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[24 Jun 2004|09:26pm] |
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Man. I really miss Chris and I have to really ask him something. But he won't be back until Sunday night. I don't know how I'm going to make it.
Anyway... me and Sinh went around taking pictures today, because we love photography and we're losers. Pretty fun. We saw lots of bunnies, so I kept thinking about Chris because he likes bunnies! =) hehehe.
-sigh- Anyway... I'm depressed now again because of something Amber told me. I just really need to talk to Chris about something right now. So, moving on, here are pictures from today.
( Pictures. )
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| I`ve MOOOOOOOOved |
[25 Dec 2003|09:43pm] |
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Everyone here DOES know that I moved to Livejournal.... right?
http://www.livejournal.com/users/evilkitty1107
AND I GOT A NEW DIGITAL CAMERA SO NOW I CAN POST PICTURES UP THE WAZOOOooo...
k im done.
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!! |
[24 Dec 2003|11:13am] |
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Yay! I`m finally 16. Today has been GREAT so far. The people I didn`t think would wish me happy birthday have, except for Amber and Joel, and some of the people I DID expect to remember haven`t... not yet at least. Until I get wished happy birthday from one boy, then I`ll be excessively happy. Right now I`m totally happy because people actually remembered my birthday and Joel just gave me this beautiful necklace and earrings. Thanks SO much Joel, I love them lol. I`m wearing the necklace now. You didn`t have to do that. -shakes finger-Tsk tsk.
I love this card Amber sent me lol. THANKIES! http://www.123greetings.com/view/BX91224150114596
Wow. This has been the best birthday ever so far. The only way it`s going to get better is if that one person actually remembers my birthday lol. Then I`ll be happy to know that he remembered.
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| Tomorrow be my birthday, yo |
[23 Dec 2003|06:19pm] |
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Yay tomorrow is my birthday!! 16 baby yaaay. Finally. One year closer to death. thats a nice way of thinking about it, isnt it? Today was my dad's birthday. It`s awsome because my dad was born Dec. 23, me on Dec. 24, and my mom was born April 3rd and my sis was born April 4th. Heh heh.
Is it just me or has blurty gone down the tubes? Eveything seemed to stop working and is messed up. The front page hasnt changed in weeks and it normally changes 986329898486 times a day. And my friends list is all messed up. I think we ARE catching the LJ disease. LJ even seems messed up lately. My background won`t load on that stupid site. It was hell trying to make THIS one show up on blurty.
But anywho... I can`t believe it`s Xmas eve and xmas already. I wished it by so fast and it came too quickly. :( Now i`m sad that it`s almost over.
I hope tomorrow ends up being worth it. I better get some damn good gifts, lol. I kid, i kid
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| Me takey from Rachel |
[22 Dec 2003|07:46pm] |
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1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? went to a concert
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Psht I don’t remember … and I probably will make new ones *shrugs*
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? noooo
4. Did anyone close to you die? Almost I guess... :\
5. What countries did you visit? bahamas
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? Self-confidence
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Oh Lord, there are plenty. I`d have to say August 27th b/c if I hadn`t said hi to Joel we wouldn’t be going out right now lol. And Sept. 23rd, the day me, Tiff, Kait and Joel went to that GC concert. Verrrry fun. –nods-
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Passing drivers ed
9. What was your biggest failure? Too many to count
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Who knows
11. What was the best thing you bought? Er .. tickets. To Tony Hawks Boom Boom Huck Jam and that GC concert
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Devon’s haha…we celebrated by making fun of her and tormenting her…
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Uh…a few people who shall remain nameless
14. Where did most of your money go? Ask joel heh
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? The first night I was going to go stargazing with joel … that and the Good Charlotte concert
16. What song will always remind you of 2003? Oh geeze … probably Free by PM5k, Lying from you by LP or Bleed American by Jimmy Eat World
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? Who cares about money? …….. but im poorer lol...
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?: talking and smiling.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?: feeling bad for myself and being quiet
20. How will you be spending Christmas? Uh.. at home. But on Xmas eve (my bday woooooo) …well I`ll still be at home. Only at least I`ll get to see Joel … for a few minutes
22. Did you fall in love in 2003? –smiles hugely- yes, yes I did. :D
23. How many one-night stands? ziiip
24. What was your favorite TV program? That 70’s show
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?: meh
26. What was the best book you read? the lovely bones
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?: powerman 5000 or yellowcard
28. What did you want and get?: love
29. What did you want and not get? Self confidence
30. What was your favorite film of this year? What came out this year? Fav film? LOTR3, POTC, Mixed Nuts…I don`t remember what came out, lol.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were ya? PSSSH. My birthday is in 2 days lol. So I don’t know what I’m gonna do.
