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Blurty for the girl with the flower in her hair.
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| Wednesday, October 1st, 2008 |
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i see the extraordinary in you... and i want to let it out. |
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| Sunday, September 28th, 2008 |
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it begins. where you left me. so far away. and it ends. where we meet again. or so i would like to think. the future holds promise. and when it does unfold... i'm sure a wall will be present around the heart and soul you once knew. |
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| Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008 |
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i thought about you today. and our last days together. the warmth, holding of hands... your touch. and your face. your broad, thick shoulders. you sat there. with your head down. i couldn't see your eyes. i knew you would miss us. but not nearly as much as me. it has been more than 3 years. shit. how time flies. and people change. and i am no where near where i want to be. (yet so much farther from where you left me.) |
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| Monday, September 15th, 2008 |
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| i promise to look you in the eyes more. | ||
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| Thursday, September 11th, 2008 |
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it has been awhile since i have felt pain. (and when i say pain, i mean real, fucking hurt, pain.) i am allergic to advil. i never take tylenol. i walk through life watching others limp. _____________ i don't know how much longer i can self medicate my mind so it forgets to feel. all that it should. |
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| Monday, September 1st, 2008 |
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so busy. i lost myself. among a stack of papers. _____________________ -long pants that drag at the bottom and hang loose around hips -eyes with depth -flat shoes -black ink tattoos -simple but beautiful music -a good conversation -fashion -the 1940's -hats, costume or just to rock -wings! -secret gardens -the size of the ocean -feeling small -the color green -love, braveheart style -leaves on trees and the light that falls through -holding hands -dark movies -real life -poetry and literature -fantasy novels and dragons -god induced miracles -nuns walking together in a row -watching cougars -dancing, wildly in a huge group of people -blue jeans that are worn in -NPR -itunes -magazine cut out collages -wisdom -the power of prayer -music from the 90's -fresh cut roses -someone who understands _____________________ so alone. i found myself. a mere shadow of who i use to be. |
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| Tuesday, August 26th, 2008 |
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| radiohead just rocked the fuck out of my life. | ||||
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| Sunday, August 10th, 2008 |
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i watched the moonset in the distance, moving slowly like growing old and looking just as lonely as me. |
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| Friday, August 8th, 2008 |
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i forgot about the sky today, pale blue white and covered in haze. looked down to us each day as if to say, i will be here always to protect and rain. kiss you goodnight, give stars to entertain. i will never leave you though cracks cover black, what were once holes. i will never forget you, your heart nor your soul. i will always love you, pale blue white and covered in haze. i will never leave you, like the sky here always to stay. |
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| Wednesday, August 6th, 2008 |
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the hum of the city with a trumpet on the side. a zoom here. a slow stroll there. anything goes, when you are in the city. anything goes. and everyone knows. but only when in the city. --------------------------------- i need to get out more. to the city. maybe. or out of my shell. maybe. |
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| Thursday, July 31st, 2008 |
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chars of bright. ----------------- i ran over his shadow and crushed him to his knees. handed me his broken heart. begged me to mend it, please. told me i was beautiful, in the morning light. cut and paste me collages, long lasting chars of bright. chars of bright in my once darkly broken night. ---------------------------------------- i totally acted uninterested. i dont know why. i just did. i guess i wanted to know how he would act. childish. i know. but i did it. and now i feel like ending the game. but i am afraid. cause you seem so real. and quite frankly, you make me nervous. no butterflies. just nervous. i lose all confidence, all ability to express who i really am. through conversations. through actions. i lose all ability to simply be myself. it use to be so easy. being myself, that is. fuck. |
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2008 |
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we walked towards a grandiose mountain, laying on the floor like a huge lion with golden grains of fur and shadows. and all i know is...i got to hold your hand. |
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| Monday, July 7th, 2008 |
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i let the fire die as i cried. dark blue, crescent with sparkles in your eyes. read me well. and not in bad light. teach me to live, live through with you another night. |
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| Friday, July 4th, 2008 |
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my blood has been thus polluted with no time to focus on all that should matter. art and charity. i shall make more time for you. |
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| Sunday, June 8th, 2008 |
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i heard a leaf fall when i died, silent till landing, shocked surprised. crisp and stiff, and ready to break. cracked and remolded, years of heartache. alive while standing. wanting nothing more. i turned and bore relief as the little leaf hit the floor. |
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| Friday, June 6th, 2008 |
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you sang without words as you looked into my eyes. and saw a grand future pass in the blink of an eye. eyelashes falling down cheeks, so pink. i left you without a thought to think. |
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| Wednesday, June 4th, 2008 |
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we are just two people stuck in this skin. peeling the layers and scratching the scabs, fabric stretched so thin. we are just two people... trying to get out. |
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| Thursday, May 29th, 2008 |
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(i wrote you a song.) came looking for nothing, as you gently touched my arm. sang you a 'lil something, as i smoothly brushed your heart. i want to paint the sky a graceful shade of blue and tell you of soft worlds longing to be shattered and removed. and it feels quite nice and silent as i sit here in the dark. and it takes awhile to realize who you are from such afar. and it leaves me left saying nothing but exactly what i mean. and it makes another day end so beautifully. so beautifully, ended though it seems. |
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| Tuesday, May 27th, 2008 |
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i want to be beautiful like the people in magazines. full of multiple one-sided relationships with people who know all but nothing about me. (im being serious.) |
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| Wednesday, May 21st, 2008 |
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| i just fell in love with the black keys. | ||
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Blurty for the girl with the flower in her hair.
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