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Why is it everything's all loneliness with me?
"What did you ever become?" you asked.
I said, "I was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness,
but sometimes I can't find anything to laugh at."
"I don't want to be here," you said.
It seems like I almost always have that effect on everyone
"You aren't the first one to think like me."
And I just want to be like everyone else.
Why can't I be everything to everyone else, or maybe just to you?
And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be, like to be with me
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[11 Oct 2004|12:33am] |
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guys are so retarded sometimes |
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...i dont have a f'n deal ... but oka w/e... |
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[11 Oct 2004|12:36am] |
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guys are so retarded sometimes |
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...i dont have a f'n deal ... but oka w/e... |
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[11 Oct 2004|12:41am] |
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guys are so retarded sometimes |
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...i dont have a f'n deal ... but oka w/e... |
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If I could take your pain and frame it
And hang it on my wall
Maybe you would N E V E R have to hurt at all
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[11 Oct 2004|12:52am] |
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If I can't be the guy that you always wanted me to be,
If I can't say the words that you always wanted me to say
If I fall in the end,
will you be holding onto to me...
cause [you]
you said you'd never leave me
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[11 Oct 2004|12:53am] |
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she'll never understand, matchbook romance |
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If I can't be the guy that you always wanted me to be,
If I can't say the words that you always wanted me to say
If I fall in the end,
will you be holding onto to me...
cause [you]
you said you'd never leave me
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[11 Oct 2004|01:34am] |
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do you have a heart?
or do you just not realize
what you're doing to mine...
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[11 Oct 2004|01:34am] |
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miserably depressed |
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do you have a heart?
or do you just not realize
what you're doing to mine...
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[11 Oct 2004|02:15am] |
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Something Corporate |
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Maybe when the room is [empty], maybe when the bottles -full-,
maybe when the door gets b r o k e down love can break in.
Maybe when I'm done with thinking, maybe you can think me .whole.,
maybe when I'm done with e.n.d.i.n.g.s this can begin.
If you could be my |punk rock princess| I could be your +garage band king+.
You could tell me why you just don't =FitIn= and how you're 'gonna be something.
Maybe when your hair gets (darker), maybe when your eyes get wide,
maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space.
Maybe when I'm not so tired, maybe you could step i n s i d e,
maybe when I look for things that I can't r-e-p-l-a-c-e.
If you could be my |punk rock princess| I could be your +garage band king+.
You could tell me why you just don't =FitIn= and how you're 'gonna be something.
If I could be your first real [ h e a r t a c h e ] I would do it over again.
If you could be my |punk rock princess|, I would be your [h][e][r][o][i][n][e].
I never though you'd -l-a-s-t-, I never .dreamed. you would.
You watch your [x].life.[x] go past, you wonder if you should.
If you could be my |punk rock princess|
So I could be your +garage band king+
You could tell me why you just don't =FitIn=
and how you're gonna be something
If I could be your first real [ h e a r t a c h e ]
I would do it over again
If you could be my |punk rock princess|
I would be your [h][e][r][o][i][n][e].
You know you only burn my . b . r . i . d . g . e . s .
You know you {just can’t} let it sink in
You could be my [h][e][r][o][i][n][e]
You could be my [h][e][r][o][i][n][e]
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[11 Oct 2004|02:21am] |
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I lay awake trying so hard not to think of you. Thinking about you makes me want to run and find you and hold you and never let go...
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[11 Oct 2004|07:36am] |
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Well I could make this obvious
And you, you could deny it
All in one breath
You could shrug me off your shoulders
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[11 Oct 2004|09:15am] |
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tiger army<3 |
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And she asked him to light her cigarette
knowing it would burn so beautiful
it would taste so wonderful
the relieve....knowing it was his fire.
with every drag and every inhale
she was killing herself slowly
and he helped....again
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[11 Oct 2004|09:15am] |
and in that moment, i swear
we were infinite.
