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Dawn (Deai)'s Blurty:
| Friday, September 23rd, 2005 | |
| 2:09 pm | i am in total awe of the devistation that katrina/rita are causing in the south. i've been reading up on both of them for a week now, everyone's lives are changing down there. reading stories of how people don't have homes anymore makes me glad that i live in a state where all we really have to worry about is snow. today is danielle's 19th birthday. she is going to buy a bunch of new furniture. i hope i make a shitload of money tonight...i really need it because the end of the month is coming up oh-so-soon. our dryer is still not working right, and i told the girls in the main office that i want a new one, but all they did is send up a guy to pull a bunch of lint out--i could have done that myself, but he fixed the drain, so that made me happy. i need to get going because i have to work in a couple of hours. good moshpitting |
| Wednesday, September 21st, 2005 | |
| 3:48 pm | fuck!! one hour until i have to be at work. tonight should go fast, but i dont work with my bitches, i hope that rachelle and marcus work...that'll make me happy. just found out yesterday that m.s.i. is on tour....they will be at clutch cargo's begining of next month.....moshpitt time!!! hell yeah!! good moshpitting to all rockon |
| Tuesday, September 20th, 2005 | |
| 7:07 pm | holy shit its been like 2 years wow!! wouldnt you think that i would have changed my pw by now?? cannot believe that i remembered it. fucking blurty...brings back memories...its just nice to have a comp with the net again. today is my day off and i am so bored. ashley had to go to her dad's and melissa is asleep right now. i am just sitting here, still in perfect awe that i still have this damn thing. talked to my sis yesterday, she is doing good. she says that she is starting to get morning sickness really bad, and she is 6 months along already. i cannot believe that i am going to be an aunt. duecey came over yesterday and she and i did her homework--which reminds me of how much i cannot wait until i go back in january..the homework sucks, but i need to light this candle. haha well, i dont know what else to say...guess that's all i got for now. ohhhh--i cannot wait until i get to go to see system of a motha fucking down in like 9 days!!!!!! dawn |
| Wednesday, February 4th, 2004 | |
| 2:36 pm | ROADTRIP! i am about to re-unite myself with my 16 year old self...i am going on a road trip to illinois for a day to pick up my little sister. uno and sisi are going with me....we are leaving today after my speech class is over. i am so excited i could just pee my pants......okay not that excited but close. another thing i am excited about is seeing dillon. you guys understand the magnitude of dillon. my very first love, and 24 hours from now, i will be hugging all over him. i am going to see chase too, he is all "ya wanna get high?" haha that was pretty funny because when i was younger that is all that boy and i ever did was get high, like everyday. this trip down is going to be fun too. we are going to leave at 7, then we will be driving until like 3 am. then we are going to be there 24 hours exactly, then we are leaving again. my party is on saturday night, for all of those who need to know. we are tapping at 8pm, dustin is bringing one too, so there will be plenty. i hope you are all excited. it is going to be so great, i am going to be able to introduce danielle (my sis) to all of my friends, and this will be the first time my sis and i ever partied together. i am so frekin happy right now. deaimothafuckinsnyder Current Mood:  chipperCurrent Music: sorry for 2004---Rubben Stupard |
| Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004 | |
