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Hi
I am Alina
I am at school
I just failed a science test
yay for me
I'll comment later
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| I'm back!! |
01 18 04·10:13p |
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Hey guys!!
I'm finally back.
My computer is all fixed!
Yay!
I missed you people!
I'll go and like comment on every single one of your last entries right now.
Bye guys. I'll update later or tomorrow.
Much love,
Alina
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01 18 04·10:07p |
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Hey guys!!
I'm finally back.
My computer is all fixed!
Yay!
I missed you people!
I'll go and like comment on every single one of your last entries right now.
Bye guys. I'll update later or tomorrow.
Much love,
Alina
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01 08 04·7:12p |
Hey guys
Sorry my computer broke
I'm updating from my friends house
I'll be back soon enough
Take me off if you have to, but try to keep me..PLease?
Byee guys
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12 13 03·9:58p |
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I'm in love. I am.
I'm going you with Yuriy.
He's fucking perfect for me.
He's a year older, and cute.
He smokes a pack a day, but he's gonna stop for me. YAY! I'm special.
He's on phrobation. He was caught robbing a place while skipping school and while drunk.
He rocks. Lol.
He's going to court Tuesday.
He's off phrobation Feb 27.
He's robbing a house Monday.
He offered me jewelry.
I almost drooled.
I'm a jewelry freak.
I didn't tell him that though
because then he would feel the need
to buy me something. I don't want anything (until Christmas Rofl)
Alright
I have nothing else to say.
I want to fuck this kid's brain out.
I love you guys.
<3 | ALiNA
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12 08 03·10:06p |
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Hey everyone. Sorry for lack of updates. I haven't had time to go on my computer much.
So, I'm doing fine. Everythings pretty good.
School's Okay. I got back into the habit of doing homework at lunchtime/free periods/stuff like that.
Which isn't good but what can I say? I've always been like this. As long as I can keep my grades decent.
My ex- boyfriend got my friend Lena to 3way my cell and he asked her to ask me questions while pretending he wasn't there. So Lena and I were both online and she told me and it was hilarious.
streamoffmyface: lmao what he say
TvoY KroliK: nothing
TvoY KroliK: hes happy
streamoffmyface: why? lol
TvoY KroliK: cuz u said u miss me kinda =]
Haha. How sad. I'm so mean. Lol.
Felicia is the coolest. We're both obsessed over Draco Malfoy (Tom Felton). We rock. We make up stories with him. Here is a bad sideffect:
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: i have to pee
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: but i wont until I finish
streamoffmyface: lmao
streamoffmyface: ur bladder will explode
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: its alright
streamoffmyface: lol
streamoffmyface: if u get a rly big urge, run
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: lol i doooo
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: BRB!!!
streamoffmyface: GO GO
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: in a minuteeee
streamoffmyface: GOOOOOOOOOOOO
streamoffmyface: GOD DAMN
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: lmao
Cr0okLyNz qTeSzt: i still havent mastered the standing up thing without peeing on my hand
Aren't we jsut the coolest? Alright anyway guys I'm going. Thank you Beaner for taking my test. Lol. Good night.
<3 | ALiNA
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12 06 03·7:03p |
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Its cold
And rough
And I kept standing 6'1"
Instead of 5'2"
And I loved my life
And I hated you
I fucking love that shit. Angel's cold, I'm rough. He's 6'1, I'm 5'2, he loves (out of hate) his life, and I hate (out of love) him. I love it. Alright, now for a real update.
