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Put down like a teenagers first drink [30 Nov 2004|12:04am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | spill canvas ] sorry i'm late i was out spoiling my liver, can’t see straight, but the two of you look awfully pretty... you're fucking beautiful post comment

[30 Nov 2004|12:33am] any lyrics on birthdays? ...nov 30th..is mine =) 7 comments|post comment

Remixxxx [30 Nov 2004|01:11am] And my heart is breaking Like puddles in the rain But it never was enough It’s worse than you think This is all wrong and it shows I dare you to forget Forget I’ve got you figured out So obviously desperate I could make this obvious, and you You’re going to be a star someday Something larger than life You’re the poster boy, the selling point Don’t let it go to your head That’s what girls dreams are made of I want to hear you scream As I slowly fall apart You’re so guilty it’s disgusting It’s something unforgivable You said it makes you want to fall in love I’ll wish the worst of what I was You can’t decide, you can’t decide Home is where you make it, love I’m comfortably confused This is why we were taught so much better than this. 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:05am] appear, my dear and sing to me post comment

[30 Nov 2004|09:14am] today I fell and felt BETTER just knowing this matters I just feel stronger and sharper post comment

[30 Nov 2004|09:24am] Tonight I'll sleep with my hands over my mouth to stop my heart jumping free post comment

[30 Nov 2004|10:16am] i should have known that you were a killer but now i'm dead post comment

[30 Nov 2004|11:01am] Broken down in my dead bedroom, stuttering to pictures of you. I'm know that you can always see me. I saw you staring through my TV last night. So I'll leave my door open all night, in case you decide you want to stop on by. Because you got to know who's been singing that song on the radio. The one that goes... (the one that goes) My friends all call me crazy cause I stay up late anticipating, and planning for the day I sweep you off your feet, I'd never leave you alone. Laetitia, you got my hand shaking, I'm begging you oh baby please stop breaking my heart because I got the feeling that you and I will never really get it on. So I'll leave my door open all night, in case you decide you want to stop on by. Because you got to know who's been singing that song on the radio. The one that goes... (the one that goes) Girl, come to me. The only broken-hearted loser you'll ever need, or I'll be left alone forever with my magazines. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|11:02am] Gee I need some LJ friends =( anyways.... I was thinking that I might fly today Just to disprove all the things you say It doesn't take a talent to be mean Your words can crush things that are unseen So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive And I'd like to stay that way. You always tell me that is impossible To be respected and be a girl Why's it gotta be so complicated? Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated? So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive And I'd like to stay that way. I was thinking that it might do some good If we robbed the cynics and took all their food That way what they believe will have taken place And we can give it to people who have some faith So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive And I'd like to stay that way. I have this theory that if we're told we're bad Then that's the only idea we'll ever have But maybe if we are surrounded in beauty Someday we will become what we see 'Cause anyone can start a conflict it's harder yet to disregard it I'd rather see the world from another angle We are everyday angels Be careful with me 'cause I'd like to stay that way. 9 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|11:08am] I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|11:21am] [ mood | grumpy ] [ music | What You Waiting For? -Gwen Stefani ] I saw you standing there The wind blowing your hair It's fate my life has brought me here to you Walked over my way I didn't know what to say I think that I love you Or maybe it's just the fumes post comment

[30 Nov 2004|11:38am] Tears from behind my eyes But i do not cry.. Feels like im starting all over again The last {TWO} years sadly passed with time.. the next four years are supposed to be the best parties, guys, but how am i supposed to have fun when i'm stuck in last summer with you? 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|12:08pm] come kiss my face goodbye, that space below my eyes and above my cheek cuz i'm faint and fading fast and i see a darkness and i shall be released. i'll pass like a fever from this body, softly swift and through his hands. i tried to love you and i failed, but i have another plan.. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|12:30pm] [the end result of so many meetings at late night diners with no one eating we sit in corners and sip burnt coffee count the tiles up on the ceiling skip this pretense and cut straight to dying dont beg me to keep your eyes from crying you said so much without even parting your lips its past 3am and i'm still far from sleep and this is a habit that i cant break you're my only company i'm skipping stones down a suburban street street lights flicker like this match in my hand begging to strike i keep repeating but this payphone tele stopped receiving flat out of change now and i'm sure you won't accept the charges its all the same because by morning i'll be halfway to colorado or someplace like that she keeps on asking “do you think it hurts much to die?“ its hurting so much more to stay alive now shes gonna find out how much it hurts to die she laced her perfume up with death i feel it in my lungs so i'll pull in the deepest breath and drop my head] 4 comments|post comment

