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Friday, August 25th, 2006

Subject: Its been a while. again. Time: 12:49 am. Mood: grateful.

And this is what I do with the entry. No one keeps these things anymore, they've gone out of style. All these people are like "I hate my mom and stuff" And I have a new boyfriend and a job, gonna get a license soon And I'm grown up and responsible and In love and I can't beleive it. I am self-confident, and I think I'm pretty, and I'm not mad at god and stuff, and I hate my stupid emo aquantinces because they're stupid and cannot get over anything and have some pretty cool real friends and I'm friends with my ex and the girl he cheated on me with, very cool chick by the way. I wanna go to college locally (yeah I got over the hatred) and go into medical training and be with Josh-ua for a long while, and I am grown up. Almost. Its not that scary, really. It just happens, and everyone else who was immature stays that way. I didn't even know when it happened. I got out of bed one day and said I was done with my crap relationship and my mental blocks and I finally got through all of it and I am alive. (no one reads this anymore anyway, so not like what I'm saying matters.) John has grown up alot as well, Serena is still tall and unforgettably(sp?) talented and pretty, and Chelsea is still dramatic but she's playing with ways how to do it, april is still genuine, shauna is still the brilliant recluse, eric is still the compassionate party bug, and I am halfway through highschool going on the second half of my life. I love josh, and it isn't fake or dramatic or forced, I love him like I've done it everyday since I was born. I love him because he cares for me, and because he feels the same way and we're on the same page and I can love him at my own pace. And I like screwing around with him because I like it and I'm attracted to him like that and I genuinely enjoy it. and I'm happy. Though chronically tired.

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Subject: Dizzying Heights. Time: 12:27 am. Mood: enthralled. Music: Fucking musicals....

fears... [Sometimes.]the dark [ ]being single [ ] getting married [ ] being a parent [ ] giving birth [ ]being myself in front of others [ ] open spaces [ ] closed spaces [Sometimes, Not as much anymore.]heights [ ] cats [ ]dogs [ ] birds [ ]spiders and/or other insects [ ] driving or being in cars [ ]flying [ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia) [ ] flowers or other plants [ ] being touched (Just don't like it in general at all.) [ ]fire [ ] water [ ] the ocean [ ] pools [x] failure [x] success [ ] germs [ ]thunder/lightning [ ] frogs/toads [ ] mice/rats [x] jumping from high places [ ] snow [ ] rain [ ] wind [ ] cemeteries [ ] clowns [ ] large crowds [ ] demons or evil [ ] crossing bridges [x] death [ ] Hell [ ] Heaven [ ] being robbed [x] being sexually assaulted [ ] men [ ] women [ ] having great responsibility [ ]Dentists doctors, including dentists [ ]tornadoes [ ]hurricanes [ ] being punished [ ] diseases, including cancer and STD's [ ] snakes [ ]sharks [ ] dinosaurs [ ]Friday the 13th [ ] poverty [ ] ghosts [ ] Halloween [ ] school [ ] trains or railroads [ ] fear [In general, like locked in a building alone.] being alone [ ] losing my friends [ ] being blind [ ] being deaf [ ] growing up [ ] being murdered in my sleep ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ So, you've been seeing alot of surveys lately. Most of my thoughts have been magiclly concealed by the privacy option, or not let out at all. I've got a habit of collecting humourous pens. I need to keep my hands and my head busy now so I've also decided to overwhelm myself with extracurricular activities, I felt it unhealthy to rot in my room and get unsightly bedsores. Would you like a title? Art Club President, Japanese Exchange club vice president, Member of Still Life, Member of philosophy club, working toward an art scholarship maybe, no lunches, no breaks, no breathing between the hours of 7am and 10pm. When I go to school I work solidly through the entire day in my classes, I stay afterschool to do nothing where I keep my hands busy with clubs and if I don't I just sit and wait, I go home and get online to wait for something to happen and check my myspace and my email and PETA because I decided I'm a good person, I spend a good time moping on my bedtrass and do all of my homework and stare at the ceiling until I fall asleep. If I don't let thoughts get worse then thoughts won't get worse, if I'm moving things don't settle enough to make me restless. My avid readers must be so disinterested. Avid reader, Why are you so apathetic? I wish you would call me so we could talk about me or maybe nothing for a couple hours because no one will do me the favor of listening to me rant. Avid reader, Do you prefer reading? Do you prefer what I write on the virtual excuse for white paper? Avid reader, do you think its bad that I don't like to write on paper? Am I less of a writer or a person? What when all of my work is lost? although if I keep it, no one will remember it anyway if it lasts long enough without me spilling things on it or throwing it away will anyone ever care to remember me as a human being? Will you remember me when I've gone past the dead end of married with children, and considered these shuffled confusing years a passing phase whose entire life is dedicated to her cats or children or her extolling and exhausting relationship to her average husband and she becomes nothing more than a lumpy woman in pastels and browns and turtlenecks with similar bluish eyes? Why can't I look in the mirror without seeing how I'm going to be in 10 years, and how I'm going to grow up and be clean and soft and have to use stain remover on my v-neck sweater because I'll have to worry about being pretty. Pretty comes with a contract. You could be a little more, you are another pretty girl but a passing fancy to one with extremist ambitions, and lusting to mate with more than one pretty girl and being a pretty girl is never good enough. I am never good enough. My room is dirty, and my matress is on my floor, postulating that if it can stab me so many times in one place that I must have a fatal injury by now. I want a fatal injury, pussy and gangrene. Oh, all the people in the hospital would talk about the girl who was murdered by her own bed. They would be overwhelmed with confusion, they would be plagued with grotesque facination. I would be remembered then as the girl who was eaten by her matress. (God is still speaking,) T$