| 1:55 pm | nuttin'! sitting here at home waiting for my laundry to get done and gracie and pete to call me from mexico. i am so tired. i have slept all day too, so i dont get it. ahh roger moved to cali. sucks. greg and i have been talking a lot lately. lol we made out all night the other night, then went to the pier to watch the sun come up, but i ended up falling asleep on him in my car, so he just watched the sun come up on his own. then i slept all day. lol he's hott. i saw him last night too, but only for a few because he had a test to study for. lol niceness. anyways, so thats whats going on with me lately. i may to go illinois tomorrow to bring my little sis up for the week. i miss her so much love you all, comment if you wish kisses deai Current Mood:  mischievousCurrent Music: Date Rape: Sublime |
| Saturday, January 31st, 2004 | |
| 12:23 pm | just a quickie!!! i have to go to work soon. bacon and dustin may have hooked up. sweet cookies. they are so cute together. niceness other than that, i have been hearing mad gab from ppl about what my x is saying, but i dont care. deaimothafuckinsnyder |
| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 | |
| 9:09 pm | snow storm of the year! ahh!! okay...gracie and pete just left today right....and they are going to a beautiful climate for 3 months, and what do we get today....thats right folks.......tons of f-ing snow!!!!! the day they leave,, hell the same exact thing happened last year, we didnt get hardly any snow all winter until the exact day they left, then BOOM!!~~~ snow city! i hate the snow, it took me 45 minutes to drive home from work in lincoln tonight.....lincoln is 17 miles away, exactly. one good thing is that i am supposed to start my 2nd semester classes tomorrow, but because of all the snow, will my classes be canceled? :) deaisnyder Current Mood:  cold |
| Monday, January 5th, 2004 | |
| 12:35 am | mmmmm phildo!!!! phildo....matt......i want him.....and now that darren knows.........i want him more fuck boys deaISnyder |
| Saturday, January 3rd, 2004 | |
| 12:10 pm | i g2g2 work soon, but dats ohtay, i dont care. lol i wish my laundry would dry. umm thats about all--call me later deaisnyder |
| 12:10 pm | i g2g2 work soon, but dats ohtay, i dont care. lol i wish my laundry would dry. umm thats about all--call me later deaisnyder |
| Wednesday, December 31st, 2003 | |
| 12:46 pm | im still sick---ewwww~! ahhh i woke up this morning and i feel like poo again. it sucks because this is new years eve, and i am working today at 3, then i have to work a double tomorrow. it will be good money though. oh i found out when i am off again, i have sunday and monday off, and then i work everyday until the 11th. so yeah, if we are gonna hang out, it will need to be sun/mon. i hope you all have a wonderful new year!! darren talked to me online lastnight. grrrr he is going to call me in 2 weeks, sisi, he just wont get the frekin' hint! what am i supposed to do? pretend to be with someone else when he calls, oh timmy may be moving back up here after the new year. i am so excited! haha it is going to be great. ahh i am going to go drink some thermaflu, take a shower, and chew down some cough drops! hope you had fun~~deaisnyder Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: Chris Cagle: "Lorado" |
| 12:45 pm | bubble gum~~YaY!  You're bubblegum!!! You love to have a good time, and enjoy being around others who feel the same way. You tend to be the life of the party, and people like to be around you as much as they can. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Monday, December 29th, 2003 | |
| 2:33 pm | grr i hate boys! i hate boys, i hate em hate em hate em--and that will never change. i am excited about tomorrow night, even though i am sick right now (i hope it isnt the flu) i had to call into work today, but darren and i are finally over, so that is a relief in itself, even though i may be a bit (very small bit) bummed that he is interested in crystal, ill get over it within hours. im cold and frustrated, but everything will be okay. it is really yucky outside today, and i am supposed to find jakes car today to pull some trick shit, but i dont think i feel up to it, maybe tomorrow. hey i g2g get some sleep bye bye deaisnyder the nice one |
