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Its just that sometimes, I wish my thoughts had wings. They could fly to you, and you could know my feelings without the movement of my lips. Because these emotions I'm holding back are pounding in my head, they need to get out. I could only pray for you to not reject me. Please don't hurt me..Please don't wound me.
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Bright Eyes |
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Its just that sometimes, I wish my thoughts had wings. They could fly to you, and you could know my feelings without the movement of my lips. Because these emotions I'm holding back are pounding in my head, they need to get out. I could only pray for you to not reject me. Please don't hurt me..Please don't wound me.
^just a little something I wrote since I havn't posted in a while..
Tell me what you think.
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Its just that sometimes, I wish my thoughts had wings. They could fly to you, and you could know my feelings without the movement of my lips. Because these emotions I'm holding back are pounding in my head, they need to get out. I could only pray for you to not reject me. Please don't hurt me..Please don't wound me.
^just a little something I wrote since I havn't posted in a while..
Tell me what you think.
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Its just that sometimes, I wish my thoughts had wings. They could fly to you, and you could know my feelings without the movement of my lips. Because these emotions I'm holding back are pounding in my head, they need to get out. I could only pray for you to not reject me. Please don't hurt me..Please don't wound me.
^just a little something I wrote since I havn't posted in a while..
Tell me what you think.
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Bright Eyes |
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Its just that sometimes, I wish my thoughts had wings. They could fly to you, and you could know my feelings without the movement of my lips. Because these emotions I'm holding back are pounding in my head, they need to get out. I could only pray for you to not reject me. Please don't hurt me..Please don't wound me.
^just a little something I wrote since I havn't posted in a while..
Tell me what you think.
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Its just that sometimes, I wish my thoughts had wings. They could fly to you, and you could know my feelings without the movement of my lips. Because these emotions I'm holding back are pounding in my head, they need to get out. I could only pray for you to not reject me. Please don't hurt me..Please don't wound me.
^just a little something I wrote since I havn't posted in a while..
Tell me what you think.
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[14 May 2004|09:38am] |
There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explination, when we're done?
All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong?
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.
Now here i sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
Its times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, we'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
We'll never forget the places we've been, you and i.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by, by
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years....
...spent, so faded and wreckless,
Not sorry, and I'll never regret...
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these year
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>font size=6>I love him like a bullet to the back of the head
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[14 May 2004|09:41am] |
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I love him like a bullet to the back of the head
Sorry..the last one sucked...
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[14 May 2004|09:42am] |
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august in bethany - Julianna Theory |
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That thing, that moment when you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry.Because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time
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[14 May 2004|10:30am] |
i love you, always, forever
near and far, closer together
everywhere i will be with you
everything i will do for you
you've got
the most unbelieveable
brown eyes
i've ever seen
and you've got
me almost melting away
as we lay there
under a blue sky
with pure white stars
exotic sweetness
a magical time
say you'll love, love me forever
never stop, not for whatever
near and far and always and everywhere and everything
love the lyrics, and you have to admit... you've sung along to this song once in your life!
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[14 May 2004|11:06am] |
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And these nights I get high just from breathing. When I lie here with you, Im sure that im real. Like that firework over the freeway, I could stay here all day. But thats not how you feel...
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[14 May 2004|11:28am] |
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Alkiline Trio. |
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Do you ever wish that if you stared long enough that your eyes could perice through it and burn it away?
I do
everytime i see his face in a picture... or his name on a letter I want to burn it away... so i stare... hoping that if i do it long enough it will just dissapear and i wont have to worry about it anymore.
NoLongerAddicted. (again)
thankyouverymuchgoodbye.
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Alkaline Trio. |
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Do you ever wish that if you stared long enough that your eyes could perice through it and burn it away?
I do
everytime i see his face in a picture... or his name on a letter I want to burn it away... so i stare... hoping that if i do it long enough it will just dissapear and i wont have to worry about it anymore.
NoLongerAddicted. (again)
thankyouverymuchgoodbye.
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Alkaline Trio. |
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Do you ever wish that if you stared long enough that your eyes could perice through it and burn it away?
I do
everytime i see his face in a picture... or his name on a letter I want to burn it away... so i stare... hoping that if i do it long enough it will just dissapear and i wont have to worry about it anymore.
NoLongerAddicted. (again)
thankyouverymuchgoodbye.
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just wanted to post some new music...
My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon
spent most of last night
dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out, the jokes on you
he is salt and you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you into the worst situations
i'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat
your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
cause i know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats where you shouldn't be asleep
now i'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in while [x2]
and did you hear the news
i could dissect you and gut you on this stage
not as elequent as i may have imagined
but it will get the job done
you're done
every line is plotted and designed
to leave you standing on your bedroom windows ledge
and everyone else that it hits
that it gets to
is nothing more than collateral damage
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while [x2]
Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Then light a match and leave me be.
