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7:04 pm
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| Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
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7:54 pm - Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides....
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what am i updating for...?
OH MY GOD.
% of dreams involving @#%....? am i that bad?!?!?!?!?!
WHAT...?
Oh my.
i can't be that bad...... can i..?
dumb blonde...?
cats ears and tail. i wish.
man, this is one long entry. seriously, doesn't anyone use blurty? should i get a livejournal?
.....nah.
who wants to know my results in the first place..? O.o
OOH. singapore idol sux..... stupid lemon tree person... melon man..? siriusly.....
alright.. i'll go study for my damn Chinese CA.
current mood:  sick
current music: hello - evanescence
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| Sunday, August 8th, 2004
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11:30 pm - national day tomorrow!!
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1. Ever ran into a door? i've run into a glass one. thought there wasn't anything there.
2. Ever ripped a piece of clothing at school? O.o whose..!?
3. Ever made some bodily disfunction noise around someone you liked? HAHAHA. nope, but my junior does it a lot!!
4. Ever tripped infront of someone you liked? i don't trip. but if i do, it'd be on purpose. and then i'd fall right on... nvm. i shall shut up.
5. Said something stupid infront of someone you liked? i say stupid things in front of everyone!!
6. What was your most embarassing moment? lots. too many.
1. What do YOU think of the way you look? ppl say i'm vain because i'm always looking at my reflection. truth is, i'm always trying to see if there's anything wrong with me... and usually i find loads >.<
2. What do YOU think about your Attitude? hypocrite.
3. What do you think about life after death? i believe that.
4. What do you think about karma? It's true.
5. What do you think about love? not REAL.
6. What do you think about fate? your life is 50% fate.
7. What do you think about your self? hoo boy. *insert cusses*
8. What do you tell youself if times get hard? breath in and out. and count to 10. if still feeling horrible, DEAL WITH IT.
9. What would you give your life for? meh... other ppl's well-being? well not EVERYBODY. but some ppl...
10. What do you think about your first love? who...?
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you? once again, who!!?!!?
12. What are you scared of? Rejection. self-embarrassment.
13. Do you cry easily? eh, not so much nowadays.
14. name something that has touched you: hehe. for me to know, for you to find out. *grinz*
15. What was the saddest moment of your life? er. realizing that i'm just a simple organism in a huge lie of a world? REALLY! i mean, living things live and die!! right..?
16. What would life be without friends? erm, real bad, but can still live.
17. Without family? YOU WANT ME TO DIE?!
18. Without you? uh... no difference maybe.
19. Are you deep? wha..? oh, i guess, kinda, eh, i dunno.
20. Do you think love is once in a lifetime, or just chance? it's rubbish.
What's on your bedside table? loads of books and studying materials, my hi-fi, my *cough* sunflower and some odds and ends i haven't gotten round to keeping..
What is the geekiest part of your music collection? geeky? i LOVE my musical collection!! oh wait, how bout my dad's old Emil Chau cd?
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? ooh, *goes to raid fridge*
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? there was one... ah yes, lotr: TTT. guess where's the part, guys.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? eh? i dunno.
Do you have a completely irrational fear? wha...? fear of what? i'm terrified of sharp things. SOME PEOPLE, unfortunately, know that.
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? don't know... panicking? wringing hands?
Do you ever have to beg? for what? *grinz*
Are you a pyromaniac? ooh FIRE FIRE!!! *puts hand over flame*
Do you have too many love interests? *BOINK*
Do you know anyone famous? i used to know kim... is she famous? i think she will be soon enough. good luck Kimmie!!!
Describe your bed: warm ENOUGH. small enough for one only though. hehe.
Spontaneous or plan? what..?
Who should play you in a movie about your life? what..?
Do you know how to play poker? strip poker? shana knows. *points* ask her.
What do you carry with you at all times? HANDPHONE.
How do you drive? FEAR ME!!!
What do you miss most about being little? is that a mock?
Are you happy with your given name? it's cute i guess.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? NEVER.