| Saturday, December 27th, 2003 | |
| 2:08 pm | pretty afternoon~~ hey yo! haha it was so cool--i went into work today, and for some reason barb switched me and darcy, so i have the whole weekend off--sweet!! haha anyway, so are we still on for 2nite? i called you earlier to tell you i was going to the barn with gracie, but i decided i didnt want to go, so i am home all day. i hope you had fun with josh--hehe i bet you did. i talked to aaron for a few minutes earlier--nothing too interesting, oh guess what, mel middleton came into the home last night with nathan....cora bond's grandson. haha it was nice to see her, we didnt get to talk for long though, because i was really busy, but anyway, yeah just call me when you get home, ill talk to you then bye** deaisnyder Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: Tim McGraw: "Everywhere" |
| Friday, December 26th, 2003 | |
| 10:35 pm | final vertict what up yo? okay so last night.....i told darren that we need to not talk at all for like 2-3 weeks. i said i was very upset about the email and what he has told people, he said he did it because he was bitter. i told him not to call me or email me for at least 2 weeks, and then IF both of us want to get back together, then we could think about it. (i really dont think ill want to, but i know he will, but it gives me a couple of weeks.) it really hurt me that he would say all of those hurtful things and tell people that i am a horrible bitch, so on and so forth, anyways, that is what happened tonight, sorry i missed your call. are we still hanging out tonight? hope so! did you have fun with josh (hehe)?? if you wanna call me, i have to wrok at noon, if i dont hear from you, ill call you from work. talk to you later deaisnyder Current Mood:  relieved |
| 12:11 am | its christmas and i am miserable. i just got an email from darren, i couldnt feel more like shit. he took this so hard, i dont even think he will ever talk to me again. apparently, he blames me for everything, and says its probably best because we are 2 different people, he even said i was inmature and rude. i am so hurt by his email, at least when i broke up with him, i didnt write a 2 page email about how horrible he is. dude, what the hell, sierra, please call me tomorrow, i need to talk to you. deai Current Mood: miserable |
| Wednesday, December 24th, 2003 | |
| 11:45 am | survey time Its that time again...SURVEY! What's your full name? DAWN MARIE LYNNE HILL 1. Nicknames? DEAI, DEAI$MONEY, DEAI SNYDER, DEAI DUL BUGG 2. Birthday: 12/08/84 3. Where do you live? currently: OSCODA, MI 4. Sex: FEMALE 5. What School do you attend? ALPENA COMM. COLLEGE 6. Siblings? EEKK! 7. Pets? SNIPES (MY BORDER COLLIE) P.K. (OUR OLD ASS CAT) 8. Zodiac Sign: SAGITTARIOUS 10. Right or Left handed: FIGHTY ********~Your Looks~********* 11. Hair : DARK BLONDE WITH RED AND BLONDE HIGHLIGHTS 12. Eye color : HAZEL 13: Height : 5'6 14. Glasses or contacts? I NEED THEM, BUT THEY BROKE WHEN I FLIPPED THE TOPAZ 15. Any Piercings? EARS, NAVEL 16. Any Rings? HUH? 17. Certain Style? CUTE!!! ;) ************Just Lately********** 18. How are you today? RELIEVED 19. Pants are you wearing right now? NEW PAIR OF BLUE JEANS FROM MAURICE'S 20. What shirt are you wearing right now? PINK AND WHITE STRIPES 21. How is your hair? FRESHLY CURLED 22. What song are you listenin to? SOME X MAS SONG 23. How is the weather? SNOWING 24. Last person you talked to on the phone? NICKI 25. Who are you talking to right now? NOBODY 26. What time is it? ALMOST NOON *****************~More about YOU!~***************** 27. What are the last 4 digits of your phone #? 