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Subject: Here's one for John. Time: 6:06 pm. Mood: amused. Music: I hate you, Panic! at the disco..

This is a survey to see how much of a blonde you truly are. When done, count up all of the things you marked... After you count them up, repost this saying " I am ___% blonde "....The percentage is how many things you marked. Each question is worth 5 %. 1[x *natural] Do you have blonde hair or have you had blonde hair/nautrul highlights 2[ ] Do you like Jessica Simpson? 3[x] Have you ever walked into walls or doors? 4[on purpose, in like the 6th grade] Have you failed at least 2 tests? 5[It fucking hurts okay?] Have you ever cried after breaking a nail? 6[x] Do people laugh at you for stupid things? 7[ ] Do you love to shop? 8[ ] You DONT know what enthusiastic or intellectual mean? 9[ ] Do you wear pink at least once a week? 10[x hahahahahahhaa.] Do you own mini skirts and high heels? 11[see "have you failed a test?"] Have you ever gotton a 65 or lower on a test? 12[*dye x] Did you accidently die/highlighted your hair the wrong color? 13[ ] Do you own a collection of nail polishes? 14[x] Do you trip over your own feet? 15[x] Did you ever look at your reflection and think it was another person? 16[ ] Do you spend lots of money on perfume and make up? 17[ ] Is your room pink? 18[x] have you ever wished to fly? 19[x] Have you ever tried to eat playfood and thought it was real? 20. [ ] Do you own every single Legally Blonde Movie I am 65 percent blonde, and you can check my math on that, although that isn't acurate because this person was obviously a raving moron.

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Subject: I am a social liberal. Time: 8:25 pm. Mood: accomplished.

You are a Social Liberal (85% permissive) and an... Economic Liberal (11% permissive) You are best described as a: Socialist Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

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Subject: The Nature of Social Dependency. Time: 6:33 pm. Mood: drained. Music: Sia-- Breathe Me.

I believe my writers block has gotten ahold of me again. If you haven't noticed. Myspace is a pastime of mine now, since I have nothing to write. And to be quintessentially out of any energy to seek change in my life, I'm now addicted to nothing and the passing of it as I used to be on cartoons. And though I seek with a passion to be a better person I find the residual effect of my nihilsm still seeping into my nirvana-washed everyday thoughts. My spelling has gotten worse. I find it a desperate and sad conseqence of my involvement with people. I am at war with myself. I just want to get things done, and not bother people. I don't like that I am now hooked into this teen drama frenzy, and I like complaining about it although all I have to do is walk away and the problem is solved. I actually don't like talking about it. I don't even like thinking about it, it disturbs my peace of mind. I spend so much time trying to find my peace of mind and it gets so confounded by this astounding stupidity that it vanishes like my personality in room of my peers. I am afraid I'm going to get frown lines on my eyebrows sometimes. I tend to have them pulled down alot, which makes me look like a mammoth. I am vain for thinking so. I am completely washed out. This doesn't concern me, but other people. They think I'm a bundle of screaming personality and hyperactivity, and lack the ability to calm down. Well, I would guess since none of you ever stop screaming that you don't notice me when I'm not. So you only noticing me screaming makes you think that is how I am, a hyperactive moronic teenager, instead of a not as hyperactive person having a nervous breakdown because she can't hear herself think. So please, shut the fuck up. Sometimes I am afraid that I am an angry person. I read what I say to myself and it sounds very angry, but I'm not really that angry. Just at the core. I hit my head against a box yesterday. The people involved should know why. It didn't give me that bad of a headache, suprisingly. But knowing me I'm just going to subject myself to the same psychological tortures tommorrow, and wonder why I'm still alive. I'm not kidding, I should be dead. From the array of genetic diseases I have probably inherited from my mysterious, sickly family, I should have Capgras' syndrome and maybe cancer. Maybe I do have Capgras' syndrome. You do look different lately. (I'm watching you, imposter.) T$