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[11 Oct 2004|09:19am] |
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I want to let you know how much i love you, but i dont think you understand. I love you as many cuts and as much blood i could give. I love you a million and two stars. ten thousand scars and carvings. as many guitar riffs i could think of.All the songs one could possibly write. and you still wouldnt understand how much i love you darling. Maybe If i just bleedcount more starsmake more scarswrite some more riffs. and write some more songs. you might just understand, how much i love you.
I could give you a billion and three reasons why i love you, but could you even give just one for me?
You say, "I really do love you. I couldn't even begin to explain how much i love you. It's too much to even say. But know its a lot."
You try and make it better, but I'm afriad if i believe you and find out you are lying....i'll crush the hardest.
The truth is.....I've never fallen harder.
<3younick<3
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[11 Oct 2004|09:30am] |
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REQUEST
okay, i need a song about loving someone and them saying they love you...and you wanting to believe them.
and another one...
about loving someone and having it be so genuine
that you couldnt even explain it.
and one about-
wanting to hear you are beautiful
and loved
but not hearing it.
THANKS!!!
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[11 Oct 2004|09:33am] |
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taking back sunday - the photograph is proof |
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you told me once that you were waiting for me to wake up. you didn't wait long enough. i've never been more awake than i am right now. i admit that i fucked up. no matter who you were, there would have always been something wrong with you and someone better out there. i wish that i could change that. i wish that i could take back all the times that i didn't appreciate having you but i'll tell you right now that i loved you. i still love you and it has nothing to do with me. it has nothing to do with how good looking she is. it has to do with you because you are sweet, you're endearing, and uncomplicated. you're so beautiful. i hope that you're happy together and i hope that this works out and that she's everything you need because you deserve it. but if she's not and it ends, i'll be there. it's my turn to wait and i'm going to wait long enough.
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[11 Oct 2004|09:33am] |
These are your good years
don't take my advice
you never wanted the nice boys anyway
and I'm of good cheer
cause I've been checking my list
the gifts you're receiving from me
will be
one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive
don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, I could care less
(I know it isn't Christmas, but I like the song. So take that and suck on it fer a while biatch!)
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[11 Oct 2004|09:42am] |
I don’t want to start thinkingagain.
Not like I have this last week.
I can’t think again.
Not ever again.
I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
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[11 Oct 2004|09:59am] |
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Shadows- The killing ground |
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yesterday i forgot to breath, for like the 6th time this week
maybe it was the pink cloud strafed sky that changed my mind and brought me back
seems like every day it's kill or be killed
with all this anger there is no time to inhale and progress and catch the smell of something that you once knew
because everyday it's beat the load or break when will it be too much for me to take?
have you ever stopped, raised your face up to the sun and screamed
let it out and exhale the pain
that strangulates your soul, when will i be free
my lungs take in the fragrance of remorse, what is the cost, am i living,
if i let your lungs fill up with pain then you will drown in your own regret
my arms feel so numb my heart palpitates missing a beat
the blood freezing in my veins.. the taste of rust in my mouth
but today i just threw it all away
though the light burns my eyes i will not be blind
if you blink you could miss so much.. please don't ever close your eyes
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[11 Oct 2004|10:07am] |
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he was my once in a lifetime
happy ending come true
i guess i should have told him..
i thought he knew
he said i took him for granted
thats the last thing i would do
ohhhh;; ill never understand it
i thought he knew..
i thought he knew my world revolved around him
my love light burned for him alone
but he couldnt see the flame
only myself to blame..
i should have known.. i should have known
a heartful of words left unspoken.
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[11 Oct 2004|10:12am] |
how does it feel to know your everything i need?..the butterfiles in my stomach could bring me to my knees, how does it feel to know your everything i want..<3
the spill canvas..! :)
i NEED friends, any takers ; )
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[11 Oct 2004|10:32am] |
you're a worn out star, my pockets are loaded and i'm spending every dime. how can you say you love someone else when YOU KNOW IT'S ME ALL THE TIME?
my skin is singed, but it heals my heart. and with glowing pride, i'll wear my scars. i'm honored by your hatred.
people are afraid to say what they mean or keep on talking if it's not about them. i don't say i hate them before they hate me. i've shut down 'cause i know what we're all thinking...
