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Friday, May 15th, 2009
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7:07p - another world
I wish every day was like last night. He held my hand everywhere we went and he kissed me like he meant it. He told me there was no one else. And he held me close all night. I smiled. He took care of me.
If only he would let me love him. I would. Truly.
He hurts me so...but I can't let go. He's my drug that I'm addicted to.
I get so sad sometimes and I want to cry, but the tears don't come. Ever since the day I thought I lost him forever, this is the way it has been. That day I cried until there was nothing left, and nothing ever did change because of it. And now the ability to show such emotion has been lost. I just scream inside and want to die.
If only it was every day that he loved me like last night...
current mood:  sad
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