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Saturday, May 8th, 2004

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Posted by:drugsmakemecool.
Time:10:35 pm.
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Tuesday, May 6th, 2003

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Posted by:bishiounen_omi.
Time:4:53 pm.
Mood:lonely.
Hewwo? Di d everyone die? *looks around all SD and with big lonely eyes* Hewwo? anyone?

Friday, April 25th, 2003

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Posted by:bishiounen_omi.
Time:3:43 pm.
Mood:sympathetic.
Hey guys. I was so bored today..but it was a nice day. I almost fell asleep in class today since I had nothing to do. But my friend wouldn't let me sleep Don't have have such good friends. Anywho I don't really go nothing to say since it was sooo boring.. So yah..

~Bombay~

Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003

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Posted by:todo.
Time:9:01 am.
Mood:tired.
Music:Worlds Apart - Journey.
I am really lost in what to say. Hmm.. So..Oi geez I'm a blank mind this morning..it's too early..I'll post something more interesting later on..I'm too tired to think. -.-;;

Sunday, April 20th, 2003

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Posted by:bishiounen_omi.
Time:5:00 pm.
Mood:cheerful.
umm..guy's do any of you have Aol messager ? I would love to add you if you do mine is BishiounenOmi *nodnod*

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Subject:^_^
Posted by:bishiounen_omi.
Time:4:53 pm.
Mood:hopeful.
Hi. So what are we talking about is it just about our days or something else? I'm kinda lost since I haven't updated my blurty for awhile so it would be nice to know what were going on about.. ^_^; and Hello Nagi , How are you?

Friday, April 18th, 2003

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Subject:I'm in hell...
Posted by:faded_lily.
Time:9:17 pm.
Mood:distressed.
Mou. Don't tell me there are two Nagi's in here...Crawford, why would you inform me so wrongly? -teary eyes-I don't want to have to find another character.

-Nagi no Anrui-

Thursday, April 17th, 2003

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Subject:Yay..I feel something...too bad it's pain..
Posted by:farfarello_jei.
Time:9:05 pm.
Mood:stressed.
Music:Prayer - Serial Experiments Lain (yeh, I downloaded it Meg).
Well I think I just pissed off my only reason to get online. I'm sorry Meg, I really am.. I'm just going through a very irritable part of my life and I go off easily at my frieds. Most my IRL good friends are either dead or in a hospital right now, only ones left are those that I can just barely stand to be around. If Renee, the one in the hosptial, doesn't make it through her surgery I will have nothing left. That's how I feel now. Screw eveyone online, including you T. I'm sorry but I rarley give a rats ass about any of my online friends, Meg being one of the exceptions, and now I pissed her off. I'm sorry again, Meg. Please forgive me.

Wednesday, April 16th, 2003

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Posted by:faded_lily.
Time:6:31 pm.
Mood:apathetic.
Music:Moi dix Mois- "Forbidden".
Hello, everyone.

I'm Naoe Nagi. I assume you already know who I am as this is a Schwarz rp. Anyway, hi. I'm here and ready to make the world feel my pain. Ne, Crawford? On a lighter note, I discovered the amusement of flinging random objects at passerbys with my telekinesis. *evil smirk*

--Nagi no Anrui--

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Subject:"Aww.. you look dead."
Posted by:farfarello_jei.
Time:3:42 pm.
Mood:aggravated.
Music:Seether - Fine Again.
Today on the way home this girl infront of me turned around "Heheh.. I'm hyper.. Whoaa.. Aww.. you look dead!" I just stared blankly, like usual, and smirked lightly. It was amusing, how I could show my emotions so well that someone I hardly know knew that I was "Dead". I've been dead for a long time, but now I guess it shows, perhaps I really should become what my heart says I am. Only time can tell...

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Posted by:bishiounen_omi.
Time:8:49 am.
Hewwo.Schwarz *clings to Toudou* Me here to and what he said *points at Toudou* hope you don't mind

Tuesday, April 15th, 2003

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Subject:Since we're all having bad days, I'd like to share mine.
Posted by:schuldrich.
Time:7:00 pm.
Mood:depressed.
There is a reason why I'm lacking in posting entries in the journal. I had an awful day, so I'm going to relax for awhile. Just for today, okay? Nobody get angry at me. Anyway, this is what happened today. It was an awful experience. Blah. I'm sorry all.

