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[05 Dec 2004|12:32am]
You said my heart sounded like a payphone in the rain.
Distorted, distant, scrambled and desperate.
Baby, I swear to god tonight I am sober.
It's the reception between us that's failing.

You're so oblivious.
Baby, you're my oblivion.
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[05 Dec 2004|12:35am]
All I taste is what's her his name
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rather waste time with you [05 Dec 2004|12:44am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | far too fragile ]

watch as my skin crawls
brace myself for every fall
can i catch up to my breath
cause it's been gone ever since we met
are you missing, because i found
my new secret, silence is my favorite sound
and are you hopeless, or just broken
cause i know i am,
silence sounds best when it's spoken
watching my eyes burn to red
feel the sky bleed over head
can i catch up to my sleep
cause ever since we met, it's run away from me
can you feel me, cause i'm crying
out to you with, my voice dying
and can you hear me, cause i'm spilling
out my insides, though it's killing me


-- far too fragile

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[05 Dec 2004|12:44am]
He had discovered that he was a mirror for the rest of the people, a mirror in which he could see himself. "Everyone is a mirror," he said. He saw himself in everyone, but nobody saw him as themself. And he realized that everyone was dreaming, but without awareness, without knowing what they really are. They couldn't see him as themselves, because there was a wall of fog or smoke between the mirrors. And that wall of fog was made by the interpretation of images of light -- The Dream of humans.
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[05 Dec 2004|12:46am]
pull the trigger & the nightmare [ST0PS].
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[05 Dec 2004|12:52am]
We pretend to be what we are not because we are afraid of being rejected. The fear of being rejected becomes the fear of not being good enough. Eventually we become someone that we are not. We become a copy of mamma's beliefs, daddy's beliefs, society's belifs, and religions beliefs.
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[05 Dec 2004|12:52am]
"Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see...." --John Lennon
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[05 Dec 2004|01:11am]
Hold Me. Touch Me. Let Me Know. I'm Breathing. I'm Bleeding. I'm Not Alone.
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[05 Dec 2004|01:35am]
hey rise and shine
and open up your eyes
to give this world some c o l o r
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[05 Dec 2004|01:39am]
my heart bleeds for what you never did
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[05 Dec 2004|01:51am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can’t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he’s gone

No one but me can save myself, but it’s too late
Now I can’t think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

-fade to black

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[05 Dec 2004|01:53am]
I'll be around every corner you go. Don't you look so surprised.
I'll be in every dressing room that youüre in.
I'll be holding every door you walk through. You don't even have to say thanks.
I'll get groceries at the same time as you.
Don't think I don't know what suits you well. Don't think I don't know.
I'll be in every smoky corner you've seen counting your drinks.
I'll be the guy who drives past your house.
I'll be hiding behind your mirror watching you crimp your hair.
I'll follow you with sunglasses on.
I'll be looking through your windows at night.
Watching you sleep. I will see you at your big game.
I'll be at the same parties as you, and I'll meet you in the closet.
I'll follow you home when the sun comes up.
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Caution : Fragile [05 Dec 2004|03:07am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Straylight run - existentialism on prom night ]

You can't always know what im thinking, you wont ever be able to feel what im feeling, not that you would.. not that you'd want to. Its all in my head, too much in my heart. Tell yourself, "think of happier days"...wish for more than what you were given, want what you can't have. my label reads "caution: fragile" but you wont bear to listen.. or maybe you can't see, maybe ur jus blind. Too uneducated to read, too thoughtless to learn. I loved you once, but once is an insignificant number in the grande scheme of things. It better then zero, than none, than nothing at all. Try to move on, try to hold on, try to picture me without you.. try to think its pleasent like that. I don't mean to be depressive, I didnt want to pour my heart out.. that wasn't my intention, I couldn't represent, I couldn't bring my gifts to your table. My offering was few and far between... not rich and famous. I'll always want what I can't have, I'll never get over these selfish things. But for now I'll just sit tight on this bear skin rug, crossing my legs, sitting.. starring.. telling myself, "think of happier days."

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=) [05 Dec 2004|08:47am]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | rilo kiley ]

and I've thought about saying no to hope
but I have this funny habit of putting pictures up on the wall
of you and me, and you

-the Lyndsay Diaries

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[05 Dec 2004|08:53am]
We all have our simple ways of killing ourselves, and this is yours
Denying it all by covering it up
You were never the best at smiling
So just stay up all night just to say you are tired.

