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[01 Dec 2005|12:03am]
You might not be his first, his last, or his only. He's cared about someone else before & possibly will again, but if he cares for you now, what else matters? He's not perfect & you aren't either. And the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, hold onto him & give him the most you can. He is probably not going to quote poetry & he probably won't be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break, so don't hurt him. Don't change him & don't expect more than he can give. Don't overanalyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there.
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[01 Dec 2005|12:17am]
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left
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AHHH HELP (: [01 Dec 2005|12:20am]
ok kind of a weird question ..

for your voicemail on your cell phone, what do you say ? i wan't something funny to say or bitchy or whatever, and then i wanna play a cool song at the end .. this is what mine says now ..
"Hey its chelsea, either im not here right now or i dont have service so leave me a message and if you're lucky ill call you back" but i want something different .. any suggestions ?
also songs for at the end when im done talking (: any help would be mucho grande size appreciated (: looove you




for what it's worth
it was worth all the while
it's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right
i hope you had the time of your life
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[01 Dec 2005|12:41am]
is this thing of ours still on?
for i haven't slept a wink since you have been gone...

now i want to
be buried in your backyard
and when the flowers grow
just know
you're still in my heart
...you're atill in my heart
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[01 Dec 2005|12:45am]
The police report called it suicide, but I called it love
I called it ‘her emotions got in the way of her life’




yeah. boys. no.
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[01 Dec 2005|12:51am]
This is a song I wrote, I thought it was pretty good what do you think??


Shot At The Disco
Crime scene
Disco light shining upon me
Floor freshly dyed in blood
Chalk outline around my body
Hole in my head
They pronouce me dead

I was shot at the disco
Beware of San Fransico
I was trying to groove
They didn't like the way that I moved
Shot at the disco

Black body bag
Phone call to the family
Fake tears
Celebrate with something stronger than beer
They got something to brag
If only I was Britney Spears

I was shot at the disco
Beware of San Fransico
I was trying to groove
They didn't like the way that I moved
Shot at the disco

Six feet under
Sound of thunder
Too cheap for a tombstone
Please don't
Leave me unknown
I'm hear alone

I was shot at the disco
Beware of San Fransico
I was trying to groove
They didn't like the way that I moved
Shot at the disco

©Joy Coleman
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[01 Dec 2005|01:14am]
[ music | If You C Jordan - Something Corporate ]

do you want to feel like the knife is in you?

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my parting billet [01 Dec 2005|01:15am]
[ music | life - our lady peace ]

Dear Heartbreaker,

It took a seven hour drive
Just for me to realise...
That these pictures that line my every thought
And memories that line all of my happiness
Were only somewhat caused by you...
I had tought myself to need you
And now it's clear that all i needed was support..
Well, to be honest
You failed in that area, too.
You were never cut out for this
The scissors lie in my right hand now...
Your fear is my best acquaintance
I hope you're miserable while i'm smiling..
Take care of your bad habits
I put up with them, but i bet no other will....
You're on a one way street to faux pas
Enjoy your last days of contentment.............................

Sincerely Heartsore

p.s. I'm refined without you.

-->my best friend wrote this.
ohhh how i love her. and her magnificent writing

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eee! [01 Dec 2005|01:20am]

.










ok.
lyrics//quotes
on meeting someone and him being,
totally perfect.
sweet, cool, funny...
hes also 3 years older than I.
but we are going out.
and i like him alot,
so yeah,
lyrics?
quotes?
please?

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my parting billet [01 Dec 2005|01:22am]
[ music | train underwater - bright eyes ]

I've made the promises necessary to protect my insides..
You know I'm oh, so vulnerable.
Tonight, you're asking favors, but you know damn-well..
I'm not so willing to tend to your needs.
We got into your bruised Grand-Am, just for a ride..
When we knew it was far too late in the night.
This road is endless and so are the paths behind your eyes.
We watched the moon fade to sun,
and the birds cheered for our early-morning existance.
Your smiles seem thoughtless along with our lip-locking.
Our photographs ripped through the center.
I'd call this a hop-scotch romance, my dear.