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Subject:I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real..
Posted by:farfarello_jei.
Time:3:51 pm.
Mood:depressed.
Music:NIN - Hurt.
*sigh..* More bad news to my already fucked up life. Friend went to the hospital today, passed out during second hour. He was just reported or whatever as dead. Overdose of drugs. Sometimes I wish I was these friends of mine, dying so soon in their lives, not having to live the rest of it to its painful fullest. Things would be so much simpler.. *sigh..* It's going to take longer for me to return then I originally thought.. If I'm not back by the time the port spaces on Furc are turned on, figure I committed myself to release. Better place on the other side, I hear.. guess I just want to find out. Sorry to type this all up for you guys, I mean no harm, just feels a bit better to get these thoughts off my chest. Like I said, I will get on from time to time to check these to see how you guys are doing and Meg, you can call me anytime, T has my number. *sigh..* See ya around.


I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

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Posted by:todo.
Time:8:56 am.
Hi. I'm new here. I hope you don't mind me joining. My name is Toudou and it's really nice to meet all of you.

Monday, April 14th, 2003

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Subject:Going out, not coming back.. for now.
Posted by:farfarello_jei.
Time:8:58 pm.
I need a break from things. I'll be on my blocked s/n.. and on alts that no one knows. Who knows when I'll be back.. maybe never.. have fun.. and this isn't because of any of you..

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Posted by:todo.
Time:9:46 am.
Schu are you schuldig_als_sunde on Yahoo too? If so then I know you.

Sunday, April 13th, 2003

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Subject:Since we all seem to be posting lyrics..
Posted by:clairvoyant.
Time:9:51 pm.
Mood:fresh.
Music:Guess.
This, my friends.. is the ultimate Schwarz yaoi song. I like to picture Brad x Schu, but whatever floats your boat.

Nine Inch Nails - Closer
You let me violate you,
you let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you,
you let me complicate you.

Help me,
I've broke apart my insides.
Help me,
I've got no soul to sell.
Help me,
the only thing that works for me..
Help me get away from myself.

I wanna fuck you like an animal,
I wanna feel you from the inside.
I wanna fuck you like an animal,
my whole exsistance is flawed.
You get me closer to god.

You can have my isolation,
you can have the hate that it brings.
You can have my absence of faith,
you can have my everything.

Help me
to tear down my reason.
Help me,
it's your sex I can smell.
Help me,
you make me perfect.
Help me think I'm somebody else.

I wanna fuck you like an animal,
I wanna feel you from the inside.
I wanna fuck you like an animal,
my whole exsistance is flawed.
You get me closer to god.

Through every forest,
above the trees,
within my stomach,
scraped off my knees,
I drink the honey
inside your hive.
You are the reason I stay alive.

You get me closer to god.
Animal, animal, animal.
Animal, animal, animal.
Animal, animal, animal.
You get my closer to god.

Help me,
I wanna fuck you like an animal.
Help me.

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Subject:I don't know why, but why does this remind me of Schu? o_o
Posted by:schuldrich.
Time:7:45 pm.
Mood:depressed.
Music:Garbage - Cup of Coffee.
Cup of Coffee

You tell me you don't love me
Over a cup of coffee
And I just have to look away
A million miles between us
Planets crashing to dust
I just let it fade away

I'm walking empty streets
Hoping we might meet
I see your car parked on the road
The light on at your window
I know for sure that you're home
But I just have to pass on by

So no, of course, we can't be friends
Not while I'm still this obsessed
I guess I always knew the score
This is how our story ends

I smoke your brand of cigarettes
And pray that you might give me a call
I lie around in bed all day just staring at the walls
Hanging round bars at night wishing I had never been born
And give myself to anyone who wants to take me home

So no, of course, we can't be friends
Not while I still feel like this
I guess I always knew the score
This is where our story ends

You left behind some clothes
My belly summersaults
When I pick them off the floor
My friends all say they're worried
I'm looking far too skinny
I've stopped returning all their calls

And no, of course, we can't be friends
Not while I'm still so obsessed
I want to ask where I went wrong
But don't say anything at all

It took a cup of coffee
To prove that you don't love me


*hums.* It's by Garbage, too. Gasp! What a surprise there, nein?