-the lyndsay diaries
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[05 Dec 2004|08:53am]
ugh, i totally screwed up.
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[05 Dec 2004|09:44am]
i will s u p r i s e you sometime, ill come around when your d o w n.
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[05 Dec 2004|09:54am]
You Came to me like a Dream the
kind that always leaves just as
the best part starts it ends So
abruptly. and leaves you stunned
and naked in your bedroom all alone.
it's kinda funny how something so
soothing Gets interrupted by the
Ring Of a telephone
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[05 Dec 2004|10:06am]
This is just something a friend wrote, she asked me to post it here for opinions, because she doesn't have a blurty. Thanks everyone =) Its greatly appreciated.

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How is it that I feel alone, yet I'm surrounded by all these faces? Faces full of lies and broken promises, smiles beaming with deceit.

Why won't you look into my eyes? You're the best liar I know.. is because I can see right through you? The words that fall from your tongue cut open my chest and rip out my heart. Look away, every empty syllable you speak is causing my heart you dropped on the ground to slowly deteriorate right at your feet. Go on, step on it, thats what you wanted, wasn't it?

Thanks, doll. I've just mended the wounds from last time, and it never ceases to amaze me how you can crush my heart and leave without another word spoken.

But tomorrow you'll deny the facts and I'll pretend I'm okay. But I'm not even close to okay, I promise. My forgotten soul will be waiting alone, waiting for someone to help clean up the mess you made of my heart.

What have I gotten myself into?
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[05 Dec 2004|10:15am]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | some nice dashboard ]

hey guys... well before i put the lyrics i was wondering if anyone had any righteous christmas gift ideas from a girlfriend to her boyfriend... my friend has absolutely no idea what to get her boyfriend. ummm theyve only been together a month or so but they are absolutely crazy about each other. yes well. thanks in advance. now lyrics:

the closest thing xXx Juliana Theory

you're the words that come out easy
and i am speechless at best
your star it seems to shine about the rest
you're the face before the cameras
the smile i'd like to earn
the closest thing to perfect
in a hollywood to burn
you're the beauty that is deeper
than eyes can merely see

the closest thing to perfect
but the farthest thing from me



i'd love to be
the shoulder that you cry on
i'd love to be
the friend you call when things are great

you're the dream that hasn't ended
and i'm still anxious for the rest


your words they seem to hang above my head
you're the bud before the flower
unfurls into full bloom
captivating beauty
but it maybe all too soon
you're the song that writes a story
but leaves a lot to read

the closest thing to perfect
but the farthest thing from me



and like i really deserve a chance to
sit across the table
and tell you that i think youre wonderful
and i think you're something special

i guess this is my only chance to
say i wish i knew you

because i'm sure you're wonderful
if i'd get to know you

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[05 Dec 2004|10:16am]
It isnt any ordinary 5th grade pretend love, it is the kind of love that seeing you completed my day
Every breath you take is another reason for me to stay, id die for you to be happy, and im there for you
When you are sad. It’s the love where you become part of me, something I cant live with out. You make me function, continue living, and keep me strong. You are the basis of my whole thoughts, I think about
You everyday of my life. Without you I couldn’t breath, I couldn’t picture living without you telling me
In the end that its going to be alright and you will love me forever. You mean a lot to me and I don’t think
You realize exactly how much. Ill love you until my last cruel minutes on this planet, and even then some.
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[05 Dec 2004|10:21am]
Drag this cold blade vertically
Wonder if my friends ever knew
How much their sharp words
And ugly jokes hurt me, I wonder
If he knew by not giving me the
Time of day, id live with these
Scars forever. No one can help me
Now decisions I have to make, im
Worthless, arrogant, immature, not
Good enough for anyone. I wonder
What it feels like to be finally dead.
Would anyone notice? Would any
One care? Would I be missed and
Cried over? Doubtful, because no
One seems to realize im alive.


Something my friend wrote, shes truely amazing.
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[05 Dec 2004|10:24am]
i sat by the phone all night
waiting and praying to hear your voice
another day i killed myself over you
it's just not worth it
it was all just a waste of time
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[05 Dec 2004|10:35am]
I'm tired of waking up every morning wondering if we'll be okay
If we can make it through another day.
[wondering] if this is what we're meant for
or if our problems are made to
ignore.


Writing our names in the concrete,
didn't that used to be the fun part of this, of us?
And now it's like a nightmare because it might be a lie.

