[04 Nov 2004|12:08am] she wants to hear she's beautiful she's beautiful Im going to my first concert EVER. yes im a 19 year old college student. haha Going to see Something Corporate and Story of the year. SOOO EFFING EXCITED!! 5 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|12:51am] imagining you being asleep lids embracing beautiful brown eyes wake you from your sleep i yearn for you to look at me i become stained with memories and pictures and thoughts of you i revel in your soothing touch you flow through me, i beg not to escape. permeating my pores whetting my appetite for more lend me your soul, show me what you see let me feel what you feel reveal your secrets to me guide me through the deepest corners of your body and soul my fingers touch the back of your neck, your cheeks, and i swear, even moonlight does not have skin this soft. snap of your laughter the bite of your wit you are mind soaring you speak to me in dreams and you follow me like shadows to hell with heaven to hell with heaven you're here for now and that's all i need that's all. 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|12:53am] I said the words I knew you knew Oh God, Oh God I needed you God all this time I needed you I needed you 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|12:56am] you take my breath away post comment

[04 Nov 2004|12:57am] I'd like to introduce you to my eyes they've been dying to meet you now that you both have met i have something to dive into post comment

[04 Nov 2004|01:30am] "Tonight you are nowhere in sight so I'll close my eyes so tight. Because a world without you isn't a world at all. And now mine is crumbling around me. Picking up pieces of everything we were is a never ending story. Because picking up everything is taking an eternity and you already have your heart on your sleeve. You stamped "disregard" on mine and threw it on the floor. Trampled on and frail, it's barely beating. And I'm barely alive." This is the letter I wrote you so long ago. I sealed it with a promise that I deserved better and I was the best you would ever get. Now your eyes are filled with longing and hope. Something mine can't reflect because the bright lights of a new found love shine so new. "Do you know he kisses my forehead whenever I'm sick? He calls me beautiful, not because I ask, not because he has to, but because he wants to. His arms fit perfectly around me and I wonder why your's didn't. His smile is a secret only for me to know, as his heart is. He tells me the day he met me is when he started living. And now I can't live without him. My heart is securely tangled up in his. His eyes are constantly going to the very depths of my soul, never leaving, never looking away. His promises are just that. Promises. And I know he's hiding wings somewhere because someone that beautiful has to be angelic." This is the letter I wrote you right now. This is the letter I will write you forever. 8 comments|post comment

mm yah help please [04 Nov 2004|05:56am] [ mood | tired ] Does anybody have any quotes about sex ?? ---------------------------------------------------------------- My soul, it screams for you Can you not hear it? My arms reach out for you Why can't you take them? My heart burns only for you Can you extinguish it? I love only to be loved by you Why can't you love me too? I long only to be held and cared for Why can't it be? Am I to die alone and bitter? What the hell is wrong with me? My face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut with fear and sorrow I no longer wish to love anything Just cut the heart right out of me Sometimes I choke on all the false love that infects me Sometimes everything is not enough to cure the sickness inside of me I did it all, cried black tears for you 8 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:06am] but who holds the key to my heart? post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:43am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | guster ] please come tempt me, steal me from this priss-teen life oh-so gently everyone feels pain this time post comment

Brand New. [04 Nov 2004|09:44am] [ mood | thankful ] Not a big fan of Brand New but love these lyrics... Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads. and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield... post comment

