teh alex's Journal
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Date:2004-02-11 18:18
Subject:I love Best Buy, but i hate them right now....
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So why the hate? Well, i just dropped $171.78 in Best Buy on a multifunction printer....it prints at picture quality, scans, and copies. but that's not the reason for the hate, i got the printer, and was all psyched and ready to go because i have some work to do that i needed the printer for....the problem is that the box that held my printer, yeah, it didn't come with a USB cable.....yeah, i'm quite pissed right now. Now i have a choice...A.) wait for two weeks to take it back to best buy (soonest i can get a ride down there.....or B.) check the tech section of the store here at school and pay for a new one. which will i do you ask? probably the second one, because the sooner i get the cable, the sooner that i can get started with the work i have to do. which do i want to do? neither, the fucking cable should have come in the motherfucking box. and because of the fact that it'd take so damn long to get back to best buy and get another, i have to spend a few more bucks for a new one....pissed is teh alex.

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Date:2004-02-11 14:54
Subject:Growl!
Security:Public
Mood: aggravated
Music:RxBandits-Republic

Yeah, so raise your hand if you've been up for two days studying physics! Yeah, this is me raising my hand. i really don't want to take this test. I know the material, its just that i have so many other things that i'd rather be doing than studying physics....i want to like, paint, play games, call friends,hang out with Jesika, design a proper website.....so much stuff that i'd rather be doing...but can i? no, stoopid physics. Growl.

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Date:2004-02-10 18:51
Subject:Fa-riends
Security:Public
Mood: happy
Music:Incubus-Nowhere Fast

Dude! So last night slash this morning, jeremy and i were talking to matt, helpin him out with his game with the ladies and all, and talking about a few other things, and after a while, jeremy had to leave because he's a wuss....no just kidding, he had to get up early so he wanted to get some sleep....and i also had to leave because i had just finished working out, and being all sweaty and nasty i wanted a shower...and then matt gave jeremy and i a gift....http://jeremy.and.alex.youaremyfriend.com/ safe to say, that made jeremy and i all misty eyed, no joke. it was one of those good moments that had no gay in it, where men bonded. yeah, all i can say....thanks matt, you rock.

in other hate filled news, i have another physics test on friday....the problem you ask? we have yet to been shown all of the subjects that the test covers....i.e. there is stuff on the test that we have not been taught, but we see it tomorrow and have a day to master it....safe to say, i hate physics and hope that i never have to take any more of it. add on top of that the fact that this week i have 2 response papers to write, one speech and a good amount of journal entries....i have a crap filled week...

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Date:2004-02-09 13:19
Subject:Living on the bottom floor blows ass.
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Mood: devious
Music:Yellowcard- Ocean Avenue!

Dude, so last night, i got back into my dorm room at like one in the morning, and i shower and get ready for bed and all the other happy-happy-joy-joy crap, and the people, nay jackasses that live upstair were seriously like burrowing through the floor like convicts in the cartoon, and they were up until two doing it....hammering, sawing, probably sticking tools up each others collective anuses. yeah, in short, if they do it again tonight, my roomate and i are going to go up there and bitch slap them through their windows. its crap that they were up until two in the morning doing that crap....the halls are quite halls after ten in the night. bastards.

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Date:2004-02-05 13:33
Subject:mORE ON EMO BASTARDS
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Yeah, so kyle friend mike, got angry at me because i stuck up for my friend jeremy in the whole thing. and then he had the balls to try and compare hismelf to me. ME. Mike is nothing like me past the fact that he's not going to school in vegas. outside of that, there is nothing about him that can parallel. he says that he has the same calm demeanor and level-headedness that i have a rep for?! what the hell, no he sure as hell doesnt. mike doesnt even speak to anyone. he doesnt tell people when he's in vegas, and then wonders why no-one invites him to the get togethers we have..ge let me think, maybe its because your stupid ass didnt tell anyone you were here, and thus it'd be an impossibility for us to invite you to things. mike has no room to talk past the fact that kyle is his best friend, and thus there is also no room for him to compare himself to me.perhaps the only thing that mike has the chance at is computer stuff. my knowledge of computers ends after what it takes to make a really sweet gaming machine. that and mike is turning into an emo as well and he campares himself to me. fucking moron. he obviously didnt have the capacity to understand what i had said in the final post i made on the subject on our message board. i esentialy said three things......a.) i hate emo's b.) if i get the chance, i'd gladly bash kyle's head in c.) there is no reason for jeremy to have to like kyle again because the incident happened two and a half years ago.