I'll leave the negatives on your doorstep..

-->my best friend wrote this one too.

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[01 Dec 2005|01:24am]
darling, i'm one step away from not needing you either............
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[01 Dec 2005|01:26am]
yeaa.. so this guy i used to be best friends with is in a band, that i've supported since i even knew any of them. they're just naturally talented. :P so i'm listening to their newly recorded cd. and his singing.. and i called his house today, but asked for his BROTHER.. [for a good reason] and the first thing he said, *no hello* "it's been so long since i've seen your name on the caller ID." then i was like.. umm, hi. is lincoln there? "you never ask for lincoln"
holy craap. i hate missing him.
seriously though, we were best fucking friends.. like, three months ago.
it wasn't any of that bullshit where i was in love with him, or he was in love with me.. we were just.. best friends.
UUGH.
i couldn't be more frustratedd.
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boost? [01 Dec 2005|01:27am]

does anyone have prepaid Boost Mobile?!
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[01 Dec 2005|01:32am]
it's only when we say so.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:38am]
you handed me a heart-shaped patch and said, "it's to fix you"


how ironic.
the only thing that needs fixing, is my heart.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:51am]
we are never alone.

co-ordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out... wish i knew.

i hope this song starts a craze.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:54am]
it's so hard to have someone to love
keeping is quiet is hard
cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start
at least pretend you didn't wanna get caught.

we're concentrating on falling apart.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:55am]
All made up and nowhere to go
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[01 Dec 2005|01:56am]
Let's get crazy,
Talk about our big plans
Places that you're going
Places that I haven't been




liking a boy whos been with his girlfriend for a year and a half is a big no-no.
him telling you hes falling for you is an even bigger no-no.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:58am]
this is the grace only we can bestow
this is the price you pay for loss of control
this is the break in the bend
this is the closest of calls
this is the reason you're alive

[[i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe]]
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[01 Dec 2005|02:03am]
i'm sinking like a stone in the sea
i'm falling like a bridge for your body
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[01 Dec 2005|02:05am]
I'm bleeding out a beautiful bullet breakdown,
Shotguns shall rise as we face our demise.


friends?
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[01 Dec 2005|02:05am]
and we hurry to our death.
well i liked behind, so you got ahead
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[01 Dec 2005|02:16am]
you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:16am]
what do you say?
what do you do?
when it all comes down.


cause i don't wanna come back down from this cloud.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:17am]
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:22am]
it's ladies night, all the girls drink for free
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[01 Dec 2005|02:22am]
When that time comes
When I see you again
I'll stand across the other side of the room
Staring coldly
And you'll think I'm over you
Yeah, over you
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[01 Dec 2005|02:26am]
And every time he held u close
Yeah were you thinking of me
When I needed you the most
Well I hope that you’re happy
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[01 Dec 2005|02:28am]
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
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[01 Dec 2005|02:31am]
Shot through the heart
And you’re to blame.
Darling you give love a bad name.
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[01 Dec 2005|03:03am]
i can't sleep. again. fijweoifje*(U(#**#&@^#&%#.


and maybe, you're gonna be the one that
__________________________saves me.
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[01 Dec 2005|03:13am]
they say i'm crazy.
i really don't care --
thats my prerogative.
they say i'm nasty.
but i don't give a damn --
getting boys is how i live.
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[01 Dec 2005|06:46am]
Tell me who's pulling the strings;
Tell me who's that you move for.
We're all puppets;
We're all marionettes.
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[01 Dec 2005|07:03am]

the snow came in a big white blanket
it covered up some of the memories
i had come home to recover
the snow can be so cold sometimes




good morning emolyrics! it snowed here last night:]
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[01 Dec 2005|07:05am]
you know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold
kiss me once in the snow, i swear it never gets old
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[01 Dec 2005|07:07am]
you & me,
you know that we,
we're always funny in that
car crash sort of way
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[01 Dec 2005|07:09am]
I just remind you yesterday..
Places forgotten, and friends passed away..
But if you want me please won't you say..
So I can diss you.
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[01 Dec 2005|08:30am]
i love how when you need someone the most
they tell you that they'll call you back
and then never do.
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[01 Dec 2005|08:39am]
holyyyy mother eff!
89x stole christmas tonight with my creww :)
WOOOT!