[04 Nov 2004|10:40am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Jesus in a camper van ] He said sorry to leave you but I've done all I can.. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:11am] It's scary but i'm happy when i'm with you. When i see your face, i wanna go all over the place with you. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:13am] Now in the whirlwinds of my life is where you presently reside can i pretend you don't exist maybe just for 10 more minutes My heart's been broken into two and rusted from years of disuse so will you place upon it your hands and will you help it beat again? <3Rise Against post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:15am] You are my one true love You are the voice that is so sweet In everything I do, you bring the best out of me You are my wings to fly You are the wind beneath them I miss you every night, when I close my eyes You put your feelings down You stopped your tears you brought me love You held to my heart You held with hope to have me near Sometimes I close my eyes Sometimes I let my hunger rise I think of all you are, you are the love of my life All of my dreams and my passions Are in your hands You reached me in my need Your rhythm flows under my skin I need you desperately, A sweet healing that will begin You are my one true love You are the voice that is so sweet In everything I do, you bring the best out of me My everything is you The very motions that I move And everything with richness The richness of the peace you bring Always, always you are with me You are the love of my life He comes to find you on your knees post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:39am] and i know its not to get away from me, you just need a change of scenery so strange how everything went wrong so fast and i hope that this confusion does not last these words might be, too little too late, and i’m afraid that i have already lost you. now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard and i will long to hold you in my arms and when you ask do you love me and i should reply with yes most certainly and i always hesitate there’s something lingering and i will try harder to be all that i can be these words might be, too little too late, and i’m afraid that i have already lost you now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard and i will long to hold you in my arms .dallas green/ in the water i am beautiful. <3<3<3<3<3 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:45am] and i dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at our best 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:49am] And we wait above a road. We're turning to go home. And the silence from the side of the car, Tells me everything and how we are. Cause there's no more trying to make this so right. There's no more trying tonight. And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone, And I wonder if, I'm alone in your head. I know something is wrong, I just don't know what to do. You say it's only me, and, that I'm so perfect for you. I don't want to try no more, I don't want to make this right. I just want you to be true to me one time. And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone, And I wonder if I'm alone in your head. Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last, I'll give this one more try, I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask What could you be doing that is so much fun? Without me by your side, Without me by your side. And, I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead, And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back, Because there's no more trying to make this so right, Theres no more trying, Theres no more trying tonight. We'll never be the same, We will never be the same, We will never be the same, We will never be the same, Until you're done. Sunday Drive-The Early November 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:55am] those fists won’t reach where she lays tonight. your little star in the sky just fell. for every minute she spent in your heaven, was just a minute more in her hell. away from this world is her place in this world. where the sun’s rising doesn’t bring with it pain. you have lost her now.. she has forgotten you now. her nightmares and secrets washed away. the past won’t escape with your tears forever encased in hollowed out soul. and that day when the smoke finally clears.. your dark, empty life will be the only one you know. this picture of her, dead in your arms, will hang from the nail that she drove through your heart. your little star in the sky just fell. .between the buried and me/ naked by the computer. 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|11:57am] i wish i could remember what colour your eyes were, but everytime i looked at you my mind went blank... 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|12:05pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | The Early November-Ashala Rock ] we're finding hope in life you're my dreams tonight well i've fallen in love for the very first time. <333 this time it's for real post comment

Yellowcard-Star Struck [04 Nov 2004|12:17pm] But I grew up, wishing on a star You think I won't ever get too far. So high on dedication, it feels so good to get away, From all this repetition, this angry town, this battleground So now we'll break tradition, we'll leave you swimming in our wake Without your inspiration, you won't survive, you'll surely drown But I grew up, wishing on a star You think I won't ever get too far So now I am wishing on a star You think I won't ever get too far Where is your inspiration, you lost it oh so long ago 1 comment|post comment

neeeewwww [04 Nov 2004|12:31pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | matchbook romance ] so yeah, as u can probably figure out.. i'm new here. now onto the lyrics: leave a message on your phone just to find out youre not home keeping up with you is something i could never do and i know somethings wrong cuz uve been gone too long a fucking waste of my time is all that you've become post comment

new =) [04 Nov 2004|12:42pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | this ride starting line ] hi im new.. um yeah .. heres lyrics what do you see when you look at me? what do you take me for, a fool? so what makes you play this game with results always the same and nothing but bad reputation to give -the starting line-this ride 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|01:35pm] I’ll react when faces find you With jealous fits that gag and bind you Cause nothing hurts like nothing at all When imagination takes full control. anyone have any lyrics directed towards the person that's dating your ex? or anything like "don't hurt him" or something similar?? thanks so much! post comment

[04 Nov 2004|01:44pm] [ mood | anxious ] the closest thing to heaven...but the furthest thing from me... 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|02:06pm] If my baby don't love me anymore, i'm sure her sister will. 2 comments|post comment

