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[10 Aug 2004|02:29pm] |
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blah! i dont use this anymore. i got al ive journal. its better.
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| boyfriend to close friend, that i love...aint it the same!!!! |
[02 Dec 2003|11:14am] |
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ok so yea. still confused bout alex, i guess we are gonna stay good friends till he can come to visit. argg! life is stupid
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| why do i always depress myself? |
[14 Nov 2003|08:58pm] |
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gahh this isnt good... a certain sumone told me sumthing today, andi know i should trust him, but i have aright to be mad. but why do i feel guilty that im mad? maybe its cuz hes one of the few good things to me in my life right now, and i dont wanna lose him by getting mad...but it kinda hurt when he told me what he did. **head spins**
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| grr! |
[11 Nov 2003|08:51pm] |
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msn messenger can kiss my ass! not in service, what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone else havin problems with this crap?
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| this is how i feel lately... |
[09 Nov 2003|08:17pm] |
m not a fucking quitter
you talk about lies and deciet
do they get you anywhere?
the realization of losing you sets in
i love you, the parts of you i hate-want me more
consumed by your cruelty, i take what is dealt
for i cannot give you up
you think like me, your fucking crazy
but i love you still...dont call me a quitter
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| fuckityfuckfuck |
[09 Nov 2003|07:52pm] |
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myself-taproot |
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*sings the i hate my parents song* i wanna leave! goddamnit, if im not getting bitched at, im getting in trouble because they are so fucking strict. i hte this small town, i cant wait till im 18 , im getting the hell out. life sucks! i hate school too, theres no point in it, i have no interests there! i wish alex would be here and jud hold me for hours, then id feel liek the most important person ever...
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| boo! |
[31 Oct 2003|09:52pm] |
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hello all, halloween is upon us! we got a bad haul, damn old people! oh well, im still hyper of candy from earlier. im sleeep too though, weird. talked to alex, yay love! ok gonna go , night!
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| thorn's baack! |
[23 Oct 2003|01:34pm] |
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yayyyyyyyyyyy, im so so soooooooo happy to see ya again! tour not till next year most likely, but we be gettin album soon i hope.
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| yay |
[22 Oct 2003|03:45pm] |
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ice cream rocks! mmm cherry chocolate chips....
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| bored |
[21 Oct 2003|10:00pm] |
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orgy-stitches |
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ahhh crap, i gotta go. umm, peace and love! whyd ieven bother , lol
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| well, well, well mr. bond; we meet again... |
[20 Oct 2003|09:18pm] |
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few! been hard keepin up. im so bored lately! i wanna go see REDRUM in concert, but Thorn hasnt gotten back to me on a set date. jammin out to my love jay gordon right now, ahh whys he gotta be so fine... so yea not much to talk about today. i saw TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE. freeky shit, but i loved it!:P
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| weee im bored |
[07 Sep 2003|09:10pm] |
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radiohead- a wofl at the door |
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didnt really do anything toda,y worked and nothing happend. thus ends another day of my life that sucks. i wonder where my cloths from online are, i order them weeks ago! grrr damn internet people
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| weee! |
[01 Sep 2003|09:21pm] |
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DITC- the invisible |
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lalalala, listening to music as usual. tonight, its my favorite band which happens to be my friend band; DEAD INSIDE THE CHRYSALIS!!! straight outta sydney, AU these boys know how to pack a punch of electro cyberpunk that will both scare the shit out of you, and make you feel liek throwing a rave:D well theres your quick review, now go to their site damnit! www.deadinside.com
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| drinking my Chai tea... |
[31 Aug 2003|09:02pm] |
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assemblage 23- coward |
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pretty much a relaxing yet boring day at home. practiced me drums for about an hour or so, got a gig next friday, this club type hangout called Fade i think. my voice hurts liek hell, can barely talk. this sicknes better go away before we play, cuz we have two drummers sincei sing half the time too. talked to ronz today, said hes gona send me sum pics of the Dead Inside The Chrysalis show next week, i wish i could go! oh well he said manek sends his love, that damn fine boy...:P
p.s. i heart alex mokelbust! lol
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| another day goes by, and im stuck here |
[29 Aug 2003|11:39pm] |
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im insignifigant, i wanna die...
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