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[01 Dec 2005|08:48am]
I would have told herhim then
She was the only thing
That I could love in this dying world
But the simple word love itself
Already died and went away

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[01 Dec 2005|09:23am]
Ohh you're a dream
Hide your head in the sand
You're far away, when I want you around
And you leave me lonely when I'm feeling down
Do your ever wonder, or worry about me
Did I ever love you, did you ever love me
Do your ever wonder, or worry about me
Did I ever love you, did you ever love me
Why is it baby, our love just won't grow
You made me happy but time has gone by
Please leave me softly, I won't say goodbye
So all I wanted slips through my hands
You're far away when I want you around
And you leave me lonely when I'm feeling down
Do your ever wonder, or worry about me
Did I ever love you, did you ever love me
Do your ever wonder, or worry about me
Did I ever love you, did you ever love me
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[01 Dec 2005|09:28am]
Among the afflictions
With which I've been marked
I'm not so pretentious
And not quite so dark
I get the feeling you're bored with me
And not through habit or frequency
Did your mother have you easily?
And if there's someplace else you'd rather be
Then go, then go
Then go, then go

Among the intentions
Which have been sought
Numbered and labelled
But none of them bought
I get the feeling you're testing me
You're saturated in urgency
You stick your probe in further
But you're still not pleased
And if there's someplace else you'd rather be
Then go, then go
Then go, then go

I would've lied for you
I would've cried for you
I crossed the line for you
I would've died for you...
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REMY ZERO-FAIR [01 Dec 2005|09:29am]
[ mood | tired ]

So what if you catch me,
where would we land?
In somebody's life
forsaking his hands.
Sing to me hope as she's
thrown on the sand.
All of your works
are rated again.
Where to go?


You know I love you.
You know I love you .
I want you oh so much.


It's so fair.

When I was sure you'd follow through,
My world was turned to blue.

When you'd hide
your songs would die,
so I'd hide yours with mine.

And all my words were bound to fall.
I know you won't fail...


see, I can tell...
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[01 Dec 2005|09:32am]
La fille danse
Quand elle joue avec moi
Et je pense que je l'aime des fois
Le silence, n'ose pas dis-donc
Quand on est ensemble
Mettre les mots
Sur la petite dodo
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[01 Dec 2005|09:34am]
And we kill one another for love
And we grace it so gradually
And we kill one another for love
And we make it, yeah, we make it bleed
And I see we're all looking above
Are you crazy?
What are we thinking of?
And this ain't you
And this ain't me
We all got hands
But we cannot feel


Anyone else like/want to marry Damien Rice?
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[01 Dec 2005|10:07am]
every night she's alive
Is another potential suicide
And all the tear drops that she cries
Wont help her
And all the things she feels inside
Doesnt help to clear her mind
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[01 Dec 2005|10:12am]
This is only my beginning,

And god as my witness, I'll bring myself down before you can
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[01 Dec 2005|10:14am]
Why are we crying out for answers

When the reason wont matter in the morning
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[01 Dec 2005|10:16am]
I love him with all that i am, hes all that i see and hes all that i need and im out of my league once again ♥
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[01 Dec 2005|10:22am]
I Remember when I had you . . .

And keep Thinking
What was I thinking?. . .
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[01 Dec 2005|10:40am]
My arms the hose and you're the fire
Out of control and I've got put you out
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[01 Dec 2005|10:40am]
physical pain heals
emotional pain doesnt
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[01 Dec 2005|10:47am]
Was it always about being at the wrong place,
At the wrong time
Well just tell me what you want from me
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[01 Dec 2005|10:52am]
You're so lucky, she said she said to me
You've got yourself so figured out why cant that be me?
So I screamed back "If Im so Damn lucky then why do I cry myself to sleep"?!