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Subject: Oh wow. Time: 6:54 pm. Mood: angry. Music: Rammstien -- Du hast.

1) Fifth grade teacher's name: Mr. Williams. His wife was my therapist. 2) Last words you said: Leave me alone 3) Last song you sang: Lilium 4) Last person you hugged: Serena 5) Last person you looked at: Mother 6) Last time you said I don't remember: A while ago, I have a fairly good memory. 9) What color socks are you wearing: I'm barefoot. 10) What's under your bed right now? Carpet fibers, microorganisms. 11) What time did you wake up today? 6:20 12) Current taste: The roof of my mouth. 13) Current hair color: Black. 15) Current annoyance: Nothing really. 16) Current longing to see: Blood on the walls. 17) Current desktop background: Nebula. 18) Current worry: Nothing that concerns you. 19) Current hate: Everyone. 20) Current favorite article of clothing? My bra. 21) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: I don't care. 22) Last CD that you listened to: The Killers. 23) Favorite place to be: You wouldn't know it. 24) Least favorite place: Here. 25) Time you wake up in the morning?: 9 am when I get the correct amount of sleep. 27) Favorite color(s): Blue, Black, Gray. 28) Do you believe in an afterlife: Complicated question. 30) Current favorite word/saying: N/A 31) Favorite book: Liralel 32) Favorite season: Autumn 33) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Alex... 36) What is your career going to be: Surgeon or Artist 37) How many kids do you want: One or two. HAVE YOU EVER.. 39) Said "I love you" and meant it: Yes. 40) Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird.etc? No. 41) Been to New York: Yes. 42) Been to Florida: Yes. 43) Been to California: Yes. 44) Been to Hawaii: No. 45) Been to Mexico: No. 46) Been to China: No. 48) Dreamed something really crazy then it happend the next day?: No. 52) Do you have a crush on someone: No. 54) Worst feeling in the world: Being lost. 55) What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: Nothing. 56) How many rings before you answer: One. 59) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: No. 60) What's your middle name?: Michelle. 61) When do you fall asleep?: When I fall asleep. 62) Do you have a brother/sister? Yes. 63) What's their name?: Danielle, and half sister Bridgette. 64) Do you do drugs? No. 68) What are you most scared of: ... 69) What clothes do you sleep in?: Shirt and shorts. 70) Who is the last person that called you: A Telemarketer. 71) Where do you want to get married: Who said I wanted to get married? 72) Do you like yourself: No. 73) Who do you hate: No comment. 74) Been In Love: Yes. 75) Are you timely or always late: Sometimes late, but always there. 76) Do you have a job: No. 77) Do you like being around people?: Not usually. 78) Best feeling in the world?: He knows the answer to that. 79) Are you for world peace: Yes. 80) Are you a health freak: Usually. 81) Do you have a "Type" of person you always go for?: No. 84) Ever afraid you'll never get married: No. 85) Do you want to get married: Its not a question of wanting to. 86) Do you want kids?: A daughter. IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU.. 87) cried: Six times. 88) Bought Something: Yes. 89) Gotten Sick: Yes. 90) Sang: Hummed. 91) Said I Love You: No. 92) Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: No. 93) Met Someone: No. 95) Talked To Someone: Yes. 96) Had A Serious Talk: No. 97) Missed Someone: ... 98) Hugged Someone: Yes. 99) Yelled at Someone: Yes. 100) Dreamed About Someone You Can't be with: No.

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Subject: Tofurkey. Time: 12:36 pm. Mood: sick. Music: Bat Country- Avenged Sevenfold.

