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Bua hahaha! I forgot about this thing! Well, I update most in my LiveJournal and am not as mentally unstable as I was as a moody teenager. Toodles! |
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| The 80's baby! | ||||
| 02:37pm 11/11/2003 | ||||
*1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE." *2. You watched the Pound Puppies. *3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air" (I still can) *4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish. *5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. *6. You owned those lil Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. *7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom. *8. Two words: M.C. Hammer. *9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock." *10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars. *11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales." *12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. *13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. *14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen. *15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. *16. You made your Mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side *17. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House) (and I still do...lol) 18. You wore Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it. 19. L.A. Gear... 20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. 21. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books. *22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF" (BOOYAH!!!) *23. You wanted to be a Goonie. *24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. *25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off... 26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. *27. You took Lunch Pails to school. *28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets. *29. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence. *30. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts. 31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band. *32. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up. *33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets. *34. You ever owned a pair of jelly shoes. (Own them? I should have been the frickin SPOKESPERSON!) *35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know what you are, but what am I?" (LOL!!!!!) *36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up" (Remember it?? It was the one impression I could never get enough of!) 37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates. *38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide. *39. You have ever played with a Skip-It. (You'd have to live under a rock to not have played Skip-It...) 40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's. *41. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "Totally awesome" 42. You remember Popples. *43. "Don't worry, be happy" *44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks. *45. You wore socks scrunched down. (I actually rolled mine down too...) *46. "Miss MARY MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK" Or, Ms. Susie had a steamboat, the steamboat had a bell (toot toot) Ms. Susie went to heaven, the steamboat went to... *47. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players. *48. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies. *49. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!" *50. You remember watching Rainbow Bright and My Little Pony Tales. 51. You thought Doogie Howser was hot. *52. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac. *53. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool. (I was destined to marry Joey McIntyre...) *54. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class. *55. You know all the words to Bon Jovi. *giggles insanely* Oh my goodness! *starts singing "Memories"* |
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| 10:17pm 10/11/2003 | ||||
Well, I was always told to take chances once in a while. And trust me, have I always had a good head on my shoulders. But I made a crappy decision. One I will never make again. Trust me. No details will be given. Some know, but a lot don't. And it will remain that way. I just regret everything. And the one time I act differently on this decision (the problem has been presented to be many many times before) is the one time I hurt myself. I ended up almost in tears last night. I seriously wanted to just get up and, as usual, run away from the dumbass things I do. But something rang inside my head: It's not the end of the world. And it's not. I grow up and make mistakes. I haven't made many mistakes as a kid. Anyways, next time I will use my head. When my head is saying, "Renee, what are you doing? Are you all right up there?" I will actually stop what I'm doing and think, "Duh! I was given a conscience for a reason!" So, to all those who know can rest and be sure my head is level once more. I now have a great insecurity around some people and that is one of the reasons I feel uncomfortable leaving my room. But tomorrow I am going to suck myself up and say, "Hey. I was stupid. I did a bad thing. But life goes on and I learned the lesson given to me." Chances aren't always meant to be taken; remember that people! So life has been going on since