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[14 Oct 2004|12:11am] [ mood | confused ] u are the smell before rain u are the blood in my veins call me a safe bet im betting im not 4 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:14am] im bored toooo 4 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:17am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | brand new ] With one or two I get used to the room We go slow when we first make our moves By five or six bring you out to the car Number nine with my head on the bar And it's sad, but true Out of cash and I.O.U's I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent Bring you back to the bar Get you out of the cold A sober, straight face gets you out of your clothes And they're scared that we know All the crimes they'll commit Who they'll kiss before they get home I will lie awake Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you Let you fall for every empty word I say Barely conscious in the door where you stand Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes its demands You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute I almost feel sorry for what I'm going to do And your hair smells of smoke Who will cast the first stone? You can sin or spend the night all .a.l.o.n.e. Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart Cause it's all you can be You're a drunk and you're scared It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free I will lie awake And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you Let you fall for every empty word I say I will lie awake And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you Let you fall for every empty word I say I will lie awake And lie for fun and fake the way I hold you Let you fall for every empty word I say 6 comments|post comment

Seasons [14 Oct 2004|12:30am] The seasons are changing I only wish my stone-set lonely heart Could do the same The leaves are falling And so are my tears From once smiling eyes Well I'm sick of all this regret With no reasons anymore What's left to live for? November will come So far from real love I already know how this ends Because what can I be thankful for When I'm giving my all Only to die in a world that doesn't know my name. And I know in December I'll look back on the year And realize the dreams have slipped through my fingers like sand Soft flakes coming down with those tears from my eyes This year will be happy, she cries What a hopeful lie... 2 comments|post comment

GET REAL!! [14 Oct 2004|12:36am] [ music | Mistakes-Straylight ] God I HATE fake people. People that try to act or be a certain way for attention. It really bugs me because they always get credit for what they do, when the real people are ignored. CANT YOU JUST BE YOURSELF?!! Acting a certain way to impress someone, your going to lose your friends ahhhhhhhh !! "Sleep with all the lights on. You're not so happy. You're not secure. You're dying to look cute in your blue jeans, but you're plastic just like everyone. You're just like everyone. And that face you paint is pressed impressing most of us as permanent and I'd like to see you undone." -Dashboard COnfessional "Shield your eyes, conceal your lies. Don't blink, everyone's watching. They'll think you're up to something. They need for you to be everything that they cannot be themselves." -DC 3 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:44am] you are my failed twelve step program. 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:38am] oh no, not this again... im doing this thing called waking up. :( post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:58am] Driving in ur car,miss the stop sign fall in love, just to get knocked out Pull ur punches& burn with ur cigarettes Pulled like a punch & burnt like a cigarette..Forever post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:58am] Driving in ur car,miss the stop sign fall in love, just to get knocked out Pull ur punches& burn with ur cigarettes Pulled like a punch & burnt like a cigarette..Forever post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:58am] Driving in ur car,miss the stop sign fall in love, just to get knocked out Pull ur punches& burn with ur cigarettes Pulled like a punch & burnt like a cigarette..Forever 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:01am] sorry for all the posts.. Damn computer... {_Hello;; My.First.Name.is.Distance_} [!!!]-&& i Really D0n't Care !f i N3VER wake up^ agian- [!!!] 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:10am] its not love..oh I no its not love 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|08:05am] I wanna name my first daughter Konstantine... has anybody else thought about that too? lol 7 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|08:21am] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | watching chick fights on muchosucko.com ] Thanks a big fucking lot for erasing my entry. I just needed some damn advice. The Foo Fighters-See You these notes are marked return to sender I'll save this letter for myself I wish you only knew how good it is to see you these steps I take don't get me anywhere I'm getting further from myself one this is always true how good it is to see you I'm done resenting you you represented me so well and this I promise you how could I end up in the hands of someone else 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|08:48am] Not quite emo...stuck in my head. They're so lovely. I'm seeing them next week. Marry me. In the middle of a gunfight in the center of a restaraunt, they say come with. your. arms. raised. high. Well they're never gonna get me like a bullet through a flock of doves to wage this war. against. your faaaiiiitttthhhh. 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|08:51am] [ mood | scared ] I just found a friend in one of your lies to treat me so nice i can't believe my bones when they say so many things they tell me i am fine believe me i, i try Ever so sweet... you make this seem the way things go its not my fault and i'll miss i'll miss you so good through all of those nights we lost our way back home 5 comments|post comment

the b e s t night of my l i f e [14 Oct 2004|09:08am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | InCuBuS - Aqueous Transmission ] sorry to request guys, but last night i had the most amazing night of my life. im in love and i have been for a while.. and for some reason last night just seemed so much more than anything right now. he is so amazing and i just wanted to get some songs so i could put lyrics in something to let him know how great he is.. anything would be greatly appreciated. you guys kick foamy's ass this site is so fucking awesome. it's my life now. I'm floating down a r i v e r, Oars freed from their holes long ago lying face up on the floor of my vessel. I marvel at the stars and feel my heart overflow.. F u r t h e r d o w n t h e r i v e r 1 comment|post comment

rawr..i hate school and essays. [14 Oct 2004|09:40am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | annoying studyhall kiddies. ] hi guys...i'm at school and ive got to make this quick... i have to write a huge essay this year in order to pass my junior year..pretty much. soo...i was wondering if any of you could think of a really interesting and unique topic that i could use. someone in my class is writing on existentialism (sp?) which i thought was a great idea. sorry it's been forever since i've posted a lyric, but i no longer have a comp at home. any ideas are greatly appreciated!! thaaaank you! :) 3 comments|post comment

