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[04 Sep 2005|03:09pm] |
ehhh weekend didnt go as planned .. but its okay it was still good so far... friday didnt really do anything.. passed out flyers for nypd.. everyone go there.. good ass pizza.. its on porter road... umm then hungout at kacey n seans new house or a lil bit.. yesterday jus chilled in the day.. went over seans n then went to wegmans n tops with kacey .. since its right next door.. then went n got kaceys clothes n went to the rez.. then went to chippewa.. we couldnt get in subzero cuz sean couldnt find his regular id.. and had his old expired one.. soo we went to uopia instead..hahahahahaha fuuuun times there... lol kacey n sean n their "dares" for me to dance with.. fun times tho .. n i wasnt really expectin it cuz ya know that whole third wheel shit n all but it was still fun .. and im 180 dollars richer cuz papas not makin me pay for insurancethis month.. yes im a spoiled bitch and you're just jealous get over it .. and later today dinner at the olive garden with my papa ... then tomorrow i wanna go to darien lake.. soo yeah im out now
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
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[30 Aug 2005|10:32pm] |
long tiiime since i wrote in here .. umm not too much going on lately.. tomorrow my family is leavin to cedar point..without me.. cuz me n kacey are supposed to go to london on friday.. but i dunno whats goin on with that now .. cuz if we dont wind up goin ill be kinda upset..cuz then i woulda missed the cedar point trip for nothing.. today is a weirdday if i allow myself to think about what it could have been .. and ive been working my ass off lately.. soo this lil mini vacation that may or may not happen will be niiiice .. uuughh things are a bit fucked up right now i dunno
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| Here I am once again .. I'm torn into pieces |
[08 Aug 2005|12:06am] |
Had an amazing time in Toronto.. AMAZING..wouldnt trade one minute.. the pictures pretty much explain it all and the link is in my AIM profile .. a bit sad over leaving tho.. and the whle attachment thing.. i'ma ho with respect lol.. dunno why im writing in here no one bothers to read anyways.. but toronto was AWESOME.. one of the best weekends ever.. haha road trip to london
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| regaaaaattttttttaaaaa |
[26 Jul 2005|06:41pm] |
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hmm friday me n erica went to the regatta n we were only there for like an hour or so but had a blast.. we just walked right in.. n got some guy to get us a drink((since we didnt have wristbands)).. although he did want somethin in return haha the things i do for alchy ;) .. umm but then we got our beers taken away from us lol.. soo it kinda sucked.. and erica got groped by a 90 year old.. n we got hit on by madddd old men.. lol but some niice young ones too.. umm then the next day we went back with kacey but security was upped or somethin.. so we bought a wristband from some guy.. n only had enough money for one.. lol soo kacey went in first.. n got molested 283293 times so came back out... so then erica went in .. passed the wristband to kacey over the fence.. she went in.. then passed it to me.. lol very scandolous.. but by the time we figured out what to do n shit.. they stopped sellin the damn alchy.. soo it sucked.. ..but yeah so now i loooove the regatta n deff goin there next year lol.. and guess what everyone ..
10 DAYS.. woooohhhoooo
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[20 Jul 2005|08:47pm] |
I fucked a midget
ha ha
jus jokin ..
.. or am i ?
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| you know who we are.. cuz we're pimpin all over the world |
[19 Jul 2005|01:16am] |
hmmm the question is should i tell all.. or keep it to myself.. although it has been a VERY interesting weekend. Half bad.. half good i guess. Ummm sooo for like the ast week I hung out with joel like everynight.. n that was goin good i thought.. until like i dunno i fucked up.. n now he dont wanna tlka ot me which i can understand. but i still feel bad and i really am sorry. And sunday.. i let things get to me and let me make some wrong decisions.. cuz i mean i normally dont do that stuff... but oh well im over it.. kinda. ahah me n kac went to canal fest that night n saw the crackhead guy from peachfest.. n we saw other cool peeps n then chilled with some people after that. umm fun tmes but not if u get what i mean .. lol and only one perosn will EVER know.. kinda. umm i guess me n kacey n erica n maybe sarah are gonna try n go to the canal fest on saturday night from like 9-10 or w/e.. sooo yeah anyone else who wants to go call us up or meet us there or soemthin.. im gonna go now
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| true story, true story |
[13 Jul 2005|02:34am] |
i have a funny story... but i dont feellike typing it... dont worry its coming its coming
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[08 Jul 2005|05:03pm] |
my friends are all homos
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[04 Jul 2005|02:03pm] |
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOOOOVE this song
This is what every guy should do/be
Making Memories of Us
Keith Urban
I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild beast swarm
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way
I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you this promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss
Yes I am
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you baby
And I'll win your trust making memories of us
Mmhm ooooooooooo oh baby mmmm
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| Access DENIED ..rejected..rejected |
[29 Jun 2005|01:05am] |
ummm been goin to the beach a lot lately .. i love kierian.. even tho hes a brat sometimes .. umm things didnt work out with mike like me n kacey n sean wanted.. i dunno i feel bad bout it but what can i do .. i could always call him buuuuut ... im not sure what the intentions were so f it. and the past two days me n lindsay hung out in b-lo with these kids kevin n dan.. FUUUUUn times but gay times at times.. even tho i dont like beer anyways.. n i tried to drink it like a champ.. too bad im a two beer queer.. buut heeeey less money i have to spend to get drunk lol. and i lost one of my fav pairs of underwear.. but theres a funny story behind that .. that u prolly already heard if i like u. and the rest of u can just guess.. but its not too hard to figure out lol. and now i have a billion mosquitoe bites n they hurt/itch. and tomorrow i think me n kac are sleepin over sarhs n then hittin the beach. and im tired bye
