Kelsio's Blurty

Time:

2:43 pm.

Today wasn't as horrible as I expected. Which surprised me. I didn't try and avoid anyone. They avoided me. Which made everything easier for me. it's not that I still care, becuase hell I sure don't. But I am not happy knowing that the next two years dealing with this person are going to be strained, especially since we are both so involved at tkd. It's okay though, becuase I can't let what other poeple think rule my life.

Wow I have a valentine :D I feel special lol. Gah 4 different guys we're like hey be mine...and I was like umm sike. Guys that are cocky piss me off. LoL random rant, but it annoys me. Dustin liked his thong. So that makes me feel good.

Hmm going to the mall later. I managed to finish all my chores. And I feel icky for some reason so I think I'm gonna go shower. I can't wait to go mall, I have hardly talked to ANYONE in the past lik three days except erin, leland, rica, and some other poeple. Hmm yah. Today should be fun.

I know I won't be a dumbass either today, for once

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Time:	11:51 pm.
Mood:	dorky.

Wow I am ungrounded! I'm so happy. No not really. Marc got me a v day gift. I feel like a dumbass. I was at the mall when he came by. Went to mall watched a movie. It sucked so we left and then yah. and out popped ppl that i didn't know and some I did know. and then it was crap becuse poeple were being argh. Then ugh I fell asleep temporalily on a bed in a store and erin left me for a second so while her shoes were gone I left her as joke, and she got angry I think. and then after that finally I talked to *cough cough* but I didn't really say anything, just stood there. Becuase I'm too fuckin nervous gah! I wanna fuckin beat myself in the head with a broom or something yah know!?

and then yah time to go and well I did something stupid lol, I feel stupid. but eh it's all good. got a ride home and walked in the door to have to read an email of some sort that someone sent, and open something. I feel like a fuckin loser lol, and i don't know what I'm gonna do about it hahaha... Becuase I can't be mean to Marc. Eh I dunno. He still likes me...I don't like him. Why can't he understand? I dunno, I mean yah. If I liked someone and they didn't like me I would want them to just be like, look kelsey you like me and all, but I don't like you? jus tell me straight, yah know?

eh tonight..okay. it was okay. and guys of course that I didn't know we're talking to me, not even getting my name right. gah the majority of the male race makes me extremely angry...... >:O yah. but not some dudes.

this holiday always makes me feel so stupid. man I have no fuckin clue where im going with this entyr, just talkin bout my day, and then randomness. I felt kind of happy tonight, even though I felt stupid at the same time. but it's all good.

man tomorrow i have to teach, and then see marc. I'm not looking forward to that. then I dunno. I have absolutely nothing to do tomorrow. like after four I'm gonna be boreder than a peice of wood, if that makes sense

I dunno. I might go to mall, alone. maybe i dunno. i don't really like doin that, cauz all the guys hit on me then, thinking they're cool when they are not. But I need something to do cauz I don't feel like styaing home alone again. It's been hmm like foru months of doing that in a row, I'm sick of it. But erin is gone. I don't have anyone else :/ hmm I'll have to think of something. maybe erica will want to do something...I dunno. bah.

I'm so happy im not grounded from computer anymore, even though ikind of cheated and did go online.oh well.

haha my bro gave his little lover her valentine. god he's better with girls than I am with guys. stupid kid.
lol that is sad. gah hmm I dunno

I'm gonna stay up super late. becuase I feel like it. yup. yup. yup. man Im hyper kind of now.

I have been so worried about all this tkd shit and situation with marc that I have been under so much stress it's not even funny. I just remembered that I have been forgetting to eat. Yah that's right forgetting to eat. I can't explain how exaclty a person can forget to eat...I just eat lunch and I don't have time for breakfast, I don't eat dinner and wham tnext thing you know I'm asleep and then I wake up time for school. yah that makes sense. not really.

gah I'M GOING CRAZY I THINK YES I THINK

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