So push me, beneath the concrete
Maybe i won't have to wake up like this..
Do you think you can feel things if there's no more room to feel them?
because i cant feel a thing..
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Random Less Than Jake Lyrics ;D [05 Dec 2004|10:46am]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | fall out boy ]

Sit down, remind me how this is the same old story of growing up and getting lost

Another cigarette that I just lit as I pass the 53rd street Bridge right now the world just seems too big

Dope man’s got another big plan to sell it to you or anyone he can

Things are automatic when you see them everyday, is it the same routine or my fucked up dreams

From downtown to anywhere but here

I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships

Every last conviction, I smoked them all away
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way

Does anyone else feel like me?
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems

I can't get enough, I'm not satisfied, I’ve wasted my time with this daily grind

Laughing at the state they’re in
what a mess, I’m just like them

I see you're under the influence
of warm beer and the comfort of all your friends

Here we are, another wasted night and
I am right along side
of forty sets of bloodshot eyes

Friends leave as time fades away

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[05 Dec 2004|10:56am]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | fall out boy ]

I would swallow my pride I would choke on the
rhines But the lack thereof would leave me
empty inside I would swallow my doubt turn it
inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart it in a blender Watch
it spin round to a beautiful oblivion

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[05 Dec 2004|10:56am]

you said this was for the better, but congradulations, im not happy

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[05 Dec 2004|11:00am]

Gently collapse so no one will notice that you're falling too short of your breath.

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Random Lyrics By One Shexshay Band [05 Dec 2004|11:03am]
[ mood | ok ]

Was she asking for it? Was she asking nice? If she was asking for it, Did she ask you twice?

I love him so much it just turns to hate

Go for credit in the straight world, Look a dealer in the eye. Go for credit in the real world, won't you try?

It's all whores. It's all pain. It's all disease man. It's all the same

My name is 'might have been', my name is 'never was', my name's forgotten

Oh Cinderella, they aren't sluts like you.

It's all so sugarless. Hooker/waitress/model/actress, oh, just go nameless.

It was punk. Yeah, it was perfect, now it's awful

All the stars explode tonight. How'd you get so desperate? How'd you stay alive?

It's the emptiness that follows you down. Its the ache inside when it all burns out. It's poisonous, it muscles, it aches. It's everything you had when it breaks.

Do what you want, cause I'll do anything and I'll take the blame

Hey you, you're way ahead of me. You're drunk on apathy, you burned right out

Tear the petals off of you, make you tell the truth.

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[05 Dec 2004|11:10am]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | Silverstein - Dawn of the Fall ]

Watching stars without you my soul cried
heaving heart is full of pain, cause i'm kissing you
Touch me deep, pure and true
a gift to me, forever, cause im kissing you

Where are you now? Cause I'm kissing you.




Perhaps I was addicted to the dark side
somewhere inside my childhood, witnessed my heart die


When the sun came up
We were sleeping in
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed
And we were dreaming
There are moments when
When I know it and
The world revolves around us
And we're keepin it
Keep it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable, all knowing
(Sing like you think no ones listening)
You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit,
You would kill for this
(Sing like you think no ones listening)
You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
You would, you would
Sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything
We're glad for what we got
Done with what we lost
Our whole lives laid out
Right in front of us
(Sing like you think no ones listening)
You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
You would, you would
(Sing like you think no ones listening)
You would kill for this
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
You would
(Sing like you think no ones listening)
Sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything

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[05 Dec 2004|11:28am]
i will let you down, i will make you hurt
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it comes to me in bloody broken dreams [05 Dec 2004|11:55am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | dear whoever & dmw acoustics ]

watch as my skin crawls
brace myself for every fall
can i catch up to my breath
cause it's been gone ever since we met
are you missing, because i found
my new secret, silence is my favorite sound
and are you hopeless, or just broken
cause i know i am, silence sounds best when it's spoken
watching my eyes burn to red
feel the sky bleed over head
can i catch up to my sleep
cause ever since we met, it's run away from me
can you feel me, cause i'm crying
out to you with, my voice dying
and can you hear me, cause i'm spilling
out my insides, though it's killing me

-- far too fragile

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[05 Dec 2004|12:01pm]
When I look in the mirror
I can't believe what I see
Tell me, who's that funky dude
Staring back at me
Broken, beaten down
Can't even get around
Without an old-man cane
I fall and hit the ground
Shivering in the cold
I'm bitter and alone

Excuse the bitching
I shouldn't complain
I should have no feeling
Cos feeling is pain
As everything I need
Is denied me
And everything I want
Is taken away from me
But who do I got to blame?
Nobody but me

And I don't wanna be an old man anymore
It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor
Shaking booty, making sweet love all the night
It's time I got back to the good life
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back, yeah!