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: friends
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? Ever changing
34. What kept you sane? Joel, and before that… well… I don’t know...computer?
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: Adam Sandlar, uh.. I don’t know
36. What political issue stirred you the most? i suppose.. i dunno
37. Who did you miss? John and Dan
38. Who was the best new person you met? This year? Sean or Tommy or Jessssss or Mr. Popo granted they piss the hell out of me sometimes lol
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: What did I learn huh? Well … you shouldn’t wish you were someone else because that’s only wasting the person you are. And that you can find true love at any age. And that there’s more to life that what you see. And that you should only take one day at a time and don’t worry about what’s going to happen tomorrow. And that these years are the best days of our lives and we shouldn’t waste them. Heh heh. Yeah. I’m done…
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[20 Dec 2003|01:59pm] |
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4 DAYS UNTIL MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!
Went and saw the last Lord of the Rings last night with Joel. Grreeeeat movie. Had sooo much fun. It was even better going with Joel. Anyways, the movie was wicked cool, yo. wow im so hyper right now I changed my mind. The 3rd one is the best one. It`s so sad though. I cried at the ending of the 3rd book and I cried at the ending of the 3rd movie lol. I don`t know why everyone is saying Sam and Frodo or Merry and Pippin are gay. They sure didn`t seem gay to me. I think Frodo may have kissed Sam on the forehead once but psht. Come on people.
Yeeeah ... anyway.. so wow these past few days have been a rollercoaster of different emotions. Bleh. And this week went by SO slowly. I felt so tired and exhausted the whole week and felt like I was literally dragging my way through the week and life. Anyway I gotta go now. Bye.
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| Are you ready to go? Cuz i`m ready to go! What are u gonna do, baby, baby?! |
[18 Dec 2003|08:13pm] |
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6 DAYS UNTIL MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!!
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K well today I realized I shouldn`t be so depressed all the time, and i realized that i`m too overly dramatic. Well ok so someone told me that, but then i realized that i was. lol. yeah. So anyway, gotta stop being like that and should just chill out about things. Like i shouldn`t get so stressed out and make my problems seem bigger than they really are, and just take life one day at a time. i have to learn from davo lol, and be happy like him and realize life isn`t all that bad and be happy like, all the time. it`s just life. Gotta stop being so depressed. What`s there to be sad about?
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On another note, i don`t want the semester to end. i like notetaking, and the people in it. Sure, they may piss the hell out of me sometimes, but i feel like i can be myself in that class cuz i`m around like... 5 of my friends. plus i`ll miss em all. and i don`t want journalism to end cuz then i won`t see becca no more. finals seem like they might be hard. watch me fail my driving test. .. :/
Got my class ring too. it`s so purdy. it has a star beind the gem because i adooooooooore the stars. and its bluuuuue. :)
XMAS BREAK TOMORROW, woOt. Assembly should be QUITE interesting if i`m sitting by sean and tommy. oh man. i`d rather be sitting with joel tho. :/
Well i`m out. Oh i got a livejournal too. It`s at http://www.livejournal.com/users/evilkitty1107. Don`t know if i`ll stay with blurty or not. i`m used to blurty .... but LJ has so much better mood icons!
((dork))
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| *sniffle* heh |
[16 Dec 2003|08:34pm] |
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Thepeople27 [8:20 PM]: lauren there is something i have to tell u
Thepeople27 [8:20 PM]: no i'm not cheating on u
ShAd0WKitten [8:20 PM]: uhh
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: yes i do love u as much as i say i do
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: and no i am not leaving u
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: eliminate worst case scenarios
ShAd0WKitten [8:21 PM]: i know i know, u hate the negative stuff, right?
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: no not thatg
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: well yes i do but thats not what im gonna say
ShAd0WKitten [8:21 PM]: er.. ok
Thepeople27 [8:22 PM]: the thing i'm giving u for christmas, i bought the summer of junior year, as in the summer before i was a junior
Thepeople27 [8:22 PM]: i didn't buy it for anyone specific
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: i bought it for the girl i felt that i wanted to be with for a very very VERY long time
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: last year i made the mistake of giving it to someone i barely even knew
ShAd0WKitten [8:23 PM]: katie?