And the mirror shattered and my reflection fell to the floor


(sorry im posting so many, I've been drained of creativity and lately its like my inspiration has come back to haunt me..thank you emo ex boyfriend)
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[01 Dec 2005|10:59am]
Its not your fault my lacerations are my song for you
Just dont tell a soul you've got my songs all over you
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[01 Dec 2005|11:10am]
okay. listen. im sorry if whenever you called there wereboys in the backround. i tried to get away you are the only boy i want tobe with if itmeans being alone for the rest of my life than whatever. ive never been in a real relationship and i never wanted until you.you know i love you why would iever want to mess that up, ive wanted to be with you for so long and ive liked you since he first time i said i did, and when all that shit happend with me you and the others girls i stuck with you you are what i want and i will do what i have to to show you that



i sent that tohim
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[01 Dec 2005|11:11am]
11:11has only done meharm
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[01 Dec 2005|11:16am]
Come back
please don leave me now
ill be alll that you need
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[01 Dec 2005|11:30am]
all i ever wanted was lovelove and happy endings

all i ever got was hate pain and horrible endings
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[01 Dec 2005|11:31am]
>: 4 8 15 16 23 42
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[01 Dec 2005|11:32am]
it seems like i'm okay with it, and i'm getting better. but what they don't realize is, once they leave, i cry the rest of the way home-every day.
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[01 Dec 2005|11:50am]
so much for all the promises.
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[01 Dec 2005|11:53am]
I cant get you to believeme
but the most i can do istry
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[01 Dec 2005|12:00pm]
it*s yet to be determined but the air is feeling thick and my hope is feeling warm i*m missing home and i*m glad your not a part of this cuz theres parts of me that will be missed..and the fone is always dead to me so i can*t tell you that the temperature is dropping and it feels like it*s colder then it ought to be in march and i still got a day or two ahead of me till i*ll be heading home into your arms again and the people here are asking after you it doesn*t make it easier..it doesn*t make it easier to be away...i*d like to hire a plane and see you in the morning when the day is fresh i*m coming home again..coming home again..coming home againnnnnn...when the day is fresh i*m coming home again....it*s warmer where your waiting it feels more like july...there*s pillows in their cases and one of those is mine...he wrote the words i love you and sprayed it with perfume..its better then the fire is to heat this lonely room...it*s warmer where your waitin it feels more like july..it feels more like july..its yet to be determined but the air is thick and my hope is feeling warm....i*m missing home and i*m glad your not a part of this..there*s parts of me that will be missed...and the fone is always dead to me so i can*t tell you the temperature is dropping and it feels like it*s colder then it outta be in march and i still got a day or two ahead of me till i*ll be heading home into your arms again..and the people here r asking after you it doesnt make it easier..it doesnt make it easier to be away...i*d like to hire a plane and see you in the morning when the day is fresh i*m comin home again..i*m coming home again...when the day is fresh i*m comin home again..
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[01 Dec 2005|12:00pm]
if love is a labor i`ll slave til the end.
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[01 Dec 2005|12:04pm]
Cant you see I got nothin more to me than high hopes and bad dreams, bad days and congeniality. Old habits I'll never kick, like loving you still makes me sick. I need a new 12 step program that'll really do the trick. I'll start to turn all new tricks. Just get me away just let me out, I need a false sense of security. Just get me away just let me out, So I can forget your name. Just get me away just let me out, I need a false sense of security. just get me away, just let me out, Cause I still cry when I dont hear you say my name
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remember he asked you remember to breathe....and everything will be ok...

