Monique's Journal

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%

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Hey, the weather has gotten alot better. No more 30's! Thank god! Well, the school has been so humid! Its really kind of gross. But i find ways to cool down...the hallway is much cooler...i've been out there the past two days for math. Otep is going to be at ozzfest this year! I most likely won't be able to go, that sucks. I saw Jake on Wednesday! That made me happy. :) But I need to find plans for tonight. If i don't go to Outpost (an awesome organic food store) i'll probaly call Ryan see what he's up to.
Much Love,
Monique

I didn't know it was so hard to find stuff on the Muslim Trade in 622. God I hate this. ANyway... I'm still grounded that sucks

Yay... i'm getting better at guitar.. i have to get braces soon.... well my expander... i';m getting contacts... wow...

hmmm... J

Hey, I decide to go back to the blurty... i was getting sick of TOD and live journal... But, it has been sad around here lately... My friend Lynz lost her cousin Jake Knapp RIP... my teacher lost her father and my other teachr's sister has 2 types of cancer and has 'till May to live...

I can't wait untill Spring weather! I know its spring now but it doesn't feel like it... Ahhh... well I hurt my knee it sucks My knee cap pops over to the side and i had to push it back i stretched some tendons and tore soft tissue... i was on crutches for 5 days :( oh well i'm getting better

I must get ready to see Spbob

I really dont liek snow.. its cold and its just bad... rain is differnt tho... b/c rain isn't slippery like snow...

I have to finish my Patterns Project. I dont want too but i have to. the i htink after that if i fell well i'll call linzi... but i forgot that i have to clean the bathroom..i'm feeling a bit lightheaded right now but its ok. i still feel just a little sick... but i can still call linzi right? well i guess i'm off to finish my stupid patterns project :(

Today is so boring... I hade this really random mental breakdown... I shut off all my lights in my room and sat right in the middle and just cried... It made it even more perfect b/c Marilyn Manson was playing... haha... but that was strange...

And is is a half house into the new year... I hope this ear will be better... hell yeah summerfest 2004... i'm gonna find me a guy to get me drunk ;) and then i can complete me goal!! haha helll yeah!

hello.. i just got back from chicago.. i bought 2 CDs.. the cures greatest hits and a chrstian death one.. i bought another kurt book to go with my collection... i was talking to the guy that was checking me out.... lol ni silly checking my items out! ... lol about rozz and christina death he told me that he hasn't listened to them for awhile.. but yeah i had fun my fet hurt.. i saw all these hot guys there... one gothic boy playing his gameboy... he was so cute... his hair covered his face .. . i could stil see him thou.. i passes this guy walking up the stairs he was hot.. i couldn't tell if he was looking at me or not b/c he had sun glasses on... i was pimpin it in my faux fur coat.. i love it .. tis nice

my update is over.. wel for teh most part

peace

yay! i got some cool stuf this morning like this nifty palm piolt.. thing... yeah.. lol i'm um.. i forgot... lol my dad got a guitar.. :'( not fair!

Today is CHristmas Eve! and i always find something to mess up either the gifts last year.. or my mmo cookie list this year! i always fin d a way to make a mistake! or break something! maybe 'm jsut bad luck... to everyone adn everything... :( my family is coming over tonight adn tomorrow i get to spend my christmas with my dad and that part of the family... i can't wait till its all over.. so i can do stuf with my freinds again like Sarah! right Sarah?!

I'm seriously debating if i should put my hair in dreads or not.... www.dreadheadhq.com i don't know.. hmm.. lets think.. loonnng and hard...

I freed myself of boredom yesterday by staying at hayleys house. We watched Mixed Nuts. Today we went to the mall today. We got dropped off by Sears i bought a button up shirt there for $5.23. i thought that was a steal. then we went into Old Navy adn i got to bags. I charged thous. Shhhh. One was $7.99 the other was $9.99. So, it was only like $20. Thats not bad. I found a belt that i love at Wet Seal. But, it didn't fit and was torn. I bought it for $5. >.0. I'm gonna make my own. It had a really prettty clip on it and i wanted the clip. My uncle can get me the other material i need. i got 2 key chains. Ones for a freind but hers is green mine is purple. I do believe that is it.

Peace \m/

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just incase you couldn't tell I'm bored...

