Blurty for Kelsio.
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| Sunday, February 16th, 2003 |
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This weekend has been crazy a little bit. I got home last night around ten or whatever, and then I got online. Nobody was talking or was really on so I put up an away and went into my room. Next thing I know it is like five thiryt of so and my alarm clock is blaring and I am wondering where I am, becuase I wasn't asleep on my bed I was like underneath a desk for somer reason. I ran to the computer to shut it off. That is kind of sad, the first thing I think of when I wake up is the computer. But it was because I remembered that I left it on last night, and if my mom knew i did she would ground me for a long time, just becuase she is mean like that. and so I go to sign off and I see like 9 boxes from poeple. Most of them really long like DAMMIT GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW BEFORE I COME UP THERE AND GET YOU lol crazy shit from my friends. But I'm glad, I havn't had that much sleep in forever. I mean a really long time. I'm usually only getting 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night, so I feel good right now. Speaking of which I need to talk about my dream....! I was with some poeple that I didn't know in my room and we had a cake fight for some reason. And then my dad got angry and pulled out a pellet gun and gave it to me, he said that if I shot anyone that he wouldn't say anytying. All of a sudden everyone is at my window pointing and I am like what the hell? and that like eight ppl were at the window I had to push them out of the way. As soon as I opened it I heard screaming and gunshots. And there we're these strange poeple in hats coming towards my house from miles away. I don't know why, but none of the other houses inmy neighborhood were there but a few. And the poeple were burning stuff and hitting other ppl. So I took the gun and shot some guy in the head with a pellet and he died. an then another person I kept shooting. And I knew I only had on pellet/bullet whatever but I kept shooting stuff somehow even with only one. And all these poeple kept dying. But there were so many and they were getting closer. Suddenly I'm falling out of the window and hooked my legs onto the sill so I'm hanging barely and I reach my hand up and Erica grabs me outta nowhere. And when I come back into my room, it is like the house is tilted. There are like a hundred ppl in my room and suddenly liek my room is tilted towards the windo side where everyone is. I know it's tilted really bad too bceause I look at my fish tank and the water is overflowign on teh window side, and the water doesn't even touch the bottom of the right side. Then we all hear noises and shots inside my house. The comes in my room but we beat him with a lamp and he dies. So all tehse poeple are trying to break in and they are speaking in a language I don't understnad. So me and Erica, my bro, some girl I don't know, and some guy I don't know but seems familiar, go out my other window wich is on the oof. So we are walking aroudn the roof and see everythign. Then we run acrossa bridge and my friend that I don't know, her parents find us and take us to the airport. They got tickets and we all got on a plane to get away. I was really sad and crying becuase I didn't know what was going on. And she was screaming GAH WE ARE BEING ATTACKED. so we got on the plane and instead of takign us to canada it had to reroute us to ohio!? So I'm liek crying and suddenly I see a bunch of ppl from tkd, including rica and mary and yah. So we get to ohio and instead of snowing there like it was were we live, it was bright and sunny. So we decided to go to the beach. And disney theme park or some osrt. *I had a dream that we were in ohio once and it was a beach and a disney place and it was the neatest. IN that dream we kept flying around the disney place but couldn't land it was weird...like some allading themed park* and so I say I'll take the kids to the theme park. All of a sudden I'm at the beach and we are surfing, but weere still in ohio. We have been running for a long time yah know, so right now we are chillin. I havn't showered in forever so i went into an ikea that was nearby. I kept going into the fake rooms like fake bathrooms, and not understanding why the water would't turn on. So I finally found an employee one but it was really weird. I turned on the shower and it was cold but I didn't care. And I opened a cabinet and there was all this stuff like soap and shampoo so I took forever and got raelly clean. And then I took a bag and stole a bunch soap and toothbrushes, floss, shampoo, I dunno it was like a whole body shop. And don't ask why I stole lol I don't know, then that girl came in and she was like wow a shower and then an employee came and yelled at us. Suddenly this guy is holding a knife to my throat but the girl throws a glass tube full of glitter at him that breaks on his knife and explodes glitter into his eyes. We run and she is like they are attacking they are attacking and i didn't know who so she said iraq and i didn't know wha the hell she was talking about. It was crazy! and then everyone died from a nuclear bomb on t.v. and I was like what the hell where is that, and she said it was D.c. and that tere are tons of evil poeple there killimg all teh poeple. So i was like omg and we decided to walk to Canada. But then iraqis