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Monday, October 13th, 2003

Subject:Okay.. Halloween
Time:8:04 am.
Mood: chipper.
Not the best one ever but
still good. Went to HP with Dave
show was really good... and steve
was dancing?!?... it was really funny
he was a pumkin and almost won best

It was a good show...

I did
not go to the keg.. and im glad I didnt
Maybe he will come to a show with me...
he would like it... well i guess thats all
and i got my pictures back they are so
funny!... well catch ya on the flip flop...
much love!

Sunday, October 12th, 2003

Subject:*Jen Rules!*
Time:11:28 am.
Mood: thankful.
Music:My bRother & Sister ScrEaMing.
Hey everybod-e!...
I just want everyone to know that
*Jen Shaw*
totally rules!... she is the bestest!

She did this totally cool blurty for me
cuz she is the best !!

Just wanted everyone to know...
Jen Shaw Rules!!

Happy Halloween Everybod-e!

much love- cay
and thanks again jen!
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Time:9:35 am.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:No Doubt... Tragic Kingdom.

Friday: we are off!!... Jackie is comming over, and Danielle is comming over (after going to her fake school) ... then we are off to Andrews house for a "par-tay"... we will later make our way over to HP to the show that i think might be cancelled... but who knows...

Saturday: soccer, hockey and im not too sure what else

Sunday: sleep sleep

Time:6:28 am.
Mood: grateful.

1. The flirts- .10 a dance

2. Pat Benatar- Precious time

3. Van Halen- fair warning

4. The Beatles- 1962- 1966

5. The B-52's- wild planet

6. Linda Roustadt- mad love

7. The Clash- combat rock

8. Pretenders

9. Queen- news of the world

10. Lynyrd Skinnyrd- Street Survivors

11. Go Go's- beaty and the beat

12. The A's- four dances

Time:5:38 am.
Mood: calm.
Music:Mustard Plug.
Time is what i need...
Everyone wants it right now... but it will come so why worry?

Yes it might not come right now but "o well" right... i have more important things to worry about... like soccer and the flyers... i can always look to the flyers for hope.

... but anyway...
i need to go to more of my brothers hockey games !!! millions and millions of guys there... i didnt know what to do with myself!! it was nuts!! but the flyers won 5-0!!!....

Happy Halloween- have fun guys!!!
love --- cay!!

Thursday, October 9th, 2003

Subject:Dont know what to think...
Time:10:38 am.
Mood: blank.
Music:in your eyes.
well back...have not written in here for millions o years
just havent had much to say...

do you ever feel like your not gonna be anything or anyone important... kinda like just being yourself isnt good enough... everyone has something a passion or something they just "love" to do.. but i dont, and i wonder if i just havent found it yet or if i might never find it... everyone is changing and i probably am too but i just feel lost.. and i just dont know my place... i just want that one person to be my partner to get in trouble with me to be my best friend without talking about me or thinking bad about me... i want that person to think im perfect and i want myself to think that person is perfect... do you know that person i am thinking of... the person who will defend you even if they know you are wrong... i want a person like Lloyd Dobler who when you are around him or watching him you cant think of anything else in the world.. a person who will kick glass out of your way so you dont step on it... a great person a person who i can tell all this to and not have to write it in a pathedic journal... i feel out of place in the world.. kind of like i belong somewhere else, like i need to get away for a while and find out who I really am... because how can i know who my partner is if i dont know who I am...
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003

Subject:*this weekend*
Time:7:08 pm.
hey there everyone!...
i hate when people here something and believe it and then jump on my case for something i didnt say... Jackie i cant come over tonight...BABYSITTING... i gotta hot date with ang tomorrow! woo-hoo o yea and kyle will be there too lol... with his tongue pierced!! hott stuff... its gonna be super fun... and jackie that song is so good!!
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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003

Subject:new names
Time:11:35 am.
I NEED A NEW SCREEN NAME... so help me out!!...

