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Tuesday, February 4th, 2003

Time:2:51 pm.
Mood: energetic.
Today was pretty good. I woke up confused about if it was saturday or not, praying that it was so that I could sleep. I stayed up really late doing my title pages. When I woke up though i went to stretch and my hand...omg my finger was like purple and I couldn't move it. It hurts so friggin bad

First thing I thought about when I woke up....OMG I have to see Marc in the hallway today, I wonder if he'll say anything. I didn't see him...I wanted to cauz maybe if I had enough time I could have apologized. Screw everything I wrote last night, I may be mad at him but I didn't have to write all that shit. But he does roayally piss me off sometimes. I've not said anything about it but last night I was just like ARGH I wanted to hit him so bad. And yah, I need to talk to him and say sorry, I dunno. Maybe I'm blowing the whole thing out of proportion and he doesn't even think I'm being a bitch. But if someone said to me what I said to him I would be like, woah what the fuck is your problem? But he didn't need to bring my brother in it at all... like acting like my bro is an insult or something? Not that I even was acting like him...whatever that means.

Orchestra sucked ass, math sucked, history was super as usual, except lol we're no sposed to eat in school and I was like stuffing a pop tart when her back was turned and she sees me sitting there with like half a poptart in my hand and chewing the other half and I like swallow it all and toss the thing in my bag, and she screamed OMG KELSEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING! It was so funny but she freaked out and almost like punished me but it's all good. Larts sucked. Fell asleep like with my head and arm on the side bar that keeps you in your desk, and like slumped over. And then I wake up and we're sitting there giving speeches. I didn't prepare anything at all so i am like OKAY I"LL GO NEXT! I'm so stupid. So I was ready to make up a speech on the spot about how to take care of a fish properly, cauz you know I'm used to doing that kind of crap and making it cheesed like I did plan it. And then she goes....OKAY where is your outline? I'm like....what outline? And she told me I couldn't do it, and I was like BUT I had it memorized perfectly! So she said I could do it on Thursday for full credit. Man I'm good....haha sike.

End of day: Cuaght up to lacrosse chick and told her I couldn't condition today, becuase I have my application to fill out for It program, and then she was like naw it's cool, and shit. Ran outside and then saw all these poeple I never see, James and some other dude lol and then I saw Dustin. I was like YAH I'm soooo happy to see you and lol he like tackled me and then I accidentally screwed up his cd player. He's super, I havn't seen him in like two weeks cauz I've had lacrosse conditioning after school and what not, and orchestra shiat in the morning. Aghh I missed him. Hmm then I almost missed my bus.

Gah I have tons of work to do.
Half a spanish worksheet on imperfect preterite tense....mmm fun
About 70 math problems to do....fun....
History isa lot of glueing and some RoC's to doand maps to color. Fun NOT lets see current events and an essay to write about the difference between The White Man's Burden, and ethnocentricism. Mmm looking forward to that....
Larts I have my speech to write up and then I have to do this huge project about my ethnic background...

Usually I don't do my school work immediatly when it is assigned, but like I did some stuff and turned it in already that took a while, and I'm glad I did it because otherwise I would be stuck doing it tonight with all of this stuff as it is due tomorrow. So it makes things easier. Plus I have an It application to fill out and get some recamendations and it helps when the teachers think your the perfect student. Something amusing about this, is that fact tht the teachers still think I'm perfect and ignore my grades. They think I am brilliant and shit like that, *don't ask why...* So even though I'm like failing their class they just always are like ohhh Kelsey you can't raise your hand I know you know the answer. GAH I hope I get into It I'm sick of these boring ass classes. I wanted to apply to Hylton Csil program but hell I so do not like foreign language, besides I have a avaredge of a D+ in that class so...yah. I also thought about garfield because they have all the art programs, and I'm like art obsessions/music yah know, but it wouldn't work. I couldn't get there in the morning cauz my rents work and shiat, and I know I woulda been accepted in that program. Music damn I could be in the top group but stupid Mrs. Simmons said she didn't think i could handle the maturity level. If you had her as a teacher though you'd fool around in her class too.... And yah. It would be good to go there too but I didn't take art this year, I gave it up for orchestra.....Gah not fair. But I'm going to take summer school p.e so I can make room for an extra course....super d duper happy I will be. But I'm sure I won't be happy this summer taking p.e. in the like 200 degree weather...gah. Hmm I should go start doing all that shiat for homework. Peace
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Time:9:40 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Hahaha. Marc's mom and my mom email a lot. She sent an email to my mom, and in it she included:
Marc owes Kelsey an apology. They were talking on Im and he decided to make up an elaborate story about his arm being hurt and blah blah blah. it went on and then it was like, First I blasted him, then he had to go tell his dad what he did. God boys can be such buttheads sometimes.
I can't believe she said butthead...but yah. Haha and I was jumping up and down screaming hahah ASSHOLE that's what you get you DUMBASS! Like at the top of my lungs. So i got home tonight and my bro was like, oh Marc called he wants you to call him. I was like um....haha NO. So yah, and I have a screen name he doesn't know the name so I see him on right now, and he is never on. I'm going to completely ignore him for a couple of days...hahahahaha. AGH I want to do something to piss him off that stupid..... *grumbles*

Blah had a convo with Erin bout guys. Bah. They are just so damn confusing, I suppose girls are worse though. Why can't you just pick a person and stick with that person and break up for a real reason, not some lame ass one? Cheaters...ugh. Luckily I ain't ever been there, been cheated on though. And what really sucks ass is lol it was so funny we went out for the longest time, and I joined tkd like two years ago and then like two weeks after we broke up becuase of him cheating, I go to the tkd school for my first class and he was teaching it...wow that was horrible. BUt we're friends now

I dunno I thought about this one dude I like(d) he seemed super and shit but then Erin was like...yah we talked about how it's not right to do that. so now I don't like him anymore though. I don't really like any other guys though. It's so crazy man, I say I don't look for someone, but I do. It's like I can go without caring about a guy for a really long time and then bam some guy is right in front of me and it's perfect and I go and fuck it up. That is why I hate relationships. Like I would just come right out and tell I guy I like him, that is what I do...despite lol what ppl think. But like if I don't know him well enough I won't say anything at all I'll just be like..... okay yup uh huh. Gah I need to get some social skills. Dating tkd guys makes things soo much easier.... There's like one dude In normal school though Ithink he's really cool and all yah and stuff but I dunno, we don't have anything in common really so that kind of sucks... Gah whatever. GAH I say GAH too much.
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