<333 Sucker Love [14 Oct 2004|09:40am] [ mood | listless ] [ music | nada, im in class ] Sucker love is heaven sent You pucker up, our passion's spent My hearts a tart, your body's rent My body's broken, yours is spent Carve your name into my arm Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed 'Cause there's nothing else to do Every me and every you... 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|09:59am] ok i need help... do you guys know of any really good poems... the only one i can thnk of is the one from the perks of being a wallflower.. but i can also do lyrics to... i just need something that i acn read in front of my class... any ideas.... they turn the lights down low, in shadows hiding from the world, only coming out when it gets cold the seas part when they hit the floor, the voices carry on and out the door and everything you touch turns into gold like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest, your eyes they penetrate me, (your answer's always 'maybe') that's when I got up and left a beating heart and a microphone, a ticking clock in an empty home still tells of these times so long ago, and even though I've come so far, I know I've got so far to go and any day now I'll explode like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest, your eyes they penetrate me, (your answer's always 'maybe') that's when I got up and left And each and everyday will lead into tomorrow and tomorrow brings one less day without you but don't wait up just leave the light on cause all the roads that I might take will all one day lead back to you And like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest, your eyes they penetrate me, (never cease to amaze me) that's when I got up and left post comment

[14 Oct 2004|10:07am] do any of you have pictures of people kissing. either you and your bf or ppl you just dont know. random things. they can be of boys on boys. girls on girls. or boy girl. i just need them. 3 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|10:36am] Babythe blood’s already been spilled And no amount of crying will wash The red from your guilty hands. (I got punched in the face for stick my nose in other peoples business) Someone call an ambulance Cause' something's not right It's all going wrong tonight In between the bottom of this bottle and you I think I'm running into rock bottom (Yeah, No... I know) *sigh* I <3333333 Boysnightout 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|10:53am] I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me. I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised. Do you understand? It's only you, beautiful. Or don't want anyone. If I can choose, it's only you. 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|11:22am] [ music | mbr ] matchbook romance why does tonight, have to end? why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts we'll skip the goodbyes if i had it my way i'd turn the car around and run away just you and I 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|11:31am] This place reminds me of, A time that's way too old. These thoughts have gathered up the memories unfold. But for now I don't see what's so wrong with pretending It's true I thought you knew. Believe her, it's all she's got to pass the time Believe her, it's over now she's passed her prime. Believe her, it's all she's got to keep things right Believe her it's all she's got it's all she's got. It's all she's got, it's all she's got. These days keep getting worse I'm wasting all my time. I thought I'd come in first, instead I fell behind. I don't know, I don't know if I can keep this up to long. It seems most every time my motives are all wrong But for now I don't see what's so wrong with pretending It's true I thought you knew. Believe her, it's all she's got to pass the time Believe her, it's over now she's passed her prime. Believe her, it's all she's got to keep things right Believe her it's all she's got it's all she's got. It's times like this, but time's run out It's times like this, but time's run out It's times like this, but time's run out It's times like this, I want to, Believe her, it's all she's got to pass the time Believe her, it's over now she's passed her prime. Believe her, it's all she's got to keep things right Believe her it's all she's got it's all she's got. OMG i LOVE sum 41 they kick ass! post comment

[14 Oct 2004|11:35am] I thought it was too good to be true I found somebody who understands me Someone who would help me to get through And fill an emptiness i had inside me But you kept inside and I just denied Some things that we should have both said I knew it was too good to be true Cause i'm the only one who understands me post comment

