| Dharma And Greg On DVD: |
[22 Aug 2007|12:33am] |
this will be me and peter when we're older.
pete will always wear socks, even in the
shower. and we'll have two dogs. kilo and
gram. and we'll shag about 24 times a day
and i'll eat kiwi after kiwi without peeling them
first. i'll only wash the fuzz off.
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today i was in a good mood, except working
shifts all summer makes me cranky sometimes.
oopps. i forgot to tell pete that and i was a being
a big fat idiot all afternoon and prolly making
him nutz, but it was actually only some of the
afternoon. hot damn i'm a handful sometimes.
* * *
anyways, this was pete (left) and me (right).
["maaahhhhhhh!!" all the way until i put myself
down for a nap and pete snuggled me and melted
my moodiness away.] awww. i love that guy so
very much. he's such a gold star and i hope he
knows it.
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here's a portrait that nat did of pete.
i bought it from her and i make out
with it daily.
yep! it's killer. nat has skills and there's
plenty more where that came from.
okay now, bye!
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| Yeah...I Think I Left Your Oven On Too... |
[02 Aug 2007|11:41pm] |
whoop frikin' la la. today amber came to SMART Start with me at the Uni. "Students Making A Realistic Transition." gheyyy. other people told me to go because it was a huge help. instead i found out that it's actually just an orientation day for just outta highschool retard kids and their mum's and dads. i begand my own 'smart start' by staying up all night with amber smoking our lungs into yet another state of emergancy. then we got mcdonalds breakfast and drove to the university for 8am. when we got there we bought huge ice capps and filled them half way with creme de banana. that's as smart as it gets.
oh so we were bored for quite a while but then we got around to having our timetables checked out. mine is sick. i have one english class for the whole year. which makes me a little sad. but the rest of my timetable is pretty sickkk. i have wine tasting class. a class on volcanoes and one on provincial parks.
earth sciences!!! go figure.
and fR3nch. ew boo. c'est boo. tres ew. kinda thing...
anyways, it was a sickkkk day. cheers!!
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| Clap Your Hands Say Yeah: |
[16 Jul 2007|03:07pm] |
so today is my 21st birthday. mary anne thinks that's pretty special,
but i think it's not really. it just means that i am able to drink in all
other places, which is handy. i went from "you never know when
you'll end up in a hot tub" to "you never know when you'll end up
in vegas."
pretty good for one days work.
really i think it just means that i'm finally over that ball-busting
craziness that was my 20th year. (gawd damn. i sit and reflect
on that whole year and something in my mind tells me to stop
because it was just too insane. i'll reflect on it here later.) and
that i seem like a little bit more of a cougar and petie-pie-sex-toy
loves it.
speaking of. i just got back from camping with peter, which was
fun and thank gawd i didn't end up bringing my camera because
by the last day my beuatiful swooshy bangs curled up into a
italian problem child type mess.
everyone's camp site was pretty clean with their dolphin and crocadile
pool toys all stacked up neatly, and their little homemade clothes lines
stretched between two trees for their beach towels. i found a way
better use for our stash of nylon rope, i'll say that. and we just threw
our empty beer bottles where ever we felt like and a stray cat got into
the brow sugar and green apples that i left out all night pete said.
i need a nap time before i go see nat and amber.
the 'rents are going away soon so i'm going to have a party then.
yes. until that time, enjoy yourself bitches.
one love.
-mariSa
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| Gawd: |
[11 Jul 2007|09:30pm] |
i'm gunna eat some rice pudding and make green tea too if i'm not too lazy.
making hot water...
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| Spin Spin Sugar: |
[03 Jul 2007|07:28pm] |
hey my lovely creeps and lurks.
i'm turning 21, so on friday july 14th
we're gunna party down hard. anyone
that wants to come can come. i'll
send out e-mails soon because i
need to get an idea of how many
people will be showing up at my
house cuz i'd like to limo it to the
bars. k thx love.
mesa.xx
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| All Smoke And Mirrors: |
[02 Jul 2007|01:07am] |
hey,
so samb is back from school early. she dropped out of her summer semester because she wants to take nursing in the fall instead. and let's face it, i wouldn't want to spend my the fleeting summer months out in the middle of nowhere, so basically i don't blame her. i mean, hamilton is hamilton, i know...but what the fuck is ridgetown? i never made the drive up to visit her.
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pete found a dirty stray kitten in the parking lot after his hockey game and he's keeping it. it's so flippin' cute and stinky. samb bathed it. i got pete to name it portia...after that crazy rich skank from merchant of venice.
on tuesday pete wanted me to pick a piercing jont to take him to, so i brought him down to cottage 13. he wanted to get his sack pierced and i wanted to get the tattoo on my arm touched up, but i changed my mind and decided to get my down there done too instead.
not my sack silly, i don't have that.
it was a stellar idea, except i couldn't drive pete home after we got back to my place because i just wanted to lay down and have a nap.
i'm happy pete went for it because i've been telling him for the longest time that he'd rock it well. our piercer said no sex for 4 weeks while we heal. we only made it 4 days.
