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I hate to disobey the rules but I'm not too sure who else I could turn to... Tomorrow it will be a year since my little brother was killed in a drunk driving accident... We're having a memorial service and I wanted to design something to put on his grave. Any lyrics about death or trying to get over something as hard as this that I could include with it would be much appreciated. Sorry again for the request.
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Why am I tryin to see,
when there aint nothin in sight
Why I am I tryin to give,
when no one gives me a try
Why am I dyin to live,
if I'm just livin to die
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[31 Dec 2004|12:10am] |
do you guys think its possible to be tottaly in love with someone and tellingyourslef that your not and then one day all of a sudden it hits you that your crazy aboutthem?
it hurt to see your number on the caller id.
first time since summer.
i was passing throgh your town
500 miles away from my home
but i pretended not to be there
cause i cant stand to see you
not in frontof a summer sunset
you look so different when your not in the light
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Have you ever heard a word, just one singificant word and its like this secret door of cluttered emotions just reopens and your heart is so overwhelmed you do not know weather to smile or cry? But of course these tears, they are the happiest ones out there. Like, for instance, when you are a little child and you finally get that one gift you have been dreaming about and when you recieve it, it in a way takes your breathe away - your eyes beging to buldge out of your head and you over all are shocked. Its like that one word that brings back all those memories and some reason, all the ones before just dont seem that special. And ever since this one word, the one name, has became a part of your vocabulary you are forever changed. Its like one of those nights, sitting on summer rooftops with the sea roaring at your feet and you see out of the corner of your midnight blue eyes that one shooting star, in a flash its gone - for moments you hold on for dear life to that first second you layed eyes on that flashing object and you are so thrilled you witnessed such a rare site. Its like that feeling you get, right before your fall into a deep coma of a sleep, totally numbness - but its rather beautiful, you cuddle up against your blankets, or if you are me, the one stuff animal you have had for your whole life - the one that knows all your secrets, was there to witness all the tears, it was your best friend and the best listener to all your fears. its like all the microscoptic moments in your life that when you look back at them a smile, a perfect smile- curled up as 60 degree angles on each side, and it lays there. Its that one moment that you realize everything is okay, and all the pain you have ever gone through is worth it becasue it made you land in this one specific situation. You see, thats what love is. Its that cup of cofee in the morning, that one moment before the ball drops on new years eve, its the sound of new born baby crying - its a perfect begining. The way it travels from to peak to peak. to way it falls into the deepest ditches and black holes of our hearts, and for moments you have no recgolection of all those leasons you have been taught in school, no idea of how to get of this trap. Your the mouse that so foolishly scurreded for that one last piece of cheese than SNAP your traped. Love does crazy things to the human mind, it brigns thoughts you have no once imagine you would have. it makes you fall for what you think is the totally wrong person for you. but if they were, then why are you with them? why are they the only one that makes you feel complete just by looking into their eyes in the dim light that is given off by a television screen. Love, is all the emotions we have ever faced, all the suffereing, the joy, the agony, the suspension, its all there. Love is the most profound word in the english language. and that is because, this one word, the four letter word, has a million and one means. so before you fall asleep, think of the loves you love, think of how you feel when you hear that word - how the blood in your vains boils with such emotion that it feels like your soul is about to cave in, and no - no matter what happens, no matter the words that are said, never let that feeling go.
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[31 Dec 2004|12:18am] |
you can call me fake
and you can call me plastic
but im not gonna go home and get it in the ass whoo
cause im not a whore
im not a whore
you say "sorry can you buy this for me i dont got a rich daddy"
i say "my dad died three years ago"
but im not a whore
but im not a whore
you say "how does it feel to have to be perfect?"
but im not awhore
im not a whore
you say "slip into your gucci flats and put on a smile cause your just an act"
and i cant help but agree
sorry i kno its sucks but...sorry lol
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[31 Dec 2004|12:19am] |
now i know...for the future...that when i really need you...like i did tonight...i should call her house...instead of yours...since thsats where you spend all your time now adays..
do you hold her like you held me.