What color is your bedroom? yellow. unfortunately. adorned with alphabets and PINK polka dots. originally used for my baby brother's use >.<
What was the last song you were listening to? lothlorien, lotr.
Have you ever been in a play? i don't remember...
Who are your best friends? meh? those ppl should know.
Have you ever been in love? er, infatuation or real? i can't tell the difference, you know. grinz.
Do you talk a lot? during those times when i shouldn't be.
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? er. not usually.
Have you ever done any illegal drugs? O.o sniffing my pvc glue bottle? haha
Do you think you're cute? no. no. no. no. no. no.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? I try.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? My friends. i don't have a boyfriend, dammit.
[spell your name backwards] siri *add a "us" here*
[where do you live] on earth.
[describe yourself in three words] me, myself, i.
[who is your worst enemy] no enemies! i'm a happy likkle.... okay, i'll shut up.
[if you could have ANY animal for a pet, what would it be] my KITTY!
[have you ever used a spork] a what? oh, no, never.
[do you even know what a spork is] yeah, those spoon + fork things.
[what is the latest that you've ever stayed up] 5am. any later and i'd be a living zombie.
[what's your favourite coin] knuts, sickles, galleons.... haha
[wallet] don't matter.
[hairbrush] soft cushioned one. but i lost it. WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[toothbrush] umm...the one I use?
[jewelry worn daily] can't be bothered.
[blanket] My fluffy wuffy comforter!!
[coffee cup] sweared off coffee.
[sunglasses] not in need of any.
[underwear] wouldn't SOME people like to know? hmm? *grinz*
[shoes] my sports shoes.
[keychain] the one that says: "heaven doesn't want me, and hell is afraid i'll take over."
[colonge] whatever FOR!?
[cd in stereo right now] celtic circle 2
[tattoos] can i get a pretty rose one? temporary one though. the needle's scary.
[piercings] ouch.
[current music] avril lavigne, losing grip.
[wearing] clothes. i can't be wearing NOTHING, can i?
[hair] loose. it's almost bedtime.
[in my head] blank.
[hearing] music.
[wishing] wishing for..? LESS HOMEWORK. MORE HOLIDAYS. NO SCHOOL.
[after this] bed. and NO, there is NO ONE ELSE on my bed.
[talking to] monologuing to myself.
Morpheus
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hmm. i suppose i do daydream a lot. haha.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Enya - evening falls.
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| Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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7:03 pm
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| Sunday, July 25th, 2004
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8:26 pm - !pretty little sunflower!
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haven't updated for a bloody long time.
actually, i did, yesterday. then the bloody thing hanged and i got so bloody pissed and shut the bloody thing bloody down.
too many "bloody"s. Bloody hell.
Our computer studies teacher is so cool. and our amusement. mwahahaha. we are evil ppl, we are.
he has... a thousand million names. i shall name them all.
Mr Ong,
Mr Tan,
Mr Pakistan,
Mr Afghanistan,
Pac-man Teo,
Mr Mooncake,
Mr My-name-is-t-e-o,
Mr Muthu
and lots more i can't remember.
by the way, i forgot his real name. so yar.... heck larhz.
going with Shana and company to watch King Arthur tomorrow.. Honestly i have no idea who's going. Sali is. Shana is. D? i dunno. hope so. why not ask EVERYONE to go?!!! fun fun fun!!! The movie's rated 2 starts only though. >.< Keira Knightly is UGLY! GRRRRR.
more random musings....
should i cut my hair...? Shana won't let me. Evil person. *internal debate and struggle* Fine. i'll leave it until i get so bloody irritated at it. Then i'll cut maybe shoulder-length.... nothing less. Or i'll have a bloody hell of a time tying it up again... And get scolded for my messy hair. And get deemed as an insane idiot. And create bad impression on Eng oral teacher. And get bad marks. And fail. And get kicked out of school. wahahahha. i'm GOOD.
i'm addicted to "Romeo and Juliet!!!!" juliet's so pretty!!!!!!! And Romeo is sooooooo SHUAI. therefore... they're a perfect pair ^.^ Wonder how old the actress and actor is though.... i love the songs!!!!!!!!! So Medieval adn Celtic!!! SQUEEEE! wonder where panda got the mp3s... NO FAIR. evil person.