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: and i thought
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: no
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: and i thought
Thepeople27 [8:24 PM]: she isn't the one, so she gave it back because we both knew she wasn't the one, then katie came around
Thepeople27 [8:24 PM]: but i wasn't gonna give it to her because regardless of me being in love with her
Thepeople27 [8:24 PM]: i didn't feel i wanted to be with her for a very long time
Thepeople27 [8:25 PM]: i'm giving it to u because i now know that u r the one, i know u r the one because i love u so much that the word love isn't anywhere close to how i feel about u
Thepeople27 [8:25 PM]: there is no word in any language
Thepeople27 [8:25 PM]: to describe how i feel about u
Thepeople27 [8:26 PM]: i'm giving it to u because i love u more than love itself
ShAd0WKitten [8:26 PM]: how do u know the difference about how u felt about whoever u gave it to though? howdyou know it isnt a mistake again?.... nm i cant explain that thought
Thepeople27 [8:26 PM]: now i'm not even sure if that is bad or good
ShAd0WKitten [8:27 PM]: ?
Thepeople27 [8:27 PM]: because she wasn't my gf, i didn't love her, it was in my stupid youth that i gave it to her because i didn't know what i was doing
Thepeople27 [8:27 PM]: i know what i'm doing now because i know i am in love with u
Thepeople27 [8:27 PM]: i know ur the one
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: i tell it to myself every night
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: before i go to sleep
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: u
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: r
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: the one
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: and i know that now and the only way i could be proved wrong
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: is if u told me that u didn't love me and u dumped me
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: only way
ShAd0WKitten [8:28 PM]: i dont have any intentions of doing that
I can't believe Joel is for real. One of these days I think Im going to wake up and have it all be a dream lol. Now, don't get me wrong here ... I DO believe what Joel says but .. why does a very, VERY small part of me still think this isn't going to last? Is it because so many guys have told me that they loved me and then just dumped me in the past? Is it because people always say that it won't last forever? I think it's cuz I've been hurt before and have trouble believing what they say ... But I believe Joel though. I didn't believe Joe or Steve for a second. They're both like, evil and.. yeah. Heh. Idk. Joel's different. I really hope I don't lose him. Knowing my luck, I probably will. :\
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[16 Dec 2003|08:34pm] |
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Thepeople27 [8:20 PM]: lauren there is something i have to tell u
Thepeople27 [8:20 PM]: no i'm not cheating on u
ShAd0WKitten [8:20 PM]: uhh
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: yes i do love u as much as i say i do
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: and no i am not leaving u
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: eliminate worst case scenarios
ShAd0WKitten [8:21 PM]: i know i know, u hate the negative stuff, right?
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: no not thatg
Thepeople27 [8:21 PM]: well yes i do but thats not what im gonna say
ShAd0WKitten [8:21 PM]: er.. ok
Thepeople27 [8:22 PM]: the thing i'm giving u for christmas, i bought the summer of junior year, as in the summer before i was a junior
Thepeople27 [8:22 PM]: i didn't buy it for anyone specific
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: i bought it for the girl i felt that i wanted to be with for a very very VERY long time
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: last year i made the mistake of giving it to someone i barely even knew
ShAd0WKitten [8:23 PM]: katie?
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: and i thought
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: no
Thepeople27 [8:23 PM]: and i thought
Thepeople27 [8:24 PM]: she isn't the one, so she gave it back because we both knew she wasn't the one, then katie came around
Thepeople27 [8:24 PM]: but i wasn't gonna give it to her because regardless of me being in love with her
Thepeople27 [8:24 PM]: i didn't feel i wanted to be with her for a very long time
Thepeople27 [8:25 PM]: i'm giving it to u because i now know that u r the one, i know u r the one because i love u so much that the word love isn't anywhere close to how i feel about u
Thepeople27 [8:25 PM]: there is no word in any language
Thepeople27 [8:25 PM]: to describe how i feel about u
Thepeople27 [8:26 PM]: i'm giving it to u because i love u more than love itself
ShAd0WKitten [8:26 PM]: how do u know the difference about how u felt about whoever u gave it to though? howdyou know it isnt a mistake again?.... nm i cant explain that thought
Thepeople27 [8:26 PM]: now i'm not even sure if that is bad or good
ShAd0WKitten [8:27 PM]: ?