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[31 Dec 2004|12:19am] |
i held you close
as we both shook for the last time.
take a g o o d hard l o o k.
im not okay.
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[31 Dec 2004|12:26am] |
you love my smile, no matter how chipped my tooth is. :D
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[31 Dec 2004|12:28am] |
Is this any good??? I want responses. And be HONEST! I would really appreciate it. Thank you.
I cant handle your beauty.
It makes me sick.
I could kill for you to see me
the way that I see you.
If I could look at myself
Through your eyes
Maybe just maybe
I could understand.
Make me understand
Show me what you see.
Let me see what she has
that i dont
Obviously there must be more to her
I would kill for you to see in me
what you see in her.
There is something in you
Something ive never seen in anyone else.
Something no one else can see.
If you could see yourself
Through my eyes
Maybe you'd understand
Id kill for you
To even want to understand.
i posted this once earlier and i got two responses, but id like more.
thanks
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[31 Dec 2004|12:29am] |
Are you the sweet invention of a lover's dream
Or are you really as wonderful as you seem?
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[31 Dec 2004|12:39am] |
im no good. your no better
wouldnt we be perfect together?
"if love is a labor, i'll slave till the end, i wont
cross these streets until you hold my hand"
a long december and theres reason to believe
maybe this year will be better than the last
i cant remember all the times i tried to tell myself
to hold on to these moments as they pass
ill be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight
to the throat with the collar up so you wont catch cold
myspacewhores add me :0)
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/2651963
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[31 Dec 2004|12:39am] |
* but i never dreamed home would end up where i don't belong...
any other lyrics on that? ...feeling like you don't belong at home anymore?
thanks in advance
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[31 Dec 2004|12:43am] |
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ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!
my boyfriend and i's anniversary is on january fourth .. we've been through so much so far, including the typical relationship stuff.. to goin to court for eachother... we both love eachother very much and intend being together for a really long time.. so....
if anyone has any cute or meaningful ideas for a one year anniversary,
OR..
does anyone have anything like quotes or lyrics to put in a card for him ..
------- please lemme know, thanks so much <33
love always, gina
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[31 Dec 2004|12:57am] |
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"CHRISTMAS LIGHTS"
It's been 2 weeks since you left from this town
3 more days and you'll be home to save me from this winter chill
Christmas lights in different shades of blue
I look so pale I feel so stiff to not be here with you
Just tell me that you miss me too
You've been gone for too long
And I, I need you to be back come with me now (come back)
The snow outside means nothing when you're gone
Everything I needed is in you, so please come back.
Please tell me everything about your stay
So I'll listen till the end even if you don't make sense now
December never was this dull before
I'll wait for your return just tell me you'll return
Just tell me that you miss me too
You've been gone for too long
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[31 Dec 2004|01:06am] |
I dream of you and all the things you say..
I wonder where you are now?
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[31 Dec 2004|01:06am] |
I dream of you and all the things you say..
I wonder where you are now?
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[31 Dec 2004|01:15am] |
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this is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world.and while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles...
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[31 Dec 2004|01:19am] |
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not emo... but i love it...
How many times
Are you gonna apologize about the same thing
And how many times can I take you back
When Im not the one thats doin wrong
I thought maybe if I started prayin
That we would get better but
When I would pray the answer would always come back to me bein done
But we are so hard headed when we're in love
So I
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change theres one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
Im totally out of my element
Learnin new ways to live while your in a comfort zone
Not even thinkin to call
And then when I get mad you buy me gifts
Thinkin its gonna solve every issue
From the girl callin my phone to the pictures that I saw
And every time you would break up with me for nothing at all
Ive takin all I could take
But the way I live has gotta change oh
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change there's one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
Let me break it down
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you was just to blind to see
Past all of the pain they was causin you
Ladies do you feel me
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you went against the right things that you should do
Then its time to make a change
So I
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change theres one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
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not emo... but i love it...