Liu Hui is so obsessed with lesbianism and bi-ness -.-" I mean, just because i have the same wallet as Zhang He doesn't mean i have a "secret lesbian relationship" with her RIGHT?! puh-LEASE. Note to self: Will refrain from hugging ppl until liu hui gets that bloody thought out of her head. But if ppl insist then fine, i'm just a whore and a huggle-toy anyways. yepz.
and YES, i know there is this bloody shitty LES !@#$% who loves to annoy me as i am currently her source of amusement. Pity i don't have a pen-knife in my pencilcase. (btw, i don't even have a pencilcase) okay fine. i don't have a pen-knife ANYWHERE. But the water bottle did rather well that day. hope i landed a bruise on her arm. If not a bruise then something more serious, but that's okay with me too. When i lose my temper she is SO gonna DIE. Hmm. Or i could just get someone ELSE to beat her up. Problem is, that "someone" is... probably... not tall enough >.< (nonono, don't kill me) but heck, two against one will probably work out... right.....?
no, i am NOT wearing a skirt tomorrow. i already had my fair share of annoyed-ness on Wednesday. SOOOOOO, i will NOT put that thing on again. So there.
Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.
.... YUEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*bimbotic bitchy voice* like OMG, Yue!!! He is like, so0o0o0o0o0 bishie! like, totally! OMG!
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ask suetping... she can do it sooo much better than i can.
Take the What Role Playing Character are you? quiz, and visit Castle Diqueria.
Right.
current mood:  okay
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| Friday, April 16th, 2004
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6:20 pm
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havne't updated in a long while. who cares? not me. HA. utter crapiness!
current mood:  cynical
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| Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
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10:44 pm
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oh fuck it. i don't even know if i should be telling anyone at all. should i delete it... i don't know.
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| Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
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8:10 pm
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~Sick and tired of hearing all these people talk about, what's the deal with this pop life and when is it gonna fade out?~
~do you ever wonder why, this music gets you high?
it takes you on a ride, feel it when your body starts to rock.~
~Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understand
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could~
~In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say~
~I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I'm dying,
And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal. ~
~You’re too important for anyone
There’s something wrong with everything you see
But I, I know who you really are
You’re the one who cries when you’re alone ~
~You think that I can’t see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You’re left to face yourself alone. ~
~I realize you’re afraid
But you can’t reject the whole world
You can’t escape
You won’t escape
You can’t escape
You don’t want to escape... ~
~Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drive me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away ~
i realize that after reading the evanescence lyrics... they all seem somewhat alike -_-"
get kinda tired of hearing the same words rep4eated over n over again and talking about the same things
~You don't remember me, but I remember you.
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do. ~
~I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live, to breath...
You're taking over me. ~
COUGH. this is good for a song-fic.
COUGH.
COUGH.
COUGH.
COUGH.
COUGH.
COUGH.
COUGH.
COUGH.
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time i've been so hollow, inside
I know you're still there
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I wont let you pull me down
Hunting you I can smell you-alive
Your heart pounding in my head
Calling me, hearing me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me
Watching me
AND THIS ONE TOO.
COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH.
Sweet rapture and life,
It ends here tonight.
Closing your eyes
You pray your dreams will leave you here,
But still you wake and know the truth -
No one's there.
Say goodnight, don't be afraid
Calling me, holding me, as you fade to black.
this too. OMG.
COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH. COUGH.
~Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again. ~
bound at every limb by my......
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sorry....
~ But now I know she -
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.
Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
Lost in your lies. ~
~ If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide... ~
~ Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home ~
O.o
ANOTHER PLOT BUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become ~
~I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me ~
~If you need to leave the world you live in
Lay your head down and stay a while
Though you may not remember dreaming
Something waits for you to breathe again ~
~Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom ~
~These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase~
~You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me~
~I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along~
~Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you~
oh whee.
i'm boring everyone out. must go stash my plot bunnies somewhere..
my plot bunny book is gone.