you aren't the same, maybe we should talk [04 Nov 2004|02:08pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | blood has been shed - faded pictures, faded memories ] this is my suggestion: death to all emotion. let this be the end of us. 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|02:12pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | A Perfect Circle ] hey guys, does anyone have any lyrics about loving someone, but nothing gets done about it and then your friend gets with them and you're not completely over them..? ....Could you let me go?....I didn't think so.... 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|02:36pm] i did everything you did to me to you but i'm out of ammunition so i'll take these words and fire then into your chest find a new place for them to rest i sieze up your insides scarring your flesh open up and let them in i'll write your name across the wall with all the blood that spills from my heart break my limbs and strech my skin until my hands can reach across the floor feel for this pile of broken glass i'll hand you the sharpest one to place it right in my back yeah. you did everything to me i did to you this is the last song that your getting because we're through the only thing left perfect was things we put between us because you know i'm always right and your postcards are saying how good it feels not to have you here i'll write your name across the wall with all the blood that spills from my heart break my limbs and strech my skin until my hands can reach across the floor feel for this pile of broken glass i'll hand you the sharpest one to place it right in my back so far so good tt takes a miracle you’re only half as good as someone to hear me in this well your last word isn't i'll write your name across the wall with all the blood that spills from my heart break my limbs and strech my skin until my hands can reach across the floor feel for this pile of broken glass i'll write your name across the wall with all the blood that spills from my heart break my limbs and strech my skin until my hands can reach across the floor feel for this pile of broken glass i'll hand you the sharpest one to place it right in my back .halifax/ broken glass syndrome. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|03:07pm] If it makes you happy it can't be that bad. If it makes you happy, then why the hell are you so sad? boooo on boys picking girls that don't deserve him over youu. =( 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|03:07pm] your lipstick. his collar. dont bother angel. i know exactly what goes on. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|03:09pm] Well I don't mind waiting Til you're comfortable with me But what's it gonna take to prove that I'm for real? Cause you know how I feel about you You know I can't live without you I just wanna stay and make it real Cause I know, you know It can't get much better Fireworks flying whenever we're together I know, you know, that I know you love me Well I've made up my mind That I want you to be the one The one I wanna be with When I'm ninety-two I just wanna feel you tonight Making sure the moment's just right I could die just staring in your eyes I just wanna feel your heartbeat Hold you even closer to me Fall asleep with you right by my side We'll see fireworks tonight I've waited all my life to make this perfect every way And sharing it with you would make it even more than that We'll see fireworks tonight 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|03:11pm] Are you afraid of being alone.? Cause I am. I'm lost without you. 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|03:16pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Spill Canvas- Sunsets and Carcrashes ] after three long years i think that we both need this so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|03:25pm] I could be your best bet..let alone your worst ex.. ..4 days till I see them! so pumpedddd post comment

[04 Nov 2004|03:25pm] i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much &my scars remind me that my past is real i tear my heart open just to feel. 1 comment|post comment

my new addiction. [04 Nov 2004|03:34pm] Pretty darling, stop running down my street The tears are dropping like a nuclear meltdown I never meant to let it come to this Can we blame it on timing not chemistry All night long, i'll sing the same somber song Attack my decisions, and the horse they road on Everything seems to be less that zero A mascara hero with a heart of zinc I never should have kissed... I never should have... And i never should have kissed those lips before I never should've let you out my door But now i'm stuck with your photograph The words you chant, i never thought they'd Be so true, dancing in my head So pause this moment, till we meet in our next life: A black tabby housecat, a bottle of xanax All night long is one repeated love song When have i became this tree Till we meet in our brand new world I'll count the rings, if you tie a string action action "photograph" 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:05pm] find me here, speak to me. i want to feel you, i need to hear you you are the light, that's leading me to the place, where i find peace. you are the strength that keeps me walking. you are the hope, that keeps me trusting. you are the light, to my soul. you are my purpose, you're everything. and how can i stand here by you, and not be moved by you? would you tell me how could it be, any better than this? you calm the storms, and you give me rest. you hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. you steal my heart, and you take my breath away. would you take me in.. take me deeper now. cause you're all i want, you're all i need you're everything, everything to me. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:06pm] i'll miss you when your gone in pretending that you meant the world to me. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:11pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Ben Jelen )x( Come On ] And finally the silence Looking out, looking back across the sky Trying to find a meaning Knowing that I just left it all behind Still I smell a lingering softness Where did she go How did she go I wanna wanna know I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me ha yeah my gf is like...madly in love with this ben jelen dude, is she the only one? 6 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:16pm] spare me just three last words "i love you" is all she heard 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:19pm] [ mood | artistic ] Your arms in mine.. anytime.. wouldnt trade anything.. you're still my everything.. Breaking up with andy today... god that kids scary... hes so depressed.. he needs to pick up a guitar.. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:23pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | the used ] We are young, heartache to heartache we stand No promises, no demands Love is a battlefield We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong Searchin' our hearts for so long, both of us knowing Love is a battlefield You're beggin' me to go, and makin' me stay Why do you hurt me so bad? It would help me to know do I stand in your way Or am I the best thing you've had? Believe me, believe me, I can't tell you why We're losing control will you turn me away Or touch me deep inside? And if all this gets old, will it still feel the same? There's no way this will die But if we get much closer, I could lose control And if your heart surrenders, you'll need me to hold 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:24pm] Attn Chicago/Illinois-ins: Saturday Night, Congress Theatre, Battle of the bands. Buy Your Tickets now. Emo - Hardrock, and everything in between. Living in your letters and your postcards every single word is like a secrect wish come true. 2 comments|post comment