How many times
Are you gonna apologize about the same thing
And how many times can I take you back
When Im not the one thats doin wrong
I thought maybe if I started prayin
That we would get better but
When I would pray the answer would always come back to me bein done
But we are so hard headed when we're in love
So I
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change theres one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
Im totally out of my element
Learnin new ways to live while your in a comfort zone
Not even thinkin to call
And then when I get mad you buy me gifts
Thinkin its gonna solve every issue
From the girl callin my phone to the pictures that I saw
And every time you would break up with me for nothing at all
Ive takin all I could take
But the way I live has gotta change oh
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change there's one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
Let me break it down
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you was just to blind to see
Past all of the pain they was causin you
Ladies do you feel me
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you went against the right things that you should do
Then its time to make a change
So I
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change theres one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
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john mayer- st patricks day |
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not emo... but i love it...
How many times
Are you gonna apologize about the same thing
And how many times can I take you back
When Im not the one thats doin wrong
I thought maybe if I started prayin
That we would get better but
When I would pray the answer would always come back to me bein done
But we are so hard headed when we're in love
So I
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change theres one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
Im totally out of my element
Learnin new ways to live while your in a comfort zone
Not even thinkin to call
And then when I get mad you buy me gifts
Thinkin its gonna solve every issue
From the girl callin my phone to the pictures that I saw
And every time you would break up with me for nothing at all
Ive takin all I could take
But the way I live has gotta change oh
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change there's one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
Let me break it down
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you was just to blind to see
Past all of the pain they was causin you
Ladies do you feel me
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you went against the right things that you should do
Then its time to make a change
So I
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change theres one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This cant go on now
I gotta move on now
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Cant take his bad habit no more
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[31 Dec 2004|01:35am] |
It kills me to even look at you,
because right now I feel so invisible
and it seems like you'd look right past me for hours
without even taking a second glance.
And I so badly want you to s t a r e.
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And I see you fogging up the mirror
Vapor around your body glistens in the shower
And I wanna stay right here
And go down on you for an hour
Or stay and let the day just fade away
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[31 Dec 2004|01:52am] |
i cant take it anymore
when im with you,
i feel like im
nothing
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[31 Dec 2004|01:57am] |
When we laugh and we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon' still be as one it's forever
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[31 Dec 2004|02:21am] |
you know im just the kind of girl who feels so hurt
and smiles
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[31 Dec 2004|02:24am] |
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toast your glass up high to the new year
i'll pray for better days
hold your lover tight and tell your lie
in 3 months you won't remember his name
12 months, a crush i couldn't kill
i said one thing now i'm wiping tears from my eyes
your damn right i feel stupid
retarded schoolboy crush
dreaming about you every night
what should i tell her? it doesn't matter now
it was all just a waste of time.
what should i say?
it doesn't matter anymore it all faded away
i'll tape up my heart
one minute ,you didn't care and ripped it all apart
i sat by the phone all night
waiting and praying to hear your voice
another day i killed myself over you
it's just not worth it
it was all just a waste of time
this is one of the best new years songs.
is anyone else watching the degrassi marathon?
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[31 Dec 2004|02:27am] |
i NEED to go to a soco show and meet andrew. problem is the show is 8 hours away and i might still be able to go!another probelm is none of my friends moms will let them go! what do i do? i cant go to a soco show alone right?
Maybe if you weren't so perfect
i wouldn't have liked you
cause its 99% of a chance
that ill fall for a boy with no future
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[31 Dec 2004|02:45am] |
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let's cut our losses at both ends and aim your car away from all our friends, leaving the dishes stacked in the sink.
im so lonley
and maybe a litetle bit drunk.
will you please be my i=friend =*(
haha i dindt even mean to type that asterisk but it looks like a tear. hmm, fitting.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:01am] |
Seems like im not the only insomniac(sp?)