[01 Dec 2005|12:11pm]
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[01 Dec 2005|12:12pm]
Lets live on second chances
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[01 Dec 2005|12:12pm]

The impossible is possible tonight

Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight



smashing punpkins. tonight. because im in love. tonight. haha

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[01 Dec 2005|12:13pm]
Im going to miss those long night talks
and the Aim convos
and the text messages
where you told me youd never leave me
and the last thing you want to do is hurt me
im going to miss the times we hung out
where you held me like I was all that mattered.
but most of all im going to miss the comfort of going to bed knowing i had someone I loved

i love when i end up crying.i miss him somuch
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[01 Dec 2005|12:14pm]
and still i stand

with the

persistance

of an

idiot
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[01 Dec 2005|12:15pm]
Tell me how this feels to know that this is just my dream, and It's your reality.
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I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souveneirs.
I heard about the cool breeze in the cool nights
And the cool guys
That you spent them with.
I guess I should have heard of them from you
I guess I should have heard of them from you

Don't you see, don't you see,
That the charade is over?
And all the best deceptions
And the clever cover story awards
Go to you.
So kiss me hard 'cuz this'll be the last time that I let you.

You will be back someday,
And this awkward kiss that tells of other people's
lips
Will be of service
to keeping you away.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wished you could
Set things right between us.
I guess I should have heard of that from you
I guess I should have heard of that from you

don't you see, don't you see,
That the charade is over?
And all the best deceptions
And the clever cover story awards
Go to you.
So kiss me hard 'cuz this'll be the last time that I let you.

You will be back someday,
And this awkward kiss that screams of other people's
lips
Will be of service
to keeping you away.
to keeping you away.

I'm waiting for blood
To flow to my fingers
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing,
I'd rather you never heard my voice.
You're calling too late,
Too late to be gracious.
And you do not warrant long good-byes.
You're calling too late,


You're calling too late.

[01 Dec 2005|12:16pm]
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[01 Dec 2005|12:16pm]
it`s all the good that won`t come out of this
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[01 Dec 2005|12:17pm]
kiss me

down by the broken tree house
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[01 Dec 2005|12:22pm]
I love you but
I hate you
Which brings to mind
How much i love you
We could have worked this out you know
In a little room
In a little locked room
I'm sorry you had to settle for her
The one dementional woman
She's filed under cock sucker

In my little black book
Sweetness can

Rot your teeth
Bitter sweet

Cocophony
But, you hold the key

You hold the key
To my little locked room

You hold the key
you hold the key

To my little locked woah woah
Please let me out soon
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[01 Dec 2005|12:24pm]
Its not that I'm missing
or even that I'm needing you,
its just that I'm scared to be alone,
and for all of the nights spent alone by her side
wishing she would just breath a word.

And I'm screaming- at the top of my lungs,
And I'm breathing- cause you've left me undone,
And I'm looking for reasons for words that you just could not say.

I'm dying for something,
I'm living for nothing,
and needing to just hear those words.
I'll leave you again,
and gain all the pain that I can.

its not that I'm listening
or even that I'm hearing you,
its just that I'm scared of what you'll say,
and for all of the nights spent alone by her side
wishing she would just breath a word.

And I'm screaming- at the top of my lungs,
And I'm breathing- cause you've left me undone,
And I'm looking for reasons for words that you just could not say.

I'm dying for something,
I'm living for nothing,
and needing to just hear those words.
I'll leave you again,
and gain all the pain that I can.
I'll leave you again,
and gain all the pain that I can.
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[01 Dec 2005|12:26pm]
Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game
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CALL ME A SAFE BET- I' [01 Dec 2005|12:29pm]
i broke up with my ex a month ago.
i met another guy.
he's sweet, a marine and we've been hanging out alot.
my ex wants me back now cuz he doesnt wanna lose me.
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[01 Dec 2005|12:29pm]
We live in a free world