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i'm going on 10 days without pot. it's going pretty good. i have alot more free time which explains the blogging.
and where the hell is amber??? if i go like 3 days without seeing her it seems like a lot longer. boo.
happy canada bitches. enjoy yourself.
x.
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| Sax And Violins: |
[14 Jun 2007|08:32pm] |
haven't updated in a while, so here i am!
i haven't even been on the computer in nearly a month and a half, and lemme just say it feels rad. i prolly won't get around to updating this thing too much this summer because i'm way too busy doing other, more fun, sunny, summer type stuff. i'll be back on in september for sure though when i am away at university.
i guess i'll do a brief fill in for the sake of sake.
the factory job is going good. the hours are long but the pay is insane. i'll have more than enough dough saved up at the end of the summer to last me all year so i won't have to find a part time job in st. kitts. thank gawd too. it'll be a nice break because i've always had at least one or two (or three) jobs at once since i was 15. now i will be able to focus on the bookie books and maybe some lacrosse too.
when i'm not at work, i am for SURE never wearing pants. or socks...and shoes too. fuck 'em, right ambz? up with skirts, down with undies. speaking of ambz, we've been having some killer times. she took me to the beach a few times to get high. i haven't been there in a long while. we sure do smoke a whole friggin' lot. we drink pints at sunset or a 40 oz to freedom in people's backyards when we know they're not home. we both work like mad but have also been making MAD time to hook it up. screw WWJD. more like WWAD. what would amber do? (hint: not kill the buzz)
pete is also doing rad, and sexxier by the moment. this month marks us being an evil duo for the last six months. frig yeah he's sweet. that's pretty much all i'll say cuz i'm not going to start with all the emo jazz that i'm just dying to gush about-- like, you know, so dreamy. sorry for the love wounds baby.
speaking of wounds, cory beats me up on a regualr basis. my upper spine hurt alot alot alooooo allooo haaaaa-lotttt today. damnn.
err...nat. (hearts) nat and i are on this never-ending crusade for icecream but never really come through with anything since this sick ass banana split mistake. gash i lovez her. she has a new clothing line coming out. when the site is up i'll link it up.
and besides all that i've been spending as much time as i can outside on my days off. i've been shopping alot. and sleeping alot.
frigz i love summer. love sum with me?
in short-- life is sweeter than ever. i'm dripping with gladness and the world is lining up to do shots of it. dirty euphoric summertime body shots.
p.s. ew.
p.p.s. one love till fall time.
love,
marisa.
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| Scortched: |
[05 May 2007|09:16pm] |
music is playing out in the garden
somewhere in the bloom they're drifting away
leaves, hardened petals
fear the face of the shovel
and out in the garden
dawn kisses the day
-mesa
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| People Change, But Not Really: |
[04 May 2007|10:03pm] |
Nancy.Fucking.Drew. says:
i found a kick ass recipe for honey lime chicken.
`'*SLaMz says:
what's with this fukn domestic shit yur into?
`'*SLaMz says:
why didn't you make me honey lime chicken at 3am instead of making mushrooms?
`'*SLaMz says:
not that the mushrooms were'nt good, becuz they were sexcellent, but...
.Nancy.Fucking.Drew. says:
i was on e at the time...
.Nancy.Fucking.Drew. says:
i dunno i like cooking for myself now. when i was'nt cooking i was eating bad, now i use recipes like real people.
`'*SLaMz says:
real ppl, wtf is that?!
.Nancy.Fucking.Drew. says:
hahaha i know...
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| Sax And Violins: |
[04 May 2007|09:05pm] |
smoke my poll v.2.0:
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| The Jesus And Mary Chain: |
[03 May 2007|12:28am] |
...this blog is your glory hole....
[peter's creepy peepers]
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| Rular Rooster: |
[02 May 2007|09:57pm] |
i'm sicky icky ew.
fawkkk. getting a cold is like the worst piss off. even worse than typing out one of these stupid journal entries and going to post it but your computer freezes cos it's a mad piece of crap and you want to scream, but it's only words on a screen so you can't justify getting too angry. i say don't hold back. just let it out.
that didn't actually happen to me or anything, but i feel for you if it does.
basically a head cold is worse than that. which is what i have, and now i will go on bitching....
i can't take medicine cos it makes me sick to my stomache.
my solarplex hurts too.
i called my damn dirty doctor (not because of my cold). her office has an automated system where you have to leave a message and wait for them to call you back to make an appointment. what a jerk, i waited by the phone all afternoon for the office to call back and they didn't, now i am more mental than before so she better get her pen and pad good and ready for this head case.
me and peter and cory went to my favourite spot overlooking the city today to smoke and i found out cory is scared of heights and i found it refreshing to know that people my age have irrational fears. i...i am scared of basements. k? and getting 'the mono'. being afraid of getting mono isn't irrational though. it prolly sucks more then the common cold! and you know how i feel about that shnazz.
i am back to shift work this summer at the steel factory. tomorrow night it'll be a 12 hour jammie party of dirt and sweat. someone kiss me goodnight before i go :(
one love.
