05:41pm 19/05/2003
  You are Italian
You are an Italian.

What's your Inner European?
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05:41pm 19/05/2003

I am the Siren

A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play - by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release form the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a realm of pure pleasure. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy.

Symbol: Water. The song of the Siren is liquid and enticing, and the Siren herself is fluid and ungraspable. Like the sea, the Siren lures you with the promise of infinite adventure and pleasure. Forgetting past and future, men follow her far out to sea, where they drown.

What Type of Seducer are You?
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05:36pm 19/05/2003
You should be an Aries, Outgoing, Extravert,
Energetic, Dynamic, Courageous, Generous,
Strong, Extravagant but sometimes can be
arrogant, insecure, jealous, concerned with
looks and others' opinion

~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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You are bisexual.

What is your sexual orientation?
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You're a Grasshopper!  the drink, duh, not the insect! ;)  In case you didn't know it consists of creme de menthe, creme de cacao white and cream and tastes a lot like an after%
""Which cocktail are you?""

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11:56pm 18/05/2003
mood: lonely
music: Finch - What it is to burn
Today has been a very long day. Even though I only worked 5 1/2 hours it seemed to have went by really slow. I guess because there weren't alot of customers who came in so all we did mostly was clean. Fun. I got my check though, yay. Anyways, after work my Dad surprised me and picked me up from work and we went to Subway. I had a veggie max on honey oat bread. Yummie. After that I went to his house and we watched Liar Liar. That movie is so funny and Jim Carrey is extremely talented. Anyways, I'm sad and lonely because I want to be in love and hold someone and kiss them and visa versa. ::Sigh:: I suppose in time. Well, I'm going to bed now
12:26am 18/05/2003
mood: sleepy
Have you ever...
01. Fallen for your best friend? yes
02. Made out with JUST a friend? yes
03. Been rejected? yes
04. Been in love? yes
05. Been in lust? yes
06. Used someone? yes
07. Been used? yes
08. Cheated on someone? no
09. Been cheated on? yes
10. Been kissed? yes
11. Done something you regret? yes

Who was the last person...
12. You touched? penny
13. You talked to? paul
14. You hugged? erika
15. You instant messaged?
16. You kissed? no one
17. You had sex with? shut up
18. You yelled at? my mom
19. You laughed with? my aunt
20. You had a crush on? too many
21. Who broke your heart? too many

Do you...
22. Color your hair? yes
23. Have tattoos? soon
24. Piercings? yes
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? no
26. Floss daily? no
27. Own a webcam? no
28. Ever get off the damn computer? no
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? no
30. Habla espanol? no

Have you/do you/do you have...
40. Considered a life of crime? yes
41. Considered being a hooker? yes
42. Considered being a pimp? no
43. Are you psycho? sometimes
44. Split personalities? no
45. Schizophrenic? no
46. Obsessive? i can be
47. Obsessive compulsive? no
48. Panic? sure
49. Anxiety? sure
50. Depressed? all the time
51. Suicidal? there have been times in the past, but no longer any more.
52. Obsessed with Hate? eh
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? yes
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? yes
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?
56. What would you be doing?
58. What are you listening to? i am watching 'airheads'.
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can bend my thumb back all the way if you consider that freakish.
60. Chicken or fish? neither.
61. Do you have a favourite animal, no matter how lame it may be? dolphin

Current Clothes: boxers and a t shirt
Current Mood: tired
Current Music:
Current Taste: nothing
Current Hair: short, black
Current Annoyance: this
Current Smell: my house
Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping
Current Desktop Picture:
Current Favorite Group: the used
Current Book: white oleander
Current DVD In Player: i dunno
Current Refreshment: water
Current Worry: i dunno
Current Crush: heh....
Current Favorite Celebrity: bert mccracken

Food: pizza, ice cream
Drink: water, vanilla coke, cherry coke
Color: Black, red, and pink
Shoes: i dunno
Candy: twizzlers,gobstoppers,milky ways
Animal: dolphins
TV Show: will & grace, dharma & greg
Movie: amelie, 28 days
Dance: i dont dance
Vegetable: carrots, potatoes
Fruit: strawberries, cherries