Friday, September 19th, 2003

Time:4:33 pm.
Mood: curious.
Music:Thursday... THANK YOU ANDREW!!.
hey there...
Nothing new... just being ME ... Im 15 and they think that im looking for "Love"... but sometimes i wonder if its as great of a feeling as everyone says... the only way you could love is with hate so how can it be so good?... If you can "fall in love" i doubt its going to be when im 15 so why go through all the stupid dating game when you know its not your time?... why go through the stupid dating game at all?... Everyone wants what people have in movies, and they say that life would be perfect sharing it with the "love of their life"... but what if life is perfect without that person?... is it wrong not wanting to fall in love... i dont even know why i am writing this... i guess so people can read it and judge... but they do that even if they dont know me so does it make a difference...
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Monday, September 8th, 2003

Subject:Leave Me Alone
Time:12:11 am.
Mood: annoyed.
hi everyone....
can you all leave me alone?... i can take care of myself, so just shut up! cuz i dont want to hear it anymore and its just getting old. you dont know anything so dont talk

Sunday, September 7th, 2003

Subject:Last Night Was Super!!
Time:11:33 am.
Mood: cheerful.
Music:Bridget... blah blah blah blah.
hello everyone!!
Last Night was so super duper cool!!... First me and John kicked ass in pictionary... Then they went out and skated... we took a ride on over to exit so john could get some was such a great trip! We got home and listen to Jim play his guitar... he looked so cute lol!! We went to my house to get some cash flow... We walked up to Drug Emporium to buy a camera! ... we took some pictures and saw Bridget working her ass off in pizza fresh... Then the KFC crew drove to burger king??... that was weird. They skated for a little and then the Police came and told us we all had to leave?!? so we just walked down to Eden and they skated there.. im glad everyone knows me by the girl who gave greg head?!?... except that i didnt!... John made it up and now EVERYONE believes him?!?!? stupid boys!... well at eden NO ONE really skated a whole we left cuz johns big brother was in town for a few days... they played football in the street, and i went in and played clue with same and johns mom for the very first time!!... it was so much fun!!... well i got a drive home lol... i only live around the corner but its okay by me... and i watched tv for a little and went to bed!... over all a super great night!!... well much love

Friday, September 5th, 2003

Subject:Just Another Day Of Cay
Time:7:10 pm.
heylo everyone!
School is horrible, its soOo boring... i hope it gets better! I was on the phone with Yaeger for almost 3 hours last night, thats a long time for me!... i read him my journal and there was one part that i didnt read and he really really wants to know so super bad...its funny. But he knows i love him... i wrote a really cool letter to him and its looooong!... and for some reason i think he wants me to come over?!?.... lol He said he would visit me someday in school, that would be so super duper cool! sitting in the corner all alone isnt actually that bad... i kinda like it... and my school bag is so heavy its crazy!... Matt and Andrew were nice enough to carry it around for me so big props to them!!! and Wyatt for carrying it home for me you guys are all awesome!!! LESS THAN JAKE in three days !!! WOO HOO !!!.... its gonna be so much fun!!!... well ive got to be going!
much love!!! cay!!!
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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003

Subject:Just Understand
Time:11:55 am.
Mood: frustrated.
all i want is for yaeger to understand how i feel... and he doesnt understand at all. He just needs to give me time... and hes not . ahh i hate this.. its things like this that make me push myself away... and im hanging out with roman soon and i wanna talk with him too... and i just want yaeger to understand that im not ready for anything... ughh its so frustrating and it shouldnt be..

Friday, August 29th, 2003

Subject:Its Cay!!
Time:9:37 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:Ryans sweet ass songs.
hey everybod-e!
Hows it going?... havent written in this "blurty" for millions-o-years. Stuff has been going on, and you just learn to deal with it ... even if nobody gives a flying fuck how you feel. Anyways you just gotta learn to be you, and only depen on you cuz everyone else will eventually fall threw. a million points for bridget good job with the job... never take a ride home from those guys, okay? lol... and when we get older we should go into the Lemonade business... Saturday night... i gotta hot date with yaeger woo-hoo we are going to the movies, and he is gonna put on his GOOD CLOTHES!!! haha ... O yea bridget never let ryan skank in your living room again, i almost pissed my pants... and the songs he makes up are great! that kids got some real talent! So everybody watch out kevin and ryan are comming to a town close to you!... well thats all for today kids!

