Kelsio's Blurty

Time:	6:53 am.
Mood:	awake.

It's like 6:30 right now, but I'm gonna post this later. I staye dup late all night. Just cuaght an episode of Mr. Roger's neighborhood. Normally I am not interested in such crap, but I remember how much I loved him and his little sock friends as a kid, and I decided to visit him. I came to the realization today that he is a child molester. OR was...I'm not sure if he is dead yet. But yet, him and all his little sock puppets that assisted in child molestations with him. I mean he fits the charector of a phedofile completely. I don't know.

Wow I am really hyper, I didn't sleep at all tonight, I'm to hyper from sleeping all day on Tuesday. So yup, I figure that inernally I am at 6 pm right now, so by 3rd period I'll be asleep. This also sucks, becuase I have lacrosse practice today after school......

Agh suckyness

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Time:	2:35 pm.
Mood:	awake.
Music:	Don McClean- American Pie.

I'm actually alive after 24 hours of no sleep. It's usualy I go crazy by this point. I want to take a nap, but I know that I won't be able to sleep then later tonight so this stupid cycle will keep going on. So I'm just going to go to bed at normal time.
Hmm I'm really happy, lacrosse conditioning was cancelled today. I've gone like two weeks without even stretching or anything, so I'm not looking forward to taking classes and doing conditioning. Blah.
Pshh school sucked. We finally got a english teacher, after having a sub for like two grading periods. Not looking forward to this assignment. We have to write a speech about plagarism but what is funny is that like everyone is going to plagarise their speech about plagarism. Then we have to give a speech about how to. How to do something. I dunno, like basically we teach the class to do something. There's nothing I really know how to do that isn't all that complicated. SO becuase my classmates are idiots I think I'm just going to give a speech about self defense and a quick wrist throw that even the six-year old kids I teach can comprehend. I teach everyday, so I don't think I'll need much to prepare. Blah
ARGH you know what, I don't know why it couldnt' have snowed here today. Everywhere but prince william county. I wouldn't have minded a five-day weekend! Eh whatever. Peace

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Time:	7:11 pm.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	Finch- Letters to you.

Hmm downloaded some Finch cauz Erin said they are super d duper. Hmm not sure yet. Well I am starting to get really tired. I just taught classes tonight, I was to tired to take. I think I'm going to go to bed at like eight tonight or something, kinda early but I'm really tired.

Anyone know any good communities for me to join? I like want to join one, but I'm not sure which one to pick, and I have no problem with being active but if there are a lot of poeple in it, it will confuse me. Hmmm.... Somebody suggest something?

OH! I forgot, so far my Exams scored:
Orchestra: 98
Math: 100 DAMN
La Humanities: 88
Wrld Hstry Humanities: 88

I'm kind of dissapointed with the 88s, but I got the highest score for the class in hstry, I don't understand why she won't grade on a curve.... Eh I'm gonna go. Peace

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Time:	9:19 pm.
Mood:	frustrated.

I need ppl's opinions

I'm to lazy to load images to places like liquid or whatever, so I just use place like my guild at Neopets to host my pics or whatever. I'm like pissed becuase blurty is being gay and like thank god it actually is working right now

Oh isn't this weird? It's reality, that like little thing line that has normal in it...Confusing?

Hmm I drew this like I don't know a month ago. Like the weird background is the carpet, cauz I layed it on the floor. But yah. I dunno, I want to put it in my room but I'm not sure if I should put it with a background, or leave it the way it is cut out. If anyone comments, just tell me what you think.

Aghh blah. You know what? Guys frustrate me. I dunno. I'm free at last, haha. It's weird, I havn't been single in a long time. I mean woah a long time, like first bf was 6th grade, and the minute one broke up wtih me, some other guy would be like hey wanna be my gf, and of course it would always be the guy I liked so hey no prob there. Wow I dunno two weeks I think I'm single. I kinda like being single. I don't have to worry about hurting a guys feelings, don't have to worry about anything. But yah. I like this guy I dunno. He probably knows I like him becuase everyone else sure as heck knows I like him. I dunno I think I'm just gonna give up. To much effort, yah know? I've got to much stress right now from tkd and everything. But like yah he's super but I don't think he likes me like that or however you want to say, yah know? See I'm getting all frustrated about some guy that I like that I don't know all that well and that I'm probably never gonna be with, but yet here I am wondering about it. SEE! This is why I don't need a bf, I get to much stress. Not that I don't want one, I just don't need one

Speaking of stress! I just realized, officialy kind of realizing, that I'll be a black belt on Friday. No more parents complaining about color belts teaching their kids, no more of that bullshit. Things will just be easier, but now I'll be learning my black belt form for world competition, I dunno. I wish I had more time. These girls I'll be up against have been learning this for three years, and me only like 4 months. But I can do it. Blah starting officialy next week this is my schedule
Weekdays:
4:30-6:00 (am) practice all forms, sparring combos, 45 mins of nonstop numchucks (spelling?)
2:15-3:30 Lacrosse, it will be long though once I make the team (I'm awfully confident)
3:30-4:15 Studying in wherever I can with whatever teacher
5:00-9:30 Tkd classes, also prolly two hours of teaching
Tuesdays & Thursdays Lacrosse games

Ugh here is the worst
Saturday:
7:00-8:30 Forms, weapons, sparring
9:35-10:00 Teaching tiny tigers at this hour? God I don't know how their parents get them to class
10:45-11:30 Teaching karate kids. This group is okay, most of them listen cauz I've been teaching them for two years, so they somewhat respect me
11:30-2:30 Taking classes and private lessons

Somehow I have to fit friends into that schedule and other stuff, and violin, piano, etc. Right now I dunno I can't wait next weekend I'm going to Erica's party. That is gonna be awesome! Then Friday after next me and Erin are gonna go chill at the mall, but like this Saturday we might hang. I dunno, I'm watchin Rica's kid's this friday right after I get my black belt. It is kind of dissapointing becuase like I know that all the poeple at the school are going to want to celebrate. Cauz like I'm the school's first female student that started there as a white belt, and stayed with it untill black belt. And I'm the first one in the school to be state champ under just Mr.B and not have trained with any other association, and well these poeple have been looking forward to me gettnig my bbelt for like a year yah know, and I can't do anything with them? It kind of sucks. But I don't mind watching Marky and Marcilla. Sides I know they will celebrate back at their house with me, because they are going to become purple belts.
Man I realised officially now that like my life is too much taekwondo poeple, like other than a few everyone I know through tkd. But it's cool becuase they are all awesome poeple.

Damn this is a really long entry.
Peace

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