WE'RE ALL FAKE.
and it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what i'll never have...
if this sky's going to eat us, then i'd like to be digested into a million pieces with you. i'd love to be scattered to hell with you. to hell with you.
i'm a lot like you so please... i'm here, i'm waiting. i think i' be good for you and you, you'd be good for me.
CROSS YOUR FINGERS AND PRAY FOR WINTER.
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[11 Oct 2004|10:37am] |
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not emo...powerful
secret garden]springsteen
She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin' late at night
She'll let you in her mouth
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She'll let you deep inside
But there's a secret garden she hides
She'll let you in her car
To go drivin' round
She'll let you into the parts of herself
That'll bring you down
She'll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don't think twice
You've gone a million miles
How far'd you get
To that place where you can't remember
And you can't forget
She'll lead you down a path
There'll be tenderness in the air
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there
She'll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away
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[11 Oct 2004|10:37am] |
im sitting right next to you.. but i must confess what's inside my head
i've been seeing that everywhere and i was wondering where it was from. anyone know?
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[11 Oct 2004|10:40am] |
why does tonight have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the g.o.o.d.b.y.e.s
if I had it my way,
I’d turn the car around and runaway,
And I, I don't want to speak these word,
'cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.
And I, I don't want to speak these words,
'Cause I, I don't want to make things,
and I, I don't want to make things,
any worse
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[11 Oct 2004|11:17am] |
yesterday's feelings::the used
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
The worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like sunspots or raindrops
Now all those feelings,
Those yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time
But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing
Now all those feelings,
Those yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time
But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind
Yeah, today is on my mind.
I can't get a worry
Im feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing
Now all those feelings,
Those yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time
But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind
Now all those feelings,
Those yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time
But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind
Now all those feelings,
Those yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time
But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind
I can't get a worry
I’m feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
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Blah |
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Taking Back Sunday- Your Own Disaster |
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And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...
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Taking Back Sunday- Your Own Disaster |
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And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...
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[11 Oct 2004|12:06pm] |
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No words can discribe this <3 |
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The used // Im a fake |
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Request :
Does anybody have any lyrics or anything about loving somebody so much . like uve never loved anybody more and your not sure if they like u back , yet u want to tell them . or something relivant to that.
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[11 Oct 2004|12:17pm] |
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we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go
i'll never let go
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
matchbook romance- tiger lily. what a great song
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[11 Oct 2004|12:19pm] |
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whats your favorite bayside oneliner or lyric?
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[11 Oct 2004|12:27pm] |
MY FAVORITE YELLOWCARD SONG OF ALL TIME!!!!!
Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on
When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...
<3<3<3<3yellowcard
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[11 Oct 2004|12:28pm] |
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turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.
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[11 Oct 2004|12:34pm] |
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"Sidewalks" by Story Of The Year |
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I live by these lyrics:
So lets make this night be our best mistake
<33 Story of the Year
btw I'm new here...I need some friends!
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[11 Oct 2004|12:36pm] |
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hep hep..hey look it's savage garden..what ever happened to them anyway?
when you feel all alone
and the world has turned it's back on you
give me a moment please to tame your [[wild wild heart]]
i know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
it's hard to find relief and p e o p l e c a n b e s o c o l d
when darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
when you feel all alone
and a loyal friend is hard to find
you're caught in a one way street
with the monsters in your head
when h.o.p.e.s and d.r.e.a.m.s are far away and
you feel like [[you can't face the day]]
and there has always been heartache and pain
and when it's over you'll breathe again
y o u l l b r e a t h e a g a i n
let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash, then crash and burn
you're not alone
when you feel all alone
and the world has turned it's back on you
give me a moment please
to tame your wild wild heart..
if you need to crash then crash and burn
[[you're not alone]]
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[11 Oct 2004|12:46pm] |
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and when you said i could not stay with you
that's not the way you would have wanted to be
convince yourself that everything is alright
'cos it already is
don't sell your heart and break just anyone
i want to run with you through moorland fields
convince yourself that everything is alright
'cos it already is
'cos it already is
so take you lessons hard and stay with him
when your car crash comes [[don't be misled]]
convince yourself that everything is alright
'cos it already is
so take him home..