I am so sick right now. I had a fever of 102.5 last night. It was not pleasant. But I had to do dishes and clean everything anyway. Because my mother and my sister can't be bothered with such things as empathy. It might be strep or something because my tonsils are all bloody and stuff. Yeah, so father-figure decided to skip town for a couple weeks to go into the country with his whore and company. So that's why we're not having a big thanksgiving. I'm looking foreward to some soft warm foods though because my trachea is pretty much out to get me. Kill me. Kill me dead. Trachea=Evil Zombie Ingester of Republican Pancreas. Goddamn republicans. It's their fault I'm sick and delerious. Seriously. Yeah, pretttty muchhh. John is supposed to come over tommorrow but this sickness looks like its not going to give in anytime within the realm of the next 24 hours, so even if he did come over, I'd pretty much just pass out on him. Not that I don't want him to, there are things not involving mouths that we can do, like watching movies, or falling asleep on one another. Stuff like that you know. But right now I gotta clean so bye-bye dedicated readers. Heck yes. (We are the knights who say NEE) T$

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Subject: Quiz time. Time: 12:20 pm. Mood: poop. Music: Panic Prone--Chevelle.

Take the quiz: "What thug drink are you?" Grape Juice You are your own very special thug. You dont like to drink alcohol but thats ok... i guess. Take the quiz: "WHAT DO YOU REALLY LOOK LIKE? pics" Ugly Maybe you should read fashion magazines to improve your look.Sorry:( Take the quiz: "What size boobs are you? (PICS)" You are an A cup! You are the smallest on the scale! You're not that outgoing and might need to work on your communication and relationships. When a problem arises, you're probably not the one sticking your head in... (Funny because I'm almost a D cup. And that girl in that picture is way too thin.) Take the quiz: "Who the heck are you?" Mahatma Mohandas Gandhi Youre peaceful, yet assertive, but maybe you try too hard. Take the quiz: "Which Political Assassin are you?" Gavrilo Princip You are Gavrilo Princip (pronounced PREENT-seep), the young man who shot Archduke Franz Ferdinand, the heir to the Austo-Hungarian throne, which triggered World War One! You were part of a Serbian nationalist group called the Black Hand that wanted to free Bosnia from the monarchy. You were eventually caught and sent to prison, where you died of Tuberculosis, but you hold the title of starting one of the worst wars in European history with two shots of a gun. What an achievement! Take the quiz: "r u a bitch" ur ko0l as hell!! r0ck 0n!! Yuor ko0l!! thats all i got 2 say. Take the quiz: "Are You High Right Now?" You're not High Thank god you're not a pot head. ---- Yeah. Well at least I didn't die from the plauge this time.

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Subject: Hahaha. Laugh forever. Time: 5:23 pm. Mood: bouncy. Music: Techno song that is getting me tweaked..

Sugah! Awww hunny hunny! (Sorry.) (Tessa had some rancid candy.) (She ate a razorblade on accident she thinks.) (Or some drugs.) (Love them drugs.) What is a sidenote to a sidenote? Answer: [brackets]. Yeah, halloween. There was free candy. It. Was. So. Beautiful. I feel like a twitch or a spaz, not like one but I am one but not as the person would be as much as the spasm would be itself. I am chewing double bubble and its losing its flavor. Double bubble makes the best bubbles. I am in the mood for soft rock and roast beef sandwiches. I've stopped being sick but I feel it creeping up again. I suppose its because I'm too close to God. Oh well. (The.Kingdom.Of.The.Lord.Is.Within.You.) T$

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Subject: Survey. Time: 9:33 pm. Mood: crushed. Music: Sarah McLaughlin-- Black and White.