something i wrote [30 Nov 2004|12:39pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | people typing (im in class) ] Let's stay friends you said everything's going to be okay you said but its not okay, and we're not friends I thought we were going to be fine i believed you, fell for you did you actually fall for me or was i just another girl in your book Let's stay friends you said everything's going to be okay you said but its not okay, and we're not friends Love is like a roll we play I was the fool who fell for you im going to be okay though but you, you are the one who wont be when you ended us, you said u were sorry and you broke my heart into a million pieces and you told me "you deserve better" there is no better, there is only u Let's stay friends you said everything's going to be okay you said but its not okay, and we're not friends Its all at your expense But u have to be so dense I want us to be friends I want everything to be ok I want i tack to normal but only if you want that too 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|12:39pm] dont do this to yourself again you're planning your own demise planning your own damn suicide all he'll do is bring you down you'll bow down to him like he's God and in return he'll make you slit your tender wrists swallow the bottle tear your hair out at the roots drown in your own blood and in the end you'll kiss the crimson lips of death because he's toxic he's done it once he'll do it again 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|12:56pm] ..i wont walk out until you know... post comment

[30 Nov 2004|01:08pm] [ mood | drained ] With the absence of eye, I can start to bleed again. With the color of hearts it seems like you wear right thin and as it falls from your mouth, it seems like you needed it more. Well I can still ask for more, I will still ask for more. Get the fuck out, stay the fuck out. It makes me sick (I'm alright). Slit wrist theory, stains us all. Lace me up, lace me up. I'm still looking for these angels in the snow. Lace me up, lace me up, I'm still looking for these angels in the snow. It seems like a runaround, words that won't matter and as it falls from your mouth it seems like youneeded it more. And I will color you all red, I will color you all... red. Get the fuck out, stay the fuck out. It makes me sick (I'm alright). Slit wrist theory, stains us all. Lace me up, lace me up. I'm still looking for these angels in the snow. Lace me up, lace me up. I'm still looking for these angels in the snow. Braided conversation. Get the fuck out, stay the fuck out. It makes me sick (I'm alright). Slit wrist theory, stains us all. And caved the fuck in, and bashed the fuck in, it's so old. Slit wrist theory, stains us all. Lace me up, lace me up. I'm still looking for these angels in the snow Lace me up, lace me up. I'm still looking for these angels in the snow. Lace me up... post comment

[30 Nov 2004|01:19pm] i want to be a dance commander....it would be awesome if we could dance all night.. <3thissongistheshit i want to make it last forever... post comment

[30 Nov 2004|01:20pm] [ mood | lonely ] "I want to take you far from the cynics in this town & kiss you on the mouth.." 1 comment|post comment

i know i've asked this before, and posted this before, but a long time ago i believe [30 Nov 2004|01:25pm] i won't call your cell, when i know you're at work just to hear your voice i won't make you mixtapes of songs that remind me of you i won't worry about driving an hour at 3 am just to sneak in bed with you i won't take you to my secret hole and instead of it being my secret hole, it being our secret hole i won't let myself stay up at night listening to the song we sang to eachother that one night in your car, recalling each moment and each detail of our horrible rendition of petula clark's "downtown" i won't think of you each time i see christina aguilera in her dirrrty shorts and i won't think of you when i watch jimmy neutron i won't be reminded of you everytime i pass by a denny's or see a stupid nascar race i won't drink that gross orange drink anymore just because thats what you gave me the night you came home from arizona i won't tell the waitress "you think i'm fat? when she asks if i want diet coke i won't let you know everytime i talk to you that you are and always will be my everything.... and tonight will be the last time i spray your favorite cologne on my pillow and when the scent of you fades i won't write about you and how you're not and never were mine ( any lyrics/advice please? ) 3 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|01:36pm] anyone have any lyrics having to do with letting a guy know you're over him? but it has to kinda be harsh...like tbs. or brand new. if so, plz post. thanks 4 comments|post comment

