|mood :: relieved
|music :: The Juliana Theory - If I Told You this was Killing Me Would You Stop?
So Anais IMs me right? Listen to this. She asks me if she should back off since she found out I was pregnant... I didn't say it.. but I know she's reading this right now so I'll say it here... YOU SHOULD'VE BACKED OFF WHEN YOU FOUND OUT HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND! HOW DUMB ARE YOU? I mean honestly. If I wanted Chris and he had a girlfriend I wouldn't keep trying for him. Also you say you love my boyfriend? You are 15, you don't even know what love is. Not too many girls do, you are not... how would I put this in a nice way for Anais, mature enough to know what love is. I mean God you're all teenied out over Chris. Honey I have news for you, You should've backed off a long time ago, He loves me, and I love him, we're meant for each other, He'll never love you, He'll never leave me for you, Understood? Maybe I should break it down to teenie pre-school language for you. What gives you the right to bash me? Just because he's in love with me? Chris is not a toy you can go buy at KB Toys or Toys R Us, he's a human being, I treat him like one, unlike some people. You may've gotten to sing with Chris, but can you honestly say you KNOW him? If you KNEW him at all you'd KNOW that he wants to be treated like a normal person, not a toy that you can buy at any store! Chris has a good heart. Some people just look at the outside. He's a beautiful person inside and out. I don't think many guys that are about to be 18 out there can say that they've acomplished so much in so little time. ( Lyrics... )
Anyway moving on, we picked out baby names for the twins well I did, and I think Chris likes them! Katie Elizabeth for the girl, because Katie's my best friend in the whole wide world, and Elizabeth is my middle name. For the boy I have a few because Chris has so many friends that're close to him so either Christopher Ryan Junior, Christopher Jesse, Christopher Adam, Christopher Matthew, Christopher Sammuel, Christopher Gregory, Christopher Frank, Christopher Franklin, Christopher Johnathan, Yea there's alot more.
So anyway, This is a long entry ha. I'm off to go get some food and lay with Chris, we'll probably hold each other and kiss until we fall asleep or watch T.V, or something!
I'm glad I said everything that I needed to, It's lifted a big weight off my chest. I also have to make an icon of Chris and I and Katie and I! So later, I'll probably get a hate comment from anais, but do I care no? ha Anyway tomorrow we're going to finish setting up the cribs for the babies! We've already for them stuff! We're so excited. I love Chris more then anything. I know that we'll make it through this. So I'm off to go get my food, and work on these icons, then go sleep next to Chris!