I whistle down the wind

Carry on smiling

And the world will smile with you

Life is a flower

So precious in your hand

Carry on smiling

And the world will smile with you
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CALL ME A SAFE BET- I'M BETTING I'M NOT. [01 Dec 2005|12:31pm]
i broke up with my ex a month ago.
i met another guy.
he's sweet, a marine and we've been hanging out alot.
my ex wants me back now cuz he doesnt wanna lose me.
i want my ex back.. but i don't want to risk not taking a chance with the new guy.
what am i gonna do?
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[01 Dec 2005|12:33pm]
hey unloving,
i will love you.
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[01 Dec 2005|12:34pm]
all these bitches and all these hoes
ain't used to the lickin of the bootyhole
so come on girl
just learn some patience
turn around baby
and give me that anus
OHHH!
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[01 Dec 2005|12:36pm]
All brawn and no brains

And all those nice things

You finally got what you want

Someone to look good with

And light your cigarette

Is this what you really want ?

I figured out what you’re all about

And I don’t think I like what I see

Sooooo...

I hope I won’t be there

In the end if you come around


How long will he last

Before he’s a creep in the past

And you’re alone once again ?

Will you pop up again and be my

’special friend’ ’till the end ?

And when will that be ?
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[01 Dec 2005|12:38pm]
i may not be pure but im not all that toxic
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[01 Dec 2005|12:38pm]
you can sit down but the chairs are electric
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[01 Dec 2005|12:40pm]
ooh boy

d'ya miss me like a hole in the head?
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[01 Dec 2005|12:42pm]
He said I love you
I said I wish I could
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[01 Dec 2005|12:46pm]
gotta be scene to be seen boys and girls
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[01 Dec 2005|12:57pm]
Well, I don't know what it is you see in me
Cause I'm everything you won't believe
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[01 Dec 2005|01:04pm]
We'll run away from everything
Lie to me,
Love me
We'll run away from everything.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:08pm]
as soon as you left
when i stood up
i fell
its like you were my strength
as soon as you left
i ran into a wall
its like you were my sight
as soon as you left
i stopped breathing
its like you were my heart
as soon as you left
i was 6 feet under the ground
its like you were my life
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[01 Dec 2005|01:13pm]
but we can all tell
from the hospital bands
and the slits covering her arms
that shes not okay
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[01 Dec 2005|01:21pm]
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold Utopian dream.....
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[01 Dec 2005|01:21pm]
My head is saying
who cares about him
and my heart is screaming
i do- he's her drug
and she's addicted.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:23pm]
i need help
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[01 Dec 2005|01:25pm]
I catalog these steps now, decisive and intentioned.
Precise and patterned, specifically to yours.

I’m talented at breathing, especially exhaling.
So that my chest will rise and fall with yours.
I’m careful not to wake you, fearing conversation.
It’s better just to hold you and keep you pacified.

I’m talented with reason, I cover all the angles.
I can fail before I ever try.
Try to understand, there’s an old mistake that fools will make.
And I’m the king of them, pushing everything that’s good away.
So, won’t you hold me now? I will not bend, I will not break.
Won’t you hold me now? For you I rise, for you I fall.

I am fairly agile.
I can bend and not break.
Or I can break and take it with a smile.
And I am so resilient.
I recover quickly.
I’ll convice you soon that I am fine.

Try to understand, there’s an old mistake that fools will make.
And I’m the king of them, pushing everything that’s good away.
So, won’t you hold me now? I will not bend, I will not break.
Won’t you hold me now? For you I rise, for you I fall.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:29pm]
Well, take a look in the mirror
And do you like what you see?
And are you drinking enough diet cola?
And do you watch what you eat?

And you look like a magazine make-up girl
And you look like every man's dream
And you feel like you're six foot tall
But you're wasting away to nothing.

Well take a look at you Sweetness
You're all skin and bones
Well life's an itch so you scratch it
Until it's nothing at all
Til it's nothing at all,
Til it's nothing...