Understanding: sure
Open-minded: Yes
Arrogant: yes
Insecure: yes
Interesting: sure
Hungry: yes
Friendly: at times
Smart: depends on the subject
Moody: yes
Childish: Yes
Independent: yes
Hard working: depends
Organized: usually
Healthy: sure
Emotionally Stable: sometimes
Shy: yes
Difficult: yes
Bored Easily: yes
Thirsty: yes
Responsible: when i need to be
Sad: yes
Happy: yes
Trusting: yes
Talkative: when i know the person
Original: yes
Different: yes
Unique: yes
Lonely: yes

On Dating...
Long or short hair? dont care
Dark or blond hair? prefer dark
Tall or short? taller than me
6 pack or muscular arms? dont care
Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? both
Dark or light eyes? dont care
Hat or no hat? dont care
Pierced or no? doesnt matter
Freckles or none? doesnt matter
Stubble or neatly shaved? stubble
Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type? both i guess
All American, homey G, or grunge? grunge
Accent or American? dont care

On preferences...
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? both
McDonalds or Burger King? neither.
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? both
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? root beer
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? all
Ocean or Pool? both
Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? cool ranch
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? mud
With or without ice-cubes? with
Shine or rain? rain
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? all
Vanilla or Chocolate? both
Snowboarding or skiing? snowboarding
Cake or cookies? both
Cereal or toast? both
Gloves or mittens? gloves
Eyes open or closed? depends on what
Fly or breathe under water? flying
Bunk-bed or waterbed? water
Chewing gum or hard candy? gum
Motor boat or sailboat? motor

What's your favorite:
Number? 4
Holiday? valentines day
Place? the beach
Flower? roses, daisies, sunflowers
Scent? candies, clinique happy
Making Out   
06:56pm 14/05/2003
mood: silly
music: Making Out - No Doubt
So I'm just kicking it, I'm counting the days. I hardly can wait for us to hang out. I'm really missing it in so many ways, I anticipate us making out.
12:43pm 13/05/2003
mood: lonely
music: the used - blue & yellow
Dear you,
I find it hard to go through a day without thinking if you will come back and buy another bottle of water, or possibly an icecream cone. It's been days since I've seen you. All sandy from the beach, yet still beautiful. I was pretty sure the butterflies in my stomach would end up flying out somehow when you asked if the white pigeon that had flown in to eat some lunch was our mascot. Maybe you'll come in again, just the mere glimpse of you would satisfy me. I hope to see you soon.

Strangely Enough   
01:56pm 06/05/2003
mood: calm
I have realized now, that I am merely destined to stay inside forever, atleast while the sun is out. Besides going to work, I enjoy nothing but simply staying home and watching movies during the day. I may in fact be a vampire. Last night, I cashed my paycheck, went to kinkos and color copied photographs I had taken and submitted them to Withitgirl.com. I really hope that they get featured on the website. Then, I went to Whole Foods to get food for Penny and some other things. Shortly after, I headed to Hollywood Video and rented [Amelie], [The Dead Poet's Society], and [The Rain Man]. I have been watching them repeatedly ever since. I count the seconds until the sun sets and I shall wander over to Walmart to see what I can purchase.
I Can't Get No Satisfaction   
07:02pm 05/05/2003
mood: frustrated
music: The Rolling Stones - I Can't Get No Satisfaction
I am so upset, Mother's Day is on Sunday, and I have to work. I think my Mom has to work also. I really wanted to spend that day with her, but I guess I'll only be able to spend a few hours with her. But I think on Thursday or Friday since neither of us work, I am going to take her to lunch or dinner or both. Oh yeah, I also failed my Psychology test, but they are letting me make it up so hopefully I won't fail again. I hate school, die die die. Anyways, today was my first day off in awhile so I just layed around. However, tomorrow I plan to get myself out of the house and do something worth mentioning. Well, I'm going to go take a shower now.