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Subject:Oingo Boingo. Mwahah. HOTTER THEN YO MOMMA.
Posted by:farfarello_jei.
Time:4:42 pm.
Mood:high.
Insanity
by Oingo Boingo

I'm so sorry
Please forgive me
Who do I pray to
To straighten out this problem?
To straighten out this problem
Straighten out my mind,
Straighten out this crooked tongue

My mind has wandered from the straight and narrow
My mind has wandered from the flock, you see
My mind has wandered, the man just said so
My mind has wandered, I heard it on TV

Now the flock has wandered away from me now

All around the world now
Like a big bright cherry cloud
Travelling from home to home
TV sets and telephones
Here it comes just like a storm
Bathe in it and be reborn
Time to let the world know
Welcome madness, say hello,
say hello, say hello

Like a wave we cannot see
Washing over you and me
Hiding here and hiding there
Madness hiding everywhere
Such a curiosity
Here it comes to set us free
Plenty left for you and me
Say hello insanity

I am a virus
Are you the cure?
I am morally
I'm morally impure
I am a disease and I am unclean
I'm not part of God's well oiled machine
Christian nations
Assimilate me
Take me in your arms
And set me free
I am part of a degenerate elite
Dragging our society into the street, yeah
Into the abyss, into the sewer, don't you see
The man just told me, he told me on TV, yeah

Do you think you're better than me?
Do you want to cure me, or be friendly?

The alchaholic bastard waved his finger at me
And his voice was filled with evangelical glee, now
Sipping down his gin and tonics
While preaching about the evils of narcotics
And the evils of sex
And the wages of sin
While he mentally fondles his next of kin
Cause my mind has wandered from the flock you see
And the flock has wandered away from me
And he waved his hypnotizing finger at me yeah

Let's imitate reality (insanity)
Let's strive for mediocrity (insanity)
Let's make believe we're all the same (now that's for me)
Let's sanitize our little brains (insanity)

I'd love to take you home with me
and tuck you into bed
I'd love to see what makes you tick
inside your pretty head
I'd love to hear you laugh tonight
I'd love to hear you weep
I'd love to listen to you while you're screaming in your sleep

Christian sons, Christian daughters
Lead me along like
Lamb to the slaughter
Purify my brain, hose down my soul
White perfection, perfection is my goal

Do you think you're better than me?
Do you want to cure me, or be friendly?

Christian nations, make us all right,
Put us through the filter, and make us pure and white
Cause my mind has wandered from the flock you see
And the flock has wandered away from me and

Let's talk of family values
While we sit and watch the slaughter
Hypothetical abortions
And imaginary daughters
The white folks think they're at the top
Ask any proud, white male
A million years of evolution,
We get Danny Quayle

All around the world now
Like a big bright cherry cloud
Travelling from home to home
TV sets and telephones
Here it comes just like a storm
Bathe in it and be reborn
Time to let the world know
Welcome madness, say hello

Let's imitate reality (insanity)
Let's strive for mediocrity (insanity)
Let's make believe we're all the same (now that's for me)
Let's sanitize our little brains (insanity)

I'd love to take you home with me,
I'd love to tuck you in,
I wish I could protect you
From the wages of our sin
I'd love to hear you scream tonight
I'd love to hear you cry
Protect you from the madness that is raining from the sky

Let's imitate reality (insanity)
Let's strive for mediocrity (insanity)
Let's make believe we're all the same (now that's for me)
Let's sanitize our little brains (insanity)

I'd love to take you home with me
I'd tuck you into bed
I'd love to see what makes you tick
Inside your pretty head
I wish that I could keep you
In a precious chinese box
On Sundays I would pray for you
So it would never stop
I'd love to hear you laugh tonight
I'd love to hear you weep
I'd love to listen to you
While you're screaming in your sleep
I'd love to soothe you with my voice
And take your hand in mine
I'd love to take you past the stars
And out of reach of time
I'd love to see inside your mind
And tear it all apart
To cut you open with a knife
And find your sacred heart
I'd love to take your satin dolls
And tear them all to shreds
I'd love to mess your pretty hair
I'd love to see you dead

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Posted by:clairvoyant.
Time:1:27 pm.
Mood:sore.
Music:hide - Forever Love.

..o_O Your Braddy-dearest is here. Hello everyone (all two of you, heh). ^_^; My name is Ro.. and.. yeah. I'm going to be playing Crawford. Setting up his journal now. That's about all I can say.. lol. I promise, I'm decent!


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