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[11 Oct 2004|12:52pm] |
your arms in mine, anytime
i wouldn't trade anything
you're still my everything
to my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive
don't worry i'll catch you
don't worry i'll catch you
don't ever worry
i'm still breaking old habits when you pulled the wool over me
i can see everything, (everything) remembering "jinx removing"
don't worry i'll catch you
don't worry i'll catch you
don't ever worry
no need for reminding... you're still all that matters to me
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[11 Oct 2004|01:09pm] |
i remember feeling low
and i remember losing hope
and i remember all the feelings and the day they stopped
we are all innocent
one day you'll have to let it go
one day you'll stand up on your own
remember feeling low
remember losing hope
remember all the feelings and the day they stopped
we are all innocent
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[11 Oct 2004|01:10pm] |
Build my walls up
Concrete castle
Keep this kingdom free of hassle
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[11 Oct 2004|01:11pm] |
one millione emotions..
one single bullet
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[11 Oct 2004|01:12pm] |
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Sing to me
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go
There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well ...
Bye bye
Bye bye
Bye ...
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[11 Oct 2004|01:15pm] |
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the present is just a pleasent interruption to the past
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[11 Oct 2004|01:26pm] |
love is just another word for pain,
its a broken record repeating the same thing...
when you want it its not there,
when you have it you dont care..
when i lose it in the end....
the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted.
we gave up, we made up,
it's not like you cared.
deception, depression is all that i've got.
am i losing whats there?
and ive made up my mind,
i'd be better off alone.
love is just a waste of time.
and all the lonely nights
and all the crushing scenes
and all the pointless fights
someone tell me what it means
someone tell me why hearts break
cause sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain.
and im giving up on happy endings
the ones that are only in movies
where the guy gets the girl and everybodys happy.
i think thats the way it should be.
sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain
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[11 Oct 2004|01:51pm] |
To her own reflection she says
"I will hold on."
To her own reflection she says
"I will be strong."
life can be so hard sometimes. =(
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[11 Oct 2004|01:56pm] |
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Literate and stylish
Kissable and quiet
Well that's what girls dreams are made of...
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[11 Oct 2004|02:00pm] |
i’ve got this weakening grip around his arms,
around his hips,
your silhouette's my favorite:
i’m not letting go of it..
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[11 Oct 2004|02:05pm] |
...no everybody do the propaganda
...and sing along to the age of paranoia
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[11 Oct 2004|02:09pm] |
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Some things are better off dead
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[11 Oct 2004|02:11pm] |
Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween
Pumpkins scream in the dead of night
This is Halloween, everybody make a scene
Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright
It's our town, everybody scream
In this town of Halloween
I am the one hiding under your bed
Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red
I am the one hiding under your stairs
Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song
In this town, don't we love it now?
Everybody's waiting for the next surprise
Round that corner, man hiding in the trash can
Something's waiting now to pounce, and how you'll scream
Scream! This is Halloween
Red 'n' black, slimy green
Aren't you scared?
Well, that's just fine
Say it once, say it twice
Take the chance and roll the dice
Ride with the moon in the dead of night
Everybody scream, everybody scream
In our town of Halloween
I am the clown with the tear-away face
Here in a flash and gone without a trace
I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?"
I am the wind blowing through your hair
I am the shadow on the moon at night
Filling your dreams to the brim with fright
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Tender lumplings everywhere
Life's no fun without a good scare
That's our job, but we're not mean
In our town of Halloween
In this town
Don't we love it now?
