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[10 May 2004|12:13am] |
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Wow, it's been months.
I've had lots of interesting adventures since I was last here, and I can't remember any of them!
- Well, I've been accepted to every university I applied to, and that's all exciting. I can't wait to be a professional nerd. I'm no longer planning on majoring in Philosophy, though.
- I had a really bad experience with someone, but I don't think about her too much anymore. (yes i do. i really need to get over it, don't i.)
- I've taken up the piano again, and I am in looove.
- I want to play jazz but I'm not good enough.
- I love writing.
- I love lots of things.
- I should go and study for my evil, disgusting math test.
- but I just want to paint.
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[11 Dec 2003|09:08am] |
Ooops, I sort of forgot about this site.
Doesn't it suck when that happens? They make a nice LJ-spinoff, it gets popular for a few months, everybody updates, then half of the population forgets about it and reverts back to evil Livejournal land.
this is the only thing that I can keep track of with any regularity
so addez-moi there, if you so desire!
And I'll try to remember this more often ;_;
P.S. I'm going to university next year, and I might be a PHILOSOPHY major! (maybe. this is one of 3 choices, the others being English and History) My parents are so incredibly thrilled. as in, "why the hell would you want to do something so USELESS, stop this nonsense!!"
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[27 Aug 2003|02:36pm] |
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HI, I haven't updated in a very long time, because I've been really busy, and because my livejournal has been getting far more attention, unfortunately.
So, to make up for the silence, I shall post a few pictures that I took on the last day of camp.
["this is my truth", this is my avalon]
( + more )
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[29 Jun 2003|12:25am] |
Ah, I've been so busy lately.. with school ending, exams, mad piano playing, making enemies.
I haven't even been able to see my friends page in ages! Why? Because my computer is very old, and, for some reason crashes consistantly on certain webpages. This is one of them. Annoying! Sorry =(
I'm boycotting Livejournal, because someone on my "Friends" list (which, unfortunately, does load on my computer) spoiled Harry Potter 5 for me. I'm furious!
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[12 Jun 2003|09:22pm] |
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My library is the coolest. =D They reduced my $58 fine down to $10. Go them. They love me. (I'm such a nerd.)
AND, I am currently stalkerless which I am thrilled about. At one point I had two, but they've both dissapeared. I think this week is my lucky week.
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[09 Jun 2003|11:24pm] |
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Stuff has been edited. Blah, blah, blah.
I'm making a bristol board presentation for Anthro (a waste of a course) and the marker fumes are making me nauseous. Well, this answers my question about why everyone else is doing PowerPoint presentations...
AND OMG I MET MY 5 DAY OLD COUSIN YESTERDAY! Her name is Julia (yes, it is! No lie! Her parents must have fabulous taste in names) and she's incredibly tiny and adorable. I took a ton of [flashless] pictures and she didn't even wake up at all. She seemed so quiet and peaceful. Awwww =D
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[01 Jun 2003|02:38pm] |
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Last night at a party:
Some guy I don't know: Are you on crack?!
Me [sarcastically]: Yeah... I'm on crack..
Dude: REALLY?
Me: Um, no.
Dude: Well, I could hook you up with some.
And that was when I backed away...
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[27 May 2003|10:15pm] |
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I've been kicked off the computer for so long, SO, I haven't had a chance to update, read peoples' journals, do anything on the computer besides work, really.
I feel all strange, considering I'm kind of addicted to the idiot box (computer, not teevee that is)
Well in the last few days, I've been home sick because I have the cold from hell, but I found out that I was accepted as prefect at my school, and that I got a 97 on the only math test I've ever studied for (I should have taught a course called Slacker 101). I'll be studying more in the future, it seems to be helpful.
I hate staying home, but it wasn't so bad, I watched my Tea Party DVD (Illuminations) and of course, The Tea Party makes the world better. That's why next Tuesday night will be so great... eep ^_^
Thought of the month: When people know, without a doubt, that they've lost something, why on earth won't they give up fighting for it? Of course I'm thinking of something specific, but I haven't given up the habit of being cryptic yet.
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[30 Apr 2003|12:07am] |
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Björk is the coolest. =D And that is that.
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[28 Apr 2003|10:39pm] |
These online journals are EMBARASSING because if you read your own archives, you start remembering interesting details that you would rather have forgotten. Like the fact that I had a huuuuge crush on a friend of mine for the longest time. Months and months, really. I am finally over it now, thank goodness. She was completely not worth my time. Whatta sucker.
The weather has finally warmed up, so I can now be happy and burn. Yes, burn. I am the palest person you've ever not met.
I'm nervous. I have to play guitar and sing in front of a bunch of people this Friday night, and I'm incredibly not ready. Meep. 0.0
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[22 Apr 2003|04:41pm] |
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Well, I completely forgot about this, wouldn't ya know. That ends up happening all the time, I have no discipline to update.
Well, since the last time, I've acquired a couple of stalkers (okay, not serious stalkers, but they follow me around school, etc.) and I've been hit on a bunch of times. And asked to a prom (PUKE!). Not by people I like either. Dammit. Well, I feel all loved and special now. Sort of.