Well take a look at the TV
and do you like what you see?
Well, is it a picture perfect picture
Of how you think you should be?
And now you look the way you think the world should look
Repulsive kind of beautiful

'Cause people love it when there's less of you
And people love it when then there's nothing left of you


Well take a look at you sweetness,
You're all skin and bones
Well life's a bitch but you're here
Until it's nothing at all
'Til it's nothing at all
U n t i l . i t 's . n o t h i n g .
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[01 Dec 2005|01:32pm]
When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:32pm]
The writers weren't kidding about how all good things must end.
Then again some things are far too good to go ahead and let go.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:36pm]
hey good L-DOUBLE O-K-I-N-G


well, i smell t-r-o-u-b-l-e
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[01 Dec 2005|01:42pm]
i kissed you in a style that clark gable
would have admired
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hm [01 Dec 2005|01:43pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | zox ]

I met a girl who hated the world, she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay, tear out her heart and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face
and the scratches she'd hide


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[01 Dec 2005|01:44pm]
it hurts tomuch tolove
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[01 Dec 2005|01:47pm]
I hope that you can see, that what we had was

real



Someday you will see, that I wasn't running away
Someday you will see, and maybe as you're walking away
You'll see you were walking away from me.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:50pm]
him: u think i wanted to be without you?


if you didnt want to be without me
you wouldnt have to
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[01 Dec 2005|01:52pm]
I have the worst cramps,

ever.


so I'm out.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:53pm]
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
but though you're still with me,
i've been alone all along.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:55pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i will be waiting
i will be waiting
for you

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[01 Dec 2005|01:56pm]
Foxtrot.
Uniform.
Charlie.
Kilo.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:59pm]

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No, she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real
It's not right
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[01 Dec 2005|02:03pm]
goodbye lovve
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[01 Dec 2005|02:03pm]
diagnosis: everyone that i love leaves me.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:06pm]

What used to be good is now bad
Either way my life is sinking fast
I’ll die quick
That’s all you want to know
You can try to calculate me 6 times
Still you’re never gonna get your answer
I’m too coded all over
You’ll never find my digits
Oblique with numbers
No secrets to hide once uncovered
Nothing to search once unveiled
Just look inside my mind and
You’ll see what I see.


Lyrics on winter/snow, i neeeed them, *He* might be coming over with christmas
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[01 Dec 2005|02:09pm]
oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:11pm]
There's a hole
in the trust that
we mapped out
in my bed for
six long months.



Anyone is suitable for you, I guess.

You weren't fazed.

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[01 Dec 2005|02:15pm]
Simon says

clap your hands if you're pathetic.

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[01 Dec 2005|02:17pm]
It's not like I'm a slut

Or that I really like to fuck


I just want every boy I see

To walk away with part of me

Until there's nothing left to hold

Until there's nothing left to hate
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Why doesn't anyone want to be my bf? [01 Dec 2005|02:17pm]
And I’m sorry I bothered to waste your sweet time,
and I’m sorry you couldn’t be bothered with mine…
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[01 Dec 2005|02:20pm]
GurRLz c@lL mE J0lLy R@nCh3r cuZ I $t@y s0 h@rD.
Y0u c@n suCk m3 f0r @ l0nG t1m3.

GURLL SHAKE DAT LAFFY TAFFY.


I can be gangster.
Stop denying it.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:22pm]
My life revolves around the heartbeat
Of its dark and everlasting pain
A reproduction of tragedy!!!
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[01 Dec 2005|02:28pm]
so with the lights down ill be waiting
all alone with my records playing
goodbye sky harbor all night
on this christmas eve night
with the cards that i never sent
the holiday wishes i never meant
i never...
this holiday doesnt mean anything anymore
cause im all alone
this holiday doesnt mean anything anymore
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[01 Dec 2005|02:32pm]
My teacher told me that real beauty comes from the inside.
Well, that's just something that ugly people say.



Bye for now, lovers.
I'm going to go watch Elf for the 843508503485th time in my life.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:35pm]
WARDEN'S CALLING FOR A LOCKDOWN
BABY♥
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[01 Dec 2005|02:36pm]
CAUSE SOME DAYS ARE JUST SO HARD. ♥
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[01 Dec 2005|02:36pm]
and that fucking phone just rang,

but it wasn't you on the line.

