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Sunday, October 20th, 2013

Time:6:16 am.
Music:...atoms for peace..
...i've walked.

Yes.

i've walked down this road,
many times before.

But never once
noticed the painted red heart,
fading on the floor.
Comments: 1 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Wednesday, September 4th, 2013

Time:8:11 pm.
And he moved me.

With his arm,
around my ribs.

As if i were a feather.
He, the breeze.


I felt like a woman.

He, the man.






And he moved me.
Comments: 2 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Saturday, August 31st, 2013

Time:11:49 am.
Music:...radiohead..
and it starts,

with early morning walks,
down roads in search of raw honey.


and helping light my cigarette in the wind.
sweaty hands, embraced.
and light caresses of a similar soul.



all ends,

with hard kisses
near midnight balsamic lemonade
stands.


on our walk home.
Comments: 1 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Sunday, June 16th, 2013

Time:1:03 pm.
When i was young
i wanted to be a truck driver.

I wanted to drive and drive and drive.
and see the countryside.

But my teacher just laughed
and told me to pick something else.



I drew a boy soccer player
with blue cleats.

She didnt approve.






Yesteday,
my lil god son asked...

What do you want to be when you grow up?

I answered, truck driver.




Tilted head of approval.

And i know he understands.
Comments: 2 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

Time:9:35 pm.
Music:...radiohead. where i end and you begin..
Deep inside, I am an old lady.

Born,
before I was born.



A soul,
Years older than my flesh.

With fingers that can grasp.
And a mind that can juggle.

Yet a spirit,
so weary of such rapid change.

i almost cease to live.



Deep inside, I am an old lady.

Dead,
before i've died.
Comments: 1 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Saturday, May 11th, 2013

Subject:...howl.
Time:3:21 pm.
Music:primitive radio gods. standing outside a broken phonebooth.
i met a man, last night.

he asked for 45 seconds of my time.
we ended up sharing hours.


in the middle of it all,
he stopped me mid sentence
and said,


"at first, i thought you were a cat.
but now, i understand...

you are a wolf."



















done.
Comments: 1 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Saturday, May 4th, 2013

Time:1:48 pm.
I go to bars.

I go to bars with friends.

I go to bars with semi strangers.





And.

Always end up.

Escaping outside.

To watch my smoke drift up to the clouds.




And wonder where you are.

Under them, somewhere.
Comments: 4 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Friday, May 3rd, 2013

Time:1:32 pm.
And i let the fringe dangle,
dangle on the floor.

I didnt care.

I didnt know, really.



I let it drag.
as i watched light travel.


Light travels.






And.

Just yesterday,

I forgot to care
all about the wear and tear
it caused.


Not only on the fringe.
Comments: appease my failing soul.

Wednesday, April 24th, 2013

Time:10:02 pm.
There is a stillness down inside of me
that i've barely yet to know.

It yells and it screams at me
as soft as wind can blow.
Comments: appease my failing soul.

Time:9:56 pm.
Wait.

Wait, i said.
And wait, he did.

He waited.

And waited and waited.

He waited in the sun.
and he waited in the shade.

He waited while i didnt know,
I was waiting on another.

Such an unhealthy wait.
such an unhealthy love.

and now.

I can only hope
we wait no more


In this lowely state of

Waiting.
Comments: 4 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Sunday, April 14th, 2013

Time:4:16 pm.
Music:...my morning jacket. i will be there when you die..
Two minutes from death,
i decided not to die.


My soul, so small.
and my will, weak.


I decided not to die.
Comments: 3 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Friday, April 12th, 2013

Time:1:36 pm.
I talked with an old stoic man.
homeless? I'll never know.

He wore an old stoic sign around his neck,
tied with dirty purple shoelace.

It simply stated...love.



He told me, his granddaughter
made it...
two days before she passed.



And in that moment,
i fell in love with him and his old stoic sadness.

And the way he hung his head.
Comments: 4 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Saturday, April 6th, 2013

Time:2:10 pm.
Music:...rem. man on the moon..
There once was this penny.
who fell in love with another penny.

And they sat in a jar for years.

Once spent,
they ended up in different pockets.

Being passed around.
place to place.

And lived their days, eternity
wishing they were back in the jar.
Comments: 2 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Thursday, April 4th, 2013

Time:1:29 pm.
A sailing ship,
to ruins.

Two anchors,
at the bottom.

Of a vast ocean,
a hidden world.

Tinted in silent blue.

And full of lonely love.

Sailing the bottom of the ocean.
Comments: 2 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Wednesday, April 3rd, 2013

Time:9:13 pm.
Music:...mv and vee, too far to see..
I sat on the ledge of an open window
and looked not outside,

But in.











Its what i needed to do.

Its what i did.

Its what i am still doing.

Even at this moment.
Comments: 2 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Thursday, March 21st, 2013

Time:1:11 pm.
Music:...daughter. youth..
i write alone.
while the world sleeps.

of places, filled.
and lungs, full.


i write alone,
while the world wakes.


and get it all out,
empty.



so i can sleep,

sound.
Comments: 1 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Thursday, March 14th, 2013

Time:12:39 pm.
Music:...fuckpony. burning inside.
this was the face i was given.
these are the hands that i own.

and when i choose to climb fruit trees,
i'll see more than ever known.



build a home on the branches
and give my song to the breeze.



never a fear of falling.

for the leaves that fell the time before,
put my mind at ease.
Comments: 3 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Wednesday, March 6th, 2013

Time:2:28 pm.
im haunted.


haunted by the only hours
we ever spent alone.


and how high i was.

and how drunk you were.



neither being who we were.

who we are.




playing a game.

with no limits on lives.




which in the end,
truly makes us all disposable.
Comments: 2 tried to - appease my failing soul.

Tuesday, March 5th, 2013

Time:5:44 pm.
the torching of my lips.



the torching of my lips.
the passing of a ghost.

the lack luster spark,
lingeringly lodged
at the bottom of my throat.



the blood that makes it
hurt.

the blood that makes it
real.


the blood that makes me
not a ghost

with an ability to feel.



********

oh, the feeling of flatlands beneath my toes.
Comments: appease my failing soul.

Wednesday, February 27th, 2013

Time:6:26 pm.
Music:...chelsea wolfe, flatlands.
swim'n in the shallow end,
no longer fills my depths.


so to the deep end,

i go.
Comments: 1 tried to - appease my failing soul.

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