Thepeople27 [8:27 PM]: because she wasn't my gf, i didn't love her, it was in my stupid youth that i gave it to her because i didn't know what i was doing
Thepeople27 [8:27 PM]: i know what i'm doing now because i know i am in love with u
Thepeople27 [8:27 PM]: i know ur the one
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: i tell it to myself every night
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: before i go to sleep
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: u
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: r
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: the one
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: and i know that now and the only way i could be proved wrong
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: is if u told me that u didn't love me and u dumped me
Thepeople27 [8:28 PM]: only way
ShAd0WKitten [8:28 PM]: i dont have any intentions of doing that
I can't believe Joel is for real. One of these days I think Im going to wake up and have it all be a dream lol. Now, don't get me wrong here ... I DO believe what Joel says but .. why does a very, VERY small part of me still think this isn't going to last? Is it because so many guys have told me that they loved me and then just dumped me in the past? Is it because people always say that it won't last forever? I think it's cuz I've been hurt before and have trouble believing what they say ... But I believe Joel though. I didn't believe Joe or Steve for a second. They're both like, evil and.. yeah. Heh. Idk. Joel's different. I really hope I don't lose him. Knowing my luck, I probably will. :\
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| In the air there`s a feeling of Christmas ... |
[15 Dec 2003|04:58pm] |
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8 days until 16 ... !! =D
<33
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| Dont ask ; this entry is only temporary |
[12 Dec 2003|09:44am] |
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students talking ((its 3rd period journalism class)) |
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"A poet is someone who is astonished by everything."
"Poetry is what gets lost in translation."
"Poetry is an orphan of silence. The words never quite equal the experience behind them."
Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions."
"The scientific theroy I like best is that the rings of Saturn are composed entirely of lost airline luggage."
"Shyness has a strange element of narcissism, a belief that how we look, how we perform, is truly important to other people."
"Happiness hates the timid! So does science!"
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."
"It is to be remarked that a good many people are born curiously unfitted for the fate waiting them on this earth."
"It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves."
"If you don't learn to laugh at troubles, you won't have anything to laugh at when you grow old."
"No one is listening until you make a mistake."
"The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing."
"The significant problems we face cannot be solved at the same level of thinking we were at when we created them."
"Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known."
"Money, the root of all evil...but the cure for all sadness."
"When unhappy, one doubts everything; when happy, one doubts nothing."
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| I miss them ... |
[10 Dec 2003|03:21pm] |
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Title undecided. I`m thinking of going with "Best Friend" or "From 2 plus 2". Welcome to my memories ...read away. I don`t know if the boy who this is about will ever read this, either. Ain`t that sad?
Never far,
You were always there.
Through the hopes and the smiles,
The laughs and the cries
The good and the bad,
11 years past,
Oh, how the time flies!
From before we set foot
Onto scary school grounds,
You were always there;
Always here for me when I needed you around.
From Kindergarten and 2 + 2,
You were there for me
And I was there for you.
From finger painting to first grade,
To countless Halloweens,
From swimming and sledding,
And jumping in leaves,
From birthday gifts
And tons of fights,
To sleeping over countless nights,
From Elementary to Jr. High,
When I was growing up with you,
My childhood seemed to quickly fly.
From jealousy and sadness too,
To hugs and a kiss
I shared with you.
From games of tag
And late night walks,
To endless hours of playing video games,
And having never ending talks.
From trips to the movies
And being sick as well,
To sharing all our secrets,
And promising not to tell.
From bike rides and bruises
And all kinds of pain,
To getting into trouble,
And dancing in the rain.
From Lite-Brites and Play-Dough,
And pool parties with friends,
To building forts in the snow,
And never once having the fun end.
From our boyfriends or girlfriends
And giving much needed advice,
To playing Ghost in the Graveyard,
And not coming in till late at night.
You were my whole world then,until i moved away,
Etched into my entire blissful past,
And although I don’t have you here now
As much as I did then,
I just thought I should say
That the memories will never fade, Best Friend.
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| This is for my own sake of organization and sanity |
[09 Dec 2003|03:34pm] |
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Things I NEED to accomplish in the next 6 and a half hours:
---> Biology Project [about 1-1.5 hrs.]
---> Think up a product. Answer some of the questions. [about 1hr.]
---> Finish as much of biology lab as possible. [30 mins.]
---> Make up questions for Profile/Human Interest Feature (Joel, Mrs. Brosnahan or Mrs. LaBotz.) [about 30 min.]
So0o0o0o that`s ... -counts fingers- about 3 and a half hours of homework tonight. Lovely. Better get started.
Gahhhh. I really don`t want to do that feature thing. If it wasn`t for that, I wouldn`t mind doing all this. THAT`S what`s stressing me out. Because I don`t know who to do. I`ll just do Joel. It`s better than not turning a Human Interest/Profile Feature in AT ALL.