i'd ditch em' all for a night with you... [30 Nov 2004|02:00pm] What can I say? I'll bite my tongue again today. What can I do when I feel so stupid over you? I wish they'd just go ahead and cut it off. And, I don't wanna work anymore cause sometimes I just can't ignore the way I feel when I see you smile. And someday I'll just shut my eyes and maybe then you'll realize... I'm just a fucking geek in love with you. When's the right time to use a stupid pick up line? "So how's the weather? Do you wanna spend the night together?" I know that you are just a girl but in my eyes you rule the world. I just thought I'd let you know... you're my best friend and that's ok, but I wanna see you night and day, and wake up holding you right by my side. I've said my peace so now I'll run and hide... I'd bring you candy and flowers, sit by the phone for hours... sing a song outside your window just if you would let me know. No more waking up lonely, will you be my one and only? Please let me know right now cause I'm not gonna live forever. 3 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|02:03pm] I waited here for you Like a kid waiting after school So tell me how come you never showed? I gave you everything And never asked for anything And look at me I'm all alone So, before you start defendin' Baby, stop all your pretendin' I know you know I know So what's the point in being slow Let's get the show on the road today post comment

not emo but good [30 Nov 2004|02:04pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Kelly Clarkson: Behind these hazel eyes ] What you see's not what you get With you there's just no measurement No way to tell what's real from what isn't there Your eyes they sparkle That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain You washed away the best of me You don't care You know you did it I'm gone To find someone to live for In this world There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight Just a bridge that I gotta burn You're wrong If you think you can walk right through my door That is just so you Coming back when I've finally moved on I'm already gone Sometimes shattered Never open Nothing matters When you're broken That was me whenever I was with you Always ending Always over Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster I am breaking That habit Today You know you did it I'm gone To find someone to live for In this world There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight Just a bridge that I gotta burn You're wrong If you think you can walk right through my door That is just so you Coming back when I've finally moved on I'm already gone There is nothing you can say Sorry doesn't cut it, babe Take the hint and walk away 'Cause I'm gone Doesn't matter what you do It's what you did that's hurting you All I needed was the truth Now I'm gone What you see's not what you get post comment

[30 Nov 2004|02:20pm] I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|02:41pm] I wanna see what you're insides look like. I bet you're not fuckin pretty on the inside. 2 comments|post comment

my chemical romance - skylines and turnstiles [30 Nov 2004|03:05pm] You're not in this alone Let me break this awkward silence Let me go, go on record Be the first to say I'm sorry Hear me out wooo i'm seeing my chemical romance tonight with TBS!!! i can't wait !!!! 3 comments|post comment