Screw this crap, I've had it!
I ain't no Mr. Cool
I'm a pig, I'm a dog
So excuse me if I drool
I ain't gonna hurt nobody
Ain't gonna cause a scene
Just need to admit
That I want sugar in my tea
Hear me (hear me) I want sugar in my tea!

I don't wanna be an old man anymore
It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor
Shaking booty, making sweet love all the night
It's time I got back to the good life
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back, yeah!

I wanna go back, I wanna go back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back, yeah!

And I don't wanna be an old man anymore
It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor
Shaking booty, making sweet love all the night
It's time I got back to the good life
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
It's time I got back, it's time I got back
And I don't even know how I got off the track
I wanna go back (I wanna go back)
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[05 Dec 2004|12:01pm]
wrote this last night about a boyfriend situation .. it needs to be tweaked but im posting it anyway. <3

ringing, this constant ringing throughout my head.
beating, rapid beating, any faster &ill be dead.
breathe, it's only the phone.
you're out tonight.
im stuck here alone ..
&you call.
you just had to call.
Did you have to call ?
GOd i hate it when you call.
I love it when you call.
I love you.
Part your lips.
open your mouth.
a song, a song escapes.
called nothing, because that's what it's all about.
so turn yourself around
as i begin to bloom.
finally, after 3 long months,
i'm opening up, to the back of your head.
this could be beautiful, but you, you're dead.
you're dead to me.
&i, i've told you nothing.
so part your lips, open your mouth.
3words.
3 short, short words,
my world,
escape.
lie.
this is all a lie.
we live a lie.
you love someone, i'm not.
so turn your back on me. turn yourself around
for me to stab you.
for me to stab you in the fucking back.
after all you've put me through.
after all i've done for you.
Nothing.
I'm nothing.
You deserve a world better.
So i could write you a letter.
I could write you a book.
I could approach you with an attitude that says everything by the look.
but you, you deserve a world better.
so ill give you what you deserve.
turn your back on me, turn yourself around.
don't say i didn't warn you.
you should know what's coming.


comments ?
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[05 Dec 2004|12:13pm]
cut the skin to the bone
fall asleep all alone
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[05 Dec 2004|12:16pm]
Hey there I'm in a long-distance relationship and I need some helllppppp....

I need some lyrics/oneliners/anything that basically say.. I'll always be here it doesn't matter how long I have to wait for you.

Also any about surviving long-distance in general.


Weve got movies on our list to see
Things to do just you and me
Calls to make from here to there and back
Weve got fun to have and days to spend
Stars to see or just pretend
A least for now just keep things right on track

<3 hellogoodbye
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[05 Dec 2004|12:19pm]
be ; be the one i need.
be the one i trust most,
don't stop inspiring me.
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[05 Dec 2004|12:22pm]
You have never been in love,
Until you've seen the sunrise thrown
Over smashed human bone.
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[05 Dec 2004|12:56pm]
when everything feels like the movies.
yeah you b l e e d just to know our a l i v e.
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[05 Dec 2004|01:09pm]
the world is sick so kiss me quick
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[05 Dec 2004|02:05pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life ]

- Stars -

I saw You as a Star .
My Star ;
Could could light up
My Nightsky .

But when My Star was falling ;
the Light was fading .
Which Star would light
My Night ?

My Star has fallen
into another girls arms .
&Now I'm all Alone
in the Night
Without a light .

Maybe I found a new Star
&It's already lighting up the Night .
His light's so bright ..
I'm getting blind .

30/11/04

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[05 Dec 2004|02:09pm]

WhOeVeR sAiD


SuNShiNe bRiNgS


hAppiNeSS


NeveR dAnCeD


iN tHe rAiN

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[05 Dec 2004|02:09pm]
[ music | bright eyes ]

So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep
<3brighteyes


-new here ^^

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[05 Dec 2004|02:10pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Yeah, for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want

Every word you never said
Echoes down your empty hallway
And everything that was your world
Just came down

Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
Light swimming right across your face
And you think maybe someday, yeah
Maybe someday

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[05 Dec 2004|02:10pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Yeah, for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want

Every word you never said
Echoes down your empty hallway
And everything that was your world
Just came down

Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
Light swimming right across your face
And you think maybe someday, yeah
Maybe someday

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[05 Dec 2004|02:15pm]
So can you stay until we close our eyes
Til your dreams hold mine
Just stay until we know we tried one more time


Cause laughing lovers can overcome their closest demons
And they'll go on and they won't let go
They saw something that they know
Has never come so close

Can it stay here for us, for now?
Can it stay until we know ourselves?