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[01 Dec 2005|02:37pm]
Every drawing that I drew
Was never ever as cute as you
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[01 Dec 2005|02:37pm]

So tell me what you're thinking

Because I don't really know you all that well
And maybe someday, more than you will know
Tell them to turn it up now, how?
I can't really hear you like before
And maybe someday, more than you will know
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[01 Dec 2005|02:38pm]
Dear boy,
Shutup
With love,
Alice Ann
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[01 Dec 2005|02:39pm]
"Sorry Megan. I can't rap like you. I'm not white enough"

that's right whores. i rap.

But I do know one thing though, bitches, they come they go
Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo'
Maybe i'll love you one day, maybe we'll someday grow
Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin' runway ho'...
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[01 Dec 2005|02:39pm]
take a sad song

and

MAKE IT BETTER

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[01 Dec 2005|02:40pm]
I feel like if someone were to touch me, I'd dissolve into molecules.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:41pm]

"I wanted to destroy everything beautiful I'd never have.

Burn the Amazon rain forests.

Pump chlorofluorocarbons straight up to gobble the ozone.

Open the dump valves on supertankers and uncap offshore oil wells. I wanted to kill all the fish I couldn't afford to eat,

and smother the French beaches I'd never see.

I


wanted


the


whole


world


to


hit



bottom."

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[01 Dec 2005|02:42pm]
So let me drown so I can breathe again
I’m through choking and suffocating
on alter egos and ulterior motives
which weigh you down and take control of
the way you are and the things that you need
the life you live and the dreams that you dream
distort and blur all in slow motion
they broke you down and now you're broken
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[01 Dec 2005|02:42pm]
Wait for it
wait for boys to overwelm you

tell them that your not that kind of girl

& you would rather sit and talk about your goals
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[01 Dec 2005|02:44pm]
M, 4, V, T, C and H
Might need to provide this number at the gate
Steady pilot because I'm half afraid
I can't believe youd ask me that
Of Course I dont believe in fate
Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
Sing it loud to drown out the feeling
When you're feeling much more odd (even)
And half as true as dishonored seamen
We'll breathe Pacific and fight our demons
Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
So arch your back
And flip your hair
Make eye contact so you know I care
You know I care
But only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
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ayyyo. help a sista out hurr. [01 Dec 2005|02:44pm]

whats that quote from dane cook, .. something about not being in love when everyone else is like is sitting outside of a party you werent invited to?

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[01 Dec 2005|02:45pm]
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.
I wish I knew.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:45pm]
"No matter how much you think you love somebody, you’ll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close"
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[01 Dec 2005|02:46pm]
People don’t want their lives fixed.
Nobody wants their problems solved.

Their dramas.


Their distractions.


Their stories resolved.
Their messes cleaned up.


Because what would they have left?

Just the big scary unknown.

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[01 Dec 2005|02:48pm]
So now I've made the decision to walk behind you in the dark for the rest of my life and I'll never show my face again because it's too scarred and bloody to be enough and I don't have the right stuff - all I have are the empty boxes to carry away your heart and I think that tonight I will sneak into your house and I'll sing songs and wake you up and I'll take you blindfolded dancing onto bridges and you'll say you don't want want to be with me 'cause no one ver does and no one ever thinks of me that way but I will even drive you home if you never let me forget about you and if you promise me that I'm good enough for someone 'cause I've got to be good enough for you and someday soon I'll get it right and then you'll see just how good I can be so don't ask me about forever because right now I'm feeling lost but there's got to be a place for me because if there isn't where will I go? will there be some place for me and will you be there waiting for me? if and when we get there please catch me before I crawl all the way home but I won't stop until you do.
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[01 Dec 2005|02:49pm]
sometimes..

lonely hearts.


they only get lonlier.
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