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[25 Jun 2005|04:47pm] |
maybe i should just disappear .. and make everyones lives better
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[20 Jun 2005|06:10pm] |
The sound of your voice, the touch of your skin
If we go there it will start all over again
So don't even call, there's no need for checking in
If it's really over, let it just be over
No, we won't be sharing coffee
Or having lunch from time to time
I won't ask about your family
Please don't ask about mine
This is never what I wanted
And it's killing me to say
It just has to be this way
We gave all we could, we fought the good fight
But no matter how we loved, we just couldn't get it right
It hurts to let go, but it's harder hangin' on
I don't want it to be over, we know that it's over
No, we won't be sharing coffe
Or having lunch from time to time
I won't ask about your family
Please don't ask about mine
This is never what I wanted
And it's killing me to say
It just has to be this way
And even if I change my mind
Don't let me hurt me one more time
Stay away from me, be as cold as you can be
No, we won't be sharing coffe
Or having lunch from time to time
I won't ask about your family
Please don't ask about mine
This is never what I wanted
And it's killing me to say
It just has to be this way
Oh, it just has to be this way
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[20 Jun 2005|12:55am] |
Note To Self:
Start Saving Money
Do NOT Spend Any
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[18 Jun 2005|05:40pm] |
and all she wants is someone that will
treat her right. Someone that will call
her beautiful when she needs it the most
someone that will love her endlessly. x3
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| Wait til u see my dong |
[13 Jun 2005|11:54pm] |
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I haaaate humidity. I love hot weather.. as long as the air is dry. But it's been so humid lately n it makes me feel lik enot moving. N we're ghetto n can't have a/c cuz of my dads arthritis or w/e. Maybe I should just start spending my entire day in the pool.. but we have no floaties anymore. :( And I don't want green hair lol.
I was trying to watch tv earlier and on like every channel was the Michael Jackson shit. He got aquitted on every charge. I wish I was rich and fammous so I could molest little boys and get off. I still think he's nuts. And no one has little boys sleep with them and not be a perv. Or I could be like OJ and murder somoeone n get off for that too.
Ahhh I'm excited for the weekend of Aug 4th!!!!!!! Kenny Chesney and Derek Jeter in the same weekend.. hell yeah. So far thats looking to be the highlight of my summer.
I have the hiccups .. and they won't go away.
And theres other stuff on my mind.. but if you're important you should know it already anyways .. or ask and I'll tell you.
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[09 Jun 2005|10:42pm] |
fuck you yeaaahh
ppl suck lately
things have not been goin my way lately.. ehh im over it.. it'll get better soon
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[05 Jun 2005|11:30pm] |
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Umm I dunno nothing too exciting going on lately. Tuesday we went out n celebrated ericas bday kinda. My weekend was okay I guess. Friday was ditch day. Saturday I went to the drive-in with Nance n Kierian. We saw madagascar.. and yeah yeah I know it sounds weird that I went somewhere with Kaceys mom and her nephew.. without Kacey.. get over it.
It was EXTREMELY hot out today... like almost 90 degrees. I went swimming.. it was niiiice. Kacey n her sister danielle n kierian came over n we swam with my brother also. then danielle left. Me and Kacey tried to grill hot dogs... at first we werent too successful but we got it eventually lol. My dad said it was cuz the gas thingy was almost out.. so it wasnt our fault.
Tomorrow I have to work then I plan on jumpin in the pool/tanning .. then Kaceys baseball game. And I dunno what else.
Questo voglio il primo baciare. Il magie della prima volta che le sue labbra incontrano, e questo sentendo ogni magie ed ogni tempi dopo. Voglio sentire amato, come qualcuno non può vivere senza me. Non non voglio qualcuno volerme tanto quanto loro voglio, più, meno. Voglio qualcuno pensare di me tanto quanto penso di loro,. Non mai voglio le fini felici, il e hanno vissuto fortunatamente dopo, come nei film ed i libri. Voglio l'amore a prima vista. Voglio tutto e ciò indovino è anche.
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[31 May 2005|03:42pm] |
LEAVE
ME
ALONE
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[30 May 2005|07:58pm] |
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Things have been going rough lately. Just in general. Everything. My sister was down this weekend which was nice, but I didnt get to see her cuz I was working or sleeping. I am now officially broke .. hmm I've never really known this feeling before :\ .. It kinda sucks when ur friend gets a new bf and then things change.. I understand it and I'm pretty okay with it but it still sucks. Like I realize you love him now so you want to spend all your free time with him.. sorry guess Im not a "doctor" .. and I'm not mad.. I understand.. I'd just like one day a week I guess? And I'm not good at expressing my feelings u know, thats why thats in here. Uhh this past week was actually pretty busy. Umm Saturday night was fun .. "wanda sykkees, wanda does it" "im a lil match irl dressed in blue.. I shouldnt be playin yall should i".. aww when he died it almos ruined it. RAAAAARRRRR .. im glad ur back.. now i dont have to stab u. And wanda said funny shi too but i dont remember lol. and chasin geckos. lol gotta love the insiders. I have a feeling this week is not gonna be so great. And dont comment in here if u dont know what ur tlaking about. I'll just delete it.. ur immature. Nothing more to be said.
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