the incident. I was lucky; it could have been a lot worse. I am going to concentrate more on making myself happy. And I mean truely happy. Because that thing I did didn't make me happy at all. "Thanks, that was fun," is the only response I can give. That and "Mistaking lust for love." Meh, the beat goes on. The music of life continues. And I can't just stop singing and walk off the stage when I hit a wrong note. I go on performing. Afterall, my audience is always watching me and critiquing my every move. Sure, sometimes I trip over the complicated dance movies, but so what? The band doesn't cut to see how I get back up. It expects me to pick myself up. The sooner, the better because the beat goes on. And though rumors will go around and the story will get twisted, this performer has learned to pick herself up, laugh, and look forward to the next song instead of singing one song over and over, getting lost in what her concert is all about. The lights have begun to shine brighter. All eyes are on me right now waiting for my next move. Waiting to hear my next song. Just watching and waiting. Some have made judgements about me. I feel bad that the decision changes who I am in their eyes, but what can I do for redemption? Nothing. So, anyways, I hope everything is going on for you guys. And I know life gets hard. Trust me, I know. If you have read my journal from the beginning, you know how I used to deal with problems. Not anymore, people. I am learning to move on. I hope people do too. *hugs* I miss y'all! Hope to hear from you soon! Toodles! |
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| 09:42am 04/11/2003 | ||||
On another note (since you guys are WAY out of the loop), my cousin Chrissy has been having severe seizures and, my mom told me, she suffered a stroke. She had to quit school and lost her liscence. This is her profile: Im officially out of the hospital (Saturday) AGAIN, yep.. had another seizure this time I hallucinated and beat the sh*t out of the emergency room docs and beat my body off the metal bed so they had to tie me down at all ends which was nice to wake up to... kept me there for 3 days and gave me 8 pills a day to take home so I wont be on here much because really i dont know whats going on anymore... ever And. of course, her away message reads "I <3 narcotics." *sighs* I think I'll spend one of my vacations in PA this year. Either April or February. I promised Meghan I'd visit her in Vermont a vacation. Oh, speaking of Meghan! Sheesh, sometimes I forget just how of the loop y'all are! I have switched roommates. I feel I lost a friend in the process but if she were truely my friend she'd understand where Meg and I were coming from. But, yeah, I have a new roomie who also doubles as my best friend. Got to love it! Unfortunately, she is leaving for UVM next semester and I will have to find a new roomie. *pouts* Caitlin has my spoons. I want cereal, damn it! And Samantha (the friend I lost) owes me $30. So how do I go about asking for things when they hate me...? |
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| I am bored. | |||
| 10:42am 15/10/2003 | |||
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I am bored. So you know what? I shall do a pointless survey! *large cheesy grin* 1. Your name spelled backwards. Eener. EENER. lol, what a silly name. Eener! 2. Where were your parents born? Ummm... *shrugs* Ask them. 3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? OfficeOrg because it hates me!!! *breaks down crying* And I have to do it again! 4. What’s your favorite restaurant? The 99! That and my Papa's kitchen... *smile* 5. Last time you swam in a pool? During the summer of 2003 6. Have you ever been in a school play? Yeah, middle school. Hugest drama freak. When I got to hich school I chose band because drama people were sucky. 7. How many kids do you want? Kids are the spawn of Satan. And I am God. See, things just don't work that way. Justin said I'd be a good mom last night. Justin needs a slap upside the head. 8. Type of music you dislike most? One word: Elvis. 9. Are you registered to vote? Yup yup. For my 18th birthday, my dad slapped that form in front of me. 10. Do you have cable? *mutters and glares at her college television* I want my satellite back... 11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? Dirt bike, yes. Moped, no. 12. Ever prank call anybody? *goes into fits of giggles* 13. Ever get a parking ticket? Nah. 14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Probably not. Something about falling hundreds of feet... 16. Do you have a garden? No. I am deprived. *sulks* 17. What’s your favorite comic strip? Foxtrot and Nazzyis Daisywraiths. *smiles mischeiviously* 18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? Ummm... Which one is that again...? 19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? Hot Shower: Both! Cold Bath: Night. 20. Best movie you’ve seen in the past month? Ummm... ummm... Unfair question! 21. Favorite pizza topping? Veggies! Lots and lots of veggies! 22. Chips or popcorn? Popcorn. The good stuff, though. *crosses her fingers for the popcorn maker she wants for Christmas* 23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? Either pink or dark red. Whichever I am in the mood for. 24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Can't say that I have 25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? *dies in a fit of laughter* Yeah, maybe when it's judged by the BLIND!!! 