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Update [12 Feb 2004|08:17pm]
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I aint updated in ages have i? Well i am now. Don't really know what to say 'cause everythings happened! Well me and Karl are still together. For how long...I really don't know. We can't go a day without a fight. Heres a conversation from tonight.

x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
But you know things will change, They'll change for a few days and then it'll be like this again.
Did They Conspire? says:
I don't know...
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
Well thats how it always is.
Did They Conspire? says:
Dosnt mean thats how it always hs to be.
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
We've had this conversation so many times and things have gone back to how they were...
Did They Conspire? says:
That's what I'm saying
Did They Conspire? says:
You pointed out to me the otehr day how badly i actually treat you
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
It's the way you talk to me sometimes...
Did They Conspire? says:
Yeah, I see that now.
Did They Conspire? says:
And to be honest i dont see how you've coped for so long
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
Because i love you. But it just gets to me...alot. 'Cause this isn't how a relationship should be.
Did They Conspire? says:
It does fairly suck alot of the time, but now, i see that thgats my fault.
Did They Conspire? says:
that's*
Did They Conspire? says:
And, I know that I need to treat you better, the way i talk to you isn't the way you generally speak to someone who means everything to you.
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
And i know i get stressy with you, i just can't help it.
Did They Conspire? says:
Well, that's just part of who you are, but the way i speak to you.. i could help that... you know that's not me...
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
What would you do if i stoped talking to you on msn, Didn't text you and didn't go to the new building at lunch?
Did They Conspire? says:
I have no idea, and to be honest, I don't want to find out, but im guessing I'd go back to permanently being the way i used to be before i met you.
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
Which was what?
Did They Conspire? says:
How I've been the last few days.
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
Well maybe you should stop taking advantage of what you have 'cause i will stop going up there at lunch and that.
Did They Conspire? says:
Taking advantage?
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
Karl, You know i love you and i care about you loads and i just want us to be happy, We don't need to argue. I know things can be how they used to it's just having them stay like that. And maybe i'm just going on now so i'll shut up.
Did They Conspire? says:
Don;t shut up
Did They Conspire? says:
Don't*
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
...Okay.
Did They Conspire? says:
We need to talk, so that means both of us.
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
Okay.
Did They Conspire? says:
Okay, So, I love you and care about you too, and also I just want us to be happy and also, I know they can BUT also I know they can stay like it.
Did They Conspire? says:
I jsut need to treat you the way I should.
Did They Conspire? says:
And... I will....
Did They Conspire? says:
If, you'll gice me the chacne that is.
Did They Conspire? says:
give*
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
Yeah.
Did They Conspire? says:
So, I'm sorry.
-x- §Ã®ãH -x- I Drive All Day Just To Find Myself, Away Alone With No One Else -x- says:
They will change won't they?
Did They Conspire? says:
Yes.
Did They Conspire? says:
Theres no maybe, there's no I hope so, It's jsut, yes.

*Shrugs*

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