[14 Oct 2004|11:58am] and these tears taste so bitter and salty too they remind me of the ocean which reminds me of you.. post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:35pm] i'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl who's still around the morning after we broke up a month ago and i grew up i didn't know i'd be around the morning after it's always been wait and see a happy day and then you pay and feel like shit the morning after but now i feel changed around and instead falling down i'm standing up the morning after situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later i could be another fool or an exception to the rule you tell me the morning after crooked spin can't come to rest i'm damaged bad at best she'll decide what she wants i'll probably be the last to know no one says until it shows see how it is they want you or they don't say yes i'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl who's still around the morning after i wish i was that girl. ♥ post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:44pm] In you I see further. Can it last forever? Identify your patients, XY configurations Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. Drop addicts in the mixture, falcons have blown the fixture Think of me as days pass us by. Shards of glass Skin of gold Steal my breath Blood runs cold Violet waves Oceans blue All my love Lost in you In you I see further. Can it last forever? Sinkhole that we would frequent, White heels safe from extinction Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do Strip away Vanity I do Just as you Consume me I do Broken smile Starless sky I do Save it all Say goodbye You're out in left field, and lacking interest You fight the boredom but it makes no difference Your mental health kid, that's what's in question Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing The moment ideas are conceived, They'll be out of touch, obsolete, They're faking champions hand picked, And all the fights have been fixed, You wake to suffer through the day, Trade a dream for the pay, Well here's the fact I hope it sticks, You're just alive out of habit Shards of glass Skies of gold Steal my breath Blood runs cold Violet waves Oceans blue All my love Lost in you Strip away Part of me Just as you consume me Broken smile Starless sky End it all Say good-bye. Think of me as I say good-bye. fata 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:46pm] like i said; "leave your baggage at the back door. i'm leaving you, the way I think it should be... we're always pulling into spaces that we can't back out of, starting fights.... we cant talk our way out of this how does it feel to be on the receiving end of this one? of this one? im half way there, (its all on me) this is what i get for wanting more.... for wanting more this is the way its got to be; desolate, alone and searching... so i walk around with this rope in my hand (rope in my hand) so i'll tie it around, and around and around... i'll tie me down i'll fantisize of leading many and leaving us behind. in your eyes, you were the one that tried. if seconds is what holds us here, then you my dear are the one i fear today... we'll try this one more time... this is the moment that we all wait for, are you ready? are you ready? im half way there, (its all on me) this is what i get for wanting more.... for wanting more this is the way its got to be; desolate, alone and searching... so i walk around with this rope in my hand (rope in my hand) so i'll tie it around, and around and around... i'll tie me down you cant see past my waving hands... (just running away again) you cant see past my waving hands... (goodbye) it gets so loud it hurts my ears... i w anna know how to get through this (how to get through this) without choking up. i cant feel you, your so far from me... im half way there, (its all on me) this is what you get for wanting more... its all on me. post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:54pm] [ music | Lover I Dont Have To Love -- Bright Eyes ] And where's the kid with the chemicals? I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full I need some meaning I can memorize The kind I have always seems to s l i p my mind But you, but you... You write such pretty words But life's no storybook Love's an excuse to get hurt And to hurt Do you like to hurt? I do, I do Then hurt me post comment

[14 Oct 2004|12:58pm] [ music | The Calander Hung Itself -- Bright Eyes ] Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes? Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you. Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched? And does he cry through broken sentences like I love you far too much? post comment

JamisonParker [14 Oct 2004|02:26pm] [ mood | sick ] I have totally fallen in love with these guys. <333 Here's some of the best lyrics. "Did you know you were the girl that made love a four letter word. I just can't wait to make you hate me a little more. you made my head a mess with the life of doctors notes and ink blot tests and enough empty bottles to bury me alive, so here I am: a love worn masochist with hearts carved straight across my chest, letting the carpet soak up all that's left to give." ~Biting Bullets "Behind these bedroom walls everynight I sing along with all her favorite songs. I sing until my voice is gone, until my lungs are bleedin'. tell me you don't miss these brown eyes and that you're not in love." ~Dead To The World "She said with a smile, that screams of tears and not another word. "gonna spend my nights either sleepless or dreaming about you." she said "who wants a life of lost adolescense thats filled with regrets and anti-depressants? ive said it before and you know that i meant it: youre all i want to know and i wont let that go." 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|02:59pm] we'll realize that we're b r i l l i a n t at dying as more bullets kiss and more blades cushion our awkward movements so don't look at me when we all run out of room for caring and bury hope with our USELESS hearts 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:02pm] did any1 get the 2 new bright eyes cds....i got mine in the mail today post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:06pm] [ music | BRIGHT EYES ] does any1 know who or what "-DMcC-" means because when i got my bright eyes cds today i got a saddle creek post it note tpye thing that sez "Thanks Andy! -DMcC-" and the little c is underlined post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:15pm] So last night I made out with this kid that Ive liked before and i thought I still liked him but after that I relized I dont..and now he wont leave me alone..hes like "I love you" like every second..what do I do? and she will be loved...I no where you hide alone in your car..i no all of the things that make you who you are.. 5 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:37pm] i rock too fast for love;; footlose in my velcrow shoes. 4 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:40pm] hey im new :) alyssa; 15; from massachusetts. im very friendly. i trusted you more than anyone and you broke that down all in one moment. its amazing how inconsiderate you can be of my feelings. you ripped my heart right out of my chest and smashed it to the ground. well sweetie, the pieces are broken now, but they wont be for long. im not one to dwell on the pain of heartache forever. i let the romance bleed away and rid you from my system.. you were a hard habit to break sweetie, but i think im finally there. so really its ok for you to be talking about me. even if you dont know it, im still all that you could need. nothing good buuut i wrote it today during class and i thought id share :) 6 comments|post comment