WHO TOOK IT?!
damn, i am SO dead.
current mood: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
current music: my immortal ~ evanescence
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| Monday, March 22nd, 2004
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11:24 pm
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If you insist that i'm such a selfish being, fine.
Then i will BE even more selfish than you probably think i already am.
It's not hard for me. It'll be hard for YOU.
And being the selfish bitch that i am, i don't care. Not at all.
And if you think i am nothing but IQ and conceited with no character,
Very well. I will be conceited.
It's to prove you right. That's what you want isn't it?
You think i'm stubborn?
What, you think it's wrong?
it's my character.
You can't change that you bloody bitch.
Like i can't change your character either. And you have no idea how much i regret that.
Want me to continue?
I admit. I do cry. But i never tell you why i cry, do i?
You think i cry because i'm sad.
Dream on.
i cry because i have no way to tell you what i think of you.
i get a scolding when i cry.
To you it is a sin.
Let it be a sin.
It means i've sinned way too much.
And once again, do i care?
You don't need an answer.
Now go away and let me wallow in my own self-pity.
I never asked you to listen to me.
If it erks you so much then get lost.
i never asked you to stay.
So what? Go away.
If you're tired of my whining you can't blame me.
You're the one who wanted to listen.
and you're the one who has the choice whether to go away or stay.
What you do is not my problem.
current mood: indifferent
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| Sunday, March 21st, 2004
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3:45 pm
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my bro. jus informed me of something totally ironic. and amusing.
know the song faint? by linkin park?
know the screaming/yelling guy?
he's a bespectacled, humble-looking lil geek.
i fell out of my chair.
current mood:  amused
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| Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
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9:20 pm
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
my immortal - evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
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Bubbles.
Soft, sweet and free-spirited, you could be
mistaken for Bubbles' twin! You love to be kind
to others and always have a smile on your face.
You especially love the natural world!
Which Powerpuff Girl Are You?
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-_-"
say one word and you're DEAD, person.
frickin' fluffy bunny freak....
You are the night fairie. Shy and silent you love
the dark. The secent in the air of night is
better than anything in the world to you.
Please rate my quiz it would keep you up longer
into the night.
What kind of element fey are you? (PRETTY PICS)
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i'm such a big joke. so sue me.
You are a moon shadow. With the moon as your source
you are a being of great mystery. Constantly
drifting, you descend into darkness to conceal
your brokenness. You have come to believe that
you are the only one you can rely upon for
constancy and safety that you need. But those
who know how to see you find enchanting beauty
in your wistfulness and fragility. It is to
them that you should flee, for their arms are
an open haven where your true light can finally
thrive..(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for
freaking ever to create)
What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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don't u dare. leave me the fuck alone >(
One word: OBSESSED! write me a message and rate the
quiz a 5 and We can email. -Hermione
How much do you know about the world of Harry Potter?
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piss off n go to hell hermione.
You are a cat. You are a loner; cunning,
intelligent, and always stick by the ones who
can manage to gain your trust.
What Would You Be If You Were An Animagus?
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huh.
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
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oh yar. remember this f**kin one. utter crap.
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.
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sucky pic.
know what? my next quiz is probably gonna tell me to get a life or something.
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.
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oh cool.
and i'm satisfied too.
does it make it wrong?
You are the envision of nothingness. You are a grey
angel. Your wings are invisible, and as plain
as your soul, which has been stripped bare of
all emotions and feelings. But because of this,
you are ruthless, strong, and can't be out
willed. You are always silent. Barely any words
escape your lips. You are in a complete world
of your own, no-one gets in. And that's the way
that you like it.
You have been aorund since the beginning of the
world, so you have seen all. You know all. And
there is no being wiser that you. You are a god
in your own eight. But choose not to be. You
have even experienced death many times before.