you see, because something was done in the past doesnt mean that after a year or two it should be forgotten, a clean slate made, and jeremy should make room in his heart for kyle. kyle is a fuckhead, and really, i think mike is too. lets put it this way....i'm a christian. the bible calls for me to make room in my heart for all people no matter their race, creed, or other background. for the most part i do this very well, it is complemented by my demeanor, but i fail in the fact that i cannot make room in my heart for kyle, and i seriously doubt that i ever will be able to. i still talk to bryson and wade all the time, i still have room for them in my heart, and i still consider them good friends. sure they sleighted on a few people on the last board, and we sleighted on them in return, and it makes me sad. but i have forgiven all people involved, everyone has a clean slate, and life for us continued. i still love talkin to wade and bryson, they're good people, and the hole that was created by their loss sucks hardcore, but i still love them (not gay love sick-o) and consider them good friends. buy kyle's slate is not cleanable, his slate is carved into titanium and encased in lead, which in turn was shot into space never to even have the remote possibility of being cleaned. kyle, and mike for telling him about the board, fucked up. no-one likes kyle except for mike, and yet mike thinks that he can convince all of us to remiss and embrace kyle when in fact he has no chance of doing so...mike thinks that he can make it so that we want to keep kyle on....HA! kyle's fate is already decided, you see, everyone has convened that is one the board and we came to a conclusion, we talked together whereas mike, failed to ask if it was cool to bring kyle into our haven. dumbass, mike cursed kyle more than the rest of us do merely in telling myle about the board.

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Date:2004-02-04 22:46
Subject:Fucking emo bastards.
Security:Public
Mood: pissed off
Music:Incubus- Idiot Box.

okay here we go.
my friends and i used to be on this really cool message board, that was only for us....not too long ago there were some problems, i.e. drama, on it and we left it and went to a new one that was meant for our use alone. now everything was going great up until about two weeks ago when our friend minke told this other kid named kyle to come aboard the new board. this is really fucking stupid because kyle fucked with one of my two greatest friends in the entire world, he fucked with one of the few people in this world that i would probably die for, and he did it with a shiteating grins on his face. i'm not going to tell the entire story, because really i dont want to get pissed once more, but this is whats going on. kyle showed up and dredged back dirty laugndry about what he did to my friend. this created drama, whih is probably what kyle wanted seeing as how he is what i call, a fucking emo bastard, i.e. he is never happy, he is always depresed, always "woe is me," falls in a twisted distorted sense of love with the few women he can get to date him, and probably masturbates with the fury of the sun. safe to say, he is the only person in the world that i hate. this is quite rare you see, i have this well earned reputation for being a constant guy, level-headed, calm, always there to help. but i truly and honestly hate kyle, what he represents, and what he did to my friend. it pisses me off, and i dont get pissed off. so yeah, he's fucking up my groups new haven, and thats fucked up, i cant wait until we drop him. i just had to bitch for a second.

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Date:2004-02-03 13:39
Subject:Toxic
Security:Public
Mood: embarrassed
Music:Britney Speas-Toxic. sad, i know.

Okay, this'll seem really odd to any and all people that know me at all. That new Britney Spears song, aint all that bad, as a matter of fact, its really catchy. now realize that past that statement, all my other comments about Britney spears ran along the lines of "well, her music sucks, but if got the chance, i do her mighty well." but yeah, her new song is actually fairly good, it makes me want to download it, or *gasp* buy the cd....but i dont think that i'll be buyin the cd, i'll just talk to a few people i know and get it in more devious maners. people should be fairly stunned that i'm saying this, because i'm a huge ska, punk, rock, hardcore guy. i listen to rammstein, flogging molly, RxBandits, sevendust and afi, and yellowcard, and countless other bands that are quite the opposite of britney spears.....so yeah. DAMN YOU JEREMY! DAMN YOU TO HELL FOR TELLING ME TO LISTEN TO THE SONG.....I HATE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH! HOW MUCH? THIS MUCH, FROM BROOKLYN TO ATLANTIS THAT MUCH! YOU WHORE! but i still love you anyways.

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Date:2004-02-02 17:36
Subject:Friggin spam!
Security:Public
Mood: aggravated
Music:Trust me, its angry music.

Yeah, before i bitch about spam, the post about the viper, yeah that was done earlier today, monday....yeah.

