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omg I'm dead. Gah went to bed like 1:30ish and woke up at 8:30. I had to teach class, luckily Mr.B wasn't there so i could it my way. then I had to teach another becuase he still wasn't there, and then another. At around eleven, then took class, I like just got home. Hmm last night was fun, I remember if I wrote about it though. But I told Rica about ti, she says I'm a dirty whore....haha she was joking but it was like um and YOU aren't? Blah I dunno. I was really pissed off last night after the movie becuase we met some poeple and well a certain female was annoying me shit out of me with her stupidity. So we went to food court and got drinks and then went back to Vans and saw poeple. Then we went ranom places, and I was still getting even more aggrivated with certain girl.... And then yah . And after that we went back to movie theatre with poeple that had to go and then yah there was this dude that I kind of like and I dunno what is going on. becuase the guy that I really do like, he doesn't like me. Bah I know he doesn't but still whatever...so like this other guy I kind of like and so yup. Then we watched movie and there was this really weird guy and he kept bugging me. He knew I didn't have a bf so he was like hey can I get your number in case you know that guy you like, it doesn't work out? And I was like ummmm...sure. And I gave him my old phone number, which was disconnected. Ugh i feel kind of mean, but I didn't want to talk to that weird child.... Haha I talked with marcella about this in a really long email. She's like the coolest short person I know, she's prolly going to be shorter than Rica. That's creepyfied. But yah. I dunno. Haha she was like Kelsey you be a hooker, you wouldn't even have to try. that disturbed me... But then yah Bri and them all noticed too. They we're like gosh weird guys hit on you all the time, and you always have to pick the weirder guys to like. Hmm maybe they are right, but I like the poeple I like yah know and i don't care if they think they are weird or not. No what's fucked up is the fact that it's always the creepy poeple that like me, gah why can't a single guy I like ever like meh too, yah know? Bah this stupid valentine day is coming up. It's so weird i've had a bf ever year on this day since like 5th grade and I stil hate this holiday. Wow this will be single v day. Hmm I dunno what I'm gonna do I think I'm gonna just chill at the mall or something with Erin, thats it. Wow maybe I'll meet my soul mate at Eekies tonight. Bah haha I'm so stupid. I actually believe in that soul mate shit. Pshh I know I ain't got one for sure, but maybe they'll be someone cool tonight I can meet. I'm not really looking forward to going, I just am not in a party mood. I'm in a bang my head against the wall mood, you know? |
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uncomfortable.