Everyone's waiting for the next surprise
Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back
And scream like a banshee
Make you jump out of your skin
This is Halloween, everybody scream
Won't ya please make way for a very special guy
Our man Jack is king of the pumpkin patch
Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King now
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song
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[11 Oct 2004|02:15pm] |
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The Used |
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Whats the point of being with you,
whats the point of being in love with you,
All you do is hurt me,
all you do is treat MY love, like YOUR weapon.
so take this letter, and take this message,
and remember what i said.
i gave you my heart,
but you wouldn't take it.
So i'll just pick myself back up,
find another you.
and i promise sweetheart,
i WILL forget you.
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[11 Oct 2004|02:19pm] |
Oh yeah, I would like to..
Like to die, like fucking mice do.
I'm crying in the beer of a drunk man.
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I need some friends here! I dont know I am not used to this, i am kinda popular at school and in my sport, siwmming, so i am not used to not knowing what to do, or who to turn to! I dont mean to sound like a princess, i am feeling helpless here! plz help!
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[11 Oct 2004|02:25pm] |
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Through the darkness, My love shines
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[11 Oct 2004|02:28pm] |
So bury me in memory
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[11 Oct 2004|02:29pm] |
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Avril Lavigne-Slipped away |
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The day you slipped away, was the day that i found it wont be the same...no
another Thanksgiving without my grandpa..
RIP
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[11 Oct 2004|02:30pm] |
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Please dont ever close your eyes
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[11 Oct 2004|02:43pm] |
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Thursday--Understanding in a car crash |
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Tonight i'll stand in the light,
so you can count how many
tears fall from my eyes, this
time i'll be alright. my heart
can't get any w o r s e
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[11 Oct 2004|02:44pm] |
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im outside of your window with my radio
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[11 Oct 2004|02:56pm] |
the first star you see may not be a star.
i'm not your star.
isn't that what you said?
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[11 Oct 2004|02:56pm] |
Note to self:
I Miss you
t e r r i b l y
this is what
we call a
t r a g e d y
..come back
to me, come
back to me..
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[11 Oct 2004|03:03pm] |
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vindicated - dashboard confessional |
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If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
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[11 Oct 2004|03:04pm] |
i may not have been ready for us to be together
))(( but you were tha wun who walked away ))((
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[11 Oct 2004|03:15pm] |
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i wonder when... when i'll finally understand
why time can wash away love like
it was made of sand
and it's wonderful
the pain that comes with regret
sometimes you have to see the beauty
in all of this loneliness
the streetlights flicker and they fade
like every good intention that i've had
and every face that passes through my mind
and i'll be struggling with these same old dreams
until the concrete turns to sand
and i'm swept up by the waves
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[11 Oct 2004|03:18pm] |
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...i dont have a f'n deal ... but oka w/e... |
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i cant regret cant u jus forget it
i started something i couldnt finish
best-friends means.. best-friends means..
u never knew what i never told u
everything i know about breaking hearts
i T S T R U E
ive never done it with the style and grace u have
but ive made long-term plans
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[11 Oct 2004|03:33pm] |
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what will it take to make u admit that u were W*R*O*N*G
was his demise so carefully constructed
well lets jus say i got what i wanted
cuz in the end its always the same
L-E-T-S G-O
this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
& my eye thru the scope down the barral of the gun
remind me not to ever act this way A G A I N
this is u tryin hard to make sure that ur seen
with the girl on ur arm & ur heart on ur sleeve
remind me not to ever think of u A G A I N
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[11 Oct 2004|03:34pm] |
breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild
so calm and dull
these hearts they race
from self control
your legs are smooth
as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all
my hopes are so high
that your kiss might
kill me
so won't you kill me?
so i die happy?
my heart is yours
to fill or burst
to break or bury
or wear as jewelry
whichever you prefer
the words are hushed
lets not get busted
just lay entwined here
undiscovered
safe from the earth
and all these stupid questions
hey did you get some?