Today Braulio and I went over to Nicoles house. It snowed so much. Lmao. I love it. He was freezing. So then we're half way there (Braulio and I live 2 blocks from eachother, Nicole lives 16 blocks from me), and Braulio rememebrs he has a scarf. He wrapped it around his head and he fucking looked like ali-baba. And I could steal enough for 40 thieves. So I was crackin jokes on him the rest of the way there. And I was like holy shit look Osama emerged from his cage. And he broke twigs from tress and wrote curse words all over peoples yards. Lmao. Funny shit. So then we reach Nicole's house and the minute his mom sees Braulio she dies laughing and goes "what the fuck? You fly here on the magic carpet?". Lmao. Sara (Nicole's mom) and I get along so well. We're practcily twins I swear it. And then we're all cracking jokes and Sara remembers the funniest shit. Nick (Nicoles bf, I know nicky and nicky) is having a Bar Mitsvah. And he gave the invitations over the summer and he didnt know me back then blah blah so I'm not invited. He apologized many times though. Lol. Since it's snowing and they don't have a car Sara told Nick's mom "It's snowing a lot and there's gonna be even more snow and the Bar Mitsvah ends really late and I don't think it's a good idea for Nicole to go" and do you know what Nick's mom says? "It's only snowing in New Jersey and Long Island!". Holy shit we couldn't stop laughing for hours. I mean seriously woman look outside your window, put on channel 7 if that's not good enough for you. So we had a great time. We had snowball fight and we all fell on our asses. And we went to get snacks and Nicole's pitbull (yeah, hot shit) peed in the store. Lmao. Then me and Nicole bought a lubricated condom. Lmao. Braulio was scared. Anyway Sara had rented Bruce Almighty and we watched it. Then Nicole got ready and Braulio and I left. Braulio was so sweet. I was freezing my ass off so he gave me his hat (which he had left at Nicole's house last time) and wrapped the scarf around his head. And then he hugged me and we walked with his hand over my shoulder. Then we got to some slippery ice and he started holding my hand. He was so sweet. He walked me all the way to my house (altough it was 7, and he had to be home by 6 lol) and i gave him a big hug and he was like "I love you" and I was like "I love you too" and then he goes "I love you more, Alina" and we both started laughing and then I was like "No, I do" and he goes "Na uh don't fuck with me I love you more" and I go "Alright, you do." Lol. So today was fun. I still want Angel. I want him so bad. Being Nick's best friend, he's gonna be at the Bar Mitsvah. - tear -. I'm much a bitch though. Nick asked Nicole to go see Gothika with him and then Angel asked me if I wanted to go with him along with Nick and Nicole. I said yeah. So I kinda have a date with him. He passed me a note in Science but I mean why didn't he ask me? And when I saw the note I laughed and was like "I would love to" and he was sitting in front of me and he would not look up. Gosh. Then I told him to call me and he said he did but I was with Braulio and Irina. I dunno. He gives really mixed signs. Alright update way too long. See you guys.
<3 | ALiNA
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12 04 03·9:41p |
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http://ToeSawks.friendtest.com
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE take the test?
Thank youu
I love you guys
<3 | ALiNA
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12 02 03·10:22p |
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Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
- Biting my nails.
- Bluntness.
- Procrastinating.
- Day dreaming in class.
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
- True love
- Support
- The truth
- Less problems
Name Four Scents You Love:
- The smell of freshly mowed grass, right after it's been rained on
- The secnt of the barbie boxes when they're new and you just open them. Haha. I'm weird.
- Angel's own body scent/his cologne
- AXE!
Name Four People That Know You the Best:
- [ Thanks Charish ] Charish
- Nicole
- Felicia
- Aditi
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
- Angel
- Killing my computer, if it were alive
- The 20 math homework questions I didn't do yet
- Speed (drug)
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
- Not looked for a baby-sitting job for Natlie
- Cried
- Been confused
- Hated myself
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
- Thongs (lmao)
- Poem book
- Lip gloss
- Jeans
Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
- Never heard of it
- Journey
- Tom Green
- The New Amsterdams
Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
- Mountain Dew
- Coffee
- Orange juice
- Apple juice
X[random]X
First Grade Teacher's Name? I didn't go to first grade. Lmfao.
Last Words You Said? To benny (online): Brb
Last Song You Sang? Down - Blink 182
Last Person You Hugged? Dee when I was leaving her house
Last Thing You Laughed At? Matt wearing brown dickies, and filming it Lmao
Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It? Today. One of the people: Nicole.
Last Time You Cried? Yesterday/Today (1:30 AM lol)
What's In Your CD Player? Blink 182
What Color Socks Are You Wearing? Toesocks. I love toesocks.
What's Under Your Bed? The clothes I didn't clean up, nail polish, a box of tampons and some pads (all clean, It's for emergecies like getting my period at 2 A.M. lol, Stephen King - Insomnia, a picture of Nicole, Christina and I posing like Charlie's Angels (I'm blonde, Christina's chinese, Nicole has brown hair. We rock. Lmao).
What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 7:15 A.M/9:24 P.M.
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Current Taste? Winterfresh gum I'm chewing
Current Hair? Blonde? Straight? Fuzzy? Un-brushed? Lol.