I'm torn as I tell
You're the story that I know and fell from

I'm so far into your story I don't know why
We think we're in control
When we lie between the lines
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[05 Dec 2004|02:16pm]

it's not about waiting through the storm


it's about learning to dance in the rain

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[05 Dec 2004|02:24pm]
You'll never know the feeling
of your first kiss
How your nerves send subtle shocks
through your lips
And your heart beats through your chest
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[05 Dec 2004|02:25pm]
You run your legs take you so far
You would always come running back
I won't be here this time
No not this time
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[05 Dec 2004|02:32pm]
[ music | hawthorne heights ]

and i'd give up forever to touch you
cause i know that you feel me somehow

you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be and i don't wanna go home right now



and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
when sooner or later it's over
i just don't wanna miss you tonight

and i don't want the world to see me
cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken

i just want you to know who i am


and you can't fight the tears that ain't commin'
or the moment of truth in your life
when everything feels like the movies

yeah you bleed just to know you're alive



and i don't want the world to see me
cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am..*
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[05 Dec 2004|02:33pm]
what are some lyrics or one liners you use to describe yourself??

xoxo.
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Sickness itself [05 Dec 2004|02:34pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | none =O ]

I wrote this ; my bf likes this one but I think it's crap :


Am I born to be Broken ?
You're ment to make Me cry .
I'm left alone with my Tears .
Rip my Heart out &Leave me here to Bleed .
< Watch the Blood flowing >
Let Me wonder if you ever cared for Me ;
Loved Me ?
You're making Me Sick ..
Unanswered Question .
You make Me bleed ,
Leave marks on my Wrists .
Scars &Scratches ..
I mean Nothing for You . Never had .
Teardrops are filling My Heart .
Let me drown in them .

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[05 Dec 2004|02:36pm]
They Found Her With
Her Face Down In The Pillow
Clinging To His Picture

For Dear Life
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[05 Dec 2004|02:38pm]

So cut my wrists and black my eyes so i can fall asleep tonight or die. because you kill me. you know you do, you kill me well. you like it too and i can tell. you never stop until my final breath is gone

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[05 Dec 2004|02:40pm]
i love this community.


Tell me, am I right to think that there could be nothing better, then making you my bride and slowly growing old together ♥
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[05 Dec 2004|02:43pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | negative feedback (our band) ]

you remind me of a scar i used to have on my left wrist


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[05 Dec 2004|02:47pm]
.May the world burn for you.
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[05 Dec 2004|02:49pm]
can someone please call the surgeon?
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
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[05 Dec 2004|02:55pm]
So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.

Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
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[05 Dec 2004|02:57pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | fall oout boy ]

If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.

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[05 Dec 2004|03:06pm]
feel a little sorry?
sometimes you're
not here

when I am writing.

feel a little anxious?

sometimes you won't talk


but we're not fighting
you hold on to your secrets
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[05 Dec 2004|03:08pm]
you're the brightest star in a pocketful of skies
my colored picture in a world of black and white

my only dream come true on a restless winter night

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[05 Dec 2004|03:09pm]

I didn't know

it could go

this far

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[05 Dec 2004|03:10pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | boysnightout - the first time it sholdnt taste like blood ]

"I want to sleep beneath peaceful skies in my lover's bed in a wide open country in my eyes and these romantic dreams in my head"

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[05 Dec 2004|03:13pm]

I didn't know

it could go

this far




it's all happening so fast

-Thirteen. awesome movie
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[05 Dec 2004|03:18pm]

i die to keep myself from kissing you

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[05 Dec 2004|03:19pm]
There's no such thing as second chances
There's no such thing don't bother to explain.
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[05 Dec 2004|03:20pm]
And how can I stand here with you
and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
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[05 Dec 2004|03:21pm]
there's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high,

to satisfy me
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hihihihi [05 Dec 2004|03:22pm]
MY HEART IS ON MY SLEEVE<3!!
wear it like a bruise or a black eye that
means i believed every single lie you said.
and you want apologies??? boy,
you might hold you breath until your
breathing stops FOREVER, FOREVER!
the only youll get! is this curse on your lips
i hope they taste of me forever!!!!