Spam: I hate spam in the e-mail box, i hate it with the passion of a thousand pissed off italians that were just told that their mothers were whores. I HATE IT THAT MUCH. not this much....THIS MUCH....so yeah, if you like spam in the email box, then you probably love to have cock in your ear too. but i hate it, i got an IM from a friend that i'm helping out with some graphics work, and that friend wanted to send me an email, but could i recieve that email? no...because my spam folder in yahoo had sooooooooo much shit in it that there was no room...could i have emptied the spam folder? yes, and i did, earlier that morning. now what the hell kind of fucked up world is it when a guy empties a folder at seven thirty in the morning, freeing up MEGS WORTH OF SPACE, and he comes back to his room at what....ten o'clock, i.e. two and a half hours later, and the total sum of free space in his mail box is 12k? now let me break it down for you.....

total size of the messages that i have saved that i dont delete: aboot 67k

size of the folder that saves sent messages that i dont delete : 20k

size of alotted space for me to use total for all messages: 6 megs.

now i have aboot 87k worth of stuff that i need....now a meg is what? 1000 k? so i had, at the time what? 5, 913k left to fill correct? yes mr. alex......how the HELL do i get that much shit in two fucking hours? 5.913 megs in two and a half hours? what the fuck? that is pathetic. totally out of line. and what sucks even more....i didnt get any of that crap until i enabled spam protection. how does that work eh? riddle me this riddle me that! sounds to me like someone is selling e-mail addresses to me. cock mongers.

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Date:2004-02-01 20:34
Subject:Stupid Patriots.
Security:Public
Mood: pissed off
Music:Rammstein- Mutter.

I have one thing to say. THE PATRIOTS NEED TO GO HOME, EAT BLEACH AND DIE!!!!!!




Thank You,
That Is All

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Date:2004-02-01 20:34
Subject:Supar Sexy!!!
Security:Public
Mood: horny
Music:Incubus- Drive

Today was a supar sexy day.....it started out with me being surrounded by fairly good looking in my first class at 7.30 in the morning which is even more odd when you see that the class was physics....and then after that i went to english and that was gay, but after that i went to the dining commons...yep, you guessed it, more hot ladies....one of them i work with during the summer. after that i chilled in my cell and read for a few uh...hours....and then i got really thirty like.....and i'm not talking mild irritation here, i'm talking about something like, "i just walked my ass all the way across the sahara desert with nothing but on bottle of gatorade and a pack of gum, and there was nothing that mcguyver could have ripped in anyway to help a brother out." yeah, i was that thirsty. so i went to the on campus convience store...i dont know what its really called, but on the way there, more ladies, and even better, a gunmetal grey Viper GTS Final Edition...and boy was it sexy. i saw it, standing on the corner, in the snow/rain, in the midst of like twenty other people, and i think that i was the only head in the entire group that followed that sexiness....either the other people in the group werent paying attention, or they didn't know what it was that they were looking at....silly retards. yeah, and the day aint over yet! i wonder what else shall happen to make my jaw drop and my pants fly off.

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Date:2004-01-31 16:08
Subject:an Ode To Rodney Mullen
Security:Public
Mood: amused
Music:Thrice-Paper Tigers.

For those that don't know, Rodney Mullen is easily the greatest street skater ever, and that is fact, not merely opinion. Rodney Mullen has created like 85% if not more, of the street tech tricks out there, he created the casper slide, the darkslide, and countless other tricks that are completely amazing to behold. Rodney Mullen also has the awesome ability to dance whilst on the deck, and i'm not talking about the tango, Mullen can get the board to do things that would seem impossible based on the rules of physics, yet he can link together and entire line seamlessly, 360 impossible over park benches while not looking and can ollie over a box of orange while IN A MANUAL. now that may not seem to be all that hard to many of you, but think about it, you're on your back two wheels, you ollie over the box, meaning you go about seven inches high, but to do it you have to slam down on the tail and drag your leading foot up the grip tape, Mullen did this without letting the tail touch the ground, and during the entire exercise, he kept the deck in the manual, no other wheels but the tail wheels touched the ground. That is godly. I wish that i could do that, everytime i watch Mullen skate, i want to go down to vegas, grab my deck and learn to do massive tech. I think that like Anthony, learning to breakdance, i will take up my board once again, as soon as i go to vegas to retrieve it. i will learn more tech tricks than i ever knew before, even if i have to break myself to do it. there are great places on campus that i can do this, and good ones off of camupus to, but every time that i skate i can't help to see the irony, a man that loves architecture and skating at the same time. I may as well deface my own buildings.