"I thought my heart had torn, forever broken
But I was only bruised"
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[31 Dec 2004|03:10am] |
I once knew a girl and named her lover
She had a thing for Crimson and Clover
But thats all gone and all over
is two posts in a row to much?
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[31 Dec 2004|03:12am] |
Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me
3 libra's - a perfect circle
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bored on new years eve...hmm.
does anyone wanna make me a xanga layout? IM me..celuloiddream87
anyone know how the "fuzzy wuzzy was a bear" thing go? haha, me and my friends can't remember.
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[31 Dec 2004|10:00am] |
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me, and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one, and I walk alone
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
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*******************************
.. Another tragic* ending to the storyline
and I can't see how it's so easy for you to
» » » w r i t e m e o f f
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You know I'd fight for you,
but how can I fight someone who isn't even there?
I've had the rest of you ...
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
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[31 Dec 2004|11:51am] |
i fell in love with my best friend at the beginning of the school year, a year ago. i lost his friendship last night over a girl.
any song that can cure that?
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[31 Dec 2004|12:14pm] |
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned and I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay. True, it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away when I am missing you to death. When you are out there on the road for several weeks of shows and when you scan the radio, I hope this song will guide you home. They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say But everything looks perfect from far away, 'come down now,' but we'll stay... I tried my best to leave this all on your machine but the persistent beat it sounded thin upon listening.
That frankly will not fly. you will hear the shrillest highs and lowest lows with the windows down when this is guiding you home.
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[31 Dec 2004|12:28pm] |
-What's wrong?
-Nothing
-Are you sure nothing's wrong?
-Yeah
-But you're sad about something?
-Yeah
-So tell me what
-I don't know,
I can't tell you, I can't tell you, I can't tell you, I can't tell you
All I am is, a body floating downwind
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[31 Dec 2004|12:43pm] |
dont call my name out your window im leaving
im sick of writing .e.v.e.r.y. song about you
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[31 Dec 2004|12:45pm] |
look how .p.r.e.t.t.y. she is,
when she
f
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down
and theres no beauty in,
.b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g. mascara.
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[31 Dec 2004|12:50pm] |
nothing can compare,
to when you roll the dice,
and swear your .l.o.v.e.s. for me.
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[31 Dec 2004|12:54pm] |
the hearts start breaking
as the year is gone.
Happy New Year, loves. ♥
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[31 Dec 2004|12:56pm] |
Don't even take a breath
The air is cut with cyanide
In honor of the New Year.
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[31 Dec 2004|12:57pm] |
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Is this what it's like?
A dream lacking serenity?
A wordless conversation, a "you and i" without me.
Well I try and i won't get far,
i'll die and i won't get far
i'll try and know that everything's ok
So I guess this is where I lie
where the days are endless and the nights, they just don't belong.
Dreaming my reality
where truth and fiction don't seem to exist
Confusion is home here, but believe in you is what you insist (it's what you insist)
Nights, don't belong, the nights, don't belong, and the nights, they just don't belong.
(Nights don't belong) I'll never be ok, as long as i'm dreaming a reality.
everyone go here http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=BQAZGZA&key=DQR
its a pic of the girl that stole the guy i was in love with (shes so nasty, i dont know WHY he dated her)...and so i'm getting revenge by putting her on hotornot.com. hehehehe
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[31 Dec 2004|12:57pm] |
im outside of your window
with my radio
you are the only station
that plays the song i know
you are the song i know
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So this is the new year
and I don't feel any different
So this is the new year
and I have no resolution.
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[31 Dec 2004|01:11pm] |
Why cant I just be happy
Or at least fake a smile
A simple smile breaking the world in two
It's hard when you cant trust those who seemed to be your closest
Stabbed in the back
Left bleeding to die
This home isnt what it used to be
I cant even remember when it was
Or what it was
But it wasnt always like this
There has to be something better
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[31 Dec 2004|01:25pm] |
i sat by the phone all night
waiting and praying to hear your voice
another day i killed myself over you
it's just not worth it
it was all just a waste of time
...Another Wasted Year.