scissor cuts, a sweet reminder of every tear [04 Nov 2004|04:27pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | sparkle of hope ] i am no hero. only attempts to be one. to you. and still the clock keeps on ticking those precious seconds away. searching a way to happiness. searching his way to the stars. i am no guiding star. but if it's a friend you're looking for. realise. you've already found me. 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:32pm] excuse me while my brain explodes its filled with too many memories of you post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:39pm] hey guys im reading this book calld Hard Love by Ellen Wittlinger.. and i thought this part had a good view of this certain kind of guy if you know what i mean. i dont know i just really found it interesting and meant a good deal to me: "I can't stand it anymore, the constant talk about girls and sex. I just don't feel like thinking about that stuff. Maybe its weird, but I'm not interested in it. I mean, it worries me a little sometimes, because I guess guys my age are supposed to be like Brian, lusting over pouty lips and big boobs. But to me, the mystery of female body parts is one I'd just as soon not solve. Not that I'm interested in boys either - I'm just not interested in the whole idea of locked lips or proclamation of love. I cant imagine being in love with somebody, letting her touch me and tell me things I wouldn't know whether to believe." 4 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:42pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Beach boys hehe ] ....Don't worry I'll catch you....Don't ever worry.... 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:43pm] Why does it feel the same to fall in love or break it off? and if young love is just a game I must have missed the kickoff post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:52pm] ..How a simple breeze, a light aroma, or a vibrant color can trigger a memory in an instant? Man, I wish you guys could see it here. It's so beautiful.My morning adventures to class are the most amazing.The simple ten minute walk turns into a sight of awe, and A head full of recurring memories.I guess not all the memories are bad.But, there are those ones that I wish I could forget.It's cold, but I don't mind it for once.When so much beauty can surpass a physical feeling, that action is incredible.So enjoy the fall of october while it's here. We all know what comes next.The Early November.I'll leave you all with this.As autumns colors fall I'll brace myself for winter. How will I keep my hands warm? post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:53pm] [ mood | irritated ] side stepped land mines and working class attitudes. This is a love song...deal with it. Things I dont understand are always the most interesting. Like zero and eraserhead. But some times its just about feeling good like john Kusac and pop punk. <33 7 days till i see these guys post comment