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| Show Me Yours, I'll Show You Mine: |
[30 Apr 2007|09:53pm] |
i need some old fashioned morphine!
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| If Bears Could Fly, We'd All Be Fucked: |
[29 Apr 2007|08:09pm] |
dear peter barrett,
where are you loser face? i thought we were going out to dinner, but instead you are sleeping your life away. i'm not busting your balls this time, i'm only kidding. you look cute when you sleep. sometimes i watch you sleep and you have no idea. sometimes i sneak off to make a bag of popcorn and grab some soda. then i come back prepared for your three hour nap.
i was bored so i took a nap too. in doing so, i missed the dog's dinner as well (look how many people go hungry because of your habbit) the dogs in turn jumped onto the kitchen table and ate the following while i slept:
-KD
-Apple pie
-Pita
i bet you're jealous about the pie, aren't you. they basically like all types of pie too.
that's all i have to say.
love,
.mesa.
p.s. you're a douche bag
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| Bails Of Used Skin: |
[29 Apr 2007|03:01pm] |
bitch bitch moan moan.
that's all people do because they're bored and bored of thinking of things to do or say or ways to make things more interesting. so i hear.
what a boring friggin' day. samb left for her summer semester of school today so i get some more peace and quiet. peace and quiet. peace n' riot. penis riot.
my journal has been pretty boring lately. mostly because my camera bit the dust and i need to wait until i get paid to buy one. i'm going nuts without it. like a year ago i was taking pictures of everything and people had to deal with it. anyways. boring too because i used to talk about everything on here, but i've been holding back because of dirty lurks.
so smoke my poll:
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| One Year Ago Today: |
[31 Dec 2006|01:37am] |
April 27, 2005
I had friggin' crazy lesbian dreams
last night. That's what you get for
eating pizza and pop right before
bed. My mum warned me too. She
said Marisa, you shouldn't be
eating pizza so late at night, you'll
have nightmares or gay dreams.
I get to quit my job in two hours. I
know, it's sad how I'm counting it
down-- I'm just so happy.
Beck is telling people that he's my
boyfriend. But he totally is not.
What a fool. I like girls.
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| On A Big White Trogan Horse: |
[30 Dec 2006|05:52pm] |
today is flippin' great.
i woke up beside peter and we laid in bed togther and watched french cartoons for a while. i love pete. he wants the same things i want, and lives for the same things i live for.
[zoot alors! huge tools]
later we made breakfast together and my dogs faught tooth and nail for his affection.
werd. and i got accepted to brock university.
killah.
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| Man Alive: |
[25 Dec 2006|05:53pm] |
today i gave my store my letter of resignation, except my printer wasn't working so i just saved it onto a floppy disk (who uses those?) and gave it to them. i added some surprise files too. parrot on a bike? whhaattt?
anyways, it's sweet that i'm done there.
p.s. i didn't open the e-mail. i deleted it before anything else.
candy bars!
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| Bare Naked Reality: |
[25 Nov 2006|02:38am] |
senorita amber and i went to go see the movie 'silent hill' tonight and we ate a whole lot of ben and jerry's during it. i forgot i shoved mine in my pruse after i bought it and when i remembered about it i had to eat it quick time. (after the movie we went to the washroom and i had chocolate smeared all over my face like a huge problem child and the other girls sneared at me. smahaha.)
the movie was pretty trippy. alot of it was shot in hamilton. like the devil's punchbowl and it's waterfall in the opening scene. the giant cross of lights and maddness was in it as well. the lister block building on king william and james street was in it too. the building where i did my internship had a lil' mini cameo appearance.
funny how the burnt out ruins of a hellish fictional town was really THE CITY THAT I LIVE IN in actuallity.
believe me, from the looks of it they didn't have to use many special fx to turn that hamilton building into the structure that contained the entrance to the bowels of hell.
okay so it sounds like i hate my city. i don't. it's just ironic. if you've lived here your whole life you can't 100% disagree.
after the flick amber and i took some time to appreciate the city. we drove to the mountain brow and jumped the railing and threw a blanket down on the grass to kick a midnight session on the edge of the escarpment with radiohead playing for us from her parked car. it was chilly but i friggin' can't get over how the city looks at night.
it's alright.
i'm ruling at life.
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| The Brian Wilson Shock Treatment Experiment: |
[21 Oct 2006|02:58pm] |
booo. i'm flat broke. looks like i'll be dropping my mall job next week too. which is thrilling, but when i thought about it, i'll kinda miss some of the people that i work with.
ahaha no i won't.
basically.
i got back from ottawa on thursday morning at like 3:00am. it was pretty chill there. the weather was super nice and i spent alot of time smoking my lungs into a state emergancy and writing by the canal...which is a bit low on water right now and full of winter sludge and dead bodies that floated in from...oh, prolly the u.s.a or wherever that water comes from...hamilton? picture a toilet in a haunted house that a zombie took a massive dump in like 50 years ago and no one flushed it and at some point over the last half century small animals fell in and perished and now it's just a huge mess. that's the canal right now, but it offered up some inspiration.
yeah.
damn, i have to do some laundry.
all hail ralph nader, you fuckers.
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