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[31 Dec 2004|01:35pm] |
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You said you know me
You know nothing at all
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[31 Dec 2004|01:41pm] |
Congratulations.
Because of you I'm
believing love is a lie.
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[31 Dec 2004|01:44pm] |
Drop everything and start it all over.
Remember more then you'd like to
forget...
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[31 Dec 2004|01:46pm] |
I tell my mind that every second we spend together, I swear I hate you more. But my hearts knows the truth, that ever second we spend together, I love you twice as much then before
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[31 Dec 2004|01:47pm] |
You Just Wanted To Be Missed
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[31 Dec 2004|01:47pm] |
Let's see....how do I say this?
Oh yeah...
FUCK YOU
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[31 Dec 2004|01:48pm] |
[him] so, do you have have any new years resolutions?
[me] Yeah. You.
[him] me? haha, what do you mean?
[me] i want you out of my life. i dont want to think about you. i dont want to talk to you. i dont want to see you. and i will...I swear to god, I will stop loving you.
[him] *signs off*
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[31 Dec 2004|01:50pm] |
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They lied to you
when they said you can't breathe underwater
I lied too, when I said I was hard
I'm soft.
Softer than a thirft store sweater
Thrice as worn in.
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[31 Dec 2004|01:55pm] |
He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for...
So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:05pm] |
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its funny how your worst enemies always turn out to be all of your best friends best friends
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[31 Dec 2004|02:07pm] |
ive got nothing that i hide except for whats inside
i keep it all locked up in this prison we call love
im suffocating
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[31 Dec 2004|02:09pm] |
Why did I ever think that we would be so good?
We've been too quiet for too long
Where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm
We'll never get this right.
All right, I'm sorry that I even tried.
I was a fool to have hope in you.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:20pm] |
I'll put a knife against your throat and cut an inch for everytime i lose control...
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[31 Dec 2004|02:34pm] |
Like calendars dying
at New Year's Eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
and swear this year
will be better than the last
Jet Black - the ink that spells your name
Jet Black - the blood that's in your veins
Jet Black - we say, "How long can we take this chance not to celebrate?"
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[31 Dec 2004|02:37pm] |
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this was written on a wall somewhere.
"kiss her. it could be your last chance."
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[31 Dec 2004|02:37pm] |
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And when I see you, I really see you upside down, but my brain knows better. It picks you up and turns you around.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:41pm] |
I know that these chills, are all just because of the air
This is my last time
this is my last time
by New Year's Eve, I'll forget a year.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:42pm] |
I know this may be redundant
but I think it bares repeating,
I think I've found my other half
I swear I've found my better half.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:43pm] |
don't let the world bring you down.
not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
remember why you came, and why you're alive,
experience the warmth before you grow old.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:43pm] |
it was new year's eve and i was all but wary.
then my girl she decided to smooch mary.
no one to smooch i would not be caught dead.
then into the picture steppedmy good friend greg.
he kissed me.
the countdown came.
i then puckered up, but little did i know what was about to be up.
3-2-1 came he put his hands on my cheek.
and in came his tounge throught my lips and my teeth.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:43pm] |
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[31 Dec 2004|02:44pm] |
And it was New Year's Eve, but I was thinking of the summer,
knowing that at midnight you wouldn't be around.
And they say children make the greatest soldiers,
they do just like they're told, and take up less space on the ground.
