||[29 Apr 2004|05:10pm]
yeah im back... oh and people ... i lost mark todayy
Your gender: ladiieee
Birthdate: february 16th
Your age: 15... only 2 years & 10 months till i can be with mark again<33
Age you act: i act more mature for my agee... forreal
Age you wish you were: i wish i was 18 so i could be with mark!!
Your height: 5'6ish
Eye color: greeeen :-D
Hair color: blondee
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: rightyyy, lefties are freaks
Have any pets?: yess... bob my ferret & boogert my catt
Piercings?: my ears but im gettin my bellybutton pierced soon...
Tattoos?: ewww no
Do you speak another language?: frenchish
Do you have a webpage?: www.xanga.com/i_heart_tom_felton & www.hometown.aol.com/shmitty021689/whatwhat.html
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: i try to...
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yess
Do you hate yourself?: yupp very much so
Do you like your handwriting?: no its hideous
Do you have any bad habits?: yupp i anialate my nailss... ugh!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: YOU THiNK YOUR LiFE SUCKS?
What's your biggest fear?: not gettin back together with mark... **shivers**
Can you sing?: bahahahah NO!
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no ma`am
What are your #1 priorities in life?: become a famous actress, marry the love of my lifee, have one son...
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: hmm, yes?
Are you a daredevil?: i can bee
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i HATE my ability to forgive people soooo easily
Do you have a journal?: yeah
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: NO! not at all
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: definatly...
Do you think life has been good so far?: NOPEEE
Are you confident?: no sirr
What is the fictional character you are most like?: uhmm, i dont know...
Do drugs?: no, drugs are for stupid people except Markk
Read the newspaper?: the comics
Pray?: as often as possible... especially when i cry myself to sleep
Go to church?: yeahh every sundayyy
Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimesss
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nahh but i do have them on my bedd...
Take walks in the rain?: yesssssssssss
Talk to people even though you hate them?: nopee, i dont really hatee anybodyy
Drive?: 16months & i'll have my license 10months i'll have my permit
Like to drive fast?: ...not yetttttt :-D
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: nopee i sound like a mannnn
Hurt yourself?: yeah :-( NOT something i am proud of
Been out of the country?: no... im a loserrrr
Been in love?: yes! and i still am... Markus :-D hes a m a z i n g
Had a medical emergency?: nopeee
Had surgery?: nopeee
Ran away from home?: me & laurr are planning it...
Gotten beaten up?: nopee
Been picked on?: nahh
Been on stage?: yessss
Pulled an all nighter?: yeah me & laurr use to do it all the time
If yes, what is your record?: we stayed up that whole night & then the rest of that day
Talked on the phone all night?: yesss with Markuss <33
Slept all day?: yesss
Killed someone?: nopeee
Made out with a stranger?: nahh i dont get down like that...
Been betrayed?: all the time... GRRRR
Had a dream that came true?: Mark :-D
Broken the law? : ...Markus, hahah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: only nasttyyyy bugggs
On purpose?: ^^ up therrr
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yess im sorryyyy
Stolen anything?: nopeee
Been on radio/tv?: yess ma`am
Been in a mosh-pit?: not yet! the yellowcard concert is in 3 dayysss
Had a nervous breakdown?: yess :-(
Bungee jumped?: not yettt!
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yesss
Belive in life on other planets?: of course! how could earth be the only planet not too close & not too far away from the sun??
Miracles?: I'm best friends with 3 of the the greatest ones!
Magic?: pshhh fukk yess GO HARRY POTTERR <33! woot woot
Santa?: no :-( i wish i still did
Luck?: ONLY badd
Love at first sight?: noooooo
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: YES!!!!!! espcially for my lifee **tear**
Witches?: yess... i wanna kill hermione granger aka emma watson... ewww
Easter bunny?: nopee :-(
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, i swear ill be like that for Mark.. only 2years 10 months people!!1
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: nopeee
Do you wish on stars?: i use to...
Do you have any gay/lesbian/bi friends? nopeee... i wish
Who is your best friend?: i have 3... <3Laur:Ash:Jord<3
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Laurr
Your favorite inside joke?: all of our nicknames... wow
Who's your longest known friend?: Laurr
Shyest?: i dont have a shyy friend
Funniest?: Laurr & Colleen.S
Weirdest?: Colleen.S & Ashh, especially at 5 in the morning.. lol
Ditziest?: Sarah Harkins.. Wow omg lol i love yoU!
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Ally.. even though i dont like herr now, she was really funn to be around...
Last person you talked to online?: laurrr
Who do you talk to most online?: hmmm... laur
Who are you on the phone with most?: laurr
Who do you trust most?: all of them
Who listens to your problems?: everybodyy... cuz if i have a problem i tell everyone
Who do you fight most with?: laurAn
Who's the nicest?: jorddannnn
Who's the most outgoing?: we are allllll out going
Who's the best singer?: llauren!!!!!!!
Who's on your shit-list?: NO ONE!
Do you always feel understood?: nopee...
Who's the loudest friend?: lauur
Do you trust others easily?: too easily
Who's house were you last at?: nosliw's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: mark :-D i love him!!!!!!!!
Do your friends know you?: yesss
Friend that lives farthest: brian in florida **tear**
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: neverr
What do you find romantic?: just the words *i love you*
Turn-on?: smilee - hairr - personality - sexy-ness - voice - eyesss
Turn-off?: smokers[excluding mark] - drugg do'ers[excluding mark] - liars - cheaters - pimpless
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: yesss
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: hmm no?
Are you in love?: yess.... mark eshelmen <333 i'll wait forever :-)
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: my mom ... ugh i HATE that
You wanted to kill?: ^^ up top
That you laughed at?: laurr & her sexxyyy walk.. haha
That laughed at you?: laurr
You went shopping with?: laurr
To make you cry?: markk
To brighten up your day?: markk
That you thought about?: markk
You saw a movie with?: laurr ashh & will-saan
You talked to on the phone?: laurr
You saw?: my mom **grrrr**
You lost?: mark :-( i hate myself
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nopee im stayin in
Or some random person?: uhmm does that even makee sence
Body part you're touching right now?: id rather not sayy :-D
What are you worried about right now?: never bein with myy Markus ever again
What book are you reading?: re-reading hP3
What's on your mousepad?: ...white
Are you bored?: nahh
Are you tired?: no wayy
Are you talking to anyone online?: nopee my sexyyy away message is onn
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nooo
Are you listening to music?: yeahh im trying to adapt to something corporate...