if you feel like dying, you might wanna sing . . . [14 Oct 2004|03:44pm] [ mood | ehh ] [ music | in love & death -- the used <3 ] WHEN IT ISN'T LIKE IT SHOULD BE... by x Saves The Day why is it everything's all loneliness with me? i guess sometimes i try too hard and sometimes you cause it but it always carries on and on. "what did you ever become?" you asked i said, "i was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness, but sometimes i can't find anything to laugh at." "i don't want to be here," you said. it seems like i almost always have that effect on everyone i say to myself, "you aren't the first one to think like me" and i just want to be like everyone else why can't i be everything to everyone else, or maybe just to you? just once i would like to be something and i wouldn't mind if you'd like to be with me My Sweet Fracture by x Saves The Day could you tell me the next time that you're choking? cause i'll rush right over to shove some dirt right down your throat its nothing i have against you you're just a creep and you can't remember the last five years what's a bond if it dissolves in water??? i took a piss that lasted longer than you and your manipulations i called my mom last night she said, "sweetie you don't need someone whos more fleeting than fall, cause don't you love those leaves? don't you wish the orange stayed forever and crickets sang in the night all through winter?" and i thought, 'slow down Chris.. think of all the times this jerk has fucked you up and left you down' and hey, i choose my company by the beating of their hearts NOT the swelling of their heads besides, i'd rather forget the days we spent than try to stay afloat in shallow water. <33 ashlyn 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:47pm] F.Y.I.; REQUEST LYRICS IS OPEN. PLEASE USE IT FOR YOUR REQUESTS. THE NEW NAME IS REQ_LYRICS. SO PLEASE REQUEST THERE FIRST BEFORE DOING IT HERE. THANK YOU. 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:48pm] her lockers down the hall I counted 17 past mine does he see me does he even no that I pass by? we're in the hallway always at half past 9 would he ever get to no me would he ever take the time I jsut need to find a way to break the ice and ill be fine I asked my buddy hes got a simple plan to try ill ask a friend I no and maybe get him on my side simple song simple plan ill walk up and grab her hand you dont have to say a word cause in my head i hear my name If this is so simple why are we so scared to meet? the bolds the guy singingg! the not bolds the girl..awesome song! 6 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:51pm] [ mood | eh ] [ music | HIM ] What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go Promise me you'll never let me go 1 comment|post comment

the new kid [14 Oct 2004|03:52pm] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | Wonderwall - Oasis ] hey, I've been to this place a bunch of times but I just joined. My name's Rosie and I'm 15...I love this community, you all have great lyrics and good taste. I guess people don't like requests from what I've seen, but I'm real sad about this boy...I've liked him for a while now and about a week ago I went to his house, and we ended up kissing...well obviously I was unbeleiveably happy! But this whole week since that happened he has barely been talking to me, and barely acknowledges me at school. We used to talk all the time and on the phone every night...and now he's being all distant. And it's not like he's one of those jerk boys who's expected to do that...he's so different, he isn't a jerk at all and I'm not just saying that. He's quiet and weird and original, but he's everything I want. I am incredibly in like with him and I'm just dying right now, I don't know what's going on. Sorry for all that, this being my first time and all...but I would GREATLY appreciate any lyrics or advice from anyone..Thanks :'( Soon all the joy that pours from everything makes fountains of your eyes because you finally understand the movement of a hand waving good-bye. love...or don't, Rosie 6 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:56pm] Any lyrics about thinking you will NEVER get over someone or that someone will ever love you again ...and then out of nowhere, the most perfect guy comes along and prooves you wrong? Thanks 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|03:58pm] my other half was taken away from me. i think im finally finding it.. but its not where i thought it would be. i had pictures of me and you together again in my head. well the vision was always hazy, but its coming in clear now. i realized that it wasnt you in those pictures, but someone else all along. someone who understands what feelings they are and how easy they are hurt. 3 comments|post comment

www.purevolume.com/ofalms [14 Oct 2004|04:09pm] now i'm seeing the truth that's written on my hand [[of alms]] post comment

[14 Oct 2004|04:16pm] [ music | 40 Below Summer // Wither Away ] Is it all just a shape, a twist of fate, that leaves me open? Will it all fade away, from my life, and leave me broken? It's all just a game - as you left me here to wallow. It's all been a fake - and it's hard to swallow. And I wither away and die. Tomorrow's just another day to cry. I wither away and die. Clip my wings... without you I can't fly. What if life were a dream - would you be there waiting for me? Suicide in a sleep - I'd rather die and have you miss me. And it all went away - the pain of watching you deny me. I've fallen again... inside. And I wither away and die. Tomorrow's just another day to cry. I wither away and die. Clip my wings... without you I can't fly. I can't get away from myself... (so far) I can't get enough of your love... (I can't escape) And I wither away and die. Tomorrow's just another day to cry. I wither away and die. Clip my wings... without you I can't fly. 1 comment|post comment

