--If you could see how bad you've hurt me. Youd never be able to look me in the eyes again--
[01 Feb 2003|02:08pm]
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--ScarFace--My Block--
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Well.. I think me and Cory are datin' now! But somebody told me somethin' about him! Oh well he was jus talkin' to some gurl at the game! I don't really like the gurl he was talkin' to either! I know who it is! But I don't really care! The thing is, I asked him if he talked to any other gurls at the game and he said no. And I wouldn't have cared not one lil bit if he would have jus' told me! I mean, gosh I tell him when I talk to guys and stuff ya know! I even to ld him I was cheatin' on him and stuff! I mean we had jus' broke up and he was all mad at his self and stuff. Im sure goin' to that game and talkin' to "that gurl" didn't help him feel too much better about breakin' up with me either! And if he thinks it makes him feel bad, how does he think it makes me feel! I mean Im sick! And thas like the second time hes broke up with me, So its not all about him! It hurt me too n' stuff! I really jus' dont need this right now! I knew aftrer we broke up the first time, that things would be different and now they are. And Id say that its my fault! Shew* But Im not gonna blame my self for what he did this time. I had forgot about what happened about 3 weeks ago. And I dunno yesterday jus' brought it back up and now everything sucks! I know this makes no since, but you jus' have to think like I do
Well tonight Corys comin' over here cause Im havin' a "party".. I don't know how things are gonna go though! Wonder if things will be all different and crap now? Hope not!! Well In a way! 'Cause things haven't been the best lately! Aww! Crap! I dunno!!
And Im sick as crap right now!! My head hurts my neck hurts my back hurts my chest hurts and my throat hurts! And thanks to Cory for makin' me cry yesterday my eyes hurt too! Gosh!!
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