| you run away with my heart........ |
[21 Sep 2003|08:03pm] |
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a static lullaby- love to hate, hate to me |
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i got a new journal.....uh...if you want to know about the name thingy...ask....i'll update this a bit more but still......not that much....ask about the other one.....be cool damnit!
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[19 Sep 2003|09:20pm] |
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"smile, your on candid camera" theme song |
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lately its been cold, and people really, really, suck....
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| you're my reason to bleed..... |
[17 Sep 2003|08:03pm] |
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sick...very sick |
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from autumn to ashes- the after dinner payback |
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So today was very boring..even though being completely and utterly sick...i went to school. Nothing much happened. I got 2nd chair in chamber orchestra....yea, she probably screwed up.....yea......but even if it was a mistake i am still pretty darn excited about it! Yea, seriously...damn the united states postal service for not bringing the god damn bass yet....such slackers they are. oo, today i realized that people dont suck that much....there are actually some decent ones out there...YAY! OO, i love shopping with my mommy, she is seriously the coolest and she doesnt walk to fast unlike SOME PEOPLE....hmmmmm......j/p. Yea, i am such a dork. Anyways...i am going....bye....
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[16 Sep 2003|02:00pm] |
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Today i stayed home from school cause i feel like complete and utter crap. It really sucks because i had a lot of stuff to do today. oh well. There is really nothing to write about lately. I mean things have been going on but i just dont feel like writing about them. its odd and such...
"And I want to scream out that it is all nonsense.
And that their lives are one track, and can't they see how it is all pointless?
But then, my knees give under me. My head feels weak and
suddenly it is clear to see that it is not them but me, who has lost my self-identity.
As I hide behind these books I read, while scribbling my poetry,
like art could save a wretch like me, with some ideal ideology that no one can hope to achieve"
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| So you think you can tell, heaven from hell, blue skies from pain.... |
[11 Sep 2003|10:47pm] |
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pink floyd-wish you were here |
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So today was just...lets think of a good word to describe it...ummm...blah i guess. Yes'm blah suits if very well :] I totally bombed my science quiz, i really dont know how i will bring my grade back up, but oh well, I will somehow. Doctors offices are still scary. I remember being 4 and loving doctors offices and now I am like >tear< "i want my mommy!" They ask too many questions. Then i went out shopping, which was just blah. And then slept and did homework. Oh boy, it was just tons o' fun. I mean, its homework....i couldnt hold myself back. It was like craziness fun! Now i have to go cause there is just more fun waiting for me! wow, i better hurry, i just cant wait.....YAY FOR HOMEWORK!
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| Oh you know...me and my farm animals....psh! haha! |
[08 Sep 2003|03:33pm] |
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the music coming from my bors room...fairly odd parents? |
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Oh baby...goats...BAAAA! haha thats insaneness
mmm clay! haha....no
YOU KNOW WHAT....YOU SUCK! yes you...no not you....YOU!
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| I dont want the world to see me...I dont think they'd understand |
[04 Sep 2003|09:47pm] |
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the early november+ i want to hear you sad |
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School today was okish...math-boring, i sleep sometimes
highschool orch- H O R R I B L E
Gym- is gym, i hate running, and football is not my thing..but other then that. its ok
Lunch- sucky, but okish
Science- Too long!
I slept a lot after school today, i seem really tired. Major lack of sleep. It is all my fault though. Oh well...Its also really cold out. Thank god for my blankie! i love it dearly...I did nothing after school. Its really lame. I think i am going to stop writing now as is there is nothing to write about...
"crying alone doesn't work. I need someone to take care of me, that'll just listen, not analyse everything I say, or that my only time spent with them is crying... I need that. " - acid_kiss
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| Just when i thought i was all ok. . . i realize. . . i am nothing |
[04 Sep 2003|08:58pm] |
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there is -box car racer |
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Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
-boxcar racer..
Lyrics are the bestest!
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| "you break my heart into a thousand pieces and you say its because i deserve better..." |
[03 Sep 2003|12:56am] |
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silly goose, no music, just thoughts i guess..... |
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Fun..its late, i should be in bed, i will be tired tomarrow...oh well....
Think I'm going for a walk now
I feel a little unsteady
I don't want noone to follow me
except maybe you . . .
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[02 Sep 2003|10:40pm] |
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alanis morrisette- joining you |
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So today school blowed...as always. My math class is boring and i have a quiz tommarow so i am studying right now. Yes, me, studying, WOW. Lunch sucks major ass. There was this new kid sitting all by himself so i asked him if he wanted to sit with us. He is like "why would i do that" ummm..first off that took a lot of guts even though he not very intimidating, haha and then i get shot down....but i didnt mind much...he was weird...like really weird. Science is cool. Somewhat.....but yeah. I just got back from miss saline pagent..no one who should of got something got anything....sad. i am obbsessed today with these......so yeah....bye...
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