aar [14 Oct 2004|04:24pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | hey now girl- phantom planet ] Please just don't play with me my paper heart will B L E E D 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|04:25pm] cue me in on my line aim the lights for my heart run the cameras LETS START! i cant wait any longer execution time PULL THE TRIGGER! im tired of waiting on your pleasure the count down never started your screams have done the killing -poor broken us- 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|04:38pm] ! 5t@rt3d t() @ch3 wh3n ! 5t@rt3d t() th!nk ()f y()u 5 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|04:41pm] [ music | saves the day: nightingale ] i scraped up my face bounced my cheek on the floor cause anything worth doing is worth getting hurt for i've made no mistakes i'm never learning from that i got no regrets i wanna do it again do it A -G- A- I- N 4 comments|post comment

why do we pretend when theres nothing left? [14 Oct 2004|04:42pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | *my first emo song* [[of alms]] ] I live in notes and photographs and everything I'm holding back, but you're the words that weren't enough You remind me of a song I used to love I couldn't call you if I wanted. My fingers couldn't work if they tried. They're so sore from keeping crossed and tracing over cuts on my worthless arms If I said "I hated the feeling" it would be a lie 4 comments|post comment

i just wanna run ...run away... [14 Oct 2004|04:52pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | rough draft- yellowcard ] Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me... I've got a request....does anybody have lyrics about wanting something you did to stay in the past....i did something stupid, and i just want it to go away, but people won't let it...and they keep bringin it up , and reminding me of how stupid i am. post comment

[14 Oct 2004|04:57pm] [ mood | ok.. ] [ music | the starting line <3 ] tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up here we lay again on two separate beds riding phone lines to meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory we reflect on miscommunication and misunderstandings and missing each other too much to have had to let go <3 perfect song ** 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|05:01pm] Beauty lies inside the eye of another youthful dream That doesn't sell it's soul for self-esteem That's not plasticine Don't forget to be the way you are Don't forget to be the way you are Don't forget to be the way you are Don't forget to be the way you are ..the only thing you can rely on is that you can't rely on anything I..am..going..to..placebos..last..concert..until..2006 roll on november.. :) post comment

uhm im new. [14 Oct 2004|05:09pm] my name is meagan. and i just wanted to know. do you guys have any lyrics/quotes about being in love with your best friend? thanks 1 comment|post comment

you're so much different now [14 Oct 2004|05:14pm] maybe when your hair gets darker... maybe when your eyes get wide... maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space. maybe when I'm not so tired, maybe you could step inside, maybe when I look for things that I can't replace. post comment

[14 Oct 2004|05:26pm] do you realize waht this is doing to me? i dont think you have a fuckign clue, whats its like to look at you. how my heart is forever in my throat and i wish i could have been killed somedays by the useful rope. and its just like i dotn fit into my own skin, this game we play - i could never win. and all these people, the fakeness consumes me and i wonder what this world was meant to truely be. like broken hearts and fairytales nothing seems true, until came upon someone so alone like you. and i realize you might know nothign what so ever of what lies behind these blue eyes, i mean who would when the best of friends dotn even regonize. so i ponder life and where i stand, please take my hand - and get me far away from this deathly land. because its what lies behind this smile, it cries out to you to erase the miles.. 2 comments|post comment

I <3 her [14 Oct 2004|05:29pm] [ music | Plain White T's )x( Fireworks ] Well I don't mind waiting 'til you're comfortable with me But what's it gonna take to prove that I'm for real? Cause you know how I feel about you You know I can't live without you I just wanna stay and make it real Cause I know, you know it can't get much better Fireworks flyin' whenever we're together I know, you know, that I know you love me Well I've made up my mind that I want you to be the one The one I wanna be with when I'm ninety-two I just wanna feel you tonight making sure the moment's just right I could die just staring in your eyes I just wanna feel your heartbeat hold you even closer to me Fall asleep with you right by my side We'll see fireworks tonight I've waited all my life to make this perfect every way And sharing it with you would make it even more than that We'll see fireworks tonight this song reminds me of someone special... 15 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|05:32pm] okay there comes a time (or a lot of times in my case) in everyones life when you just have to sit down and watch your favourite disney movie NO MATTER WHAT AGE YOU ARE and i can guarantee you, all the shit in your mind flooooats away as you jump around on the sofa belting out the fucking amazingly happy disney songs out there. i've got two words: hakuna matata. ...i hope it's not just me who does this hehe ooooooo it means no worries fooor the rest of your daaays :) 5 comments|post comment

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 [14 Oct 2004|05:41pm] is it enough to believe that you are real sometimes it gets tough believing in myself well is it just me it could be that i'm always wrong i hear it in my head twisting and lies till we're sure i'm wrong but i forget how you broke my heart or how you find yourself untimely falling for someone else dear and every time something like this happens you always make it seems like i did something wrong to you well guess what i can't do this anymore so next time you're thinking about telling me what i do wrong think about all i let myself forget why can't you have me and be happy at the same time 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | eh ] [ music | Underoath ] I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls, I saw you staring through the cracks No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love, I felt no reason to carry on with my life Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought Kids finding laughter at my expense They were killing me on the inside they couldn't give up their pride My heart was bleeding from so much grieving On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell I got caught up in the moment of depression, and before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand Thanks to all the people who drove me to death Without you I could of never ended my breath Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate There was a way out, but I chose the easy route Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction No more pain, no more love, for you have chosen suicide as the way out... help them Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor, pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation I will not accept this evil anymore I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good I'm sorry for whoever I hurt, it's not easy to look back on my life, and know I did not know Christ For now I live in a real hell I wish I had another chance... then I would live my life with love post comment

