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Saturday, October 18th, 2003
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12:57 pm - lallala
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-sigh- there's a My Ruin concert on the 25th. but i can't go because my violin recital is on that day. GODDAMNIT!!!! ONCE AGAIN I'M A SLAVE 2 EXPECTATIONS! this blows.
my kidneythieves cd came in the mail today! i haven't listened to it yet because every1's home & i dun wan michelle 2 get in2 them also. bcause everytime she likes a band i like & have the cd of, she wants mom to burn her a copy. and they copy it. w/out my permission. which REALLY pisses me off. i mean i would be fine w/ it if only they'd ASK! well, maybe not 4 all of my cd's but 4 the majority of them @ least.
my peeves:
+ ravers
+ fake goths
+ slow internet
+ little sisters
+ privacy violations
+ fat ppl in skimpy outfits
+ getting blamed
+ getting caught
+ being noticed 2 much
+ bad comedies
+ off-beat techno
+ The Truth
+ Gaven Van Sant (friend)
+ being around family
+ medication
+ not being alone
+ itches
+ therapists
& much, much more...
u have been forewarned.
current mood:  annoyed
current music: the tv
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| Monday, October 13th, 2003
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10:11 pm - guess
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guess what i'm doin right now? my home work. my mom's making me multi-task or else she's gonna pull the plug to the computer. and i believe her because she's done it b4. i swear i h8 her so much. it's like SHIT! I'M IN CONTROL OF MYSELF NOW!
i'm claustrophobic around family members and in elevators.
when i'm in an elevator, i start shaking and getting dizzy.
whenever a family member tries to make physical contact with me, i start backing away and twitching subconsciously. it's freaky man.
shit dude, i forgot to write down my math assignment. now i need to get it from Natalynn tomorrow 0 period. hopefully she'll be able to. i am NOT getting another lunch detention.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: metallica - never-neverland
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