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[17 Feb 2004|06:57pm] |
SILLYBOO.COM
it'll be so nice if you'll join,
this is our new addiction, our baby that is.
PLEASE? *begs*
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| special request :p |
[09 Oct 2003|02:32pm] |
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+I LOVE mikkow.
+mikkow is pretty.
+If I was alone in a room with mikkow, I would *insert current favorite topic here*.
+I think mikkow should write more wonderful articles :)
+mikkow needs rest/break from school & work.
+mikkow will never stop being sweet.
+I want to always love mikkow.
+mikkow can be my wife. hehehe :p
+When I think about mikkow, I smile.
+Someday mikkow will become famous!!!.
+mikkow reminds me of all the best things in life .
+Without mikkow I'd be incomplete .
+My favorite memory of mikkow is the alarm clock days .
+mikkow can be such a baby in a cute way promise! . blee!
+*ANSWER TO COME LATER* is how I describe meeting mikkow.
+The worst thing about mikkow is her being in alaska. hehehe
+The best thing about mikkow is her sweetness.
+i like to hear mikkow say she can't live w/o me . ang cheesy! :p
+i love it when mikkow wears *tank top gayuma*,.
+i hate it when mikkow is insecure .
+i love it when mikkow is hyperhappy.
+if mikkow were famous, i'd name her fans club ?"BABU"?. HAHA now lang toh!
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| Happy Happy |
[03 Oct 2003|12:11pm] |
An article mikkow wrote.. was enough to melt me.
pagyayabang ko work nya hehe.
( Wanna Read )
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| Damn Bored |
[23 Sep 2003|10:15am] |
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It’s really irritating how up to now I still haven’t adjusted to the time here. If I sleep early like 10 to 11 in the evening I’d still get to wake up at about 3am. If I sleep late, like past midnight, I’d still be waking up at the same time. Booo! My classes starts at 8am and ends at 9pm and I get really sleepy the whole day. The classroom environment doesn’t even help at all. I used to love Lab Sessions but now I think I enjoy classes held at the video room more because I caaannn steal time to sleeeep.
I’m not really good at adjusting to anything new. I almost always have a hard time coping. I need to find out a way to adjust to the time here sooner because it aint really helping my behavior in school. I can only name two dominant feelings while in school. I’m always BORED and I’m always SLEEPY. Sigh. Help.
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| IKAW BA ANG SPY NILA? DALIIII.. Share mo `to! |
[24 Jul 2003|04:17pm] |
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Gumawa pa tlaga ng dictionary eh.
HE runs to mikko. YOU run to me. she's my girlfriend. you think we don't talk? we talk about everything. but it's not ALWAYS you. Kapal naman.
a piece of advice then: stay away from us, we'll stay away from you. that way, no such MEDDLING will occur.
Sino kaya yung kapag may problema.. kino-consult yung buong internet world? As if they can't solve it on their own. Now naman, nagrereklamo na we're meddling with their issues.. EH SINO NGA YUNG LUMAPIT? Paki-clarify lang.
Again, If you pretend to care, you become someone fake. If you tell them you don't care, you become an insensitive snob and a half.
Nakakasawa na mga indirect parinig eh.. buti na yung diretsahan na.
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| survey survey |
[12 Jun 2003|01:03am] |
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nothing better to do ..
( somethingsomething )
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[09 Apr 2003|12:20pm] |
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I LOVE MIKKO !
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| what to choose? |
[25 Mar 2003|06:50pm] |
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Spent my afternoon at the hospital's coffee shop.. STUDYING. Pathetic! Hehe.. but at least I have "something better" to do now.
Since my little sister got enrolled in a ballet class.. I'm quite jealous of it. Nyonk, NOT that I want to enroll myself in ballet.. just something else but I really don't have any idea what to choose.
Rock climbing? Boxing? Tkd? Karate? Painting? And the list goes on.. suggestions?
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[12 Mar 2003|01:15pm] |
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Proud to say I'm still sane amidst everything that's happening..  miel 's a big help :p
Even if I don't really have my friends here with me now or the people I usually see everyday, I've been spending time with my cousins. We've never really been close and we just know each other by name. Now it's been different though, they're actually fun people and I'm looking forward at each time we'd all get to go out.
They ask me so many questions, they're actually having a hard time thinking how I'm able to survive back home (Philippines) and I usually exclaim, "why what's wrong?". Then they start talking about terrorisms, unstable economy.. and all.
FUN naman ah.. although sometimes I feel like I wanna complain too. Who wouldn’t want living in a very progressive country anyways?
Hay naku these ppl! Too much bad impressions kasi sa Pinas.. thanks to CNN :p hehehe.
This weekend we were invited to have dinner with the filipino community. Aha, might be something fun.
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[07 Mar 2003|03:22pm] |
I am not about to make a very sentimental entry or something :p I’m tired of talking about very sad things... not that I have something very exciting to talk about either. It’s just that, I promised myself from now on to stop complaining.