Current Clothes? Jarell's old T shirt. Blue sports pants. bra. thong. (Look! I can go into too much detail too!)
Current Annoyance? My computer
Current Longing? To have Angel want me as much as I want him.
Current Desktop Picture? A picture of me crying.
Current Worry? That I haven't done any of my 3 homeworks.
Current Hate? My spanish teacher.
X[more random]X
Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? Ears.
Last CD You Bought? Blink 182
Favorite Place To Be? On the side of a bridge/airplane
Least Favorite Place? Anything small. I'm claustrophobic (excuse me if I spelled it wrong)
Time You Wake Up In The Morning? 7:45
If You Could Play An Instrument? Guitar/Drums
Favorite Color? Black. Red. Foresty green.
Do You Believe In An Afterlife? No.
How Tall Are You? 5'3
Current Favorite Word/Saying? Fuck off.
Favorite Season? Winterr! My Bday!
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: Andrew
Favorite Day? Sunday. I call it Bumday.
Where Would You Like To Go? Jamaica.
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? Torturing.
How Many Kids Do You Want? I guess 2. Maybe 3. I woldn't want more.
Favorite Car? FTO
A Random Lyric: "So I need you" - I need you 3 Doors Down
Identify Some Of The Things Surrounding Your Computer: Contact - Carl Sagan. 2 poems I wrote in a sloppy handwriting. The Simpsons: Hit and Run (YESS!!!). 3 pens. A picture frame with 2 pictures in it: One of Felicia and I, one of Nicole and I, and one of Evelyn, me, Angel, Roman and Nick standing in a line looking as if we were on crack (although I had a beer and Roman did smoke some weed with me.)
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12 02 03·12:12a |
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12 01 03·3:16p |
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I got rejected by an a headless angel in a coat. I feel like shit. I can't stop crying. This is the first time in my life anyone has said no to me. I swear if one more thing goes wrong I dunno what I'll do.
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11 29 03·1:14p |
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Hey everyone! Happy late Thanksgiving.
Well, Thursday went as planned.
My thanksgiving dinner: Fries and a chicken sandwich from Mickey Ds. Lol.
Yesterday Shaquarna (jr) and I went to Evelyn's house to work on a project.
We had a few encounters with some weird people on the bus (long story but it was hilarious).
Then it took us 4 hours (not exaggerating) to write this story lol. It was hilarious.
I kept on acting all stuck up and "elegant" and all peaceful which kept on driving Shaq crazy.
Then we played hide and seek in Evelyn's basement. We're so stupid lmao.
Later we had dinner at her house. Omfg. Everyone knows how crazy I go for Spanish food.
Well They had soo much left over from Thanksgiving and omg I was soo full. Man that was some feast. lol
Shaquarna and I were bloated after that lol. Then me and her missed 2 busses and it was raining. lol. Our luck, right? But then we finally got home and everything was okay.
Try this guys. Stole it from Ashley lol.
I did it in 27 seconds.
I deserved a B!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
Well that's all my dears. I'll be off now. I love you all.
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11 26 03·9:36p |
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hey everyone.
heres the update:
[ yesterday ] we had our little thanksgiving day dance. it was pretty cool. me and felicia were the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd ones dancing. lol. haha. were so cool. anyway it was fun. i danced with lots of people and we got a bit crazy lol. all in all it was nice. i got a picture taken with angel and hes hugging me in it. YAYE!
[ today ] wee! we get a break from school! i got a 91 and 94 on my social studies tests which isnt that good considering i usually get over 97 in S.S. but ill live.
[ tomorrow ] im going shopping in manhattan! woohoo shopping! my thanksgiving present to myself. lol.
Some things anyone who reads my blurty should know:
*Comment me and tell me if you're reading! Anyone can comment me! Don't IM me out of the blue giving me facts about my life without telling me that you knew them from reading my blurty! I got scared! lol
*If any of you need to talk to me, IM me, Email me, or give me your number and I will call you!
*I love you guys!
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11 23 03·3:18p |
Hey
Sorry but my computer broke down
I'm at jennys hosue right now
I'll update asap
love you
<3 | ALiNA
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11 17 03·9:07p |
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Hey guys
How have you been? Almost all my friends are on breaks which sucks
but thats alright I'll do some blurty searching for some friends
Anyway I have this big science test tomorrow. Sucks.
I studied most of it pretty good though.
Felicia and I are making the cd for our dance. YAY!