um a little baby request?
any songs about new jersey?
or wanting to be withsomeone in new jersey?
or someone that lives in a different state?
thanks lovers
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[05 Dec 2004|03:24pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Matchbook Romance ]

these [[tragic nights]] and [[afternoons wreak disaster ]]

and I can still feel you as if you were in the room

where did our story end where did it start

I buried you along with my heart

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[05 Dec 2004|03:25pm]
Rise And Shine
Wipe The Sleep Out Of My Eyes
And Try To Tell Myself
I Cant Go Back To Bed
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[05 Dec 2004|03:27pm]
I filled my head with your voice and now I'm drowning
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[05 Dec 2004|03:28pm]
this conversation's been
DEAD ON ARRIVAL
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[05 Dec 2004|03:28pm]
49 hours and 46 min.
to go but whose counting
I just thought I'd let you know
I filled my head with your voice and now I'm drowning
I wrote this song for you
You can stay tonight and make everything alright you can
hold me and tell me that your right tell me whats it like to be alone
and we had this down unlike everybody
I'll spend a million nights just like tonight you know
I screamed your name at the sky until
I lost my voice I'd give my life for you
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[05 Dec 2004|03:31pm]
this is side one. flip me over.
i know i'm not your favorite record
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[05 Dec 2004|03:37pm]
say all those things that you really wanna say.
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[05 Dec 2004|03:37pm]
we can know why somethings happen but we can know that love nad beautiful memories outlast pain and grief and we know that theres a place inside the heart where love's ther always, where nothing beautiful can be forgotten.


comment?
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[05 Dec 2004|03:41pm]
This would be an awesome wedding song.



I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear



Awww, I love it.
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[05 Dec 2004|03:49pm]
there's oceans in between us...
but that's not very far.*
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[05 Dec 2004|03:56pm]
See, you and me have a better time than most can dream
have it better than the best and so can pull on through.
Whatever tears at us.
Whatever holds us down
and if nothing can be done,
We'll make the Best of What's Around.
Turns out not where, but who you're with that really matters...


-------------
I've been here before.



I guess I'm giving up on love, yea,
Because it really kind of SUCKS
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[05 Dec 2004|04:01pm]
"fill these 50 persons with a purpose, but dont just give it away, inspiration isnt cheap these days you better make them earn it..."
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[05 Dec 2004|04:03pm]
a million gunshot wounds is nothing compared to just one stab from you.
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[05 Dec 2004|04:04pm]
What do I have to do
Or who do I have to kill
To get what I want
What I need
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[05 Dec 2004|04:09pm]
not even fucking

santa

can bring me what i need.
because, sweetheart... all i ever wanted for christmas was you.
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[05 Dec 2004|04:16pm]
im melting in ..your.. eyes
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party. [05 Dec 2004|04:18pm]
you said its dangerous to be so intimate!!! <3
you know its dangerous,dangerous,dangerous.

thebloodbrothers!
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[05 Dec 2004|04:19pm]
(my man): i didn't think that i would have to get this far into mushy feelings and what not..but u leave me with no choice
(me): haha what do you mean?
(my man): well i havent talked to katie in forever and do you know why?
(me): nope why tell meee
(my man): because ive realized that she means absolutely nothing to me...because you mean everything to me.


eeeek. <3 jealous much? want one? too bad. he's mine. :P
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[05 Dec 2004|04:33pm]
You can thank your lucky stars
That everything I wish for will never come true
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[05 Dec 2004|04:33pm]
[ music | The used-All that Ive got ]

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

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[05 Dec 2004|04:40pm]
hey.. i really want a new screen name. but i cant think of any.. any help on lyke an emo screen name? thanks bunches!


and there it goes, took me so long to finally catch it
and then theres me, walking home alone again
this city's sinking, this city's sinking tonight
wish it could be me that was sinking tonight
i cant pretend
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[05 Dec 2004|04:51pm]
I play in my band
and write a lot of songs
about relationships
and how mine went wrong.
maybe I'll meet that special
[boy] along the way
then [he'll] break my heart
and leave me crying.
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[05 Dec 2004|04:56pm]
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
you last let your heart decide
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[05 Dec 2004|04:56pm]
The time has come for colds and overcoats. Brand New

Request: Any lyrics about chapped lips? Thanks ♥♥♥
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[05 Dec 2004|05:05pm]
you do something to me
that i can't explain
so would i be out of line if i said
i miss you?
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[05 Dec 2004|05:05pm]
so yeah. earlier, i posted something about me really screwing up. i couldn't go into big detail..cause i was just too confused. but if you all would like to know...i need to Vent.