26. Orange Juice or apple? I love both, but orang juice wins. 27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? Ummm... My Nana. We went to Leo's back home for breakfast. They have the best food... Yummy yummy. 28. Favorite type of chocolate bar? Milky Way Dark. 29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? I voted for Bush! LOL, j/k! Seriously guys, I just regstered in February. 30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? A few weeks ago my Enlgish teacher gave me one form her garden. 31. Have you ever won a trophy? Can't say that I have. 32. Are you a good cook? Yes, I am. I am very good at spaghetti. You know, boiling the noodles and heating the tomato sauce in the mircrowave. No one does it like me. *large grin* 33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? I did it when I was, like, 10.... I don't know if I can still. 34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? Nope. 35. Sprite or 7-up? Diet Sprite. 36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? how about school? Nope 37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Shit, that wasn't until August! Oh, yeah! The guy was cute and I bought gum and an Arizona iced tea and struck up a chat. 38. Ever throw up in public? Only once, on my school bus. 39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? Neither. I would hate to have a shit load of money and I don't believe in love. 40. Do you believe in love at first sight? I did once. But that proved to be wrong in the long run. Now I am a skeptic of love on general. 41. Ever call a 1-900 number? *giggles* Ummm... no...? 42. Can ex’s be friends? In my case, no. Never woked out that way. But I have seen other cases work out. 43. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? My Papa. *tear* 44. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? I was a cute bald baby... 45. What did you eat today? Swiss cake rolls. 46. What’s your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character? Too many to list. I love Will Ferrel as Bush, though. And MANGO!!! 47. What was the name of your first pet? lol... No clue. I think it was one of my hermit crabs. I think it's name was Hermie. (Get it? Hermite Crab? Hermie?) 48. What is in your purse? My whole world. 49. Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Listen to music as I fall asleep. 50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? The cool friends I have. That and Gatorade. |
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| 09:29am 07/10/2003 | |||
 You are Pretty in Pink! You might be a little weird to some people, but you are very creative! Some people might be especially attracted to your weirdness. What 80's Movie Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  No one would really know your name. You would be called by what you do. For example, if you burn your victims to death all the time, you would be known as The Arsonist, or if you knife them, you would be known as The Slasher. You would be the mysterious killer who strikes at sporadic times, and would be very difficult to catch. You might dress up and mask yourself when you perform your horrible killings. Your identity would really be a mystery. Obviously you would be wanted all over the place, and authorities would desperately try to capture you. Even if you were caught, you would not say much. The public would greatly fear you because you could just strike unexpectedly. What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As? brought to you by Quizilla Well, Caitlin came in during the last quiz and we had a talk. Well, we had a talk last night and the way she converyed herself, she wanted to move. So she put herself on a list this morning. She came in and talked to me about it and said we should flip a coin to see who moves out; the only opening for moving is in another hall. We both have friends here so we have to flip a coin. I don't want to move but neither does she and we just don't get along anymore. I told her last night we could try to work it out but I guess she doesn't want to. *shrugs* I have a feeling I'll be the one moving and it actually hurts a lot. I have so many friends here, damn it. I am pissed right now. And need to cry. FUCK LIFE! |
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| Just a quick note... | |||
| 06:19pm 05/10/2003 | |||
| ...liking someone sucks when they don't like you back. | |||
| Hey hey hey! | |||
| 09:51am 03/10/2003 | |||
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Good morning! It's cold and clear today. But the trees behind the parking lot across the street look positively gorgeous as they glitter in the sunlight. If you look out the window, you could hardly tell it was freezing outside. It looks so warm and inviting from where I am sitting. It beckons me to come out and play. Yeah, right! Got an A- on my Geology lab. Go me! So far, so good. Can it be I may avtually do well in a science class? Possibly. :-D No one wanted to see Donnie Darko with me last night. But that's okay because I felt feverish. Sam said I looked sick and made me take medicine. Blech. Went to bed early. Woke up to finish Geo homework and take a shower. Went to class and came back. Went to breakfast with Meg and came back. Am now doing nothing. Go me! Have come to conclusion I cannot sleep without Jazzy, my bean bag lizard. I tried going to bed but realized she was in Samantha's room. Sam and Meg were at the snack bar. I left a note on their door and when they got back, Megan came in and put Jazzy next to me. She's such a sweetie! It's a very very Mad World. |