3990, 5721, AND 8481 28. If you were a crayon what color would you be? PINK, OF COURSE 29. Have you ever almost died? I DONT THINK SO 30. Do you like the person who sent this? I DONT KNOW WHO SENT IT TO ME, ITS AN OLD ONE 31. How do you eat an Oreo? I DONT REALLY LIKE OREOS 32. Whats the next cd ur gonna buy? I DONT THINK THAT FAR AHEAD 33. Whats the best advice ever given to you? GET OUT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE 34. have u ever won anything? LIKE WHAT? 35. Worst sickness you ever had? THE FLU--I HATE BEING SICK 36. What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? ...WHERE TO BEGIN 37. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be and why? THE WAY I ALWAYS SEEM TO CHANGE MY MIND AT BAD TIMES 38. Where do you shop the most? MAURICE'S AND BATH AND BODY WORKS 39. How many kids do you want to have? IM NOT READY FOR THAT YET 40. Son's name? .....NO KIDS 41. Daughter's name? ....AGAIN, NO KIDS....... 42. Do you do? COME AGAIN?? 43. Shampoo? BED HEAD MIXED WITH P. PRO V 44. What are you most afraid of? DEATH AND BLACK ICE 45. How many TV's are in your house? my house? UMM 3 46. Do you have your own TV? NOT IN MY ROOM, I DO IN THE COMPUTER ROOM 47. Do you have your own phone line? I HAVE A CELL PHONE 48. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? A FEW OF THEM 49. Have you ever broken, sprained, fractured a bone? YEAH, I AM A DITZ WHEN IT COMES TO FALLING 50. Who do you dream about? I DREAM ABOUT WEIRD SHIT 51. Who is the loudest friend you have? SIERRA, OR DUECE 52. Who is the quietest friend you have? UMM PROLLY MIKE OR BOBBY 53. Is cheerleading a sport? YES, ABSOLUTELY 54. How many licks till the center of a tootsie pop? 893? 55. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? NEITHER *******************~You and Love~***************** 56. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? WE ARE IGNORING THIS QUESTION 57. Do you have a crush? MAYBE 58. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? ...................................... 59. Did you send this to your boyfriend/girlfriend? ..................... 60. Where would you like to go for your honeymoon? JAMAICA 61. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? LIPS, AND THEIR SCENT 62. Do you find yourself attractive? YEAH, I THINK IM CUTE 63. Do you find yourself ugly? WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE AM---EKKKK 64. Do others find you attractive? THEY SEEM TO ***********~On Girls~*************(for guys to answer) 65. Straight or curly hair? 66. Tall or Short? 67. good looks or personality? 68. Good/Bad girl? 69. Hat or no hat? 70. Tan/ no Tan? 71. Dimples? 72. pants or skirts? 73. What sport should she play? ******************~Pick one~****************** 94. Lights on/off? ON, I LIKE TO SEE WHAT I AM DOIN 95. Sun or Rain? WE NEED BOTH TO SURVIVE 96. McDonalds/Burgerking? EHH NOT CRAZY ABOUT EITHER 97. Scary/happy movies? ALL OF THEM CAN BE FUN 98. Backstreet/N*sync? NEITHER 99. On the phone/in person? IN PERSON 100. Paper/plastic? PAPER 101. Sausage/Pepperoni? MUSHROOMS 102. Summer/Winter? SUMMER 103. Hugs/Kisses? BOTH 104. Chocolate/White milk? CHOCOLATE 105. Root Beer/Dr. Pepper? DR.PEPPER 106. Half full/Half empty? REFILL NECESSARY! 107. Tape/DVD? DVD 108. Cats/Dogs? DOGS 109. Vanilla/Chocolate? VANILLA 110. Skiing/Snowboarding? SNOWBOARDING 111. Cake/Pie? CAKE 112. Diamond/Pearl? DIAMOND 113. Sunset/Sunrise? SUNRISE, HELLO, I LIVE IN OSCODA *******************~Your Favorites~**************** 114. Color? PINK 115. Food? MEXICAN 116. Fast Food? FROSTYS 117. Candy? WHACHAMACALLIT 119. Ice cream? VANILLA 120. Sport? BASEBALL, FOOTBALL 121. Animal? DOG 122. Number? 6, 10, 28 123. Radio Station? 