Rate each of these things on a scale of 1(worst) to 10(best). Food- 6 Love- 9.9 Flowers- 8 School- 7 Music- 9 Parents- 4 Rock- 8.9 Rap- 1 Ham- 2 Flip flops- 7.5 Lacrosse- 0 Running- 0 Make up- 5 Boys- 8.5 Girls- 8 Internet- 7 AIM- 8 Xanga- 7 MySpace-7 People- 1 Friends- 10 God- 1 Chocolate- 5 Airplanes- 9 Space- 10..thousand! Kids- 9 Bubbles- 8 Radio- 2 Movies- 7.8 VHS- 6 DVD- 8 Cell phones-9 Mall- 8 Giraffes-9 TV- 8 Reading- 10 Glasses- 8 Sex- 9 Dating- 5 ABC- 3 News- 7 Thunderstorms-10 (love them) Rain- 10 Moving- 0 Vacations- 2 Summer-9 Spring- 10 Fall- 9 Winter- 7 Christmas- 7.5 Surveys- 3 Working out- 1 Long hair- 7 Pink- 5 Black- 9 Blue- 10 White- 10 Stars- 10 Magazines- 8 Shopping- 6 ... Today :: survey & What's the weather like? Overcast, and chilly. & What did you do? Cried, went to Erics, ate. & Have you eaten breakfast yet? Yes. & What did you eat? Salad. & What do you see when you look out the window or door or peephole? Lamp post, empty street, cold air. & Have you exercised? Not really. & What do you plan to do for the rest of the day or tomorrow? School. & When did you wake up? Noon. & Have you eaten lunch yet? Yes. & What did you eat? Food. & Have you gone out to eat and where? No. & Did you buy anything? No. & Has something changed drastically today? Maybe. & Are you happy? No. & Did you sing aloud today? Little bit, when I was in a good mood. & Did you talk to a friend on the phone? Yes. & On AIM? Yes. & In person? Yes. & Did you get mail? Nope. & What was it (junk, bills, personal letters)? N/A & How many times have you gone to the bathroom so far? 4 & Have you taken a nap? No. & How long have you been on the computer? 10 minutes. & What are you listening to at the moment? Desparate Housewives. & What is one thing that happened today that you will never forget? ... & Is anyone in the room with you? No. & How many people are on your buddy list? 90 & Are you feeling lazy? No. & Are you feeling bored? No. & What have you accomplished today? Nothing. & Was there any questions that were repeated? No. .... Music Survey:: What Genre(s) of music do you listen to? Rock, Jazz, Trip-hop, Alternative, Metal, and Blues. What is the most awesome band name you?ve ever heard? Fear before the March of Flames. If you started a band, what would you call it? Idk. What would you call your first CD? Idk Can you play any instruments? If so which one(s)? No. Do you listen to any forgein music? Yes. If you could learn to be the best singer ever, or master one instrument, what would you choose? The sitar. How many CD?s does your CD case hold? Don't own one. If you could have any CD at the moment, what would you pick? A Perfect Circle -- Mer De Noms (BURN IT OR BE DAMNED SERENA!) What color is your CD case? N/A Do you have a stero system set up in your car? N/A Have you ever played your music so loud it could be heard outside? Yes. If so, do you do it constantly? No. Have you ever been in a Mosh pit? Kind of. Name one band that you love with only one CD out? N/A Favorite singer in a band? I had this massive crush on Brandon Boyd (Incubus) up to age Thirteen but not currently. Is rap crap without the C? Yep. What five bands would be in your dream concert? A Perfect Circle, Portishead, Nine Inch Nails, Slipknot (because they put on amazing shows), and The Deftones. Old rock or modern rock? Both. Where do you buy most of your CD's from? I get them burned. What do you do with your empty CD cases? Keep them. Do you have any mixed CD's? Many. How loud do you play your music? Fairly loud. Do you like Jazz? Yes. Do you like Techno? Why not. Country music, yah or nah?: No. Nooooo. Strangest band name you've ever heard? The Flaming Lips. What song is your ringtone? N/A Do you listen to Video Game music?: When I am playing video games. Do you watch music videos on MTV or VH1? No. Have you ever watched an AMV or VGMV? A what? Ipod or CD player?: Ipod. Do you listen to the radio or CD player while in the car? Radio, or CD player. Have you ever poped in a CD just to listen to the guitar or drums & not the words or anything else? Yes. Are you musucally talented? No. Have you ever performed musically in front of a crowd? No. Do you sing in the car?: Sometimes. How about the shower?: Sometimes. Most embarassing CD you own?: Not really, I'm not as fucking rich as everyone else and I don't spend every penny I suck out of life on CD's okay? Is there a song that makes you fall asleep just listening to it? Only You -- Portishead Do you rememeber what you listened to as a child? Whatever was on. Is there a band you hate with a passion? Stupid pointless metal bands like Cradle of Filth. Do you own any band gear (i.e. shirts, bags etc.)?: Yes. Do you own a guitar, piano or drum set?: Keyboard. Have you ever written a song?: Yes. Have you ever wanted to be a rock star?: No. Have you ever been to an opera?: No. If you could overnight learn to master an instrument, which would you want to master?: You allready asked that. Do you have a bad habit of destroying CD cases?:: Kind of, but its an accident and if there is one more question about CD's I'm going to snap. What is your favorite TV show theme song?: Grey's Anatomy currently. Is there any song you hate so much you run from the sound of it?: Nickelback, any song... Does music affect your mood?: It can. How clean is the music you listen to? Not very. Happy music or depressing music?: Both. ..... This or That survey!! cat/dog: Both. inside/outside: Depends. chocolate/vanilla: Swirl. alone/in a crowd: Alone in a crowd. best friend/many aquaintances: Best friend. computer/TV: Depends. country/city: City. pink/blue: Blue. strawberries/cherries: Strawberries. summer/winter: Both. clothes/shoes: Clothes. rock/rap: Rock. McDonald's/Wendy's: Mc'Ds, they have flurries. Birthday/Christmas: Christmas. baseball/soccer: Neither. blonde/brunette: Depends. tall/short: Depends. wet/dry: Depends. swimming/skiing: Swimming. ..... WHAT Y0U WEAR 1. Do you wear spike bracelets? Sometimes. 2. Do you wear jelly bracelets? Yes. 3. Do you wear converse? Yes. 4. Do you wear black nailpolish? Yes. 5. Do you wear band t-shirts? Yes. 6. Do you wear skateboard companies? No. 7. Do you wear surfing companies? I live in New York... 8. Do you wear dirtbike companies? No. 9. Do you wear striped shirts? Not really. 11. Do you wear chokers? Sometimes. 12. Do you wear lock necklaces? No. 13. Does it take you five minutes or less to do your hair? Yes. 14. Do you wear lots of eyeliner? Yes. 15. Do you use a backpack or messenger bag? Messenger bag. 16. Do you wear darker colors? Yes. 17. Do you wear neon colors? No. 18. wear 'whats in' or stick with your old jeans? Whatever I please. 19. Do you wear sweatshirts and jeans? Yes. 20. Do you wear knee socks? Yes. WHAT YOU HAVE 21. Do you have character shoe laces? No 22. Do you have drumstixx but dont play? No 23. Do you have guitar pics but dont play? Yes. 24. Do you have the Nightmare Before Christmas on tape or DVD? Yes. 25. Do you have the Breakfast Club on tape or DVD? No. 26. Do you have 16 Candles or Pretty in Pink on tape or DVD? No. 27. How many CD's do you own? About 10 maybe. Or less. STFU ABOUT THE CDS. 28. How many DVD's do you own? Personally? None. 29. How many tapes do you own? None. 30. How many piercings do you have? 4 31. How many tattoos do you have? None yet.

