| There goes my life.. . |
[07 Jan 2004|12:40pm] |
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There goes my life -- Kenny Chesney |
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Whew.. Me an' Josh had a biggo fight last night. It was about prom, see I dont wanna go. Im jus not the kind of person that likes that sorda stuff, I hate bein' around alotta people, I jus cant help it. So, I told him it was alright for him to go with someone else, because it really wouldnt be fair for him not to be able to go jus because of me. So then I asked him to tell me who he was thinkin about askin. Oh Man.. That didnt go good at all. Its like as soon as he told me, it completely changed my mind. It made me so mad, it wasnt that I didnt like the person or anything, it was jus the thought of him being with someone else! I couldnt stand that!! But he didnt understand why I was getting mad, I tried to explain it, but it jus didnt work. He jus kept sayin that it was my fault because I was the one that didnt wanna go! Ahh Lord~ I never gave him my definate answer, he jus assumed that i wasnt gunna!! But now, I now I feel like he doesnt want me to go that he jus wanted me to say i wasnt goin' so that he could go with that other girl!Aw heck.. Then we got ina fight about why he started datin' me.. (If you dont know, then you dont need to know ) I dont even know how that came up! We have been fightin' WAY too much here lately!We got off the phone around 3 I think.. . But I didnt go to sleep until about seven, so I got about 40 minutes of sleep! And I had two exams today, they werent too hard though. I jus hope things turn out for me an' Josh. I really love him, But if its not there.. Ahh -- Today we have a game in Rye Cove, I wont get to play though, because they're good loL~ Ahh But thats alright.. My cheesesticks are here though, So im gunna go
<3Erika
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