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| I am the Siren A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play - by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release form the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a realm of pure pleasure. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy. Symbol: Water. The song of the Siren is liquid and enticing, and the Siren herself is fluid and ungraspable. Like the sea, the Siren lures you with the promise of infinite adventure and pleasure. Forgetting past and future, men follow her far out to sea, where they drown. | What Type of Seducer are You? created by polite_society |
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| 05:36pm 19/05/2003 |
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 You should be an Aries, Outgoing, Extravert, Energetic, Dynamic, Courageous, Generous, Strong, Extravagant but sometimes can be arrogant, insecure, jealous, concerned with looks and others' opinion
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 You are bisexual.
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| 11:56pm 18/05/2003 |
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mood:  lonely music: Finch - What it is to burn
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Today has been a very long day. Even though I only worked 5 1/2 hours it seemed to have went by really slow. I guess because there weren't alot of customers who came in so all we did mostly was clean. Fun. I got my check though, yay. Anyways, after work my Dad surprised me and picked me up from work and we went to Subway. I had a veggie max on honey oat bread. Yummie. After that I went to his house and we watched Liar Liar. That movie is so funny and Jim Carrey is extremely talented. Anyways, I'm sad and lonely because I want to be in love and hold someone and kiss them and visa versa. ::Sigh:: I suppose in time. Well, I'm going to bed now |
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| 12:26am 18/05/2003 |
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mood:  sleepy
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Have you ever... 01. Fallen for your best friend? yes 02. Made out with JUST a friend? yes 03. Been rejected? yes 04. Been in love? yes 05. Been in lust? yes 06. Used someone? yes 07. Been used? yes 08. Cheated on someone? no 09. Been cheated on? yes 10. Been kissed? yes 11. Done something you regret? yes
Who was the last person... 12. You touched? penny 13. You talked to? paul 14. You hugged? erika 15. You instant messaged? 16. You kissed? no one 17. You had sex with? shut up 18. You yelled at? my mom 19. You laughed with? my aunt 20. You had a crush on? too many 21. Who broke your heart? too many
Do you... 22. Color your hair? yes 23. Have tattoos? soon 24. Piercings? yes 25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? no 26. Floss daily? no 27. Own a webcam? no 28. Ever get off the damn computer? no 29. Sprechen sie deutsche? no 30. Habla espanol? no
Have you/do you/do you have... 40. Considered a life of crime? yes 41. Considered being a hooker? yes 42. Considered being a pimp? no 43. Are you psycho? sometimes 44. Split personalities? no 45. Schizophrenic? no 46. Obsessive? i can be 47. Obsessive compulsive? no 48. Panic? sure 49. Anxiety? sure 50. Depressed? all the time 51. Suicidal? there have been times in the past, but no longer any more. 52. Obsessed with Hate? eh 53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? yes 54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? yes 55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? 56. What would you be doing? 58. What are you listening to? i am watching 'airheads'. 59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can bend my thumb back all the way if you consider that freakish. 60. Chicken or fish? neither. 61. Do you have a favourite animal, no matter how lame it may be? dolphin
Current Clothes: boxers and a t shirt Current Mood: tired Current Music: Current Taste: nothing Current Hair: short, black Current Annoyance: this Current Smell: my house Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping Current Desktop Picture: Current Favorite Group: the used Current Book: white oleander Current DVD In Player: i dunno Current Refreshment: water Current Worry: i dunno Current Crush: heh.... Current Favorite Celebrity: bert mccracken
FAVORITE... Food: pizza, ice cream Drink: water, vanilla coke, cherry coke Color: Black, red, and pink Shoes: i dunno Candy: twizzlers,gobstoppers,milky ways Animal: dolphins TV Show: will & grace, dharma & greg Movie: amelie, 28 days Dance: i dont dance Vegetable: carrots, potatoes Fruit: strawberries, cherries
ARE YOU... Understanding: sure Open-minded: Yes Arrogant: yes Insecure: yes Interesting: sure Hungry: yes Friendly: at times Smart: depends on the subject Moody: yes Childish: Yes Independent: yes Hard working: depends Organized: usually Healthy: sure Emotionally Stable: sometimes Shy: yes Difficult: yes Bored Easily: yes Thirsty: yes Responsible: when i need to be Sad: yes Happy: yes Trusting: yes Talkative: when i know the person Original: yes Different: yes Unique: yes Lonely: yes
On Dating... Long or short hair? dont care Dark or blond hair? prefer dark Tall or short? taller than me 6 pack or muscular arms? dont care Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? both Dark or light eyes? dont care Hat or no hat? dont care Pierced or no? doesnt matter Freckles or none? doesnt matter Stubble or neatly shaved? stubble Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type? both i guess All American, homey G, or grunge? grunge Accent or American? dont care
On preferences... Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? both McDonalds or Burger King? neither. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? both Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? root beer Sappy/action/comedy/horror? all Ocean or Pool? both Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? cool ranch Mud or Jell-O wrestling? mud With or without ice-cubes? with Shine or rain? rain Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? all Vanilla or Chocolate? both Snowboarding or skiing? snowboarding Cake or cookies? both Cereal or toast? both Gloves or mittens? gloves Eyes open or closed? depends on what Fly or breathe under water? flying Bunk-bed or waterbed? water Chewing gum or hard candy? gum Motor boat or sailboat? motor
What's your favorite: Number? 4 Holiday? valentines day Place? the beach Flower? roses, daisies, sunflowers Scent? candies, clinique happy |
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| 06:56pm 14/05/2003 |
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mood:  silly music: Making Out - No Doubt
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So I'm just kicking it, I'm counting the days. I hardly can wait for us to hang out. I'm really missing it in so many ways, I anticipate us making out. |
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| 12:43pm 13/05/2003 |
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mood:  lonely music: the used - blue & yellow
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Dear you, I find it hard to go through a day without thinking if you will come back and buy another bottle of water, or possibly an icecream cone. It's been days since I've seen you. All sandy from the beach, yet still beautiful. I was pretty sure the butterflies in my stomach would end up flying out somehow when you asked if the white pigeon that had flown in to eat some lunch was our mascot. Maybe you'll come in again, just the mere glimpse of you would satisfy me. I hope to see you soon.
Love, Michelle |
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| 01:56pm 06/05/2003 |
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mood:  calm
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I have realized now, that I am merely destined to stay inside forever, atleast while the sun is out. Besides going to work, I enjoy nothing but simply staying home and watching movies during the day. I may in fact be a vampire. Last night, I cashed my paycheck, went to kinkos and color copied photographs I had taken and submitted them to Withitgirl.com. I really hope that they get featured on the website. Then, I went to Whole Foods to get food for Penny and some other things. Shortly after, I headed to Hollywood Video and rented [Amelie], [The Dead Poet's Society], and [The Rain Man]. I have been watching them repeatedly ever since. I count the seconds until the sun sets and I shall wander over to Walmart to see what I can purchase. |
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| I Can't Get No Satisfaction |
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| 07:02pm 05/05/2003 |
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mood:  frustrated music: The Rolling Stones - I Can't Get No Satisfaction
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I am so upset, Mother's Day is on Sunday, and I have to work. I think my Mom has to work also. I really wanted to spend that day with her, but I guess I'll only be able to spend a few hours with her. But I think on Thursday or Friday since neither of us work, I am going to take her to lunch or dinner or both. Oh yeah, I also failed my Psychology test, but they are letting me make it up so hopefully I won't fail again. I hate school, die die die. Anyways, today was my first day off in awhile so I just layed around. However, tomorrow I plan to get myself out of the house and do something worth mentioning. Well, I'm going to go take a shower now. |
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