You have suffered, and felt joy. But you habe
disregarded such emotions. So know you are
blank. Watching over the world. Waiting for it
to fade away.
Waiting for your chance to fade away...
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all these pics so far are nice.
results are really unaccurate as usual.
Darkness. You Truly Desire Darkness. You wish
everyone around you was either dead, or
worshipping you. To you, life is not a gift,
but a punishment. You have no consideration for
others and do as you please.
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hell yeah, dead alright.
die.
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oh boy. if my mum finds that thing i wrote out. i'll be deader than a dead thing.
and logically speaking a dead thing is already dead. whereas i would be more dead than "dead". think abt it. ur assignment. wheeeeee.
aren't i such a hypocritcal idiot?
current mood: amused
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8:02 pm
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larlar. hit me.
hey, anyone heard of "a kiss from a rose on the grey"?
i first saw the lyrics in a songfic abt nagi/omi and i thought it was so sweet. then i heard it in the car this evening. took me awhile to recognize the lyrics cos i read that fic dunno how many million yrs ago. anw, i heard it. AND IT'S THE NICEST SONG ON EARTH!!!!!! I CAN'T FIND THE DAMNED SHITTY MP3!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............................
current mood: calm
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8:50 pm
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i'm in a crappy mood and prolly will be for a long while. Don't piss me off too much.
current mood:  crappy
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| Friday, February 27th, 2004
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3:34 pm
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dn angel got no kwaddie? AWWWW.. that's SAD. no, really. -_-"
i wanna yell yell yelll. and no, i'm not depressed. i'm merely.... how do u say... ANNOYED FRUSTRATED BITCHED-OUT FREAKED IRRITATED and FUCKED UP
at the STUPID GAME WHICH DOESN'T WORK.
MY COMP HANGED OVER 30 TIMES SINCE I FIRST STARTED IT. WHAT THE f*** is GOING ON?!
i'm SICK of bending down to switch it totally off every 5 mins. BLOODY %$%$#@!$#@!$#@!$#
current mood:  enraged
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| Saturday, February 21st, 2004
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Ubi Caritas
Ubi caritas et amor Deus ibi est
Congregavit nos in unum Christi amor
Exsultemus et in ipso jucundemur
Et ex corde diligamus nos sincere
Ubi caritas et amor Deus ibi est
Simul ergo cum in unum congregamur
Ne nos mente dividamur caveamus
Cessent jurgia maligna, cessent lites (2x)
Et in medio nostri sit Christus Deus
Ubi caritas et amor Deus ibi est
Simul quoque cum beatis videamus
Glorianter vultum tuum, Christe Deus
Gaudium quod est immensum atque probum
Seacula per infinita saeculorum
it's Latin. Nice song. Dedicated to Panda. Yup.
current mood:  drained
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Know what the problem is now?
Everyone's thinking that they're the worst off.
Everyone's thinking that THEY deserve other's pity.
i plead guilty that the "everyone" also includes me.
It's all crap. No one is worst off.
No one deserves pity.
If they can't handle what indivisual problems they've got, neither can other people.
So maybe everyone should just back out and stop being nosey in other's business unless they really know what they're doing.
i'm offending everyone who reads this.
and i don't care.
"I don't care" has become my motto.
How true is it, i wonder.
Almost Seems (Too Late to Turn) l
Clannad
Oh. I care a lot.
You don’t believe it’s true, do you?
So. The answer’s not given before you start,
And try.
Almost seems to late to turn,
What to do if I’m to learn?
Almost seems to late to turn,
To you.
I saw the sad decline,
Of it become a storm.
Stayed so cold last night,
This lonely heart inside me says:
Almost seems too late to turn,
What to do if I’m to learn?
Almost seems too late to turn,
To you.
Almost seems to late to turn,
What to do if I’m to learn?
Almost seems to late to turn,
To you.
Now, the anger’s gone,
It leaves behind a pain, again.
Where did we go wrong?
Let go my shadow, pass me back.
Almost seems to late to turn,
What to do if I’m to learn?
Almost seems to late to turn,
To you.
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