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man I like this friends only entry option thing. It rocks. I look back on my entires and think about how much i freakin have to describe every little last detail. It annoys me. Bah. |
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Blurty for Kelsio.
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man I like this friends only entry option thing. It rocks. I look back on my entires and think about how much i freakin have to describe every little last detail. It annoys me. Bah. |
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My brother is being unusually nice and watching the kid for me, so I could sleep. I think he just likes having somebody to boss around. But I'm gonna pay him half, becuase greg is watching him in the morning and I am watching him in the afternoon. Hmm I'm gona go to the mall later wif Erin and Bri. Hopefully it'll be cool, yo no se. Gonna see final destination 2 whatever that is. I dunno. I still hav paitn all over my hands from my keyboard. Now that I think abotu it, I wish I didn't apint it. Even though it is mine, I know my mom will be angry. It looks nice though.I still have quite a bit left to paint though. But it's all good. Man I want to chop off my hair for some reason... I dunno. I just have the urge to take some scissors and CHOP like 6 inches off. But I'm not going to. Man I hve one week left to decide my "fate" for the next two years. I dunno, I need to talk with poeple about it. But honestly nobody understands. Everyone I know is biased. My tkd ppl of course say go for world champion, my frinds out of it though say to not do it and have a normal life for a while instead of going everywhere diong everything. There is nobody I know that I can talk to about thi, that isn't a friend and isn't in tkd. I need like a mentor or something man. I wish Denise was here... I wonder if she ever got her green card or whatever. They probably shipped her back off to Boivia. Man though. She was teh coolest. Or maurice, or Lauren. Natalie, they were all tight. Yup those poeple were cool, and they wouldn't have given me stupid opinions. I dont know why I just had to write explanation about each of them |
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tonight just sucked ass. I had to watch that damn kid. Then i had to talk my brothe to tkd in the rain. The tkd school was closed so we had to wait next door forever. then my mom called ans said she woudlnt' get there in time to pick me and erin up. And all this shit happened. finally got to the mall. walked around and met some ppl I guess you could say. Say mah black friend :P haha then other ppl. Went to vahns. And then I got stuck between Erin and Bri and I felt stupid. I dunno. Then I met this dude named Rick, and so me and erin and bri and gavin wandered around with him. We were gonna go to a movie, but didn't. and then we went back to vans. Then rick gave us a ride to the movie theatre and then my mom picked us up. and basically that was it. man I'm sick of guys. No, guy, sick of guy. I just don't even want to talk to him anymore. everyone is like bah you should go blah blah blah. whatever. i don't even know how he feels or anything, and I just feel stupid right now. really vulnerable. it sucks ass. i want to not like him, but i can't. so im just gonna have to put up with my damn emotions for now. I saw dustin tonight. at the mall. it made me happy, even if it was only for lke 20 seconds, he was happy and with Cassie, so at least I know he's okay right now. For now.... Bah right now I'm talkin to Chris, watchin his webcam. I want on of those! They are so neato. Bah I dunno I'm sad depressed right now. I'll go. peace |
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Blurty for Kelsio.
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annoyed.