Blurty for Sophia.
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| Friday, May 8th, 2009 |
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From guy who likes to use symbols aka skull and bones “I believe the "fuck it" motto was misunderstood. It is kind of like nankuru nai sa, or hakuna matata (blechh) don't let people get to you, family or otherwise. The only person you answer to is yourself, or God if you believe in that sort of thing. By no means should yu ever settle. Settling will lead to resentment of yourself or whatever it is you settled for, or both. I am not where I want to be in life. I have quite a ways to go on my path, and my path has still not been revealed to me yet, so I am driving blind through the unpaved road that is life. Hopefully my answers will come sooner than later, but that is not guaranteed. My attitude, or better yet outlook comes from my view that everything can be made fun of, everything has humor, every tragedy holds opportunity. Its not a widely accepted point of view but...fuck acceptance.” Me Dammit I can’t argue there . Your simile sucked by the way if that was your intention. Um I guess you and I are in the same boat when it comes to life but your outlook is more positive yet again maybe you have more positive things there. Maybe that is what is projected but then again THAT IS A LOAD OF CRAP because I stay positive try to make people smile when everyone of down and forget my own in the process but it all temporary anyways. I don ‘t see blessing from it and yes I believe in god. I guess in many ways I am acting . That is what I do . I am a good actress. Anyways 2nd or 3rd time you dodge my question of who are you? And why are you here? Who ever you are , whatever the intention (unless you are trying hurt me) thanks for being here. I wished we talked more because no one has been that attentive on my goals since…. I would say Juron but he isn’t here always so … Thanks and Keep in touch Want to chat some time? Oh and for you symbol dude and others. My cousin has been touching me (not nasty). At one point he called me “baby”. It is really creepy and nothing weird has happen but I still do not feel comfortable. Along with that a girl from my class. The one I looked at like a child of my own at times as unexplainably turned into a bitch a practically threw me under the bus because I used here broken pencil to write my name. I don’t know if it was a joke or a serious situation but I wonder if I should have put her in her place to be more assertive and don’t take that bull crap from anyone, which I try to project. Added on at 9:26am: When you say “ I am not where I want to be in life. I have quite a ways to go on my path, and my path has still not been revealed to me yet, so I am driving blind through the unpaved road that is life” are you saying that you are not fulfilled because if you are who I think you are I would have thought that the life you build up until this point was your ideal. My ideal involves a family, husband with creative pursuits, friends and a full or part time career in writing whatever that maybe and to be successful in those endeavors . I have a long ways to go myself but will I get there?… Lets just say I am 25 haven’t been in a relationship in years and, no kids to speak for and still live at home. I don’t even have a car. I really can’t say “No worries” to that. Added on at 9:45am From Juron: “Subject: It's Juron NOT the other one "Dammit I can’t argue there . Your simile sucked by the way if that was your intention. Um I guess you and I are in the same boat when it comes to life" ... and you were doing so good. Found a commonality, dropped a lil flirt, and showed a lil humility but den... den it went to the same ole same ole. Damn homie u were sooooooooooooo almost soooooooooooo on a positive note, but you immediately bust the windows out the car by first questioning the circumstances in which the other writer is actually content about things, and then u followed it up with an Outburst of "That's a load of crap". How are u always going to be positive, when you're dismissing what someone else does to keep upbeat. Whats good for the goose may not be good for the gander in this instance yet it doesn't mean its not a good concept. I actually agree with that line about "anything can be made fun of" and how it leads to saying or being "fuck it". That works with me too. If you spent all your time worrying and thinking about what others think, and the miseries of the world you'd just end up.... with, well... with a dark black and purple Blurty talking in jagged pieces, and zig zaged phrases about what joys have missed your bedside and how often more should be granted for you . Yo everyday is a new opportunity at something different or to be something different, new and vibrant. Do like my man Q-Tip says and "Breathe and stop for real and give it what you've got!" And your cousin is creepy to me. Get the steak knife on stand-by and practice your downward thrusting strokes. Go for the immobilization not the death stroke” Me Sophia: Can things be fixed so easily with me? No I said ‘THAT IS A LOAD OF CRAP “ (you are so quick to see me in a negative light) because what is given means that it won’t be return in life. I know that now. I understand what I give (IE: making people feel good) never comes back to me. I question his motto for the sake that maybe it is easier for him to say such things. I wish I could walk so care free at times (and by the way I do not worry what people think about me) . I wish I did worry about me so much but honestly Juron when was the last time you saw a 25 year old, still so incomplete sort of speak. How can I get there without causing damage to myself because as you say , which is true I can only think for me and no one else cares! As you said I have to figure it out and I really am trying to. I don’t want to be this way forever! and hell yeah I am flirting I do that alot unintentionally but rightly so for some guys! symbol dude is a "rightly so" Update 9:45pm If I am lucky I will get these shoes and a Pole if I find a decent one with an instruction video on how to dance even though I done it before. I need a treat and new entertainment skill. The cloths and whatever else can come when I find a guy! |
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Blurty for Sophia.
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