And it seems to me that we'd been here before
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[31 Dec 2004|02:44pm] |
And with this Christmas wish is missed
The point I could convey
If only I could find the words to say to let You know how much You've touched my life
Because here is where You're finding me, in the exact same place as New Year's eve
And from a lack of my persistency
We're less than half as close as I want to be
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[31 Dec 2004|02:45pm] |
but we only stay in orbit for a moment of time,
and then you're everybodys satellite..
i wish that you were mine.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:46pm] |
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I lost all train of thought as your eyes met mine.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:48pm] |
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What once was a breath, is now a gasp to survive.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:49pm] |
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Breathe out, so I can breathe you in.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:49pm] |
ALKALINE TRIO
"Private Eye"
I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don't lie
And I've been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I'll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
New Year's Eve was as boring as heaven
I watched flies fuck on channel 11
There was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink
Except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink
And there's no ring on the phone anymore
There's no reason to call I passed out on the floor
Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
And I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
And at the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won't have to stop
Saying "I love cops" for anyone but me
Your private eye
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[31 Dec 2004|02:49pm] |
Tell her to leave
Soon it'll be too late
It's like New Year's Eve
'Cause I just can't wait
Too bad
You got a date tonight!
Too bad about your girl
Yeah, it's too bad
You got a date tonight!
Too bad about your girl
Yeah!
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[31 Dec 2004|02:51pm] |
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And while she looks so sad in photographs.. i absolutely love her.. when she smiles..
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[31 Dec 2004|02:51pm] |
MIGHTY MIGHTY BOSSTONES
"Temporary Trip"
I saw a man break down on New Year's Eve Drop to his knees and cry hysterically Screaming nonsense you would not believe On the sidewalk right in front of me And I asked him Mr. what's the matter Calm down are you alright Looks like you could use a doctor And how much have you had to drink tonight Remember this is just a temporary trip If you stay down too long you can sometimes lose your grip. I helped him get back on his feet again And brushed the slush off his overcoat He wiped his eyes he shook my hand and then Before he walked away he sadly cleared his throat Then he said son I'm just old and lonely But thank you for your concern Here's wishing you a Happy New Year I wished him one back in return Remember this is just a temporary trip If you stay down too long you can sometimes lose your grip. Then he said son I'm just old and lonely But thank you for your concern Here's wishing you a Happy New Year I wished him one back in return Remember this is just a temporary trip If you stay down too long you can sometimes lose your grip Remember this is just a temporary trip If you stay down too long you can sometimes lose it.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:52pm] |
I'll get a gun for Christmas to protect my other gifts
If burgers touch my property they won't leave here with out a limp
Packing heat this Christmas I'll shoot it off on New Year's Eve,
cuz bullets go in outer space when pointed up I believe
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[31 Dec 2004|02:53pm] |
SWINGIN' UTTERS
"Movers and Morons"
You could move faster you could move like you should
traffic on the bridges at bay
while the bitch and bastard has got you by the jewels
buried in the working day
and your motivation are the ones who could
the ones who do it in their own way
devastation floats in your gene pool
your father's proud 'cuz you earned your pay
You're a do-er you're a do-on fuck the world drop the neutron you're a mover you're a moron You're the cops and clip coupons
Police are apathetic to protect and serve
the housing plan's provided
your friends and family get what they deserve
classes remain divided
the priest is praying for losing faith in the world
'cuz everyone was invited
sticking to your guns 'cuz you ain't got the nerve
and the N.R.A. are delighted
only the criminal knows how the criminal fits in
your kids know how to bitch and moan
cram them in the cells and they'll learn how to bend
because their generation's prone
a diamond in the rough to a nickel in the fen
more than one in the telephone
unjust is not the cuff its the truncheon's other end
and who receives the broken bones
its new year's eve, half past eleven
Dick out in the tenderloin
the rain's coming down like pennies from heaven
the cops say there's no such coin
bullets in the clouds from 357s
stay out of Hunter's Point
every new year a new deadly lesson
and two of mother's dead little boys
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[31 Dec 2004|02:55pm] |
a warm embrace... it's been a while since i've seen your pretty face. if you would let me i don't think i would ever leave this place. every shared night just feels so right, when i wake up with you in my arms staring into my eyes.