man that is so dumb
stay quiet stay near
stay cristal clear
so we can get some
my hopes are so high
that your kiss might
kill me
so wont you kill me
so i die happy
my heart is yours
to fill or burst
to break or bury
or wear as jewelry
whichever you prefer
hands down this
is the best day
i can ever remember
i will always remember
the sound of the stereo
dim of the soft lights
the scent of your hair
that you twirled in
your finger
and the time on the
clock
when we realized it's so
late
and this walk
that we shared together
the streets were dark
and the gate was locked
so i jumped it
and i let your win
and you stood at the door
with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me
like you meant it
and i knew that you
meant it
that you meant it
that you meant it
and i knew that you meant it
that you meant it.
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[11 Oct 2004|03:38pm] |
hey guys.
if you make a post by accident, or i dont like it, if i catch it, i'll delete it.
and if you accidently post stuff, you can delete it yourself... just go to edit last entry and it lets you =]
co-maintainer
>sam
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[11 Oct 2004|03:41pm] |
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I'll always be dreaming of you.
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[11 Oct 2004|03:57pm] |
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forget the letters that I kept
this is another I won't send
Forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs
forget our one last kiss goodnight
Forget me staking out your house,
this time I've got you figured out
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[11 Oct 2004|03:59pm] |
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old underoath |
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you hold the key that unlocks my heart..
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[11 Oct 2004|04:01pm] |
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"I don't want to feel this pull as this city becomes home without you"
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[11 Oct 2004|04:05pm] |
you were my compass
leading me to nowhere fast
promises were lonely roads
i followed you down like a map..
fftl
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[11 Oct 2004|04:06pm] |
I keep my jealousy close, cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy then
i'm not the only one who LIED.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:07pm] |
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And when you're crawling over broken glass to get to me
That's when I'll let you stay
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[11 Oct 2004|04:07pm] |
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" I strive to glean the truth, from the fields of the self-righteous if your love surpasses their understanding, show me to be your own fill this heart with the wisdom that brings me to my knees let me show them what Your true love is from your hands, you rejected who you were (called to reach) taken away to the place of eternal seperation the product of hate, from your hands."
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[11 Oct 2004|04:08pm] |
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*wake me up when september ends......*
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[11 Oct 2004|04:10pm] |
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"I wish you a broken heart and a happy new year."
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[11 Oct 2004|04:12pm] |
i've broken your heart
it doesn't matter
you took mine away
and buried it deep
i'll never find it now
we always hurt the ones we love
let's keep this cycle going
why stop at this
keep abusing each other
it doesn't make a difference
my love will never change
i can still love you,
even without my heart.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:13pm] |
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I keep you jealously to myself.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:14pm] |
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You've given me a heart like a gun.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:19pm] |
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My name's I Dare.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:21pm] |
We turn our music down, and we whisper,
"Say what you're thinking right now."
<333
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[11 Oct 2004|04:26pm] |
There are things far too dark to comprehend
Sleep on it one more night my sad old friend
Doo do Doo do Doo do
The
worst
is
over.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:29pm] |
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we drank our drank We drank ourselves to sleep on the miseltoe concrete we blanked these pains with ink to something with the paper cut sting we drank ourselves to sleep cuz the paper cuts hurt.. burned ourselves in a cigarette crossfire
bite the hand that feeds... bite the hand that feeds....
CAN ANYONE HELP ME OUT ON THE NAME OF THIS SONG....
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[11 Oct 2004|04:29pm] |
i wanted you to know
that i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high
and steal your pain away
i keep your photograph
and i know it serves me well
i wanna hold you high
and steal your pain
cause i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel right
when you're gone away
you're gone away...
you don't feel me here anymore
the worst is over now
and we can breathe again
i wanna hold you high
you steal my pain away
there's so much left to learn
and no one left to find
i wanna hold you high
and steal your pain
cause i'm broken
when i'm open
and i don't feel like
i am strong enough
cause i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel right
when you're gone away
you're gone away...
you don't feel me here anymore
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[11 Oct 2004|04:29pm] |
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mbr..again =P |
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everything you said
everything you did
each and every kiss we shared
those nights when you held me in your arms
they all come rushing back to me
as i take one last look at your face
and turn and walk away..