<3. No one loves you like i love you [14 Oct 2004|05:42pm] [ mood | yay!!!!!!! ] Relax and stand in the warmth of the sand the day is long and here for us to take for granted. We find ourselves to our knees Water clear, a tender breeze upon our faces as we bask in our good graces Yeah, we all are golden here. That is how this community makes me feel. we ALL are golden here. thanks you guys. oh, and for my *update*- My best friend and i are back tot alking. i guess i just needed to confront him. thank you all for the advice and stories. it really helps. post comment

[14 Oct 2004|05:43pm] The winter here's cold, and bitter it's chilled us to the bone we haven't seen the sun for weeks to long too far from home I feel just like I'm sinking and I claw for solid ground I'm pulled down by the undertow I never thought I could feel so low oh darkness I feel like letting go If all of the strength and all of the courage come and lift me from this place I know I could love you much better than this full of grace full of grace my love So it's better this way, I said having seen this place before where everything we say and do hurts us all the more its just that we stayed, too long in the same old sickly skin I'm pulled down by the undertow I never thought I could feel so low oh darkness I feel like letting go If all of the strength and all of the courage come and lift me from this place I know I could love you much better than this full of grace full of grace my love post comment

[14 Oct 2004|05:43pm] [ mood | eh ] I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls, I saw you staring through the cracks No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love, I felt no reason to carry on with my life Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought Kids finding laughter at my expense They were killing me on the inside they couldn't give up their pride My heart was bleeding from so much grieving On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell I got caught up in the moment of depression, and before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand Thanks to all the people who drove me to death Without you I could of never ended my breath Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate There was a way out, but I chose the easy route Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction No more pain, no more love, for you have chosen suicide as the way out... help them Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor, pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation I will not accept this evil anymore I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good I'm sorry for whoever I hurt, it's not easy to look back on my life, and know I did not know Christ For now I live in a real hell I wish I had another chance... then I would live my life with love post comment

[14 Oct 2004|05:43pm] sorry for the double post.. post comment

this song = love [14 Oct 2004|05:53pm] [ music | oasis - wonderwall ] Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now Backbeat the word is on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you But I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead you there were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you But I don't know how I said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe (I said maybe) You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe (I said maybe) You're gonna be the one that saves me (that saves me) 3 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:30pm] anyone have any good one-liners about having a crush? post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:33pm] [ mood | ardent! ] [ music | pink floyd ] What shall we use to fill the empty Spaces where we used to talk How shall I fill the final places How shall I complete the wall post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:39pm] [ mood | in pain/happy ] your touch... it makes me melt. post comment

I wish I was extraordinary [14 Oct 2004|06:44pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Konstantine ] She's an Extraordinary girl In an ordinary world And she cant seem to get away He lacks the courage in his mind Like a child left behind Like a pet left in the rain She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She sees the mirror of herself And image she wants to sell To anyone willing to buy He steals the image in her kiss From her hearts apocalypse From the one called whatsername She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying Some days he's not worth trying Now that they're both up on it She gets so sick of crying She's an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl Green Day-Extraordinary Girl 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|06:54pm] [ mood | bored ] How long is the night? It's all I ever see anymore But the day was so bright in the pictures In the photo album that you gave me It's all I have to live for I'm falling down And you're not here to break my fall I shut my eyes when you're around I hold my breath to kill the sound of your voice I'm falling down. And you're not here to break my fall post comment

my fAVoRite tAkiNg bAck sUNdAy LiNes/LyRics [14 Oct 2004|06:56pm] [ mood | hmm-dee-laa-doo ] [ music | dashboard ] this is jus gona be off of their "tell all ur friends" cd :D we're both such magnaficiant liars so crush me baby im all ears so obviously desperate so desperatly obvious and maybe we can talk this over cuz i could be ur bet let alone ur worst ex i wana hate u so bad but i cant so honestly how could u say those things when u know they dont mean anything and u know very well that i cant keep my hands to myself hoping for the best jus hoping nothing happens a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins i will never ask if u dont ever tell me i know u well enough to know u never loved me why cant i feel anything from anyone other than u? soakin in sypathy from friends who never loved u nearly half as much as me - - i started something i couldnt finish if we go down, we go down together best friends means.. best friends means.. u never knew what i never told u everything i know about breaking hearts i learned from u its true ive never done it with the style and grace u have but ive made long term plans based on these mistakes broken down in bars and bathrooms all i did was what i had to and u know im not one for complainin but i love the way u roll excuses off the tip of ur tongue as i slowly, quietly, slowly fall apart i said this wont mean a thing come tomorrow and thats exactly how ill make it seem cuz im still not sleepin thinkin ive crawled home from worse than this so please im runnin out of sympathy i never said id take this lying down its times like these where silence means everything - - no one has to know about this dont let me down literate & stylish kissable & quiet thats what girls dreams are made of thats all u need to know u have it or u dont this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue and my eye thru the scope down the barral of the gun remind me not to ever act this way again this is u tryin hard to make sure that ur seein with the girl on ur arm and ur heart on ur sleeve remind me not to ever think of u again and im not so sure if im sure of anything anymore she said dont dont let it go to ur head boys like u are a dime a dozen boys like u are a dime a dozen she said ure a touch overrated ure a lush and i hate it but these grass stains on my knees they wont mean a thing and all i need to know is that im something ull be missin maybe i should hate u for this never really did ever quite get that far - - if im jus bad news then ure a liar and ure getting distant and i jus keep thinking that i never meant it to be like this u know what comes next so do i - - im only complaining to keep myself busy sweetie i cant say i blame u but i wish that i could im sick of writing every song about u 8 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:03pm] All day long I've sat here for I cannot find my way Left or right, I'll still go on But will I see your face But now is the time We will survive To see the light of another day But now is the time We will survive To see the light of another Days go by What can I do? What did I do for you? And in the end What will there be And how much left of me post comment