Last night, my friend kayla and i went to the mall... and there is this guy i like, peter, but i dont see him too often, cause he's form a different school, and he's from CCD and stuff. but anyway, i was at the mall.. and him and a bunch of his friends come up the escalator. i was really surprised, and i started getting really nervous. and he kinda started to make his way over to me.. and we said hi, and then his friends were like "HEY PETER. GET yer ASS OVER HERE" so he went over there., and then i didnt think much of it.. and my friend and i decided to go get a drink, so we did. and sat down at a table. i was telling her this really long story, and i happened to look over to my left, and across the courtyard thing, there was peter and his friends... and peter was looking at me.. and when he saw me see him, he looked away. then they "made there way over" to the edge of the balcony (3 feet form us) and then he didnt come over and talk, he just stood there and talked with his friends. so i was like ok.. whatever. and i was still really nervous, cause well, i like him alot. but then he didnt say anything... and my friend jason ( who i didnt know was there) came up and sat at our table.. so we talked. and two mintues after jason sat down, peter and his friends left. i don't know whats going on, the most we said was " hi whats up" when we saw them one more time before we left. His friends were always pointing and staring and waving when we walked past. so i think he told them something. i cant figure out if he likes me, or he was just telling them that he knows me. im soo confused.





You say hello, inside im screaming i love you. <3.

advice please.
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[05 Dec 2004|05:08pm]
you head against the [glass]
and you mean [so] much to me
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[05 Dec 2004|05:10pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

me: "dont you care about me at all?"
him: "do i have a reason to? youre nothing to me except for a good kisser.."

boys lie.

sorry i had to im in a bad mood.



lyrics:
you let me down for the last time
truth prevails
and theres nothing you can hide
and i wash my hands of you
getting on with my life..

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Meep [05 Dec 2004|05:13pm]
I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life’s empty without you by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart ’cause they just
Can’t compare to you
You love won’t release me
I’m bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four season’s change
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[05 Dec 2004|05:36pm]
And I just look at stars,
the way I’d look at you,
if you would be around..
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[05 Dec 2004|05:47pm]
*Any lyrics about showing someone that you're not alright?
If so,
Thanks bunches


Shine on diamond eyes
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[05 Dec 2004|05:49pm]
im not okay, im not okay, im not oh-fucking-kay.[i promise]
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[05 Dec 2004|05:58pm]
Okay, I've got a bunch of requests.. mmm i know they've all probably been asked for before but whatever. =]

- not being abe to get someone off your mind
- loving someone even though you hardly even know them
- loving someone that lives far away
- not seeing someone in a long time and really wanting to
- not seeing someone in a long time and only having to wait another week to see them
- a good friend liking you

okay, I know, lots, but life is full of drama. =]
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copying some other girl that had a sweet guy. [05 Dec 2004|05:58pm]
me (i was just typing some lyrics): incase you were wondering you are like a hurricane to me
him: ur everything to me
me: na uh dont lie
him: y do u think im lieing
me: because i know i'm not everything to you
him: true
him: ur more then that
him: caroline, do you know what my worst fear is
him: u not talking to me
me: why do you think i wouldn't talk to you?!
him: im not thinking that i was just thinking that that would be the worst thing possible to happen to me
him: u seriously dont get it
him ive never meet a girl anything like u
me: trust me, i'm not that wonderful
him: thats what love is
him: seeing something that's imperfect
him: as perfect
him: your imperfections are like little scratches on your beautiful surface. you have no idea.
him: usually im really good with girls
him: but you, you make me weak.


DAMNIT I HATE LOVE, BUT I LOVE HIM.
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copying some other girl that had a sweet guy. [05 Dec 2004|05:58pm]
me (i was just typing some lyrics): incase you were wondering you are like a hurricane to me
him: ur everything to me
me: na uh dont lie
him: y do u think im lieing
me: because i know i'm not everything to you
him: true
him: ur more then that
him: caroline, do you know what my worst fear is
him: u not talking to me
me: why do you think i wouldn't talk to you?!
him: im not thinking that i was just thinking that that would be the worst thing possible to happen to me
him: u seriously dont get it
him ive never meet a girl anything like u
me: trust me, i'm not that wonderful
him: thats what love is
him: seeing something that's imperfect
him: as perfect
him: your imperfections are like little scratches on your beautiful surface. you have no idea.
him: usually im really good with girls
him: but you, you make me weak.