:)
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[31 Dec 2004|02:56pm] |
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It's New Years Eve and I'm full of empty promises, I half pretend to keep this time, just like last year. The band is loud and I'm wandering the shadows, wishing I was never here. I persevere. A crowded room, these whitewashed tombs, they raise their glasses high, they kiss the past goodbye.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:05pm] |
Dear his heart:
I wish that you could see that
You mean the world to me
He'd give his life, give his everything to reach that goal and take that last and final fling but i guess it's just another story in the greatest story ever told
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[31 Dec 2004|03:07pm] |
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just forget me..its that simple
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[31 Dec 2004|03:09pm] |
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I love you..but im not in love with you
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[31 Dec 2004|03:09pm] |
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[november rain]
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this auch a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time...on my
own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
[Y o u'r e n o t t h e o n l y o n e]
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[31 Dec 2004|03:09pm] |
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I wrote this. Input would be appreciated! Let me know if you like it, or thinks its wretched ;)
push me away.
pull me back.
put me on hold.
decisions aren't your thing.
you know this is so unnatural..
me without you.
how are your dreams?
whos ears do you whisper in these days?
without me.
i've learned quite a few lessons since we've gone our seperate ways.
but the closure isn't there.
it's never ending.
first loves are made to destroy you.
you know we'll never be the same now..
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
we will never be the same.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:13pm] |
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I know
I know you lied
I know you lied to me
I know you lied to me about loving her
I know you lied to me about loving me
I hate to know you lied
I hate you
...°breakdown°...
all comments are welcome
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[31 Dec 2004|03:15pm] |
I don't know why I'm doing this.
I don't see what's so unfixable.
But It's getting harder all the time
To deal
To breathe
This pain in my arm is so much easier
I can't take it in my heart anymore.
I need the scars to remind myself
that I need you.
I need you.
You are the only one who understands.
The only one I want to understand.
If they all knew
It would only be worse.
They judge us; They sneer.
None of them see what we are.
What we could be
And what we can do.
But this pain in my arm is so much easier
I can't take it in my heart anymore.
I need the scars to remind myself
that I need you.
I need you.
I need to stop.(Help me to heal.)
I need to feel better. (Hold my hand)
I need to breathe again. (Keep my head up.)
but most of all
I need you.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:15pm] |
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I was a fool to stop you from undressing
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[31 Dec 2004|03:17pm] |
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this has been bothering me SO MUCH!
what song is this from
you remind me of the times when i new who i was....
please heLP!?!?
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[31 Dec 2004|03:18pm] |
2005..the girls retaliate and the guys get their hearts broke! <33
HECK YES!
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[31 Dec 2004|03:18pm] |
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It's New Years Eve and I'm full of empty promises, I half pretend to keep this time, just like last year. The band is loud and I'm wandering the shadows, wishing I was never here. I persevere. A crowded room, these whitewashed tombs, they raise their glasses high, they kiss the past goodbye.
This New Years Eve, something must change me inside, I'm crooked and misguided, and tired of being tired. This New Years Eve, I'm waiting for tomorrow. My heart is on my sleeve, and yes I still believe, in You.
is anyone else going to be extremely depressed because they are doing NOTHING but stay home alone on new years eve??
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[31 Dec 2004|03:20pm] |
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Here's to another year of heartbreak from you
I'm always broken like this <\3
Always broken like this
And these lonely nights are getting old
These faceless tears remain untold tonight
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[31 Dec 2004|03:22pm] |
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i'm only pretty sure
that i [can't] take anymore
before you take a swing
i wonder,
what are we fighting for?
when i say out loud,
"i wanna get out of this."
i wonder,
is there anything im gonna m i s s.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:23pm] |
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I'm pathetic, I know. I just can't stand here and watch you go. I'm running after you. Look for the feeling that we lost. Where did you have it last? Maybe if we retrace our steps. But we can't find the path that led us here to where we stand. Face to face to watch this bitter end. Now something beautiful is dead.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:24pm] |
My New Years Resolution:
To Be the Heartbreaker
And Not The Heartbroken
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[31 Dec 2004|03:33pm] |
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Gorgeous green eyes smiling,
AND I'M GOING STRAIGHT TO HELL
All the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily.
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with an certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing please.
