so i sat down at the bar, then matt, and then ashley. and shane drives up and raises hell!! he makes me so mad!! anyways..i just found my cousins journal on here. i didnt know he had one. i dont know if he wanted me to know or not. but i found it. i wasnt looking for it on purpose. but i read it. i was in tears. it broke my heart to read the stuff he wrote in there. he is my cousin and i hated reading that stuff and seeing how his life is. we arent that close anymore. we used to live near each other and go to the same schools. then he moved and he goes to a different school and lives about 30 minutes away. we do things every now and then but not that often. but to read all the pain this girl has put him threw. and he loves her. and i know how it feels to love someone and not be able to be with them. shane has hurt me and hurt me. he broke up with me for another girl and he has cheated on me. and i hate to see anyone i care about go through that. he doesnt deserve it. he is a good person. he can find him a really good girl for him that will love him and not hurt him. there are girls out there that would kill to have a guy like him. if i had of known of all the pain he was in, i would have tried to help him. but i had no clue. i wish i could have helped hm. dusty, if you get the post i left in your journal and come here trying to figure out who it is, it is me, cecilia. i dont know if you wanted me to know that you had a journal on here. but i found it. and if you dont want me to read it, i wont. i will respect your wishes. but if you EVER EVER EVER need anything, im here for you. you can come talk to me about ANYTHING!! i will try my BEST to help you. you can call me at any hour in the day. whether it be 3:00 pm or 2:30 am. i will talk to you. im your cousin. im here for you. if you talk to me about anything, i will NOT tell anyone in the family. it will stay between me and you. so i just wanted you to know all that. im getting off here and calling shane so i can listen to him bitch about me not calling him sooner. night night!
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| a lil bit about me.. |
[24 Jul 2003|11:45pm] |
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. : basics : .
[ .001. ] first name: cecilia
[ .002. ] middle name: ann
[ .003. ] last name: smurff
[ .004. ] nickname(s): celia.ceci.stella.babygirl.fluffycheeks
[ .005. ] gender: babygirl
[ .006. ] age: 17
[ .007. ] birthday: february 26
[ .009. ] hair color: naturally brown.but i have dyed it. so it has a reddish tint
[ .010. ] eye color: brown
[ .011. ] race: caucasian
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: no
[ .013. ] do you have braces: i used to
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: short.it is at my chin
[ .015. ] where were you born: north carolina
[ .016. ] current location: north carolina
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: pisces
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english and a lil bit of spanish
[ .019. ] nationality: um american
[ .020. ] bad habits: biting my nails
[ .021. ] piercings you have: ears once but getting second tonight. and belly
[ .022. ] piercings you want: nose.lip.tongue.certain part of my ear
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: stars
[ .025. ] today's date: july 24, 2003
[ .026. ] the time: 6:12 pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions? sure..why not?( Read more... )
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[23 Jul 2003|12:02pm] |
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okay. so this is my first blurty journal. im trying to get someone to make me a layout for it. i went to the community where i posted what i wanted. and i seen that someone had said something about mine. well when i read it, it some other person posting what they want. so i dont know how it will take to get one. i would i do it0 myself but i have no clue where to begin. so if someone makes me one, i will LOVE them forever!! so anyways. i hope get everything right on here. i have had other journals. and people have said they will make me one and they never do. so maybe these people here are nicer. im going to go and find something to do. bye!!
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