Right. Got to go. Laaaterr.
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| Boooored. |
[08 Dec 2003|06:32pm] |
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Describe Your ..
[ x ] Jewelry worn each day: spikey necklace and wristband
[ x ] Pillow cover ? it varies. usually shades of bluue.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume? Victoria's Secret's Lovespell or Breathless
[ x ] CD in stereo right now ? Story of the Year
[ x ] Piercings? Used to have 1 in each ear
Who or What (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - You don`t want to know. Mwhaha. Just kidding. Peppppsii.
[ x ] In my head - How much I love and care about Joel.
[ x ] After this - attempting to work a little more on my biology project.
[ x ] If you could get away with murder who would you kill? Hmm.... must not reveal whos on my hitlist...
[ x ] Is next to you ? Uh. The paper for my bio project, hairspray, my phone, potatooo chippies aaaaand my printer. woOt.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? MY 16TH BIRTHDAY ON XMAS EVE, woOt!!!
[ x ] The last thing you ate? Krunchers potato chips ..
[ x ] Do you like candles? Suuure.
[ x ] Do you like incense? Uh.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood? Although I DO wish I was a vampire at times, I`d have to say no on this one.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight ? fo shizzle`.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die? Welll... it would be nice to be a ghost. I don`t care what happens to my body as long as I become a ghost or angel or somthing. It would be sweeteness.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy ? Ugh. There are tooo many. How about, Nick Sykes? Or... Kelly Ross? Or anyone else who tormented me during elementary school.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? A dragon!
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies ? Reeses, and that orange flavored chocolate stuff. Yunmmmy. =D
Just Questions
A - Act your age ? Hmm.. Not really.
B - Born on what day of the week? A Thursday. I looked it up. Lmao. -nerd-
C - Chore you hate? Bringing in that gosh forsaken milk!
D - Dad's name? Andre
E - Essential makeup item? Me no use makeup. Me have natural beauty. ((pfft. I wish..!))
F - Favorite actress? Er.. don`t really have one.
G - Gold or silver? Siiilllver!
H - Hometown? Schaumburg
I - Instruments you play? Used to play keyboard. Despretly want to learn how to play drums.
J - Job title? Heh. Just babysitting for now.
K - Kids? pardon?
L - Living arrangements? With the parental units ...
M - Mom's name? Cindy
N - Number of people you've slept with? Ziiiip.
O - Overnight hospital stays? None, as far as I know that is.
P - Phobia? Spiders! -shudders-
Q - Quote you like? Oh don`t make me pick. There are waay, waaaaay too many.
R - Religion ? Christian
S - Sibling? Lindsey, the blue-eyed-blonde-haired-disgustingly-cute-6-year-old monster.
T - Time you wake up? 5.3o on school days. 8.3o on sundays. Whenever on Saturdays.
U - Unique habit? Uh..?
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? Brussel sprouts! Ok so no one has even served those around me yet but I wouldn`t eat them anyway.
W - Worst addiction? the internet.
X - X-rays you've had? for my left wrist, ((twice)), my left shoulder, and both my feet.
Y - Yummy food you make? HAHA. Ahh.. the blissful memories of freshman year;s food class. Good times, good times. Met my fyure boyfriend and one of my very good fwiends there. ... Oh right. But uh..... I`d have to say ... peanut butter sandwhiches!! haha
Z - Zodiac Sign? capi
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| 17 days until my 16th birthday, woot |
[07 Dec 2003|01:18pm] |
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Scratch that last entry. I can`t be so selfish like that. Lindsey just wanted to spend time with Joel just like I did. I don`t blame her, actually. Who WOULDN`T want to spend time with the greatest guy alive? But I do feel real bad that I yelled so much last night. Never again.
-sigh- I need anger management. I need to learn to calm down. -nods-
Or else history might repeat itself. And I don`t ever want to cry that or more than before in this case much again.
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Aside from that, mom isn`t taking me to the mall like she promised. Figures. You know, I was thinking, it doesn`t even feel too much like Christmas this year for me, and I don`t know why. Strange. Maybe if there was snow and 20° weather like there should be it would. I haven`t even gotten to go christmas shopping yet. And there are only 18 days left until Christmas.
On a last random note, I had the worst dream last night. Basically I was sent to go to St. Charles East instead of St. Charles North. *GASP* One of the worst nightmares I`ve had in awhile. I guess I hate our cross-town rivals more than I thought I did.
Peace.