came, and they put us into a concentration camp!? and out of everyone only me and erica lived. we managed to escape and we trudged slowly to canada and when we got tehre men in those funny uniforms were waving happy smiles and singing abotu how beautiful and perfect canada is so we ran and jumped over the line saying we were in canada. Then we watched a huge bomb like twenty feet away from us and blow the shit out of the u.s.. But it was like there was a forcefield in that line protecting canada and we just watched. and the iraw ppl were angry and throwing grenades at us but they just bounced off of the forcefield... I have no clue what the hell that dream was about. I don't even know what the hell is going on with this iraq situation becuase I don't really give a shit, I don't even watch the news. I don't even know who the hell saddam is except he once worked for u.s. or something. So basically I think this dream was the result of not eating for like three days and no sleep and then eating a hwole bag of oreos and being asleep for a long time. Becuase believe me it was strange... |
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man I'm still pissed about yesturday. the only reason I had to fuckin go was becuase my mom even said "Oh she isn't going anywhere tonight so you should go somewhere, here call her at this number because the house line is always busy, i can drive? She like fuckin arranged it behind my back. Why won't she just leave me the fuck alone? Damn it it pisses me off so bad, andt ehre was no way to get out of it. And you know what now? I could have been ahnging out with someone else yesturday that I actually wanted to chill with, so dammit I'm even more angry now. oh i don't know I'm just in a damn bad mood today. I just need to listen to some music |
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There is absolutely nothing to do. Nothing but sit and watch the damn snow bury everyone alive. I've shoveled the fuckin driveway too many times to count today. And my fingers are numb right now. Nobody is online either, I might as well just go back to sleep for 12 horus again. yah! And top it all off, I think someone is mad at me. Great. God damnit! At least I know for sure there isn't going to be any school tomorrow |
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Things I have done to keep myself from going crazy today include Waking up really early and going back to sleep, becuase there was nothing else to do Getting online for about an hour Mope around the house Write in my paper journal, about six pages actually Get back online hoping leland would get on sit there with nothing to do waiting Wrapped saran wrap around myself and over my face, then put lots of jackets on and slept in the snow waiting to see if my hair would freeze My hair did freeze Went back inside and defrosted Drank two frappuccinos Shoveled the driveway for the hundreth time with a neighbor who is very nice Stared out the window watching the snow for a while Try and open my windows so i could get some snow in my room My windows wouldn't open so I watched my fish My fish were boring so i tried to get online My mom is online so I can't get on So here I sit waiting for the chance to get online. Fun eh? I also just found out all of the malls are closed today becuase of this. And guess what else, dammit? We wouldn't have had school tomorrow anyway, cauz it is presidents day! DAMMIT! So basically this snow storm is ruining my life for nothing. Things I might do within the day include Get back online Try and talk to poeple Draw Write Paint Listen to more music Try to make a snow man but this snow is shitty kind that does't do that Sleep some more Take a shower again because it's warm GOD DAMN IT THERE IS NOTHING TO DO AT ALL TODAY! GAH FUCK IT! |
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man I am so tired. that doesn't make any sense either I mean god I just slept for twelve hours. I am very very very bored too. No school tomorrow. We are in a "state of emergency" or whatever. so everything is closed. Eh whatever. I need to chill with a friend or something becuase I'm going to fucking go nuts in this damn house. I am not able to stand my stupid ass brother, or his friends. and then i fucking walk to subway of coure and its closed and i get home and my mohter is laughing her ass off. I'm sick of this damn house. it's like im fucking locked in here or something. damn it! and my brothers stupid ass friends are here and this entry is making no sense. but im so ....blah |
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Well I tried to sleep but I couldn't, even though I'm extremely tired. so i once again tied garbag bags around myself and went sledding. I can walk on snow!!!!! I feel so neato! Haha yup, I'm jesusia! My mom even took a pic of me standing on the snow while my bro is sunk. That doesn't make sense either, because he is a little lighter than me. Oh well, I'm just magickal. This snow is weird though, it doesn't pack it all. It's like sand. So right now I'm enjoying a huge snow cone that I made. Just scoobed a bowl of snow and poured kool aid. instant yummy snack... And tomorrow I wake up dead becuase there was some toxin in the snow...haha I bet. Man I am bored. Finally found super smash bros. It's been lost forever. I can still kick my bros ass :D |
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Blurty for Kelsio.
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