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| 08:22am 02/10/2003 | |||
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I was hyper before going to bed last night. Kelley (who, if you didn't know, is a guy) had come in my room and we were looking through Cosmopolitan and rating the models and reading the funny articles. We ended on a good one about a "vibrater" going through airport security. We couldn't stop laughing. So right after that, I tried to get to bed but couldn't. So for 45 minutes I listened to "Lovers in a Dangerous Time" by BNL to get sleepy. And it worked. Well, needless to say about 20 minutes later this loud annoying noise is sounding in my head. I am REALLY irritated, thinking "What kind of sucky dream is this? I am trying to fall asleep and there is the abnoxious, loud buzzing sound!" Then I hear Caitlin roll off her bed and go "Oh shit..." I wake immediately and the fire alarm is sounding. I roll out of bed, grab my bean bag lizard and search my closet for my flip flops. Yeah, it's a fire and I am taking my sweet ass time saving my lizard and finding my shoes. Go outside, it's freezing out. I'm in jeans and a tee-shirt (very lazy, didn't feel like changing). Met up with Samantha and Meghan and had Sam warm me up. She's such a doll! Kelley and Aaron were bitching about missing the Red Sox game. Some time later, we're let back in. The first thing you could smell was the thick smell of burnt popcorn. Idiots. Right when I went to go up the back of the stairs, the alarm tried to sound again. It hit it with my lizard. Could not get to sleep after that. Don't know when I did fall asleep, but I woke up aorund 4:30 to the sound of boys hollering outside. Went back to bed and here I am. Tired. Grumpy. And a tummy ache. But now, I shall reminise about the first time I saw LotR in theatres. You won't follow it very well. I am just posting it for me to remember. Late at night. Rachel and I forced dad to go. Cold. Fun in the car. Long lines. Surprised we got in. Dad and Rachel making jokes through it. Got home late. Forced to go to school the next day. Totally worth it. |
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| 02:33pm 26/09/2003 | |||
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I am going to start typing "If..." questions every once in a while and answer them. You can too, if you want. If you could erase any one murder from history, what would it be? Abe Lincoln. If you had to select any manmade object that best represents your personality, what would you choose? A yellow post-it. If you could choose any historic figure to read your eulogy, who would you want to do it? Bob Hope. If you could change one thing about your life, what would it be? My hatred of pictures being taken of me. If you could have the hair of someone you know, whose would you take? Beth's. If you had to choose the biggest mistake you have made in life so far, what would it be? Suicide attempts. If you were to spend the rest of your life in the company of a single type of animal, which would you choose? Either dogs or horses. If you had to identify the one thing destiny probably held in store for you, what would you say it is? More twists and turns at the wrong time, like it always has done. I think that's enough for now. I hope to talk to you all soon. Love you guys! Toodles! |
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| 07:39am 24/09/2003 | |||
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Last night must have been the emotion night for the 3rd floor in Lockwood Hall. A few people, including myself, had a bad night. I am not one to badger into people's busniss, so at some point I came back in my room to let people talk with other people. So I come here and decide to try to get to bed early. Come back to a bunch of messages from my mother who vowed just a few days earlier she'd never talk to me again. Look how long that lasted... "You do know I love you, right? I love you so much. Are you ignoring me?" EVERY SINGLE FUCKING NIGHT. Last night, I almost cried. But I just went into the bathroom and sat down for a few minutes. I have explained on numberous occasions that I am not her therapist, I am her daughter. But she doesn't treat me that way. So anyways, smart ass brother of mine has been caught drinking and his parol officer was notified and it looks like he may be spending time in jail. Stupid git. But, of course, since he is a Gratis, people are begining to pull strings so that he doesn't. God I wish people wouldn't use their connections in cases like these. My brother should have been sent to jail a while ago. I just want him to learn about punishment. Anyways, I have to go. Geology in 10 minutes. *bangs head on keyboard* I don't want to go........ |
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| 06:19pm 23/09/2003 | |||