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| From thespark.com <--- has such hilarious quizzes |
[06 Dec 2003|10:45am] |
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DREAMER
(Submissive Introvert Abstract Feeler )
Lauren
Like just 11% of the population you are a DREAMER (SIAF)--reserved and imaginative. You are basically the shy, silent type. You don't have much interest in facts and figures or most of what's going on around you, but the internal worlds you build for yourself are rich and complex.
Luckily, your creativity and strong heart mean you have a deep personality evident to anyone who gets to know you. It's just that not many people do, because most everyone thinks you're a loser. Talk to yourself less, other people more, little shaver.
Haha. I don`t talk to myself though. Everything else is correct. I only sing or OCCASIONALLY say something to myself. Occasionally.
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| Poem, woot. I WROTE IT, pwease dont take it |
[04 Dec 2003|08:52pm] |
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What would she do for you?
What would she say?
Would she spread lies about me,
To have things her way?
What would she do for you?
Would she catch you are star?
Would she spend countless nights,
Dreaming to be where you are?
Would she love you like I do,
Would she turn on her charm?
Would she daydream about
Being held in your arms?
Would she see what I see
When I gaze into your eyes?
Would she be truthful to you,
Or from her mouth spill lies?
Would she wish upon the shining stars,
To have fate on her side?
Would she hope with her all her might,
That our hearts might divide?
In this game of love,
Would she steal my turn?
Would she want to win you forever,
So she could watch my whole world burn?
What would she whisper to you about me;
What kind of lies?
Does she know that if she took you,
How many tears would be cried?
And would she succeed,
And take you away?
Would you fall for her,
And leave me in complete disarray?
Would she be like me,
And love you each day anew?
I hope you don’t fall for her because
Baby, just remember,
I can do the same things she can for you.
Yeeeah... it`s probably not that good, I just wrote it in ohh.... about.. what? 20 minutes tops? Well Im out. Gonna go write some more poetry.
Oh, how I love writing.
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| NEW BRUSHES WOOT! |
[01 Dec 2003|08:32pm] |
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New layout w00t. You like?
I finally got new brushes too! So now I can make purdy backgrounds. You like my use of my swirl and star brushes??
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| Words from the most wonderful boyfriend in the entire universe |
[30 Nov 2003|12:33pm] |
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Words from the guy who makes me so happy there are no words to describe how happy he makes me and how much I love him. Hope you don't mind, Joely:
Thepeople27 [12:22 PM]: lauren i am not gonna break up with u
Thepeople27 [12:22 PM]: now damnit listen to me
Thepeople27 [12:22 PM]: i have lived my life
Thepeople27 [12:22 PM]: looking
Thepeople27 [12:22 PM]: trying to find the right person for me
Thepeople27 [12:22 PM]: wondering who will truly make me happy
Thepeople27 [12:23 PM]: and u r the one, ur the one i have been looking for
Thepeople27 [12:23 PM]: i am so in love with u to leave u would eliminate any point of my existence
Thepeople27 [12:23 PM]: u r my life
Thepeople27 [12:23 PM]: u r my love
Thepeople27 [12:23 PM]: u r my past
Thepeople27 [12:23 PM]: present
Thepeople27 [12:23 PM]: and future
Thepeople27 [12:24 PM]: u r the reason i wake up every morning
Thepeople27 [12:24 PM]: u r the reason i smile when i see a guy and a girl holding hands
Thepeople27 [12:24 PM]: because i know i am as happy as those people
Thepeople27 [12:24 PM]: u r the reason i am going to make something for myself
Thepeople27 [12:24 PM]: of not for
Thepeople27 [12:25 PM]: u r my life lauren
Thepeople27 [12:25 PM]: and if u were to be taken away from me
Thepeople27 [12:26 PM]: is like taking my heart
Thepeople27 [12:26 PM]: ripping it clean out of my chest
Thepeople27 [12:26 PM]: and stepping on it
Thepeople27 [12:26 PM]: i am never gonna leave u
Thepeople27 [12:26 PM]: not ever
Thepeople27 [12:27 PM]: i realized that when i first said i loved u
Thepeople27 [12:27 PM]: because i meant it
Thepeople27 [12:27 PM]: now u just think about that
Thepeople27 [12:27 PM]: while i go get me some more oj
But are you sure Joel?? I just cant get over the question "But how do you know that for sure??" Maybe I only ask that because well.. I dont know. My past? Yeah.
Ahhh.
True love. ? :D
God, I hope I get lucky enough to spend the rest of my life with him.
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