Kelsio's Blurty

Time:

2:49 pm.

The most aggrivating thing is when stupid stupid stupid girl sprays her perfumyish smelling stuff, and it makes the whole room smell and your nose tingles till you wanan sneeze to death but you can't. Eh stupidness. I was counting the minutes to get out of spanish and get otu fo that damn room.

Today was... bearable. Had music and just barely finished my health homework in that class. Got to health, where out homework was to write an outline for chapter 25. I didn't do it, so I just took the outline that the teacher made from chapter 24 and hsowed it to him and got credit. Then I slept for an hour. It was great. Woke up and had to takea test about alcohal though, which we were watching a movie about wow we were asleep. So there all these questions like, What is the alcohal used in alcohal? I said beer....haha I was still half asleep. Then it was like, what is the first step toward alcoholism? I said soda starts it all...stupid shit liket that all through it. And of course coach was reading poeple's dumbass answers out loud. He particulary liked my answer for this question, Alcohal is _ _ _ _ _ _ and I wrote liquid... Man I was stupid today. Spanish sucked as you can tell from above. And yah

I didn't get any sleep last night, I don't know why. I just sat there thinking about stuff, so I finally just got out of bed around 6. I havnt' gone to lacrosse conditioning in a while, i have been sick. Ugh and I have class tonight with Marc...erm...great. Not.

Stupid ass molester is ringing the door bell again. Dumbass.

Today in science we watched armageddon. I thought it was crap. If we ever got in that situation, it wouldn't be a last day of saddness and prayer. Sure for some poeple, but I bet it would just be a corript last day with raging wars and fights, and it made me think about how disgusting poeple can be.

God that asshole is stil ringing the damn doorbell. How hard is it to understand when you ring the doorbell and no one answers, that you stop after the second time? DUMBASS! UGH IT PISSES ME OFF!

eh peace I'm gonna go call poeple

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Time:	9:51 pm.
Mood:	indescribable.

It' just funny. I think I"m okay. One word from dustin and bam I'm crying. I didn't think I was that human... Hmm too much shit has been building up lately and it just broke. I think I just need to chill a while. I no that my problmes, most of them are my own cause. But my dad being gone, marc getting really pissed off, dustin thing, classes, tkd, worlds. All this shit just exploded right in my face, laughing at me. Sooner or later it had to happen. Can't have everything going your way all the time I suppose. And I know I screw lots of things up on my own, without anyone's help. There's just so many times I want to scream, god kelsey what the fuck were you doing you dumbass? And I want to explain, but I can't. I hate it. I can't just express myself, becuase you know what? I'm just going to get hurt. And see what happens? I say something and bam, I fuck it up. My stupid ass mother isn't helping.

Enough with the depression. I got Dustin's thong. It has big hearts and says squeeze me on it. He'll like it...I hope. LoL. Other than my rant above, not much to say. I just feel like one big fuckin loser.

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