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Date:2004-01-31 11:42
Subject:Thin walls
Security:Public
Mood: irritated
Music:Endemic-Remember to forget

Yeah, i know that a lot of people dont know this, but dorm room walls are really really thin. they give little to no sound resistance to sound, and it pises me off. last night, i was actually trying to go to sleep for once, and the guy in the next room over felt that it was necessary to have his stereo SCREAMING FUCKING EMO MUSIC UNTIL FOUR IN THE MORNING!!!! what the crap? now, if you're reading this and you know me, then you porbably also know that emop music is on my list of "top ten things in this world that should be gathered into a collective groupall at once and thrown into the sun." Emo really suck, its the same song, done by like two hundred bands...and the only thing that changes is the voice of the singer, and thats only barely, it all sounds the same, and who gives a flying fuck about wheter or not some chick broke your heart? that shit happens all the time to a lot of people, most of them better people than those emo whores. i dont see the point in making that shit when the only people that care enough to listen to that shit are between the ages of ten and sixteen, people that have little to no idea what love is.....shit i'm eighteen almost nineteen and i dont really know what love is, but do you see me listening to emo shit? no. i listen to music that says something, like the RxBandits that i'm listening to right now. Matt Embree has a hurt soul, he needs a band-aid, why? becuase his soul hurts and you put band-aids on things that hurt, a logical progression if you ask me, and i'm not even going to start on say for instance the RxBandits' newest album, Sell me Beautiful, which talks about topics from political points of view to why people feel the need to have plastic surguy to stay good looking....silly kids, it mostly makes me sad that the guy that was listening to the emo music until four last night.....is twenty-two.

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Date:2004-01-30 22:28
Subject:Dorm Humor
Security:Public
Mood: relaxed
Music:RxBandits-Sel Me Beautiful

Yeah, so i was walking back to my dorm room and i saw a sign on the wall that said, " This sign is created and designed solely for your destructive pleasure. It has been made for this purpose and for this purpose only, so dont go screwin' up my other signs, leave them the HELL ALONE!"

you see, RA's put signs on the wall so that you are aware of certain things like rules and events and such, and my floor has the wonderful tendency to rape them from and off the walls. and they get creative with it too...paint, knives, jelly, jello, duct tape, condoms, beer, loogies, and such...yeah, i thought that was funny...

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Date:2004-01-30 17:05
Subject:Good Job Raven!
Security:Public
Mood: pleased
Music:Flogging Molly-Every Dog Has Its Day.

Hey there, I just have to lay down a little something that for now i'll call some boom-boom and some wikky-wikky. last night i was totally owning and my physics homework, except for the last half of one problem, and Raven gets online and is all like, "i got an A on my precalc test!" at least i think she said A, hang on, let me check right quick.....yeah, it was an A...thanks trillian. yeah, i just thought that it'd be cool to throw that one out there, good job raven!you dont understand how cool this is, my friend tony and i practically tutored her through precalc when she took it at teh academy. so this is a good sign. rock on raven, rock on.

in other news, i just ate about thirty pounds worth of food, so i'm really happy...hell yeah!

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Date:2004-01-29 21:04
Subject:Women! Continued...
Security:Public

Aight ladies und gentle-persons. here's a shot for you. I have not lost the way with women that a lot of people teased me about in my high school years. i just got off the phone with a woman that i adore, jesika, and what did we have? oh yeah, we had a conversation about the different things that are portrayed by music. to many people this wouldnt seem to be that most fun conversation, but when you get two drummers on the phone and they're all into music, and they love to listen to music that SAYS something past "my girlfriend broke up with me and ripped my heart out" or "all that matters to me is my bitches and my hos," you have there a conversation that is a gem. it was one of those conversation that both sides of the phone got to a.)flirt like mad crazy.....b.) agree on the same things.....and c.)find that there are a lot of things that the two of us hold in common and that it is merely one of the reason that we are what we are. this wasnt one of those conversations that you'll forget in a few days, this was one of those conversations that you'll remember forever, and is something to look back on in later years, and find that everything that was said was true.

well, thats it for me for now, physics calls once again.

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Date:2004-01-28 18:31
Subject:Women! Continued...
Security:Public
Mood: amused
Music:Incubus-Megalomaniac

Yeah, so i just got back from dinner with Amanda, and even she was not only making fun of it, but totally surprised that i managed to FUBAR the situation with the girl from the other post. She was laughing at me and completely shocked.

to add to it, i was talking to my friend Raven just a minute or two ago, and apparently my art teacher from the Academy (junior and senior years) was totally surprised at the fact that i wasnt all sorts of a player in high school...yeah, she figured that with my way with women in general i would be all sorts of pimpin it with the ladies...but she was surprised to hear from Raven that that isnt my way...i choose to not treat women in that way...ever. throughout high school i got teased a lot because of the fact that i had a "fan club' to quote tiffany villaverde. i was told that i could just sit in a chair and say the word sex and a large portion of the school would come running, and i even got a new one from Raven today...she told be that all i had to do was "write i need a date on a 1" by 1" slip of paper, and women would come crashing through walls and windows." i was told things like that throughout high school, so if i so chose i could exercise these peoples instilled pride in me and "spread the love." but did i? no. it might have had a lot to do with the morals and values and the sense of chivalry that i put upon myself at even a very young age, but women deserve more than someone that doesnt care a great deal. for the large portion of the time, i dont even acknowledge the things that most people tell me that move along the lines of "alex could snag almost any chick." most of the time, i dont acknowledge that idea that i'm even moderately handsome. i just done care. the things i wear, i wear because they have been either designed in a mindset close to my own, or for sheer comfort. odd. i have to go, i'll finish this later.

