Below are the 5 most recent journal entries.

	2003.12.10  16.38 allure. today was ok. normal day in school. spanish sucks, i have a feeling i failed that test, ha... ok... so...when DONT i fail a test or quiz in spanish. i can barely say "can i go to the bathroom" and we learn that on day one in like..spanish 1. geez. art...was... art. worked on my painting. its coming out pretty awesome, im happy about it. got my psats scores. oh boy! andddd afterrrr school.... i had to stay after for a million things!! tutoring,mock trial, and class council. i chose class council with my one and only. :) SANTA BREAKFAST is coming up. im excited, lol. and you knowwww ill be there, taking pictures. ahahahahaha. yes!! yea, but tonite, i have to do that stupid bio cell thingy, and i dont even know what to do. i also have swim practice, and i alsoooo have to make all the posters for the santa breakfast, and maybe take a trip to job lot to see if they will donate paper goooooooods. hm. cant wait. enrique :D a^(no upsides...)no joshywoshy. ok. well im gonna go, start some of my homework or go for a run. or maybe just sleep. AND ALL YOU WANT FROM ME IS A B R O K E N HEART. < 3 Mood: recumbent Music: bright eyes

	2003.12.09  18.08 come on jerry, you know this isnt easy for me hm... so today was alrite. all my classes went well i guess. it was actually kind of eventful. weird. chris got off the LOSER CRUISER with me, we decided we wanted to go work out. we made pizza, and then went to the gym. and by the way, my pizza was MUCH better ...fucker. :) eh...yea, but anyways, saw derek there, and i talked to him for a bit. and you should see me. im jacked. sweetp3143: i like guys that are just like yo i like u lets do it sweetp3143: lol sweetp3143: maybe not the lets do it part but ya know what i mean lol ...yea...and im feeling quite jubi today.... hahahahaha. sicko. get better. hahaha.um yea, but today, i had that gay ass job thing in guidance.i got good jobs, none that you would like to hear about, none that i would wanna tell you about. none that meet the standards of me working at the foxy lady anytime soon. DA! well... so...maybe my day, wasnt THAT eventful. code red, camp jim, pig pieces,nathaniel,20 questions,some weird boy that was wearing the sweater that IIII tried on, and that IIII wanted to buy, and ryan manning. douche bag. oh yea, and me and stedo have 3rd p. eng. BEAT. Mood: jubilant Music: bnl- brian wilson

	2003.12.08  19.22 i cant live this way forever when i do it, it feels good. feels good like poetry. dont ask me to explain it. IM TOO SCARED OF COMING DOWN. IM TOO SCARED OF GOING UP. I SHOULD OF SPLIT MY SIDES, OR SPILLED MY GUTS OR HIT YOU...OR SOMETHING.... yea... i think im gonna attempt making dinner since my parents arent home. and colin...NO IM NOT GONNA BURN DOWN MY HOUSE. :) ha. Mood: worried Music: american nightmare

	2003.12.08  19.19 eat my heart out hm... i wish i could say exactly how things were going, but im not even sure. im actually not sure at all. Mood: confused Music: third eye blind- tattoo of the sun

	2003.12.08  17.54 first first entry. woo hoo. im wicked bored, and im waiting for da to come home from drivers ed, so i figured i would make another one, since my last one, didnt really work out well, and... i forgot my password numerous times. tuh. welll... i did nothing at all today after school, my parents went out as soon as i got home with friends,so no swim practice and i was gonna go work out, but i was too tired, so i just slept. today is boring. i cant even write anything...hm... Mood: tired Music: dmb- broken heart