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Well I stayed home from school today!
Cory called and woke me up at about 8:00. I talked to him for a minute!
I was gonna go in at second block, but I started coughin' again. And I jus' didn't feel good so I stayed home and slept!
Dad went and got me a subsandwich. And I ate it and watched the Sandlot a couple times and fell asleep!
Then Erin Hagan called me, She came home early so we talked for a while then Cory called and said he had to go to the orthadontist and hed be home around 4:45. Hes goin' to the Norton basketball game tonight. He'll probably leave about 5 and get home around 9! Gosh I haven't got to talk to him much lately. Saturday we didn't talk at all on the phone. Sunday we prolly talked for a totaly of about an hour or an hour and a half. Yesterday I talked to him for about an hour. And today I prolly won't get to talk to him hardly any! but I don't want him to think I control him cause I don't. I jus' wanna talk to him more! Man It jus' feels like he don't even like me. Maybe it would be better if we jus' broke up. 'cause it would be better to break up now and still like each other than to try to make it work and be so sick of each other that we never wanna speak or see each other again ya know! Shew! I jus' love him so much!! I really hope he feels the same. But I know he could do so much better than me! And it would be so hard to think that we wouldn't be together! Anyways! This made No sense!! haha!
Well Im gonna get off here in case Cory tries to call!
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I give
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Im real
Your fake
I love
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I commit
You won't
I need
You won't give in
I lose
You win
..Again
Well me and Cory got in a fight I guess you could say!
Gosh! Everything is so different now! I don't know what it is!
But me and Cera werre talkin' and well what she said didn't make me too happy!
But I gotta love her for it!
She told me the truth!
Thanks Cera!
Man! I jus can't Imagine breakin' up!
Well at least I don't think I could!
Ya know, maybe Im not as attatched as I thought!
Hope not! 'Cause from the looks of things. Me and Cory are gonna be over with. fast
But I don't want that! I guess thas jus' the way things are sometimes though! I guess one thing that really scares me about losin' Cory is that Im afraid of change!
I dunno Its jus somethin' I've never liked. Even if things change for the better. I still hate change!!
Wonder why?
Well I have got so much on my mind right now!
Tomorrow Im goin' back to school!
I'll get to have my daily theropy from Berny during band! haha!
Thas all bands good for!!
Who knows? Maybe Joseph and David will help a little bit too!
Then I get to go make up an Open-Note-Book-Test for Mrs.kelly. Which is gonna suck becuase I won't have any of the notes where I've been absent! And i have to start another essay in English. And I missed our test in math! (Oh Darn)! Well today Malcolm actually helped me! Surprise Surprise! Well, I've gotta get up adn go to school tomorrow and this cough syrup is startin' to make me lseepy so Im gonna go!
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