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Date:2004-01-28 14:53
Subject:Oddity
Security:Public
Mood: bored
Music:Incubus-Agoraphobic

Oddly, I don't really have anything to say that is interesting so far today. I went to school, came back to my dorm room, and sat down and did some designs...I dont know what else i'm going to do tonight, outside of go eat dinner with a friend of mine named Amanda...yeah. I just figured that i'd post something to keep this thing going...oh, and the post about physics, want on the day that blurty says it was...it was posted last night (the 27th) at about ten thirty....yeah, peace out.

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Date:2004-01-26 15:06
Subject:Physics..what the shit!
Security:Public

Alright, i just spent the last three hours doing one physics problem....ONE! each equation was like three inches long, i had a quarter of the information that i needed, and there were seven parts to the problem, and i hated every minute of it. my hands hurt, my eyes are sore, and it would have helped a whole lot if i had been allowed to use calculus in the problems. i hate physics....no i take that back i hate physics without calculus. FUCK!

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Date:2004-01-26 15:06
Subject:Women!
Security:Public

Yeah so the other day I was just chillin' in my dorm room drawing, and I got a knock on my door. This may not seem odd to a lot of people, but I am an art major, and i have been for a long time, and well, that doesnt always get you a lot of places socially....and well, i'm just not used to it. when i'm in vegas and a friend is coming over, the door is always unlocked, and my friend can just walk right in, no need to knock. But yeah, i got a knock on my door the other day, and of course i answered it, out of curiosity, and i looked out at the person, and almost choked. standing in front of me was one of the hottest girls i've seen in a while. she was short, coming up to just below my sternum, looking good all the way around, and there i was gawking, probably with my mouth open, with my hair undone (so i looked like a fuzzy bear probably). you know what she says? she says, "hi, are you Alex? have you lived here the entire year?" i was all like,"Yeah." i felt like a moron...in high school, i was one of the guys that got a lot of girls, and i was in the running for prom king, yet there i was standing in front of this hot girl and all i say is "yeah"? what the hell? anyways, she went on to ask me what i do with myself during the day. what i said..."paint" fucking moron. then she introduces her friend to me. what i say....."hey" dipshit. then she asks me what i like to do when i'm not painting.....i say......"draw." asswipe. well either way, she gave me her phone number and when she did it she asked if i had a pen, which surpiisingly i didnt, but i said "hold on a sec." and then i turned around and went into my room, letting the door close, and i left her and her friend outside....what a fucking idiot. why didnt i say something like " why dont you come in?" or "follow me." what the hell. now her number is sitting on my desk about a foot away and i've been debating whether i want to try to make up for being a moron, or just leave it alone...what the hell, i'm never like this around girls. what a moron.

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Date:2004-01-26 13:32
Subject:eh....day one.
Security:Public

Yeah, so today was the second week of college in the second semester of my first year. I bought the last of my required book today at a grand total of $299.95....what the hell is up with that shit? I mean really, I know that's not as much as some people pay for books, but in some cases the books cost more than the damned class you're taking. They really stick it to you with that bullshit, and after you buy the damned thing you turn around and realize, "Holy shit, i know like 95% of the shit in here!" It made me want to just rip out the one chapter i didn't know, and return the damned book. So much for that class.
So, this is something of my first try on this sort of thing, I found out about blurty from my friend ninjaflare, who is if I may, something of a breakdancer. ninjaflare, I don't know if he would want me to use his actual name, has been progressing in the art of breakdancing for some time, and its not too long ago when he learned to do some windmills, and has the front end of a normal flare down, and I hope that he can get the rest soon, and can continue to progress. He is, quite honestly, great at the dance, he's all for the music and how you can just flow with it and use the moves as an act of expression. That is merely one of the reasons that ninjaflare rocks. He inspires me to try my hand at breakdancing again...for the third time......yeah. That reminds me, I need to call him, when I came back up to Reno for college, I had to leave him down in Vegas for a while, which sucks, seeing as how he's been one of my greatest friends since second grade.
Yeah, so...I'm hungry.....I'll be back later, or sooner, or sooner or later....whatever.

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