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I am so dead. I have no energy. I don't think, anways. Am doing nothing because I have nothing to do. Makes sense, huh? I am envious of those with homework to do. I wish I could work my brain. Instead I fill my brain with word puzzles (because they rule!), Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, and Evanescence. Been listening to Imaginary a lot lately. Nice song, really. I like it. Charlie has talked me out of killing Chad. I left my purse in his car with my ID and he told me he would bring it up. He never did. No dinner for me because you need an ID to eat. *tummy growls* Was going to order a pizza but then remembered I had all my money in that purse. ALL my money. Starting to get rather paranoid about it. Anyways, tomorrow is an easy day. Geology 8-9 then Critical Thinking 11-12 then working in Admissions 12:30-4. |
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| 08:19am 23/09/2003 | |||
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I am definately coming down with something. I have realized I should purchase a thermometer j.i.c., you know? Went to bed at 1 am and woke up before 7 because I didn't feel well. I laid in my bed for over an hour trying to get back to sleep. Too late, my eyes saw too much light. Oh the lovely curse of once I am up, I am up. *sighs* I feel kind of sick to my stomach and didn't really eat anything yesterday. I tried to eat breakfast but all I could manage was 3 bites of a bagel and a pear. I thought I was going to puke after that. Wasn't hungry at lunch nor dinner. Ended up snacking on pretzles and orange juice. Now that I am up, I know I cannot manage breakfast. I feel like I am going to upchuck at any moment. We shall see as the hours tick by. I have a meeting at 10:10 with my English professor. Fun fun. I swear, though, if I have to "crack" a sentence open again, I will scream. I don't usually leave anything to explain in more depth. And when I did crack a sentence over in class, I found myself rambling about something other than the topic I was trying to get across. So after the meeting I have English at 11. Then LIA until about 2. Then Spanish at 3:30. I feel a pout coming on. I really am not up for galavanting about th campus to get to classes. I can't even stomach a granola bar, never mind Spanish class. Anyways, I hope I improve because tomorrow and Thursday are rush days. Then my Friday is so nice. Geology at 8 and Critical thinking at 11. I am fancy free come noontime! But that's Friday and today's Tuesday. Shall keep reminding myself to take things one day at a time... |
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| 12:15pm 22/09/2003 | |||
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How are y'all doing? I'm all right I guess. For some reason beyond my comprehension, Azio is walking back and forth my door. Strange boys. I have 2 hours until my next class and everyone's gone to lunch. I'm not hungry which is kind of scary because I didn't eat that much breakfast. I think I may be coming down with something. That will suck if I do. Come to find out, Rebecca has horses back home. She offered to let me visit to ride. Yay! *does happy Frodo frog/chicken dance* Still looking into lessons though. Have begun to listen to Evanessance again. Not depressing me anymore. It actually has awesome lyrics. Very good. I am a scrub today. Go me! *does a jig* Hmmm, can't think of anything else to blabber about. And I've only killed 5 minutes. Oh joy... |
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| 06:59pm 21/09/2003 | |||
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I just caught myself saying to myslef that I needed to feel something real. Fuck, what's happening now? |
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| Good morning, Journal Land! ((2!)) | |||
| 09:16am 21/09/2003 | |||
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*NOTE: If you want the whole story, read the previous entry! This is JUST about my 2 new friends. Samantha. Allow me to take this moment to say I have never met a girl I could talk so pervertedly with openly and laugh for 5 minutes after each wisecrack one of us made. Mind you, I had just met this girl, what, a half hour before? She's the greatest. At one point, Sam and I are joking around and talking as the boys played with a tape measure. Looking like a scene that would paint bad mental images in your head, Sam and I felt need to comment. When they were done "playing" (*giggles*) with the tape measure, they put it away. I told them I wanted to play with it because it looked like fun and Sam and I laughed. Then she goes, "But it's square. Wouldn't that hurt?" I swear to God, that was one of the funniest things I ever heard. I just burst out laughing for about 10 minutes. We knew that this would be the start of a beautiful (perverted) friendship. Justin. Sam immediately tells him she met someone as perverted as her. I could not stop giggling and was forced to avert my eyes. (Some could swear is was "on" something) We make wisecracks. Laughs were laughed. Jokes were joked. Samantha did a real life "TeeHee." Allow me to explain this. I have only seen people type "tee hee" when talking to people online. NEVER in my life have I heard someone do it for real. Imagine someone in a full fit of laughter and, while laughing, go "Tee hee" so that is echoes everywhere. Justin and I looked at each other in utter shock. (I knew he was friend #2 because he noticed something I did and usually that