i miss her... [04 Nov 2004|04:55pm] i sit here trying to convince myself its true but you keep on pretending you have no clue i'd kill for you and eat the flesh give you the heart and burn the rest a thousand miles ain't shit to walk if i'm walking to hold u but i'll be just fine without you i'll be here telling myself i'll be just fine without you i'll be here telling myself it's true.. --> i ' m n o t o k a y 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|04:56pm] I love you, be my friend? 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:03pm] bury me standing under your window with this cinder block in hand yeah, cause no one will ever feel like this again and if i could move, yeah i'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you i mush have dragged my guts a block, they were gone by the time we... whoa, i want to hate you half as much as i hate myself you know that i could crush you with my voice. stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me hide the details i don't want to know a thing. i hate the way you say my name like it's something secret my pen is the barrel of the gun, remind me which side you should be on whoa, i want to hate you half as much as i hate myself you know that i could crush you with my voice... 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:05pm] I wish i was as invassable as you make me feel 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:09pm] I can't stop itching. Over the thought of tarnished hope. Kind of funny. Lonely feeling. I'm not in love. You know it's not love. 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:10pm] Sweet Josaphine, will you fuck me back home? 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:22pm] standing on the edge of the palisades cliffs in the shadow of the skyline very far away a lightning rod that couldn't pull the storm from me i was 5 years old when my best friends brother died he fell from these cliffs the river washed him away the current pulled him downstream in our eyes, floating in the headlights, so we parked these cars parent's garage listen to the lullaby of carbon monoxide .thursday 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:33pm] [ mood | crappy ] why cant you see see like a vampire biting my heart suck the love right out of me dont even care as my blood stains the floor cannot be cleaned you cut me out and tore me through six feet unders the place for me i feel it all as it sickens me it feels like im dying inside because of the love i gave that cant be returned my longing for instability is a personality flaw i trust you with respect and you tear me down Tell me you don't love atreyu and ill shoot u 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:40pm] "Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal? It's a natural plant that grows in the dirt. Do you know what's not natural? 80 year old dudes with hard-ons. That's not natural. But we got pills for that. We're dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect,but we're putting people in jail for something that grows in the dirt? You know we have more prescription drugs now.Every commercial that comes on TV is a prescription drug ad.I can't watch TV for four minutes without thinking I have five serious diseases. Like: "Do you ever wake up tired in the morning?" Oh my god I have this, write this down. Whatever it is, I have it. Half the time I don't even know what the commercial is:people running in fields or flying kites or swimming in the ocean. I'm like that is the greatest disease ever. How do you get that? That disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy. The schools now: It is all about self-esteem in the schools now. Build the kids' self-esteem, make them feel good about themselves. If everybody grows up with high self-esteem, who is going to dance in our strip clubs? What's going to happen to our porno industry? These women don't just grown on trees. It takes lots of drunk dads missing dance recitals before you decide to blow a goat on the internet for fifty bucks. And if that disappears, where does that leave me on a Friday night with my new high speed connection? Masterminds are another word that comes up all the time.You keep hearing about these terrorists masterminds that get killed in the middle east.Terrorists masterminds. Mastermind is sort of a lofty way to describe what these guys do, don't you think? They're not masterminds. "OK, you take bomb, right? And you put in your backpack. And you get on bus and you blow yourself up. Alright?" "Why do I have to blow myself up? Why can't I just:" "Who's the fucking mastermind here? Me or you?" Americans, let's face it: We've been a spoiled country for a long time. Do you know what the number one health risk in America is? Obesity. They say we're in the middle of an obesity epidemic. An epidemic like it is polio. Like we'll be telling our grand kids about it one day.The Great Obesity Epidemic of 2004. "How'd you get through it grandpa?" "Oh, it was horrible Johnny, there was cheesecake and pork chops everywhere." Nobody knows why were getting fatter? Look at our lifestyle. I'll sit at a drive thru. I'll sit there behind fifteen other cars instead of getting up to make the eight foot walk to the totally empty counter. Everything is mega meal, super sized. Want biggie fries, super sized, want to go large. You want to have thirty burgers for a nickel you fat mother fucker. There's room in the back. Take it!Want a 55 gallon drum of Coke with that? It's only three more cents. Sometimes you have to suffer a little bit in your youth to motivate yourself to succeed in later life. Do you think if Bill Gates got laid in high school, do you think there'd be a Microsoft? Of course not. You got to spend a long time in your own locker with your underwear shoved up your ass before you start to think,"You'll see. I'm going to take of the world of computers! I'll show them." We're in one of the richest countries in the world, but the minimum wage is lower than it was thirty five years ago. There are homeless people everywhere. This homeless guy asked me for money the other day. I was about to give it to him and then I thought he was going to use it on drugs or alcohol. And then I thought, that's what I'm going to use it on. Why am I judging this poor bastard. People love to judge homeless guys. Like if you give them money they're just going to waste it. Well, he lives in a box, what do you want him to do? Save it up and buy a wall unit? Take a little run to the store for a throw rug and a CD rack? He's homeless. I walked behind this guy the other day. A homeless guy asked him for money. He looks right at the homeless guy and says why don't you go get a job you bum. People always say that to homeless guys like it is so easy. This homeless guy was wearing his underwear outside his pants. Outside his pants. I'm guessing his resume isn't all up to date. I'm predicting some problems during the interview process. I'm pretty sure even McDonalds has a "underwear goes inside the pants" policy. Not that they enforce it really strictly, but technically I'm sure it is on the books." - The underwear goes on the inside of the pants, Lazyboy sigh..the sad truth.. 5 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | jumpy ] [ music | tbs ] and if you ever say you missed me then don't say you never lied 1 comment|post comment

OKAY MY LAYOUT IS FUCKIN SEXY. LOOK AT IT NOW. OR INSTANT DEATH. [04 Nov 2004|05:44pm] [ mood | excited ] Have another drink And drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads. And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again, when your head goes through the windsheild... 7 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:46pm] say the words so slow say it without fear you won't turn to go you won't leave me here the past is all we know the memories are clear wish you were here post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:51pm] And tonight I will listen out my window Waiting to hear the sound of your feet I'll keep waiting even though you won't come I guess I've always been a sucker for false hope. 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|05:54pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | alexisonfire ] THrOugh ThE WiND AnD ThE RAiN ShE StAnDs HaRD As A StOnE 4 comments|post comment