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[11 Oct 2004|04:30pm] |
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Epiphany-Staind |
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i wanna be your fallen angel..
so pick me up wipe away my tears and hold me until the wounds heal
and they are only scars of the days before i met you
i wrote this just right now..it's short but o well
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[11 Oct 2004|04:46pm] |
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Between the Buried and Me |
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And like a little girl cries at the face of a monster that lives in her dreams...
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[11 Oct 2004|04:48pm] |
When she walks
She swings her arms, instead of her hips
When she talks she moves her mouth, instead of her lips
I've waited for her for so long
I've wondered if I could hang on
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[11 Oct 2004|04:50pm] |
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brand new |
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well ive gotten to the point of
just giving up or
saying fuck it all
because u act like
u dont care at anymore
(if u ever cared at all)
i should've gone when i needed to
but instead i stayed with u
ure so fucking rude
and inconsistant
what the hell was i thinking?
(maybe i wasnt...)
yeah, i guess i wasnt
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| "Seventy Times 7" by Brand New |
[11 Oct 2004|04:55pm] |
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Back in school, they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years, I've held it all together,
but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation;
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen;
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
but now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.
People really suck, sometimes - especially when they shouldn't.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:59pm] |
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My skin holds all my feelings up close to my body
My care for you is genuine and special
Its like no other, I care about them differently than you
I don't know how to show it and that is what gets me
Your lips are beautiful and full
My skin hurts with each tare
The only way I show how much I care
Is to bleed for you babe
I wish you only could understand
My eyes hold the tears that I let out for you
My tears for you are softer than those of the others
They hold more secrets and pain and guilt
I am sorry I can't find a way to tell you
Your lips are beautiful and full
My sin hurts with each tare
They only way I show how much I care
Is to bleed for you babe
I wish you only could understand
My mind holds the silent screams go tightly
So afraid and embarrassed to let out
I scream for what I hate about me
My yells and moans for you are the same
They just hold fucking pain
(Acoustic solo)
Your lips are beautiful and full
My skin hurts with each tare
The only way I show how much I care
Is to bleed for you babe
I wish you could only understand (Chorus x2)
Scream for me…
Bleed for me…cry for me and die for me.
(Cry for me and die for me)
I would do it for you
You think I'm crazy, and your probably right
This song is so cliched, but this isn't a cliché
My words and thoughts are real
Your lips are beautiful and full
….. I wish you could only understand (x2)
comments i wrote that n guitar for it
katie
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[11 Oct 2004|05:02pm] |
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Scratch my fucking skin
Leave a good deep mark
Tie my lungs up, I'm already dying.
Light those love notes on fire
Seeing that they meant nothing to you
Send them out to sea, watch my heart burn
Burn, and blow the ashes away
Maybe I will never feel again?
Scrape that nail polish off your fingers it makes you look so bad
You know it does.
Dye your hair back to black; it looked so much better.
I want that boy I feel in love with to return.
Open that bottle, drink it all
OD on your medication, you ruined me
I want you to feel my pain
Genuine as it is, you can come close.
Painting of black and white
Your lies, my truths
I want to lick your cigarette lips
Taste the ashes I use to long for to relieve me.
Scrape that nail polish off your fingers it makes you look so bad
You know it does.
Dye your hair back to black; it looked so much better.
I want that boy I feel in love with to return.
You callused my fingers from the heavy guitar playing
I did to let out my angst
Now bitch, help me get rid of them
Look what you did to my image?
My eyes are black from getting no sleep
Lifeless, and drained.
Run boy run; get out of my head
Run to some train tracks
Get run over, get dead.