new kid again.... [14 Oct 2004|07:06pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Konstantine ] I could tell from the minute I woke up It was gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day. Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes And try to tell myself I can't go back to bed It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day. Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be I just got here and I already want to leave It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day Everybody knows that something's wrong But nobody knows what's going on We all sing the same old song When you want it all to go away It's shaping up to be a lonely day I could tell from the minute I woke up it was gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day. for those of you who didn't see my other post, I'm new, my name is Rosie and I'm 15 Boys make me sad :-( especially.........him I'd love new friends,<3 Rosie 2 comments|post comment

BrooksideROCK [14 Oct 2004|07:08pm] Sweetheart, it hurts it hurts to see you hurt. Theres nothing left now in my world.. "I think a lot about running away" she said. The weight above my head has gotten hard, too heavy to hold. I feel locked out in the cold. The nights are long, I dont belong sitting home alone. I have no choice, i have no voice- they were taken long ago. I cease to accept that i dont exist to them.. She's pretty in pictures but who would ever figure that something wasnt right there all along? She dreams of a world where beauty is more than skin deep. Maybe one day they'll realize they're all wrong.. "I think a lot about running away" she said. This part of me is dead. Do they even know my name or realize i am the same as all of them? i cant pretend i dont feel the sting of what they say. it hurts so bad, its hard to ignore. it takes all i have and more. i cease to accept that i dont exist to them. [x4] *sigh*...brookside is so rad post comment

I saw these guys in concert the other day with Senses Fail, Silverstein, and The Bled. Rad show! [14 Oct 2004|07:13pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | madison-right outside ] "I've Got Fives"-Madison I've sat through this so many times. I said I'm such a fool for thinking that I'd sit through this again. So leave a note on your bedpost. I'll browse through your words in my head. I'll browse right through your words while thinking... What is it that you really wanted? What exactly did you want to hear me say now that I'm ripped and torn away? When I'm driving past your town flashing memories of you... Fashionably late said our rivals by the doors you came through. Taking pictures by your house, hearing music from your room. But it's not me. My mixtape must mean nothing to you. Everyone's going to the party tonight because they all know she's gonna be there. And they all want a piece of something they couldn't reach. You're gone and I'm home. Everyone's going to the party tonight because they all know she's gonna be there. post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:15pm] Regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die, or know that you would die without them...it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of his very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt. 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:19pm] [ mood | in love, according to above. ] [ music | TBS--I Am Fred Astaire ] I found this in an old e-mail...thought you guys might like it.. Do you love someone because you were kissed by them? It's not love, it's inferiority complex. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? It isn't love, it's like. You can't keep your eyes off of them, am I right? It isn't love, it's lust. Do you love someone because you can't live without their touch? It's not love, it's lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It isn't love, it's luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It isn't love, it's loneliness. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them? It isn't love, it's pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It isn't love, it's infatuation. Do you think he or she is really gorgeous? It's not love, it's infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It isn't love, it's friendship. Do you share everything with them? It's not love, it's friendship. Do you tell them that they are the only one you think of? It's not love, it's a lie. Are you willing to give all of your favourite things for their sake? It isn't love, it's charity. Would you sacrifice your own life for them? It's not love, it's heroism. If you love someone because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't ... It's not love, it's compromise. Do you know you love them because you simply cannot live without them? It's not love, it's dependency. Does your heart ache and break, do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong? Then it's love. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Then it's love. Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are? Then it's love. Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? Then it's love. Would you allow them to leave you, not because they want to but because they have to? Then it's love. Could you live without them, content with knowing that they are happy? Then it is truly love. 3 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:21pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | green day//wake me up when september ends ] I will lie awake Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you Let you fall for every empty word I say -oh how i adore brand new. :) post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:27pm] [ music | Driftwood: A Fairy Tale - Cursive ] So he would sulk and drink and mope And cross his arms and hope to die. And then a fairy came one night To bring this sorry boy to life. She pulled some strings And spun him about. That boy sprang up And began to shout, My arms, my legs, my heart, my face They’re alive! And she would cry, liar, liar! What have I done? You’re no lover, and I’m no fighter. (the story goes on) So he would buy her things and kiss her hair To show he was for real. And she would take those gifts and kisses Though just stringing him along. She knew about those wooden boys- It’s an empty love to fill the void. Pinocchio! oh boy, how your nose has grown! So he would cry, liar, liar! I’ll prove it to you! But then it grew - and he walked all night long ’til he was stopped by the shore of the ocean. But still he walked on, amongst the whales And the waves, and screamed Liar, liar! And his wooden body floated away. He just drifed away. And now I wonder how I was made... My arms, my legs, my heart, my face, My name is driftwood. does anyone else love cursive? also, does anyone know a good place to get an icon...thanx you -rosie post comment