Oh darling, all of these awkward jump-start-stalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything.
So it comes down to me and you and,
whether were supposed to or not we still will.
We're so much better off than them.
A look.
A laugh.
A smile.
A second.
passes by and I regret it.
words just aren't right.
Sometimes I just can't explain,
All the ways you devastate me.
Always on my mind.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:33pm] |
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The cold concrete cuts against her back
And her spirit spills with blood onto the pavement
Hands tied so tight behind her neck
And a silence falls, and everything changes
And everything dies, to you nothing’s alive, to you anymore
I guess you've gotten more than you might have wanted
If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
I would bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way
Again when you’re in my arms
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you
She drowns herself until the images erase
But the skin is bruised all along her thighs
Nightmares repeat refrain the memories remain
In mental photographs haunting all the time so
She shuts her eyes, to you she tries to hide
From you, she falls asleep into dreams where she is safe
If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I’ll bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way
Again when you’re in my arms
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you
Put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach and you’ll let it tear me apart.
So tear me apart.
So I could be everything you need
And this silence strips me bare,
and your body pins me down.
I've never been so scared to breathe,
afraid to make a sound.
And all I know is you'll never let me go..
Just kick and scream, bite and bleed,
and make believe it's all a dream.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:39pm] |
So bury me, in memory
His smile is your rope.
Wrap it tight around your throat.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:41pm] |
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I know it's been a long time. You've lost that look in your eye. The one that told me everything was fine without a word. But now we're standing face to face, with nothing left to say but goodbye to yesterday. I don't know if I can make it. I don't know if I'm that strong. I don't know where we went wrong, but somehow it's over. In my mind I see you clearly. In my dreams I feel you near me. I want to know, does this feeling go away? Like shooting stars we shine and then we fade, breaking the promises we made. What about the promises? What about the promises we made? What about our plans for forever? Did they scare you? Did you need to get away? You taught me many things. Like how it feels to miss someone so bad it feels like a part of you is missing. I can tell you one thing. Now that you have gone I never will forget you. You left your mark. When I have gone and you've moved on, will you remember me?
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[31 Dec 2004|03:43pm] |
I'm good to go, and I'm going no where fast
It could be worse, I could be taking you there with me
I'm good to go.. But it looks like I'm still on my own
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[31 Dec 2004|03:43pm] |
&& I can't forget your style or you cynicism,
some how it was like, you were the first to
listen to everything we said. My smile's an
open wound with out you && my hands are
tied to pages inked to bring you back
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[31 Dec 2004|03:43pm] |
&& I can't forget your style or you cynicism,
some how it was like, you were the first to
listen to everything we said. My smile's an
open wound with out you && my hands are
tied to pages inked to bring you back
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[31 Dec 2004|03:46pm] |
sorry to requesT!!
but any lyrics about feeling really alone
or
your friends being assholes basically lol
or
not being over someone
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[31 Dec 2004|03:46pm] |
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It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had
Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful
THING
happy 2005 everyone
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[31 Dec 2004|03:46pm] |
Turn this up, I'll tune you out.
Another night alone in the city
Fake it like you matter-cause
thats the biggest secret you
have to keep
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[31 Dec 2004|03:46pm] |
Sometimes I wish I could be a little kid again,
So when life gets tough I can just play pretend.
I wanna go back to when Santa did exist,
When my daddy was the only boy I kissed.
When Disney World was the best place to be,
When the only movies I could see, were rated G.
When my biggest problem was learning to write my name,
And people didn't change.
And my friends were the same,
And every time I was sad or mad,
I just ran to mommy and everything was OK.
When the best place to shop was Toys 'R Us.
When it was scary to ride the bus,
Before I ever had a broken heart,
And the pain of being hurt and no pain, just laughter.
And when everyone was supposed to live happily ever after.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:50pm] |
i hate waking up in the middle of the night, from a dream that you left me.
when really it wasnt just a dream, it was reality..
i miss being with you
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