--from meet joe black-- [04 Nov 2004|06:01pm] I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can LOVE LIKE CRAZY and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. post comment

Rap to this muthafuckin songs! [04 Nov 2004|06:03pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | 99 Problems ] "We on fire! Shorty take it off If it get too hot Up in dis spot We on fire!" -Lloyd Banks feat. 50 Cent (On Fire) "Relax,calm down Start breathin-- Start breathin? He just caught dis bitch cheatin' While you at work She at home Tryin' to get it on Fuck dis bitch... Don't listen to Shady Yo' he's bad fo you You know wut Dre? I don't like your attitude!" -Eminem feat. Dr.Dre (Guilty Conscience) "So you can sit me here Next to Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera betta switch me chairs So I can sit next to Carson Daly and Fred Durst Who are argueing over who she gave head to first. Little bitch,put me on blast on MTV 'Yeah he's cute but I think he's married to Kim--Heehee' I sit down on Audio MP3 And show the world how you gave Eminem ___" -Eminem (Real Slim Shady) "Fuck da police Dats how I treat 'em We buy our way outta jail But we can't buy freedom We all buy lot o' clothes But we don't really need them Things we buy just to cover what's inside Because they make us haterz And love thy wealth Now shorty hollerin' 'Where da bollers at?' Drug dealer buy drug Black man buy crack And a white man Gets paid of all of dat.... I got a couple of due bills I won't get specific I got a problem with spendin Before I get it We all self conscience I just the first one to admit it" -Kanye West (All Falls Down) "If you havin girl problems I feels bad fo you son I got 99 problems And a bitch ain't one!... Well do you mind If I look round the car a li'l bit? Well I ain't got no badge But I know a li'l bit Enough to know you wanna Illegally search my shit. Do you have a weapon on you? I know a lot of how you are! Well the glove departments locked So's the trunk in the back And I know my rights So you're gonna need a warrant for that. Well aren't you someone on track? We'll see how smart you are When the canine comes I got 99 problems And a bitch ain't one Hit me! 99 problems And a bitch ain't one" -Jay Z (99 Problems) 18 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:03pm] take this blade to my wrist take your knife to my back admit it you like it when i hurt even more when i bleed you like it when i cry when i want to die post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:05pm] And If I Could Sleep Forever Would You Still Be In My Dreams. x-spill.the.canvas - under.the.covers-x post comment

U2!!!! [04 Nov 2004|06:15pm] [ mood | head bangin' ] [ music | Vertigo-U2 (what else?!) ] Unos, dos, tres, catorce Turn it up loud, captain Lights go down It's dark, the jungle is Your head can't rule your heart A feeling so much stronger Than a thought Your eyes are wide And though your soul It can't be bought Your mind can wander Hello, hello Hola I'm at a place called Vertigo Dond' esta It's everything I wish I didn't know Except you give me something I can feel Feel The night is full of holes These bullets rip the sky Of ink with gold They twinkle As the boys play rock and roll They know that they can't dance At least they know I can't stand the beats I'm asking for the check Girl with crimson nails Has Jesus 'round her neck Swinging to the music Swinging to the music Hello, hello Hola I'm at a place called Vertigo Dond' esta It's everything I wish I didn't know But you give me something I can feel Feel Shot dead Shots fall Show me, yeah All of this, all of this can be yours All of this, all of this can be yours All of this, all of this can be yours Just give me what I want And no one gets hurt Hello, hello Hola We’re at a place called Vertigo Dond' esta Lights go down and all I know Is that you give me something I can feel your love teaching me how Your love is teaching me how How to kneel Kneel Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah 4 comments|post comment