a perfect kiss... [30 Nov 2004|03:11pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | a perfect kiss ] "your kiss is grace and passion like a hurricane ripping through the walls of my heart, yet as calming as the breeze is sweeping over the ocean we hold, i never knew you like this untill now." hey im new. add me? :) that would be wonderful. 4 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:16pm] I've woken up everyday with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth. Making all who care for me go through all my worst times with me. And I give them no choice...all my worst times with me. I need to be unhappy to smile, but I haven't quite got the hang of it yet. I need to figure out why this room has blinds that never open. It's so hard to be these days. I wasted all my time trying to remember the word content was. There isn't much to open eyes for. I want to be excited just haven't been educated yet. Wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind. Questions in and questions out, they always ask me. It's so hard to be these days. I wasted all my time trying to remember the word content was. I just want to be happy. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:17pm] You have that look on your face that tells me everything that i have done has ruined what we had left to call our own, My friends tell me Im worth more then I can see, But I seem to lose value when you not here with me What will it take to show you how i feel I wish i could wake up to those beautiful eyes, My sleepless nights are making it hard on my heart to heal I did all I could to make you realize I feel broken and alone when your not in my arms, You said I had a way with my nice guy charms, What movie did you steal your lines from, I bet I heard it a million times, I knew we would never live out our dreams, You have a way of getting a good thing and ripping it at the seems, love sucks. 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:18pm] pretty eyed boys girls die to trust... 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:18pm] I'll admit, i might leave you - like i always do, its just because i cant live with being the one thats left. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:25pm] When the insperation to an eternity dies, Look for yourself in the other persons eyes, If all you see are a pair of eyes, Then their is living proof that love dies post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:36pm] Well I've been afraid of changin' cause I built my life around you 3 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:38pm] and im trying to get this right. cause im ridiculous like that. 6 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:39pm] ♥Blink182♥ post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:42pm] let's play this game of when you catch fire. i wouldn't piss to put you out. stop burning bridges, &&drive off of them... so i can forget about you. so bury me in memory, his smile's your rope. so wrap it tight around your throat. raahhh! anyone have any lyrics or something that would help with best friends that suddenly forget about you and start being in fucking absolute love with your rival? AHHHH. 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:49pm] [ mood | i want my boy back ] [ music | strawberry gashes[x]jack off jill... on repeat ] Turn her over A candle is lit, I see through her Blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me sold her The poison that runs it's course through her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say "Some things you lose and some things you just give away" Scold me failed her If only I'd held on tighter to her Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me Watch me lose her It's almost like losing myself Give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over me <3 rip babey :( i know joj aren't emo, but i really don't care right now, it was his favourite song 5 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:49pm] [ mood | listless ] so honestly, how can you say those things? when you know they dont mean anything and you know very well that i cant keep my hands to myself! post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:50pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | The june spirit ] hold the phone, but don't hold your breath, this is not a test, it's not a question, of what I feel for you... oh, and I'm sorry too, did we get too far, too far to return, to the way things were... but remember those nights I spent in your arms, feelings so wonderful, I wonder where they've gone. so tonight, when I look you straight in the eyes, and conversation runs dry, and I see nothing, nothing... and I know, you would never hurt me, the way I hurt you... ~The june spirit~ Comment! 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:56pm] damned if I thought that you would change and my life would stay the same post comment

[30 Nov 2004|03:58pm] highschool love is suicidal 5 comments|post comment

... [30 Nov 2004|04:00pm] [ mood | crushed ] Fill me up with False Hope Cause I wish the world that i wasnt me With no direction at all Im loosing faith in everything Does anyone have any 'I'll never be good enough' lyrics? They would be greatly appricated post comment

when my mom hears this song, shell tell me im crazy n shell say to me son your much to young go hae [30 Nov 2004|04:25pm] place rose colored glasses on your nose and you'll only see the robins not the crows post comment