rarely happens) That was honestly the highlight of my evening, hearing Sam go "Tee hee." I ran into Justin's room. Struck up conversation then looked through his DVDs and books. Did I happy dance at all his movies (in my head, mind you. I had just met the boy and didn't want to scare him with my happy dance which, at that time, might have resembled Frodo's frog/chicken dance in LotR) because the boy had such good taste! Then I decided to make people watch Fight Club. Invading Aaron's room, we all go in and watch it. Now Friend #2 has turned into cuddle buddy. (Cuddle partner during Fight Club has amused me greatly. I love turning bloody movies into cuddle movies. Especially one as great at Fight Club) Then people got restless and we shuffled a bit and it ended up me and Sam cuddling and Justin goes to the other bed with a girl who has joined us, Rebecca. Lost initial cuddle buddy. On plus side, have gained access to GoldFish. Then again, was greatly enjoying myself. *shrugs* Do fear I might be developing feelings for Friend #2/cuddle buddy. Then again, you really couldn't blame me. This guy is really great. I think he's single, but cannot jump to conclusions. Besides, we have just met. *crosses fingers. And toes. And arms. And legs. And eyes* I am now hyper from lack of sleep... Rock on! |
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| Good morning, Journal Land! | |||
| 08:53am 21/09/2003 | |||
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I made friends yesterday! Be proud of me! Hehehe. It was an adventurous day! First, Liz didn't sleep over and failed to mention she wasn't going to be around. She had told me when we went to dinner the night before that she would call me and we'd do something. So 1:00 rolls around. My laundry has finished and I left a message for Liz thinking she'd call back soon. So then I am starting to get bored and I already cleaned and stuff so I just sat down and watched "Newlyweds". ((*NOTE: I hate Jessica Simpson)) During the second episode power goes out. Comes back on for a few seconds. Goes out again. Comes back on immediately going out. My computer, tv, light were all on. So I get up and go down the hall to Kelley's room to see if his went out. Met him at the corner. Seems there were a select few that decided to be bums and stay in. So Samantha and Aaron (I think that's how you spell his name) joined us. Then we hear sirens going in all different directions. Few moments later we hear one go by our school. Almost at once, we all decided to go for a walk. So we take one. See a fire truck (oooooh, shiny!) and firemen (Hubba hubba!) go into the library (not the Mantor, the other one). Deciding that we really wouldn't find anything out (and it was kind of hot) we ventured back and piled into Kelley and Aaron's room. This is where I made my first new friend. Samantha. Allow me to take this moment to say I have never met a girl I could talk so pervertedly with openly and laugh for 5 minutes after each wisecrack one of us made. Mind you, I had just met this girl, what, a half hour before? She's the greatest. So Sam and I are joking around and talking as the boys played with a tape measure. Looking like a scene that would paint bad mental images in your head, Sam and I felt need to comment. When they were done "playing" (*giggles*) with the tape measure, they put it away. I told them I wanted to play with it because it looked like fun and Sam and I laughed. Then she goes, "But it's square. WOuldn't that hurt?" I swear to God, that was one of the funniest things I ever heard. I just burst out laughing for about 10 minutes. We knew that this would be the start of a beautiful (perverted) friendship. So she and Aaron engage in Phase 10 (*shrugs* Never heard of it before) and tried to get me to join. Me? I was like, "I suck when I play games for the first time." They're like, "It's like Rummy." Oh yes, Jimmy Silva can tell you how much I suck at Rummy. Though for beginner's luck I beat him the first time I played, I quickly lost the spunk for it. Then Kelley unhooked his laptop and tried to get the computer to let him put Chess on "Player vs. Player." Nothing doing. So he played a few moves, got mad because he made a stupid move and turned it off. Then decided to teach me to play another game like Asteroids, though much more complicated. I should have died in the first round. Then power comes back on and there was much rejoicing (Yay............). *pauses to think* I am forgetting something... Oh, yes! We played "Uno." I beat the carp out of them first time around. Second time around I died. Then it's off to dinner we go! We eat, Sam and I make perverted jokes, and talk. Kelley leaves to go play basketball and we continue talking. AFter getting desert and almost come to the closing of a fun day, Justin comes along. This is friend #2! Sam immediately tells him she met someone as perverted as me. I could not stop giggling and was forced to avert my eyes. (Some could swear is was "on" something) We make wisecracks. Laughs were laughed. Jokes were joked. Samantha did a real life "TeeHee." Allow me to explain this. I have only seen people type "tee hee" when talking to people online. NEVER in my life have I heard someone do it for real. Imagine a full fit of laughter and, while laughing, go "Tee hee" so that is echoes everywhere. Justin and I looked at