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Sunday, February 22nd, 2009
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5:59p - numerology
Whenever I try to type the word "numerology," I always end up typing "numberology." It's simple muscle memory. "Numerology" is not an often typed word, whereas "number" is.
Here's my numerology report from ProAstro. That website has some fun stuff. You know, like when you're bored and lonely and there's nothing to do but surf the web.
Numerology.
What an awfully depressing weekend I had. *sigh* All one can do at a time like this is be patient and have faith in the higher powers that be that everything happens for a reason, and in due time one will realize that things happen in such a way because in the long run it is for the better. What else can I do? Cry myself to death? That's not going to solve any problems! Blargh. Just live day by day, I say...
Or am I really destined to be sad and alone my entire life? I hope not, it would be worse than anything I could imagine. When all I really ever truly wanted was to be truly happy. To love and be loved. To be accepted into someone's life, because I so much want to let someone into my life...it's too much to put into words...how did I end up in this predicament? I really don't even know.
I don't want to be a wreck of a person...
current mood:  sad
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8:40p - and now
And now I have hope again. Thank God for good friends. What would I ever do without such support? Even if the hope does not last long, one can be optimistic that it indeed will carry on for as long as we need it. One can be optimistic that things will work out in our favor for once. I can go to sleep and look forward to the coming week again, and put this gloominess aside as it does not help. I am so grateful for the people in my life who care about me and help me out every day. I only wish that I can return the favor one day.
current mood:  hopeful
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