[30 Nov 2004|04:27pm] I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you, plugged in and ready to fall 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|04:28pm] i hate everything about you why do i love you? 5 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|04:34pm] [ music | the freshmen-the verve pipe ] Your granddad left home for the circus He was young just like me, with hope to explore He married a girl in Virginia She could swing the trapeze, they could sleep on the floor Your mother was born in December On the one sunny day That winter gave up With warm summer eyes That flickered like fireflies And she stared at the world So why do you leave these stories unfinished? My cheshire cat doorstop with tears in your eyes And why do you look when you've already found it? And what did you find that would leave you walking by? She was raised in a New England village Then she moved to L.A. with a firefly stare And you loved sunset strip when it sparkled You grew up and you sparkled, but why don't you care? And why do you leave these stories unfinished? My cheshire cat doorstop with tears in your eyes? And why do you look when you've already found me? And what did you find that could leave you walking by? And these nights I get high just from breathing When I lie here with you, I'm sure that I'm real Like that firework over the freeway I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel So why do you leave these questions unanswered? The circus awaits and you're already gone My cheshire cat doorstop with fear in your smile What makes it so easy for you to be walking by? And what did I do that you can't seem to want me? And why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes? And where can I go that your pictures won't haunt me? What makes it so easy for you to be walking by? Walking by Walking by ^^ omg so bueatiful 5 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|04:39pm] Her name is Noelle, I have a dream about her, She rings my bell, I got gym class in half an hour and Oh how she rocks in Keds and tube socks, but she doesn't know who I am And she doesn't give a damn about me. Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby. Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby. Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me. Ooohoo Hoo Hooooooo 8 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|04:42pm] the ceilings to close to comfort my thoughts. and the floor is too narrow the lampshades too hot. they burn through my eyes like embers in July. and whispers hit with force that seem to contort. the sound of my speech. the air that we breath. it's cold like November and winter remembers. the look on my face and the songs I replaced with you. it closes in tightly and it's brilliance shines brightly. in eyes so red that the sun seems to bend. in and out of my presence. they fell from the heavens. blue with the color. of elegant water somewhere we've never been and we will never be. it comes back again. back to me. in the room next to mine with a mirror so kind .it reflects what you are and what you want us to see. don't you wish that everything could be so easy. sometimes I mistake the sounds that you make. for something I love something undone. the screams and the cries sound like birds that die. when they hit the glass the rapture at last. you sing like the wind in the morning and then. it's ends so suddenly and where have I been. cant remember the memories. these words given back to me.in phrases and lines. the walls come alive. they choke out the silence.open the blinds and.the sunlight pours in like an ocean with violent tides. burning my eyes. the sun kills all life. in the room next to mine with the mirror so kind don't you wish that everything could be so easy. breaking that mirror is a dream that I have. - Kiel Arneson. One of the Sexiest men alive - www.purevolume.com/burningdaylight post comment

[30 Nov 2004|04:45pm] [ music | semisonic-closing time ] i know i want to take me home i know who i want to take me home take me home closing time time for you to go out to the places you will be from closing time this room wont be open till your brothers or your sisters come so gather up your jackets move it to the exits I hope you have found a friend closing time every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end post comment