I was on a table dancing to collective soul and this guy was walking around with a spray bottle and I was like are you having fun? He said yeah … your hot. I just smiled and giggled and said haha thanks hun. He was like you should be down here dancing with me I was like sry hun I’m only 15 years old. He said SO! I’m 20 and look at me! And then we got into a conversation about how I wanted to be in the music business he was like its really hard out there… you just can’t play the music you have to be the music… I told him that I take guitar lessons he was like I could teach you! And he said something and I was like ok and sprayed me on the side of my face with the spray bottle and smiled.. omg he had the world cutest smile! I like fell for the guy right there :)

Well kristin got grounded so i didn't go to the game. I called my freind Andy b/c tonya was with him and he invited me to go to the movie with him. it was nice i was his date for the ngiht. he paid for me ticket :) that was nice. that kid wants me i know that for a fact. linzi and tonya both told me. but i can't give what he seeks ( lol LOTH3) i want Seth Kyle and Peter.. Dan... lol and more...

i saw Lord of the rings 3.. it was awesome!!!

peace

Tonight Kristin is sleeping over! YAY! I love chillin' wiht my cudahy girls! This is going to be intresting, the game tonight is Cudahy vs Whitnall. haha. But, i'm there to watch Kristin perform. Today after 3rd hour Sarah gave me a gift! it was a pretty flower neckless its light pearl pink. Thank you Sarah. I'm sorry for not having somethign for you today. :( I was talking to Amanda in health class today and I was saying how Steve is acting weird around me, like in art class yesterday i was trying to talk to him all day but he just like ignoring me. That pissed me off, and then toward the end of class he came to my table and started looking at my painting and i was like are you gonna talk to me now or just fucking stand there? he said something but i forgot he looked at my painting and walked away. and today i saw him at his locker and he just looked at me like weird and then later when i was walking toward the breakfast table, he put his head down. whatever. i have nothing else to say.
ta ta

I'm hoping my life is coming back to normal. I know that my sudden depression moods are coming back... but... I want someone to kiss on new years but I know that wont happen... there is one person out there that I want to kiss... and its not Seth... its someone else but I’m not going to say... just letting you wonder with anticipation. I’m sorry I didn’t get any of my friend’s gifts, but I don’t have any money and thank you to those that did get me something. Today in art I went over to the table to talk to Steve but he didn’t like talk to me at all. I got the go away feeling. It sucks. But I know I’m loved by people. Well, that’s all for now. Goodnight. And get better to those sick people.

This weekend has been fun...

*Friday*. I got home and I was home alone till 5 I thought it would be later but I guess not... Amanda called me and was humiliating Steve. That was funny. But then I called Tonya and I chilled with her and Angela. We went to the mall I bought my whip! Ha Ha! Linzi picked us up. I saw this really hot guy there. Man was he fine!

**Saturday** I went to Amanda’s house to work on our health project. That was some funny shit. After my mom picked me up at 5 and I went over to Linzi’s. We chilled at Arby’s, Andy works there so we were visiting him. That was fun. We picked up Dan (Linzi’s boyfriend), then we went to see if Xavier was home. He wasn’t. I was sad. We went to see if Seth was home. He wasn’t I was more sad. So I just sat around watching The Rocky Horror Picture Show with Dan and Linzi telling them about every guy I think is hot. I want Dan to hook me up with this Jon guy that goes to Cudahy. He said that it wouldn’t be a god idea or something like that. I want to know why. I also what to meet my friend Charley’s stoner brother but he won’t let me.

Today I don’t think I’m doing anything special. I’m cleaning so after I’m done I’ll most likely call Tonya.
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Man I’m so coming back to Cudahy
Peace

HAHA>. yes its friday night and i'm bored out of my mine....so i'm just blasting my 60's tunes, singing my lungs out and dancin up a storm.... so yeah this is a blast...

hey.. wow i really wish i was a tteh cradle of filth concery.. there were so many beautiful people there... omg many hot guys... ahh yes.... this weekend i was with amanda mostly on saturday i went to her house at 10 ... and then we went to steves and watched alot of movies... ahh yes that was fun... then amanda slept at my house we talked in my hottub... we tryed to work the tv but it didn't work... then i went to her house on saunday we worked on a project and we went by steve for a lil.... YAY!!! WEDNESDAY IS A FEILD TRIP!!!!

peace