I do miss posting entries here and reading entries of others too. You see, I haven’t been online for the past week. Believe me, at first it almost drove me crazy (internet addict kasi eh). Not only that, I think I also suffered depression. Hehe. Pathetic really. The changes were so abrupt and the monotony of things weren’t of any help either.
( things I’ve learned so far ... )
Perhaps my life is too different as of the moment but I know everything has a purpose. Someday soon everything will be alright. See? I’m thinking positive.Ü
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| Fortune Cookie |
[18 Feb 2003|06:41am] |
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The Chinese fortune cookie's little slip said this: We have good news and bad news for you.
The good news is that you are going to heaven.
The bad news is, today. :p
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| My New Found Life.. |
[17 Feb 2003|10:57pm] |
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* No more scholarship for me
* I have to settle with B- & C final grades
* I won't be in the so-called A-block anymore
* I am obliged to take care of some boring stuffs (like office documents)
* Have to move out of Phil's for a month or two
* Along goes the i-have-to-do-my-own-laundries this time
* Have to be the father of the family as of the moment
* A lot of people is in dire need of my signature :p
* I don't have enough time for myself
* Have to get used to the fact that my mum cries for like 24hrs each day (geez)
* I'm now responsible for making those "big decisions"
* Changed the format of my site
* Have to delay something I've always looked forward to
and so on and so forth..
I sometimes feel that I don't like changes but life is full of its own twists and turns and I can't spare myself from that. I just have to tell myself I can do all these... I have to & I need to. My father has been in coma for a couple of days now. No improvements as of the moment.
Indeed, we are facing something REALLY big right now. People just keep on reminding me that "when you're down there's no other way but up" & "this too shall pass" I know... I just can't wait for all these to be over.
I just can't wait because sometimes I feel like it's making me weaker each day. Do you know how it feels like when you just wanna break down and cry but you can't because you have to be strong for another person? I have to be strong for my mum, I know. I hate it when she calls and all she do is cry and all I on the other end -- I keep on pretending I'm not crying or that I'm just really thinking positive while I give her all the encouragement and while I'm trying to assure her that things will be alright soon.
I am trying to handle the role of my father right now. More often that not it scares me because I might not
handle things well but I don't have a choice and I don't have the time to think twice.
I feel like this load is too heavy right now. I know there is a REASON why this has to happen and I don't understand it right now. I know I need not to.. and that I should just trust His will. But.. just .. sigh.
Aside from all these worries..
Thankful though for all the people who has helped us go thru all these.
Thankful also for all the encouragement and prayers... they do mean a lot.
And I? I'm thankful for those people I can always draw strength from.
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| in my head.. |
[05 Feb 2003|06:20pm] |
I have listed things to do in my head as soon as I'm home.
I just really wish I'm home now..
It's frustrating not being able to do my usual routine =/
On another note..
I woke up today thinking that I am much stronger ..
It felt good .. It gave me an assurance that I can go
thru anything that the world will toss at me.
Nice? Yeah.
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| no .. i don't know what to do |
[29 Jan 2003|11:44pm] |
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At this very moment.. yeah, I don't know what to do. My whole body hurts.. my eyes and my head too. I've been crying the whole time and I don't really do that. Pathetic.
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| Let go.. |
[27 Jan 2003|09:43am] |
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I think it is much easier to give love than to receive it. It is because when we give love, we have control over everything. We can choose the person to love and how we want them loved.
But when we receive love, we have to let the other person decide on that and all we have to do is accept. To a certain extent we become helpless when we receive love because we can’t always choose those who loves us.
But somehow there are some people who would choose to love us and yet we can’t reciprocate the same kind of love they expect and so we end up hurting them. Sometimes, we’d want to tell it straight to them to stop loving us just because at the back our head we know how much they’re hurting. So even if we have no intentions of hurting them, sometimes we are left with nothing else to do but that and that’s a very sad thing. But pain always teaches us to grow and to move on. Pain teaches us to be strong.
Indeed, we all need to get hurt sometimes in order to see or realize things that are much better for us. So when we have to hurt people this way, maybe we are just bound to be instruments of making other people stronger than they were. Or of making them understand how it’s like to give real love, the kind of love wherein you’d rather sacrifice your own happiness. Maybe too, we could also teach them to learn to LET GO of things that are simply just not meant for them.
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| Dum dee dum |
[26 Jan 2003|09:12pm] |
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This account was created last 2003-01-13 04:23:35.
But heck.. I'm even having a hard time posting at my site and now I have an extra journal to fill in.
:P Oh well, whatever. Hehe.
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| Real Bad |
[25 Jan 2003|11:30pm] |
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Aghh.. something real bad happened today. I made my mum do the impossible .. and she did anyway. She took a few hours off the resto just to grant me my wish. But at the last minute I decided to say no. I'm just real worried of what she's feeling now. I never wanted my mum to be upset at me. Nooo .. not her.
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