[30 Nov 2004|04:52pm] his away message: could i be loved? if only distance didnt exist :-( omfg i miss summer... i feel bad doing this to us but it just cant happen ...not now 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:04pm] any songs on having a "lump in your throat" and it wont go away post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:09pm] Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire yeah okay just a little rant, and i dont wanna sound like a complete bitch, because i'm not, but i think its fucked up when people leave really rude comments to people's posts, and then leave it annonymous. yeah yeah, everyone says "i dont have an account so i have to" yeah well that may be true in some cases, but i find it kinda suspicious when every time a mean comment appears, its left by an annonymous person. whatever, i'm just kinda fed up with all the stupid crap, this is an emolyrics community and everyone is open to their opinion, but cant we just be sincere about it??? my apologies... 4 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:17pm] So thoughtless So careless I could CARE LESS. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:17pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Dashboard- Rapid Hope Loss ] Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said “Love is like a role that we play.” But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:18pm] kiss me like you did my heart stopped beating such a softer sin 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:20pm] Nothing's complete And I could look everywhere to find it In his eyes In their words On that stage When it always comes back to me THe piece of my heart that completes the puzzle Broke off long ago And the pain is still haunting me Every day is the same Every night I fall asleep Wishing it will get better It never does Because inside I'm numb and cold Like this coming winter Just let me fall asleep Wake me when it's over And the sun will rise over my smile Everything will be perfect On the day that I die 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:25pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | SoCo Cavanaugh Park ] This once shiny blade Has dulled from overuse Tracing it across those wrists Those arms that he loved Because they were "so soft" Just so he'll notice Just so anyone will No matter how much they try to fool you They're just thinking of themselves We're all just thinking of ourselves And this dying on the inside SHatters me in pieces Bit by bit, I'm falling apart 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:26pm] i hate the way my heart is still so [fucking] hopeful after all the shit it has been through... 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:28pm] There nothing I can do to draw you close to me Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:28pm] [ music | something corporate _ WAIT. ] i wish i could wait until i see you shaking i wish i could wait to pull out of this one fast i wish i could wait til i taste your flavor maybe i could savor every last drop. wish i could wait til i hit the ground harder wish i could wait to hear your heart beat fast post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:34pm] ♥ Let's make love on top of broken blackboards I'll slide the colored chalk around your every curve ♥ ♥ ♥ 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:36pm] This is how we bleed in audio... Let down your skin, Let the wind blow through your veins. 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:39pm] Do you believe in magic? in a young girls heart How the music can free her whenever it starts And its magic, if the music groovy It makes you feel happy like an old time movie Do you believe in magic? ^ not emo, but you gotta believe in magic sometimes right? lol and did your stars finally explode? 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:40pm] So everything is fine. You got it your way, you fucked his life, You can't change his mind, The rest is ruined Now rectify 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:40pm] Far away from me, further from me. You seem to drift far away. I caught myself wishing you back. As I fight to catch you. Slap me, punch me, stab me, kick me, burn me, crucify me, kill me. Fuck you, hate you, love you, hate myself.. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:42pm] Throw away this very old shoe lace, tripped you again Tried to shrug it off, Shrug it off, shrug it off It's only skin now you need to understand There's nothing fake about this You need to let me in I'm watchin you and I'll be waving my hand, watching you drown Watching you scream, no one's around And maybe you should sleep And maybe you just need a friend as clumsy as you've been There's no one laughing, you will be save in here. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:51pm] and i walk alone.... post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:52pm] Where you lead, I will follow Anywhere That you tell me to If you need, you need me to be with you I will follow Where you lead. <3 that show I watch it every day 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:54pm] everything looks perfect from far away post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:54pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | spill ] But the sad thing is that they'll never live past the age of fifteen Due to neglect from their mother, who was bed-ridden by her ex-lover, their father And she didn't even notice or pay much attention as the the tide came up and swept her three into the ocean Now all her advice, it seems useless no, heaven's not a place 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:57pm] If three words could heal you I'd only speak two How could you think after all you put me through and all you put on my shoulders that I would answer your cries for help? Unleash the rage built up in my throat Show how you hurt me and hopefully you see you have the power to destroy my will to live. 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|05:58pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | the postal service ] you coming back to me is against the odds... and thats a chance i gotta take.. post comment