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Subject: Ugh. Time: 12:06 pm. Mood: depressed. Music: Numa Numa?.

Homecomming Survey; its short but then again, who likes a long survey??? Did You Want To Go To Homecomming? No. If Not, Why Not and Who Made You Go? Because its stupid, I made myself go out of curiousity. Who R U Going With? Friends. If No One, How Many people Did You Ask? N/A How Are You Getting There? In a car. Did You Endlessly Count Down The Days? No. Do You Already Have Your Clothes Picked Out? You sort of have to, I don't own any formalwear. Was This Survey Too Short? Kind of. ---------------------- Homecoming is today. I really want to sleep. Or disappear. Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.

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Subject: Survey. squared. Time: 11:44 am. Mood: blah. Music: Mer de Noms.

Seven things in your room: 1.) Matress 2.) Easel 3.) Stereo 4.) Electic Piano 5.) Dresser 6.) Phone 7.) Books, many books. Top seven things you say most: 1.) Okay. 2.) Neat. 3.) Goddamn. 4.) I don't know 5.) That sucks. 6.) I hate my life. 7.) Danielle, get off the phone. Seven Things You Can't Live Without: 1.) Love 2.) Friends 3.) Music 4.) Art 5.) Peace 6.) Philosophy 7.) John SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1.) Be happy. 2.) Have a daughter. 3.) Start a cult. 4.) Go into a mosh pit...and live. 5.) Have a permanent significant other. (I.e. Married, etc) 6.) Discover something about the universe. 7.) Ride an elephant. SEVEN OTHER THINGS: Do You: Smoke? No do drugs? No Read the newspaper? When I can get a hold of one. Pray? Depends on who I'm praying to. Have a Job? Not yet. Attend Church? No. Wish on stars? Yes. Have you ever: Gone skinny dipping? Yes. had surgery? Yes. swam in the dark? Yes. I most definitely recommend it. Been to a Bonfire? One or two. Ran away from home? Yes. Played strip poker? Yes. pulled an all nighter? Yes. SEVEN THINGS IN LAST 24 HOURS: have you... Cried? Yes. Sang? Yes. Been kissed? No. Felt stupid? Yes. Talked to an ex? Kind of. Missed someone? Every waking moment... Hugged someone? No. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Okay yes, I know. I want to ride an elephant, so what? They're amazing creatures. Shutup! It's not weird! (You and your "horses" and "cars"..freaks.) T$

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