My Chili Peppers tickets came. I held them in my hands, and it was incredibly exciting (sadly). I hope they don't cancel because of SARS.
Oh, yeah, SARS. Everyone's afraid of my city (Toronto) now. *coughs all over everyone*
I'm going to see the Toronto Symphony Orchestra in a couple of days... our music class got free tickets because of some freak of nature. Score!
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[24 Mar 2003|07:24pm] |
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Oh, and my trip to Boston got cancelled, so not only do I mope about not going to this exciting neat place and not seeing one of my dearest friends, but I have to tutor TWICE while I mope.
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[15 Mar 2003|12:47am] |
So I was a bit weird a few days ago, but I've resolved everything happily and all is well. So there, self.
I just finished a painting and I'm excited! If I do a lot more artwork, I can make a portfolio, and the arts colleges will love me. They will accept me, and I can get a pretty degree and go on and do something I like.
*bursts bubble* OR, I could go and get a general social sciency BA and wander around completely confused...
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[02 Mar 2003|10:08pm] |
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I have updating issues, because I'm still more addicted to Livejournal, for some strange reason. Livejournal has caused one of my friendships to come to a horrible end, because the jackass found my journal and twisted my words.
But that's another story.
This morning, I shared sugary cereal and math problems with a guy I work with. (I have a hard time using proper names when I'm trying to be semi-anonymous) He kept glancing at me and smiling, and I just don't know what to think. We've known each other for four years. I can't read what the hell he's thinking though. I wish he'd be a bit more obvious if he likes me, because I'm a wimp and I'm afraid to ask. He's a strange child, but I want to know, dammit.
I need to choose a topic for a fun independent study essay for my American History course. I'm considering following the big fabulous cultural melting pot and the monster that is the American cultural influence all over the world. I'm curious as to how long it's going to be until America engulfs the whole world. Wow, I can't WAIT! I know it's already bad when half of my class says zee instead of zed (Z!). Son of a bush!
P.S. 5 days 'til Cleaveland!
24 days 'til Boston!
25 days 'til ZWAN! (oh my god)
I am so lucky.
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[21 Feb 2003|02:57pm] |
In OTHER news... I feel like countjng down.
One month and 5 days until I leave for Boston!
3.5 months til the Chili Peppers concert! (which is completely sold out... yay chili willies)
(You don't think they'll do their sock thing, will they? Oh they've got to! Come one chilies, you KNOW you want to... I'm such a pervert)
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[21 Feb 2003|02:40pm] |
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I have the cold from hell and it's not going awaaaaay. Bah. Is it an issue that I can't breathe properly? I feel like someone is choking me and is not letting go. Owwwww. That is so not cool. My friends have been harassing me and telling me to see a doctor. Maybe I'll listen to them.
I'm going to a university for a week in May =D There's a program where you get to go to this specific university (called Queen's University, if it means anything), and you get to spend a week in one course to see if you like it. I signed up for Fine Arts and three sociology courses (you only get one, but that one gets picked out of four chocies). I kind of hope I don't get the Gender Studies course, because I'll end up ranting about the stupid riot grrrls. Yeah, I'm an asshole, but I don't see the point in spelling things wrong because it looks cool. Grow up kiddies! Some of my friends fancy themselves rioters or rebels in some sort of way, so my beliefs on the subject screw me over.. hehe. I think we should take stands on issues that matter. REAL issues, like, oh, wars, hunger, poor living conditions, disease.. not goddamn emo glasses/pop music/posers/Hot Topic/the stupidity of Avril Lavigne/"is punk dead or not?" (I've seen people argue for hours on this subject... sad.) People, people. Do these things even REALLY matter...?
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[10 Feb 2003|11:19pm] |
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I was planning on dreading Valentine's Day, but since I'm going to be thinking about other things that day (like fabulous concert tickets!!), I've decided to treat it like any other day.
People seem to think it's a crime not to be dating. My relatives ask, "Are you dating anyone yet?" when they see me, and inevitably bring up the subject. DEAR aunts and uncles, I wish you could see the jackasses at my school. YOU try going out with the morons, and you'll be happily single faster than you can see "cigarette" (they all smoke -_-). I told my uncle that I was waiting for 90% of my school to grow up. He said that I'd be waiting for a long time. My dad says I'm going to be waiting until they die. Thanks Daddy, you're so optimistic, I can tell we're related.
Being a clumsy foo sucks sometimes. I was trying to give a friend of mine a hug because I just adore her so much [a sweet intelligent wonderful person, truly 1 in a million], but I was carrying my instrument with me and I ended up hurting her more than anything good. Even though she doesn't read this, I'M SORRY! :(
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[05 Feb 2003|11:46pm] |
I wonder what it means when I'm constantly thinking about someone and crying whenever something goes wrong.
I wonder.
I'm so sick of words and talking - where are they going to lead us eventually? Everything seems so useless to me tonight.
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[02 Feb 2003|03:09pm] |
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Stupid=Happy
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