she'd cry herself to sleep, but she don't dare. [30 Nov 2004|06:10pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | something corporate ¤ i want to save you ] yesterday i forgot to breathe for like the 6th time this week... maybe it was the pink cloud strafed sky that changed my mind and brought me back seems like every day it's kill or be killed... with all this anger there is no time to inhale and progress and catch the smell of something that you once knew have you ever stopped, raised your face up to the sun and screamed? let it out, exhale the pain that strangulates your soul -- when will i be free? my lungs take in the fragrance of remorse what is the cost, am i living? if you let your lungs fill up with pain then you will drown in your own regret my arms feel so numb, my heart palpitates missing a beat the blood freezing in my veins, the taste of rust in my mouth but today i just threw it all away though the light burns my eyes i will not be blind if you blink you could miss so much please don't ever close your eyes 3 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:12pm] I've got my heart in my hand A hole in my chest That same old gaping wound I've come to know best My wings are torn away These fangs have come in nicely Now I sleep through the days And the stalk the streets nightly This coffin is made for two But I'm here all alone Every night I stalk these bars Searching for someone But every night I get nothing but drunk Trying to numb this pain something I'm working on, comments appreciated 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:14pm] A friend is nothing but a known enemy. -Kurt Cobain ♥ 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:14pm] your just jealous cause were young and in love. 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:14pm] Was happiness a fad? Or was it in the lost and found again behind the issues. It might not be so bad, We're all addicted to our tragedy, I guess it's what it had to be. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:17pm] this was just the second chance i dreampt of when took me into your lies. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:17pm] Gravitated towards a taste For foreign films and modern plays But that machine could only Bend to squares five to six times Before your fingers came unwired... post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:20pm] Well, i'll wait till you listen I wont say a word to follow your instincts just never worked for me your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card) and your noticing nothing again Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said keep that in mind the way that it felt when the most I could do was to just blame myself (yeah, I'm playing that card) when the most I could do was to just blame myself and I know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it I know you know, everything (drop everything) I know you didn't mean it (start it all over) I know you didn't mean it (remember more then youd like to forget) So, we're talking forever and you almost feel better but, betters no excuse for tonight you see, it's never bad enough to just leave or give up but, its never good enough to feel right Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said it will all catch up eventually well, it caught up and honestly the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold but they were never yours they were never yours Well I, know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it I know you know, everything (drop everything) I know you didn't mean it (start it all over) I know you didn't meant it (remember more then youd like to forget) Drop everything, start it all over remember more then youd like to forget [x2] Would you like to forget would you like to forget drop everything, start it all over well, drop everything start it all over (would you like to forget) drop everything start it all over start it all... Well I, know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it I know you know, everything (drop everything) I know you didnt mean it (start it all over) I know you didnt meant it (remember more then youd like to forget) I know you know I know you know...you know, you know, you know... 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:20pm] You break my heart into a thousand fucking pieces and you say it's because I deserve better? 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:22pm] fiay ouyay ancay eadray histay ouyay reaay ymay erohay! 7 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:30pm] I loved you so I told you But it didn't matter much And I'm trying to figure out What you're all about These days I don't have much to say to you 3 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:40pm] [ mood | restless ] [ music | across five aprils - a year from now ] i wish i had died in your arms the last time we were together, so i wouldn't have to wake without you today a broken heart is not what i wanted from this, but i guess i've learnt from it...but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? i don't consider this a mistake, i just wish the story didn't end this way, because i'm still in love with the person who helped me write it 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:40pm] and you told me to watch you and you sailed off and jumped around on the boat waving and yelling my name and i stood on the yacht club deck and i knew you would be back in a couple hours but i wondered...if that was even half as hard as it would be for you to leave at the end of the summer... it didn't even put a dent in how much it hurt when you left... post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:42pm] no matter how far away... I will ALWAYS love you 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:43pm] Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our Our house, in the middle of our street [Our house, in the middle of our] Something tells you that you've got to get away from it Father wears his Sunday best Mother's tired she needs a rest The kids are playing up downstairs Sister's sighing in her sleep Brother's got a date to keep He can't hang around Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our Our house it has a crowd There's always something happening And it's usually quite loud Our mum she's so house-proud Nothing ever slows her down And a mess is not allowed Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our... Our house, in the middle of our street [Our house, in the middle of our] Something tells you that you've got to get away from it Father gets up late for work Mother has to iron his shirt Then she sends the kids to school Sees them off with a small kiss She's the one they're going to miss In lots of ways Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our I remember way back then when everything was true and when We would have such a very good time such a fine time Such a happy time And I remember how we'd play simply waste the day away Then we'd say nothing would come between us two dreamers Father wears his Sunday best Mother's tired she needs a rest The kids are playing up downstairs Sister's sighing in her sleep Brother's got a date to keep He can't hang around Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our ... Our house, was our castle and our keep Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, that was where we used to sleep Our house, in the middle of our street Our house, in the middle of our street ^^ remeber when we used to sing that. fun times.. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|06:53pm] Good one liners for msn names?? I sleep alot....my life has a tendency to fall apart when im awake 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:01pm] fate fell short this time.. 3 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:05pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | konstantine - something corporate ] and we live and we learn and we crash and we burn and we're gone... this is from a song i used to listen to, but i completelyyy forget who its by. im thinking maybe further seems forever.. anyonee knowww? . thanks in advance my loves "it's always you in my big dreams" 8 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:07pm] i need happy upbeat love songs :D Sorry but yaay! you give me something something that nobody else can give 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:07pm] You did this... 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:12pm] we used to think it was impossible, now you call me by my new last name. memories seem like so long ago, time always kills the pain .... * ((LaMb)) * post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:23pm] I am selfish i am wrong i am right i swear im right i swear i new it all alongg! 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:23pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Stay together for the kids ] any songs about not ever living up to ur parents expectations? besides numb by linken??? please i need this 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:28pm] I sit in the park where I dwell For this boy I love so well He took my heart away from me Now he wants to set me free I see a [color=red]girl on his lap He says things to her he never said to me I ran home to cry on my bed Not a word to mother was said Father came home late that night He looked at me from left to right He saw me hanging from a rope He took his knife to cut me down And on my dress a note was found: Dig my grave Dig it deep Dig my grave From head to feet And on the top place a dove And remember this, I died for love… 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:39pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | the early november <3 ] the thing about love stories is, people dont get together until the very end <3 post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:44pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | My Heart Is In Your Hand-Feeling Left Out ] The Irony of sorrow when infused with deceit, Leaves us Sobbing for every open eye, Collecting an empty need of sympathy, But has us behind closed doors, hiding every tear, When true agony makes them appear. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:50pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Division Street-Thursday ] Look how pretty she is when she falls down Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara Lip are quivering like a withering rose She's back again What the fuck do you think love means? It's much more than words and feelings sucking me dry Is my marrow that sweet? Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes Sucking them dry Does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness? I hope you choke 4 comments|post comment