I'm in a little problem.
I like Angel. Angel is Nicole's ex-boyfriend. Nicole is my best friend.
The sad part: I don't want to like Angel.
The sadder part: Nicole wants me to like angel, although she's not completely over him.
The saddest part: He's my best guy friend. Going out with him would ruin everything.
*sigh*..so any advice from anyone? Comment me. IM me. Email me.
And also if any of you are having a problem, just know that you can always talk to me.
Now I'm leaving.
And by the way.. listen to "feeling this" - Blink 182
I LOVE that song
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11 14 03·11:16p |
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ok people i just finished making my new layout
first off, it looks HOT!
second, it has a picture of me in the background of the letters
GO GO LOOK! lol
haha i know im uglie but the whole point of the layout was "invisible"
so i had to put a picture of me there lol
anyway im outie
later guys
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11 13 03·11:29p |
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ah well today was a good day
i tutored corey today and he actually understood it
yay im a good tutor
and i also helped my friend who i spoke about in teh last entry so i feel extremely happie about that
anyway i was trying to do a new layout and put a picture of me there
wow now u guys iwll get ot see what i look like! haha dont break ur comp screens now
and i kinda got it, only u cant see the picture
so i gota finish it the theme is gona be invisible by clay aiken cuz i love that song
i did part of it, but im not completely done yet.
ill finish it tomorrow cuz i gota go take a shower
so ill see u guys later
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11 11 03·11:07p |
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well there is the girl that i really care about but i dont wana mention her name or anything but i know she will read this so im writing this to her and ot nayone who didnt know this about me:
i used to cut. a lot. i had deep deep scars up and down my arms and legs. and then over this summer i realized that there was other ways to get rid of my anger or any tension or problems. one day i just stood there and looked at the 15 scars that were noticable (and permanent) from anywhere u looked. i had gaps in my flesh. seriously. and then i though, on my wedding day..this will show if i wear short sleeves. i wont be able to wear shirts to work freely. i will have to explauin to my children how i got this. and that just made me stop. and then i just stopped altogether. now im trying my best to get my life on track. i made new friends and kept the good old ones. i decided to be single for a while just to focus on school and what i really want in life. now i can go to any high school i want, i am one of new yorks top 2% students and im doing great in my class. i havent had any problems for so long and it feels great. now i know what i wana do. and i know how i can balance things out. so now im ready to make new friends, get a boyfriend, and miss a day of school jsut to go shopping in manhattan rather thn to cut school to go smoke with a bunch of other kids. and this friend of mine feels that everythign is going wrong for her. she said she needs a break, and i understand that, but she said she wants ot leave, but she shouldnt. she should stick it out and when she gets through it, she will be the strong person that i know she can be. shes so awesome and such a great person. and the boy who cant see that, well hes blind. and girl if u read this, just know i love u and u can always email me anytime. heck if u want ill give u my phone number and u can call me lol. and sweetie, u are prettie. and if ur not popular, u shuld be. and if ur not, who gives a fuck. u have alina. i love u
<3 | ALiNA
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hey guys!!
ok time for my update: (great balls of joy!)
school: well i can et into any high school i want because im in the top 2% of new york city students (yea go me). so i picked Murrow. my grades are doing fine. i wana change my classes tho. i wana be in the other honors class. thats about it.
social life: im makin some new friends. keeping my old ones. nothing new here. some coonflicts between felicia, irina, chrisitna, and dede but thats ok. theyll wokr it out.
love life: ok im a confused bitter bitch when it comes to this one lmao. i duno if i like greg or frankie. greg ive known since 4th grade and me and him are lyk best friends n ill love him to death. but see it would ruin our friendship if we go out and i would never want that to happen. then u have 17 year old hot ass frankie. he likes ot joke around with me and was lyk can u give me head (joke) and i made him apologize for asking lmao. but see frankies cool n all but i dunt think i like him but i love his looks tho. but tht would make me shallow and i dont wana be shallow. so yet again i am left bitter and confused. *sigh*
so thats about it. no extra info needed lol. i might do a new layout and maybe even put a picture of myself there. maybe. i duno. anyways im off guys. later.
<3 | ALiNA
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11 09 03·11:28p |
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hey guys
sorrie but i just got my comp fixed today
it has been broken all this time
anyway i gota be off
and do my english homework lol
ill make a nice update tomorrow alright?
later guys
<3 | ALiNA
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