Thinkin' of lyrics [04 Nov 2004|06:19pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | Drrrty-Xtina ] Memorable: Breathe out, So I can breathe you in -Foo Fighters post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:22pm] no matter the time gone by - i feel you in my heart whenever you are near, i promise you, ill always be here when you need me, my dear because thats how ive always was, and thats how ill always be your perfect, and the way you laugh is like heaven to me. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:25pm] Does anyone know where this comes from? thanks if you do All I ever see is one or two feet in front of me, And no matter how far I get, I always got one demon left, And all the time I gave, I dug myself a deeper grave, And it's not the same. I need to wake up, 'cause this ain't a fucking game. I need to know where I stand, 'cause I don't need another friend. Why can't things once just go my way? Stop telling lies to me, I know it seems like every day things don't go my way. Things don't go my way. 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:34pm] Nothing ever stops all these thoughts And the pain attached to them Sometimes I wonder why this is happening It's like nothing I can do Would distract me when I think of how I shot myself in the back again 'Cause from the infinite words I could say I put all the pain you gave to me on display But didn't realize instead of setting it free I took what I hated and made it apart of me post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:47pm] just think of this and me as just a few of the many things to lie around, to clutter up your shelves.. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:49pm] I have a request :S my graduation is next week, and we wonna make shirts with lyrics on them..something relevant to whats happening in our lives. we're all happy as hell to leave, we hate the place, and i know we should probably write shit that means the most to us, but since this community always comes up with the raddest quotes and so on..i thought i'd give it a try... thanks guys, i would be a big help xox :) 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|06:49pm] fuck you secrets don't make friends post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:04pm] [ mood | indescribable ] Seasons are constantly changing (Waking up, waking up to your eyes) Time that we seem to be wasting (You cut me out; you cut me out completely this time.) Making up, breaking up for the last time (Time wont wait) The reflection of, your life tells me you’re sleeping (Life wont wait) Runaway, run from this Cant be, cant be real. You’re not the one to blame for this at all Must have burnt this down, ashes all around What were the questions that you had for me? I couldn’t solve it all, so just let it be post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:06pm] COHEED AND CAMBRIA "The Light & The Glass" Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write. Memories roll in; of the things you once did and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you? Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips? A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything. But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt. Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? Your focus secure and the loves you left; well smiles staged in photographs here until... You, you left the light on. There's a chance I might have tripped, girl You were there to hold on. Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother; kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. I'll lay awake for a while. I'll leave the light on a while. But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you so. I measured distance in lines departing the rest of my life. -i'm planning on buying a death cab for cutie cd. can anyone suggest which ones are totally awesome? thanks post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:06pm] COHEED AND CAMBRIA "The Light & The Glass" Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write. Memories roll in; of the things you once did and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you? Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips? A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything. But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt. Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? Your focus secure and the loves you left; well smiles staged in photographs here until... You, you left the light on. There's a chance I might have tripped, girl You were there to hold on. Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother; kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. I'll lay awake for a while. I'll leave the light on a while. But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you so. I measured distance in lines departing the rest of my life. -i'm planning on buying a death cab for cutie cd. can anyone suggest which ones are totally awesome? thanks 1 comment|post comment

Crowned King - Impatience [04 Nov 2004|07:12pm] [ mood | Brokenhearted ] [ music | Brand New - Jude Law and a Semester Abroad ] What goes on inside your mind Beneath your skin I'd like to climb Cause when I'm with you feels like I am not alone You've set this up for several weeks I'm breakin' down I'm on my knees And If you feel how I feel, I have gotta know Cause I need to know Baby if you don't care, then don't care But baby if you don't know, then don't share I'm calling for an answer, I'm not scared And its not fair but I don't care And all this time of wanting you I think that we should see this through I won't give up on us, I'd rather shoot and miss Cause we could be the best of friends But from the signals that you send It makes me wonder if you want me more than this So far away, so far away from the pain and the agony keeps me From calling and asking the one stupid question thats nagging Me over and over I need you to know that I'm needing you now More than ever before. Yay for Crowned King. If you know them you are my best friend. I just rediscovered this song. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:14pm] You're more punk, hardcore, mod, straightedge, emo, indie than me. Your hair is cooler, your pants are tighter, you have more tattoos. You have cooler pins on your messenger bag and your favorite band is more obscure than mine. Your glasses are thicker and blacker than mine, the plugs in your ears are bigger, and you know more people in bands. Because as we all know that's what really matters. In a scene where the music has taken a backseat to the haircuts, you win and I lose. IDK what's that from.. but I like it! =) 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:19pm] - so - - we kiss - - - like little - - - - kids - - - - - post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:20pm] My mom hates my b/f and she wants me to stop seeing him and his parents want to put a restraining order on her b/c shes gone over there at all hours of the night and we dont want to lose each other and so i was wondering if anyone had any lyrics for that! i would really like that and im sorry for the reguest! "Cause I'm just a girl I'd rather not be 'Cause they won't let me drive Late at night I'm just a girl, Guess I'm some kind of freak 'Cause they all sit and stare With their eyes..." <33 Emily 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:23pm] i long for sleep so that i may visit you in my dreams tonight it seems to be the closest that i come to catch their glow in your eyes i wish i could just stop missing you 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|07:55pm] aw, mom found out i cut my wrists. damn. 9 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|08:02pm] This puzzled look you stare to me Says "You've put me back together" Her head's down She waits impatiently Scattered in my heart- Torn up and ripped apart It's ripped apart And i no i should have known Times she looked at me Brace yourself strengths find a place in me Just wait and you'll see you're everything I want And don't take this from me Does anyone know any good books to read? Besides the perks of being a wallflower. 23 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|08:10pm] you do something to me that I can't explain.. incubus 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|08:10pm] and i.. don't wanna speak these words. cause i, i dont wanna make things any worse. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|08:12pm] California here we coommmee OCS ON TONITEE! oh my gosh Adam Brody=insanly bangable 3 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|08:25pm] sorry to request but does anyone have any songs about missing someone like SO much you just wanna break down and cry 1 comment|post comment