CRAZiNESS [30 Nov 2004|07:50pm] Santa is coming tonight And I want a car, and I want a life And I want a first class trip to Hawaii I want a lifetime supply Of skittles & slurpees and Eskimo pies I want a DVD, A big screen TV Just bring me things that I don't need. I want a girl [boy] in my bed Who knows what to do A PlayStation 2 I want a shopping spree In New York City Just bring me things that I don't need.-Simple Plan 1 comment|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:53pm] Where's the place for me when we're both in love with you? anyone know any good emo christmas songs? 11 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:57pm] Im out on a limb My walls have fallen Open up your eyes See through this Im broken Come mend me This was my time My time to shine Id let you but this ones all on me Save myself from what Im becoming Ive told you this more than once Your words they tear me apart And Im broken again So come fix me again Still faces tell lies I can see inside you Your words spin Redemption Set me up To knock me down Build me up Break my heart post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:57pm] Im out on a limb My walls have fallen Open up your eyes See through this Im broken Come mend me This was my time My time to shine Id let you but this ones all on me Save myself from what Im becoming Ive told you this more than once Your words they tear me apart And Im broken again So come fix me again Still faces tell lies I can see inside you Your words spin Redemption Set me up To knock me down Build me up Break my heart post comment

[30 Nov 2004|07:58pm] seems like your better half said it all.... post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:04pm] Every second I'm without you, I'm a mess... 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:07pm] i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:09pm] so whats on everyones christmas list this year???? Can you tell me the next time that your choking? I'll run right over to shove some dirt down your throat. 4 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:09pm] you tell me forgivness is a trend and you never were a follower and i'd need countless hands to remember all the times you'd feed me the lines "love is a role we play, and darling, you're no actress" 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:10pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | blink 182 - heres your letter (below) ] I'm talking to the ceiling My l.i.f.e just l.o.s.t all m.e.a.n.i.n.g Do o.n.e thing for me tonight I'm dying in this silence The l.a.s.t s.t.a.r left in heaven Is f.a.l.l.i.n.g down to earth and Do you s.t.i.l.l feel the same way Do you still f.e.e.l the same way 2 comments|post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:13pm] im writing the answers on cheap paper napkins.. post comment

10 things i hate about you [30 Nov 2004|08:14pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | daphne <3's derby ] Dear Mike, I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick--it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry. I hate that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. Love, Me *i especially hate the fact that seeing you makes me love you all over again, but you cant see that you always make it wrong for me to feel like that you always rip my heart out sorry i had to set it up like that, because thats how i sent it to him, i love that quote soo much its exactly how i feel. post comment

[30 Nov 2004|08:18pm] please wait for me because im still trying to clear the static my radio is turned up so loud that you cant even hear me say i love you its so hard to get the rig