Tuesday, August 12th, 2003

Time:8:49 pm.
Mood:Yaeger Rules!.
Music:I love yager.
I LOVE YAEGER!! he is so cool and so super funny! he is the bestest!! and he had a reel big fish ticket for me , which makes him even cooler!! GO YAEGER!! MUCH LOVE
stay gold yager... this one is for you!
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Sunday, August 10th, 2003

Subject:Im Back
Time:1:33 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:reel big fish..... cheer up.
hey everybody!...
im back from florida!! it was super fun! it was very hott... and the ocean was so pretty you could see right down to the bottom. and little fish would swim right around your feets it was so cool. i went "deep sea fishing" and didnt catch a single fish. i think my pole was broken. we went shopping and i got a PINK outfit!!!! and its such a girly outfit , so you cant say that "im a guy" anymore! John im sorry for flipping out on you... and you know it. you just told me that i ruined your life so i didnt think (even if i said sorry) that you would want to hang out again?!? well ive gots to go! o yes how could i forget... derrek broke up with me, in an email?!?... thats okay though cuz i was thinking about how to do it for a while now and im glad he did it first cuz then i wouldnt feel so bad ... but anywayz
much love
stay gold kids
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Friday, August 1st, 2003

Subject:Bridget is a Nut... Thats why I love her!!
Time:11:31 am.
Music:Reel Big Fish... CHeer up.
Hey Everyone!... BRIDGET RULES
She gave john a little piece of her mind!... 3 points for Bridget, John ( that little pussy) called bridget a bitch, so she told him how she felt about that lol... it was so funny. And he had NOTHING to say to her, he just sat there... but on the computer he has tons to say right?!? o Well... im going to FLORIDA!! woo hoo im leaving saturday and im gonna be there for a whole week!! yay... My Aunt Pat died yesturday... BIG BIG BUMMER... everyone is sad around here. so this trip to florida is much needed. o yes... i got another reel big fish cd!..
much love
stay gold
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Tuesday, July 29th, 2003

Subject:They Think I care
Time:11:16 am.
Mood: annoyed.
Music:operation ivy.
All you people writing shit on my blurty can stop because i dont give a flying fuck what any of yous' have to say so just fuck off. and that really shows that kind of people you are when you cant even tell me who the fuck it is, i know your just friends of the mall rats anyway, and yous' dont even know half of the fucking story, do you think i would say all this stuff if all they did was call me a bitch?... no its so much more then that, and you think what you say means something?... get over yourself, cuz nobody cares what you have to say
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Saturday, July 26th, 2003

Subject:Mini-Golf Pro
Time:9:30 pm.
Music:joe jackson.
HeY tHere!,.,.,
I went Mini-GolFinG tOday It wAs MuchO fuNo!!... i wOn!! WoOhOo Cay!... we WenT tO Nifty FiFtys I gOt BUBLE GUM SODA!!... HoW coOl is ThaT?!?! I wiLl MurDeR anyOne in MinI-GoLf... any takers? BrIdGet cOmeS hOme ToMorrow tHeN wE aRe gOnNa go oVer To Hp to caTch a chiCkpeas shOw wOoHoO... i FouNd tHis SupEr SuPer coOl Old Bike tOday... its One Of thoSe BeaCh bIKes... iTs sO nIfTy!! i Got New PanTs tOo... THey ArE STRIPES and ThEy Are Blue and WhiTe and BaBy BluE... ThEy cAme WiTh A MATCHING BAG nOw iF thAts Not CoOl i DoNt KnOw WhAt Is!!! HoW waS ThE RBF cOnceRT ahhhh Im SoOo SuPeRR MADD tHaT i CouLdnt GO!! i'Ll gEt OvEr It I HOPE IT WAS A GREAT ONE!!... WeLl i Have To GeT oUt of HeRe AnD clEaN mY roOm lIke GoOd LittLe GiRlS do
WelL i Will see you WhEn I dO... hOpEfUlLy ItS nOt sOoN
much love cay... stay gold kids
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Thursday, July 24th, 2003

Subject:Fuck Off
Time:10:57 pm.
Mood:Hating the Sluts.
hey you!
You know what I hate... fake-ass bitches who will only say shit to me on the computer! Hey!... how did you know i was talking about Cait, Ashley, and Krista?!? (who can all blow me).. Your all just so god damn annoying... Cait if they are cute they are a really really good band right?!? and how did chasing after those twins thing turn out?... Ashley FIND SOME GUY WHO HASNT GONE OUT WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS, Krista maybe you should do something that ashley DOESNT tell you to do, your a whipped ass bitch... so all of you just FUCK OFF... i dont give a flying fuck what yous' say or think about me cuz i dont like any of you!
much love cay
stay gold
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