Lie there, looking to the stars
One for every time I said I loved you.
I loved you.
please comments, i wrote that too.
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Scratch my fucking skin
Leave a good deep mark
Tie my lungs up, I'm already dying.
Light those love notes on fire
Seeing that they meant nothing to you
Send them out to sea, watch my heart burn
Burn, and blow the ashes away
Maybe I will never feel again?
Scrape that nail polish off your fingers it makes you look so bad
You know it does.
Dye your hair back to black; it looked so much better.
I want that boy I feel in love with to return.
Open that bottle, drink it all
OD on your medication, you ruined me
I want you to feel my pain
Genuine as it is, you can come close.
Painting of black and white
Your lies, my truths
I want to lick your cigarette lips
Taste the ashes I use to long for to relieve me.
Scrape that nail polish off your fingers it makes you look so bad
You know it does.
Dye your hair back to black; it looked so much better.
I want that boy I feel in love with to return.
You callused my fingers from the heavy guitar playing
I did to let out my angst
Now bitch, help me get rid of them
Look what you did to my image?
My eyes are black from getting no sleep
Lifeless, and drained.
Run boy run; get out of my head
Run to some train tracks
Get run over, get dead.
Lie there, looking to the stars
One for every time I said I loved you.
I loved you.
please comments, i wrote that too.
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[11 Oct 2004|05:05pm] |
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tiger army, who else?! |
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sorry for the double post below. heres another one i wrote
Your words break me down
My thoughts on you continue to hurt
Its what I do
Its what I think
Its how I fucking function
You have an issue
With the pain that's dealt
Its not like you're the one feeling it
Stop being apathetic
Care or don't care, let me know
Stop making me think you do
You're a fucking moron
You don't fucking get it
What I feel is what I feel
The only thing you can do for me
Is give a fucking shit
I sit and write over again
On what it is that has become a trend
I do it cause no one loves me
I do it cause no one cares
Tell me you do and ill stop
I am the kind of girl who needs to hear it
To know that you care and love me
I'm really lame and pathetic
But if you really want to see me hurting
Tell me you hate me and want me to die
Your words tare me apart…
The words that affect me are crazy for sure
A joke is a burn
A sentence is a cut
A moment of hate is death
It seems like I'm alive
God, that's cause I fake it pretty damn well
My soul has bled and my eyes have ran dry
The only thing left is my body
But you're doing a pretty damn good job in ruining that.
You make me carve on it
You make me cut it up
You don't know this
I probably don't even know either
But my heart secretly loves it
The pain is my fucking desire
I need a friend besides the blade
One that tells me they care
Who tells me I am beautiful and that they love me
A friend who is really there.
Be my friend and tell me what I need to hear.
Be there.
I expect too much, why do I even fucking try?
comments please
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[11 Oct 2004|05:05pm] |
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bayside |
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bayside-cold and blue and lifeless
couldn't you just choke
i wish you would
that way your face would match your eyes
cold and blue and lifeless
how did i ever fall for you?
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[11 Oct 2004|05:07pm] |
does anyone have any songs about obsession?
AND
whats that song that goes-
"I'm on my knees and i proclaim, All Hail The Heartbreaker"
?!?!!
thanks kindly
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[11 Oct 2004|05:11pm] |
he said to her
he absoultley loved her
he never said that to me
i love nick a million crushed hearts and a million salty tears
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[11 Oct 2004|05:15pm] |
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dearly beloved, are you listening?
I cant remember a word that you were saying
are we demented? or am i disturbed?
the space that's in between insane and insecure
oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
am i retarded?
and am i just overjoyed?
nobody's perfect and i stand accused
for lack of a better word and that's my best excuse
;~;~;~;
any songs about someone you know dying? my friend killed himself yesterday = (
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[11 Oct 2004|05:16pm] |
got a single silver bullet
shot right through my heart
to prove i can survive w/you
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| Welcome to My Life.. |
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