102.5 WIOG 124. Band/Singer? MADONNA, PRINCE, TOM PETTY, REM 125. Actor/Actress? JOSH HARNETT 126. Day of the year? USED TO BE MY BIRTHDAY, BUT AFTER THIS YEAR, LOL 127. Month? AUGUST 128. Store? BATH AND BODY WORKS 129. Scent? FOR ME, COCONUT LIME BODY CREAM FROM BATH AND BODY WORK, FOR GUYS, JUPE OR CHROME 130. Teacher? EVER MRS. SKIDMORE AND MR. HINKLEY 131. Board Game? BLURT 132. Saying? ""Straight men need to be emasculated. I'm sorry. They all need to be slapped around. Women have been kept down for too long. Every straight guy should have a man's tongue in his mouth at least once." ~~~~MaDoNnA ********************~Have you Ever~******************* 133. Been Dumped? YES 134. Broke the Law? YES 135. Ran from the Cops? NO 136. Stole Something? I STOLE A SEPERATOR BAR FROM ALDI WHEN I WAS 5 137. Made yourself throw up? YES 138. Made yourself cry? TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE, OH YEAH survey. *I am: CHILLY *I hurt: MY BOYFRIEND *I love: GOD, MY FRIENDS, AND FAMILY *My favorite word: ........BUTTERNUT?? *I have: FAITH IN MYSELF *I want: TO ALWAYS LOOK FORWARD TO TOMORROW *I hate: BEING WRONG *I cry: EASILY *I fear: FEAR ITSELF *I hope: I CONTINUE TO GROW TO LOVE OTHERS MORE *I feel: COLD *I waste: MONEY EASILY *I talk: TOO MUCH MAYBE *I listen: TO SAD LOVE SONGS *I break: PROMISED TO BOYS THAT I SHOULDNT HAVE MADE IN THE FIRST PLACE *I see: LOTS OF SNOW *I smell: SHAMPOO *I taste: ......... *I work: ALL THE TIME *I remember: CHRISTMASES WHEN I WAS LITTLE *I sleep with: A NIGHTLIGHT *I hide: FROM NO ONE *I pray: TOO LITTLE *I walk: WITH PRIDE IN MY STEP *I drive: RUBY, SHE IS A RED TAURUS *I breathe: AIR *I play: THE SAME SONG OVER AND OVER AGAIN *I miss: BEING TOO YOUNG TO CARE *I learn: FROM MY MISTAKES NOW *I feel: COLD *I know: MORE THAN YESTERDAY, BUT LESS THAN TOMORROW *I dream: ABOUT WEIRD SHIT *I fall: IN LOVE TOO EASILY *I await: WARM WEATHER *I live: WITH G&P *I die: (WHAT?) *My hair: SMELLS GOOD *My makeup: IS BARELY THERE *My dream: IS TO BE HAPPY *My obsession: IS ADVENTURE *My most attractive feature(s): MY HEART |
| 11:16 am | oh wow, i did it ...i think darren and i are over. it ended unlike it was supposed to, and he reacted like that of a complete asshole! oh well. i went over there to help him wrap presents and he said we needed to talk. he asked me if i wanted to live with him, and i said no. then he asked if i still wanted to be with him, and i said i didnt know for sure. then he started with this "im a great boyfriend, i treat you like a princess, you dont know what you are throwing away, blah blah blah--" totally making me feel bad, but i think it is better to do this now, before everything gets wrose. i cannot go on making him think i want to spend the rest of my life with him. i feel as though a weight has been lifted, i dont feel good about what i have dont, but i dont feel as though ive made the wrong decision either. my aunt gracie and i were talking earlier about this whole situation, and i asked her if i should just give the presents back, and she said "hell no, they were gifts to you," but i am giving the jewlery back, (is it wrong that i want to keep the northwood hoodie?) i wouldnt be able to wear it though, i would feel as though i was advertising my x-boyfriend's college. ahhhhh sisi, when you read this, call me merry christmas to all and to all, ...........merry christmas deaisnyder Current Mood: relievedCurrent Music: Santa Got A Sunburn: By The Barefoot Man |
| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 | |
| 11:57 am | CHRISTMAS EVE, EVE! WHAT UP YO! THE MIST & I ARE GOING SHOPPING TODAY IN ALPENA, IT SHOULD BE A GOOD TIME! I STILL NEED TO BUY FOR PETE AND A FEW FRIENDS...SISI IS TELLING ME TO GO CLEAN, SO I BETTER GET GOING, I SHALL TALK TO YOU LATER PEOPLE--HAHA DEAI SNYDER Current Mood: BLINGY? Current Music: EAMON, FUCK IT |
| Monday, December 22nd, 2003 | |
| 1:02 am | muh first entry ...it's like moving into a new house......haha so today wasnt a bad day. i had to re-create my journal since now there are links ot me and stuff i dont want a certain someone to read, if you catch my point. haha i am done with writing under deaidulbugg for that very reason. well, i just wrote a lot in the other one earlier, so i am cutting this one short. talk to you later deaisnyder Current Mood: cold |