each other in utter shock. (I knew he was friend #2 because he noticed something I did and usually that rarely happens) That was honestly the highlight of my evening, hearing Sam go "Tee hee." So then we move out to the beach (Sam and I). She plopped herself on the middle cushin (That is so not spelled right...). I ran up, stopped for a few seconds, then did this funky jump thing that must have looked really hilarious, now that I think about it. So we lay down and start arguing over a CVS ad. Justin and Aaron come out and keep saying they're going to go. Do they? Nah. Why? I think it's because Sam and I are just dead sexy! (*laughs* Oh God, 6 hours of sleep for a second night in a row does something to me...) We joke and laugh. Got a few lap dances from Justing. Very good. :) Then had him sit so I could use him as a pillow. And we distinguish me as "God." Actually, that was during dinner when Justin asked me for my name. I told him "God." Holy Shiznit! This is getting long! Shall make a shortened version in a few minutes... So we get back and Aaron turns on football (YUCK!). Sam lays down but me? Oh Lord, and I hyper at this point. Go bounding down the hall to nag Chad. Then back to Aaron's room to get people motivated. Then bound back to Chad's room. Then run into Justin's room. Struck up conversation then looked through his DVDs and books. Did I happy dance at all his movies (in my head, mind you. I had just met the boy and didn't want to scare him with my happy dance which, at that time, might have resembled Frodo's frog/chicken dance in LotR) because the boy had such good taste! Then I decided to make people watch Fight Club. Invading Aaron's room, we all go in and watch it. Now Friend #2 has turned into cuddle buddy. (Cuddle parnet during Fight Club has amused me greatly. I love turning bloody movies into cuddle movies. Especially one as great at Fight Club) Then people got restless and we shuffled a bit and it ended up me and Sam cuddling and Justin goes to the other bed with a girl who has joined us, Rebecca. Lost initial cuddle buddy. On plus side, have gained access to GoldFish. Then again, was greatly enjoying myself. *shrugs* Meh, not a problem. Kelley comes in and the movie finishes. Kelley's friend calls. Turns out Kelley had a girlfriend. *crosses him off her potential cuddle buddy list* Then we pop in Ferris Bueller's Day off. Got massage from Kelley. (*laughs* I cannot write this without making it sound unperverted *starts laughing and continues laughing through this segment*) He was too rough. See, My back is really sensitive and he opted to give me a backrub. But his hands were too strong. *stops and just laughs so hard* Not continuing. Long story short (TOO LATE!), 12:30 rolls around I decide to go to bed. Then wake up at 7. Am now hyper from lack of sleep... Rock on! Do fear I might be developing feelings for Friend #2/cuddle buddy. Then again, you really couldn't blame me. This guy is really great. I think he's single, but cannot jump to conclusions. Besides, we have just met. Anyways, I hope y'all have a great day. I shall now make a condensed version so that you guys can skip over things if you want to. Toodles! |
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| Dull life? | |||
| 09:33am 20/09/2003 | |||
 My life is rated PG. What is your life rated? Just because I don't do drugs or drink or anything, doesn't mean I am PG. Sheesh, I am at least PG-13... Hehe, anyways, today is laundry day! Oh goodie! Get to sit in the laundry room for 3 hours. Shall be leaving soon. Everone else comes at 11 and then it gets swamped. Talk to you guy later! |
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| Look at me! | |||
| 03:56pm 19/09/2003 | |||
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Tra lala lala! Look at me! *spins in little circles* Yeah, so I'm bored. Bored bored bored. Bored. Just got through watching Animal House with Kelley. He's Caitlin's study partner and seems cute enough. Another weekend and Caitlin is off to her home. Shall start planning on her doing this every other weekend... Tra lala lala. I am bored. Listening to Goo Goo Dolls now. I love them. *sighs* Boredom's already getting to me. Oh joy! Liz is taking a few moments to decide if she wants to come over tonight or not. I wouldn't blame her if she didn't want to come over. Can be a bit boring. Have been lonely lately. Been coping, though, like I usually do. Should stop complaining. Then again, not really complaining. Just staing some random facts about my life and I. We get along fine, for the most part. Chad has a fighting fish. I want a fighting fish. He named it Zyrus. I want a red one to name Sauron. :-D I envy people with stuff to do. See, while they're out having fun with people, I am sitting in my room. Why? Because our floor is very isolated. Yes, well, perhaps I shall find something to do or something. I miss Bobby's World.... |
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| 11:08pm 14/09/2003 | |||
| "I cried a lot. As a child, I had hoped to show people how unfulfilled I was. I wanted to drown myself in my own tears of pain. When they found my lifeless body, I wanted them all to see how I died. In a pool of tears. Face down. Head so hollow it easily filled with the pool I created from my broken heart." | |||
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