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Bluebeauty489: joey jordison is a sexy fucking beast!
Bluebeauty489: and my best friend looks like him
Bluebeauty489: so.. shes one sexy beast!
whoop whoop! go you jackie!
<3
Tawa*
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yay! i am happy to announce that there is a me and ken again :) we figured it out! he took my idea... that we were both just on a vacation and there wasnt any phones... so... today is 7 MONTHS!! woo i am so happy.. my theropist even notticed i looked happier as soon as she seen me.. lol that was the 1st thing she said... happy anniversay babe..
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SARAH!!
anyway... lol today has been good.. just waiting for 7:30 to stroll around... me must call my K3nN-e-PeW..
okay well... im gonna go watch tv or something.. bye bye
<3
Tawa*
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yay! i am happy to announce that there is a me and ken again :) we figured it out! he took my idea... that we were both just on a vacation and there wasnt any phones... so... today is 7 MONTHS!! woo i am so happy.. my theropist even notticed i looked happier as soon as she seen me.. lol that was the 1st thing she said... happy anniversay babe..
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SARAH!!
anyway... lol today has been good.. just waiting for 7:30 to stroll around... me must call my K3nN-e-PeW..
okay well... im gonna go watch tv or something.. bye bye
<3
Tawa*
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=\ im cumfuzzled.. but hey when arent i? i just got done talking to ken... hes not mad at me anymore he said, just mad that someone went on his sn and messed with everyone and that i even went on his sn without telling him... i was only checking something tho... meh oh well... =\ life goes on?? but anyway.. he told me to call him later and yeah... i got my report card today, i did pretty good, just need to bring math up.. i got an F in gym and math and a B in everything else..GO B PEOPLE!!! (ALLEY N ME!) anyway.. im gonna go get a bath... im mighty bored... im gonna call me sissy too.. bye bye maggots
Tawa*
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i wanna do something so fuckin bad to get back at him... i wanna hurt him 100 times worse then he did me... oh well fuck it, fuck him... i hope hes happy though... let him have liz.. he'll ever get anything as good out of her as he did from me... he can love, he can do the nasty, fuck it, i dont care anymore.. and i will do what he asked and stay out of his life...till 18... heh... i told you all i AM keeping my end of the promise...whether his ass likes it or not... oh well... i will get over him, i'l do better.. i'll find someone who actually cares about me... heh alley was so right, i dont need men, our sex is so much better...lol that cheered me up so much last night, i love you alley ::hugs:: anyway.. yeh.. im gonna go and hope that me friend is alright - he seems pretty pissed or something.. well bye bye
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meh... fuck everything that has to with ken... hes history.... crying over him was a waste of perfectly good make-up... im moving on dammit...
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the world sucks so fuckin much right now... i wanna hate him soo much, i just seen something and it fucking crushed me... and the more i think about it, the more and more its crushing me.. god why the fuck does he have to be like he is.. why cant he tell the fuckin truth for once, thats all im fuckin askin for... i wish i could honestly say i hate him and i wish he would die, but its not the truth so im not gonna evenm try to say that... i... ugh! idk.. god these past two days have been good thanks to someone and just seeing that fuckin ruined it all... my jar fuckin broke (alley - sigh) i wish it wasnt broke, i hate this, i wanna fuckin curse him out and just hit him... i seriously would if he were right here in front of me... i honestly would... god what the hell did i do to deserve this??!?!?!?!?! why does he have to be such a dick... he has time to call other girls and say the SAME fuckin BULL SHIT he did to me, but yet he cant even call me just to say hi... wtf man... i want to hate him so bad.... but i cant, i love him to much and i fuckin hate it.. i wish i never would have fallin for him in the first place now.. ive never been this hurt before and all i wanna do is fuckin die right now... i really dont trust myself being alone now... ggoooooddd wwtttfff!!! why me?!?! right now, im not even sure i want to keep that one promise to him, or another one... god im so mad at him right now all i can think of is breaking that promise... and i dont want to stoop to that but im so fucking close to it, its scary... well heres another thing to hate my life for... KEN!! i hope he fuckin gets this 3 times worse then i am from someone he really fuckin loves... i want him to fuckin die inside like i keep doing over and over again.. im just gonna go lock myself in my room now... =\
so-long maggots
tara
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