hard nipples [14 Oct 2004|07:27pm] Well I want you to notice To notice when I'm not around And I know that your eyes see straight through me And speak to me without a sound post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:30pm] [ music | Driftwood: A Fairy Tale - Cursive ] So he would sulk and drink and mope And cross his arms and hope to die. And then a fairy came one night To bring this sorry boy to life. She pulled some strings And spun him about. That boy sprang up And began to shout, My arms, my legs, my heart, my face They’re alive! And she would cry, liar, liar! What have I done? You’re no lover, and I’m no fighter. (the story goes on) So he would buy her things and kiss her hair To show he was for real. And she would take those gifts and kisses Though just stringing him along. She knew about those wooden boys- It’s an empty love to fill the void. Pinocchio! oh boy, how your nose has grown! So he would cry, liar, liar! I’ll prove it to you! But then it grew - and he walked all night long ’til he was stopped by the shore of the ocean. But still he walked on, amongst the whales And the waves, and screamed Liar, liar! And his wooden body floated away. He just drifed away. And now I wonder how I was made... My arms, my legs, my heart, my face, My name is driftwood. does anyone else love cursive? also, does anyone know a good place to get an icon...thanx you -rosie 3 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:30pm] "Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens." -- Carl Jung 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:30pm] [ mood | eh ] [ music | underoath ] i see thy love in the distance breathless gasping for air, for in thy dreams you where awakening to the bleakness in my room as my eyes begin to blear reality sets and starts the fear for do dreams come true or do i die alone waiting like the petals of a wilting flower fall off until there is non and the once beautiful flowers dies naked with no one to clothe it will i hold you in the grave or will the grave hold me? the numbing dreams never end the swallow's wings still amonsgt the idle wind my colored wold turns to grayscale recollecting the memories eyes covered hazel contradiction of thy thoughts standing calm love not lost searching till i find my princess whose passionate eyes cut right through me for what is life if love only exists in thy thoughts? what is romance if it is all fiction? nothing but a portrait left empty, a passing cloud of hurt by to meet ym love in the flesh is to find my whole heart your heart breaks though me your love is the key longing for my hearts door to what day till i see sunrays shine upon your face i dream of you the way you look the beating of love in your heart your wolds are like the flowing of a spring, knowing thy love waits for me until eternity's end is this poetry or is this love's sickness engulfing my every being take the heart from you and the blood ceases from me i see what you hear breathe taking the closest thing to me and my savior falling in love to a person i have never met but knowing she has salvation's fragrance by God's grace this love will be free and able to fly away above the earth to a point of exhaustion but your breath will keep me alive words are pointless for this love is speechless preparing fro the curtains close laying their clutching hands so tight i can feel your heart telling me it will be all right ascension to heaven wehre this love can not only walk but it runs through the endless fields of joy where love neither ends nor begins but flows everlasting this was thy dream this daybreak and will by thy prayer that i will rest sleepless till the sun rises on that day and butterflies sing with us as we write love symphony the pages of life fill the story of our love in a time long ago where fairy tales come true and you and i my love will live happily everafter i love you post comment

[14 Oct 2004|07:34pm] I walk around all the time now with this goofy grin on my face because of you. I will never be able to explain to you how my whole world explodes with light and color when you do something as simple as smile at me.. 3 comments|post comment

Till I Get Over You [14 Oct 2004|07:43pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Vertical Horizon - "You're a God" ] Everytime I feel alone I can blame it on you And I do, oh You got me like a loaded gun Golden sun and sky so blue We both know that we want it But we both know you left me no choice Chaque fois que tu t'en vas [Every time you go] You just bring me down Je pretend que tout va bien [I pretend that all is well] So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you Sometimes I watch the world go by I wonder what it's like To wake up every single day Smile on your face You never tried We both know we can't change it But we both know we'll just have to face it Chaque fois que tu t'en vas [Every time you go] You just bring me down Je pretend que tout va bien [I pretend that all is well] So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you If only I could give you up But would I want to let you off of this soapbox baby? We both know that we want it But we both know you left me no choice