i <3 jimmy eat world [04 Nov 2004|08:42pm] [ mood | my head hurts :( ] [ music | hear you me - j.e.w. ] its to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car 1 comment|post comment

something i wrote... [04 Nov 2004|08:51pm] [ mood | lonely ] I parked at the end of the street so you wouldnt hear me pull up. You must have known i was coming Because you were sitting on that same porch on that same ugly ass couch smoking that same shitty brand of cigarettes I sat down and lit one up That was the first cigarette i smoked in my life But i figured because of the circumstances it would be okay So i handed you the shoe box and with tears in my eyes and smoke in my lungs i walked down those stairs and back to my truck On the way home i imagined you opening that box and finding that single sheet of paper with my suicide letter It said all the things i could never say to you I'm sorry baby, for all the things i put you through 6 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|08:57pm] ×I think I dreamed you into life× post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:03pm] tonight I lay here all alone wondering where our future holds.. post comment

ah i'm a sucker for the oc [04 Nov 2004|09:03pm] on the stereo listen as we go nothing's gonna stop me now california here we come right back where we started from 9 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:06pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | the cure ] Yeah, I'm just one of those girls who dies a little more everyday... post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:13pm] Theres a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes... i threw them to sea but a gust blew them backwards and the sting in my eyes that you then inflicted was par for the course just as when you were living... post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:14pm] My darling, what matters is what hasn't been Hey now, we're wide awake and we're thinking My darling, believe your voice can mean something ♥ post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:16pm] you should just be here be with me here it doesn't seem theres hope for me i let you down but i won't give in now not for any amount post comment

how about moving on before you want to [04 Nov 2004|09:17pm] [ mood | confused ] I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it You move slow like daytime drama And I'm boring like his songs So while I'm taking you for granted We'll be humming along post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:18pm] So go on love Leave while there's still hope for escape Got to take what you can these days There's so much ahead So much regret I know what you want to say (Know what you want to say) I know it but can't help feeling differently I loved you, and I should have said it But tell me just what has it ever meant - sorry just in a jimmy eat world kind of mood :) - post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:20pm] it scares me to think that you can find takers other then me..and better then me.. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:22pm] [ mood | cold ] cause a long night means a fist fight against your pillow and my pearly whites* *we don't believe in second chances post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:23pm] And will we ever end up together? no, I think not, it's never to become For I am not the one. ~Nightmare before Christmas 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:24pm] Two problems, help please. One, have problems with the 'rents. any lyrics?? Two, I think my boyfriend is an alcoholic. He's 21, so its not like hes breaking any laws, and god knows I like to party, so im not saying he needs to go to rehab, but I just want him to cut back because its affecting our relationship and everything. Any lyrics or songs?? Thanks guys. 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:26pm] ~*i'm under the assumption that i'm gonna be the one thats leaving you*~ post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:31pm] i kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend but i should have thought of that before we kissed //ahh... i want him 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:32pm] gray chairs cold but here for me. thankfully i don't miss your skin. or the way you always. have something to say. lose myself in you. cut it into you. with my rusty fingers. what i'd do for one more day. without you. I'm leaving again on metal heart breaker. all i wanted to say was. fuck you. miles away but you still seem to be here. I never took your eyes out of my bag. post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:34pm] If we both want the love And I wait long enough Then the ground that we're on might be coming All I can do is wait for you post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:34pm] promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies post comment

[04 Nov 2004|09:35pm] i keep bleaching out the colors i try to do what i oughta but never drink enough water where did