DAMNIT I HATE LOVE, BUT I LOVE HIM.
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copying some other girl that had a sweet guy. [05 Dec 2004|05:58pm]
me (i was just typing some lyrics): incase you were wondering you are like a hurricane to me
him: ur everything to me
me: na uh dont lie
him: y do u think im lieing
me: because i know i'm not everything to you
him: true
him: ur more then that
him: caroline, do you know what my worst fear is
him: u not talking to me
me: why do you think i wouldn't talk to you?!
him: im not thinking that i was just thinking that that would be the worst thing possible to happen to me
him: u seriously dont get it
him ive never meet a girl anything like u
me: trust me, i'm not that wonderful
him: thats what love is
him: seeing something that's imperfect
him: as perfect
him: your imperfections are like little scratches on your beautiful surface. you have no idea.
him: usually im really good with girls
him: but you, you make me weak.


DAMNIT I HATE LOVE, BUT I LOVE HIM.
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copying some other girl that had a sweet guy. [05 Dec 2004|05:58pm]
me (i was just typing some lyrics): incase you were wondering you are like a hurricane to me
him: ur everything to me
me: na uh dont lie
him: y do u think im lieing
me: because i know i'm not everything to you
him: true
him: ur more then that
him: caroline, do you know what my worst fear is
him: u not talking to me
me: why do you think i wouldn't talk to you?!
him: im not thinking that i was just thinking that that would be the worst thing possible to happen to me
him: u seriously dont get it
him ive never meet a girl anything like u
me: trust me, i'm not that wonderful
him: thats what love is
him: seeing something that's imperfect
him: as perfect
him: your imperfections are like little scratches on your beautiful surface. you have no idea.
him: usually im really good with girls
him: but you, you make me weak.


DAMNIT I HATE LOVE, BUT I LOVE HIM.
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this kid is amazing times 29304872 [05 Dec 2004|06:00pm]
[ mood | inlove with ]
[ music | dmw acoustics ]

we went in a full circle and back again.
the miracle is just a dream
when this charade is over,
you’ll realize we’ve only cornered ourselves
i’m fading,
you’re waiting.

i hope you choke on these words


--

dmw acoustics

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[05 Dec 2004|06:04pm]
me (i was just typing some lyrics): incase you were wondering you are like a hurricane to me
him: ur everything to me
me: na uh dont lie
him: y do u think im lieing
me: because i know i'm not everything to you
him: true
him: ur more then that
him: caroline, do you know what my worst fear is
him: u not talking to me
me: why do you think i wouldn't talk to you?!
him: im not thinking that i was just thinking that that would be the worst thing possible to happen to me
him: u seriously dont get it
him ive never meet a girl anything like u
me: trust me, i'm not that wonderful
him: thats what love is
him: seeing something that's imperfect
him: as perfect
him: your imperfections are like little scratches on your beautiful surface. you have no idea.
him: usually im really good with girls
him: but you, you make me weak.


DAMNIT I HATE LOVE, BUT I LOVE HIM.
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ahhhh shit [05 Dec 2004|06:04pm]
SORRY FOR THE QUADRUPLE POST.
my computer is so ghetto
forgive me.
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[05 Dec 2004|06:22pm]
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
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[05 Dec 2004|06:24pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i miss a time when you knew who i was.

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[05 Dec 2004|06:25pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Polka . im watching Home alone ]

And you can't deny
that I'll be the one mistake
you carry forever
and you can't pretend now
that you thought I'd forget
to notice you weren't gone
but the truth is...
its pointless
I'll make my own world somehow
where I control who stays
you won't leave because you
won't know how to run away
I'll make you care that I am
running here without you
I'll make you care
I'LL MAKE YOU CARE...
and you can't escape that
I'm in your dreams
but you swim in mine
and you'll live your whole life dreaming
your dreams will
be free of me
but the truth is...
its pointless...
I'll make my own world somehow
where I control who stays
you won't leave because you
won't know how to run away
I'll make you care that i am
running here without you
I'll make you care
I'LL MAKE YOU CARE...
And the truth is...
its pointless...
you don't care...
but the truth is...
its pointless...
you don't care...
YOU DON'T CARE (you don't care)
but the truth is its pointless
YOU DON'T CARE (you don't care)
but the truth is its pointless
YOU DON'T CARE (you don't care)
YOU DON'T CARE (you don't care)
you don't care......

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[05 Dec 2004|06:29pm]

Let's begin this autumn drive
One jerk of the wheel,
we'll see how cold this November water really is...




...being sick is no fun =(
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[05 Dec 2004|06:32pm]
hey someone posted in here a couple days ago this song n i was wonderin who sang it ..

thanx

"this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
and when she looks so sad and lonely
photographs will absolutely love her
when she smiles

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[05 Dec 2004|06:32pm]
"...every.stupid.melody.in.every.stupid.song.every.stupid.word.that.everyone.hanging.on..."