I'll keep my jealousy close,
Cause it's all mine.
If you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one who is lying.
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day,
I'll be your best kept secret,
And your biggest mistake?
The hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday
She's got a scar on her chest,
In the shape of a badge.
Now its rusted and cracked,
It meant someone once believed in her,
But that time has passed.
So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
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[14 May 2004|03:01pm] |
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you don't care about how I feel.
I don't feel it anymore.
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[14 May 2004|03:36pm] |
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slipknot - the nameless |
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(don't go)
i never wanted
anybody more then
i wanted you.
(i know)
the only thing i
ever really loved
was hate.
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[14 May 2004|03:49pm] |
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TO
KiLL
THE
WHiTEST
LOOKiNG
DOVE,
TO
HATE
OH
EVERYTHiNG
i
LOVE
AND
i
AM
TRYiNG
TO
PRETEND
OH
iN
WANTiNG
LiFE
TO
END
THAT
i
AM
NOT
ANOTHER
STUPiD
LiTTLE
TEENAGE
FUCKiNG
WHORE.
AND
NOW
i
KNOW
AND
WE
WiLL
SEE,
AND
NOW
i
KNOW
AND
WE
WiLL
SEE.
TAKE
THiS
HANDGUN
TO
MY
EYES
AND
WATCH
MY
CELLS
START
TO
RiSE
THE
FLESH
NOW
STARTS
TO
BREAK
AS
THE
BULLET
ENTERS
LiKE
A
SNAKE
THROUGH
iNSIDE
OF
MY
HEAD
AND
OUT
THE
OTHER
ONE.
AND
NOW i
KNOW
AND
WE
WiLL
SEE,
AND
NOW
i
KNOW
AND
WE
WiLL
SEE.
AND
i'M
TOO
SCARED
TO
LiVE
TONiGHT
AND
i'M
TO
BARE
TO
SHED
MY
PLiGHT.
AND
iM
TOO
SCARED
TO
LiVE
TONiGHT,
TOO
BARE
TO
SHED
MY
PLiGHT
(PLEASE
TELL
ME
i'M
NOT
WANTED,
PLEASE
TELL
ME
i'M
NOT
WANTED)
WATCH
MY
BONES
RiP
THROUGH
THE FLESH
A
CATHARSiS
OF
MY
OWN
DISTRESS
(PLEASE
TELL
ME
i'M
NOT
WANTED
PLEASE
TELL
ME
i'M
NOT)
AND
NOW
i
KNOW
AND
WE
WiLL
SEE,
AND
NOW
i
KNOW
AND
WE
WiLL
SEE...
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hey guys...sorry about this but my heart is just breaking right now...i really like this guy and i thought that things were good between us but obviously i was mistaken...does anyone have any songs that could give me a good cry? i feel like i could really use one. thanks guys...
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[14 May 2004|04:12pm] |
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse
"tiger lily"- matchbook romance
+ request?...please? I've currently had to let go of a guy in my life due to other friends.. it's rather hard to explain. It hurts so bad since he's been like a brother for so long, but i think it'd just make things better if we didn't talk to a while...or possible forever. We've both agreed to it, knowing how bad it would hurt. Any songs that relate to this? thanks...
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[14 May 2004|04:20pm] |
And finally the silence
Looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning
Knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness
Where did she go, how did she go, I wanna know
I wanna know that she’ll be coming here to me
Come on, without you I’ll never feel the love inside of me
Come on, you know that we belong
Come on, come on
Thinking back before her
I never knew the meaning of alone
Still the flag is feeling foreign
I live the day to escape into a phone
Speaking of a world not real then
Where did she go, how did she go, I wanna know
I wanna know that she’ll be coming here to me
Come on...
She’s coming, She’s coming here to me, I’m needing
Desiring to kiss her now, I’m living for her
Breathing for her, singing for her fairytale
Ben Jelen lxl Come on
I cried to this song...right now lol
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hey guys, im new to this community. and i absolutely love this song and i can totally relate to it.
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I wont miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying
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[14 May 2004|04:31pm] |
the prettiest people
do the ugliest things.
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[14 May 2004|04:44pm] |
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Jimmy Eat World - "Just Watch The Fireworks" |
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We were only 15.
I let her go
like paper airplanes.
How can I explain
that I'm lost without you around?
What if I never lost you?
I wouldn't have to find you
all over and over.
You're the one that I've, I've always wanted.
You're the one that I just can't live without.
No one understands
the meaning of your eyes
and how I feel
burning deep inside.
What if I never lost you?
I wouldn't have to find you
all over and over.
You're the one that I've, I've always wanted.
You're the one that I just can't live without.
Get the flyers up.
Have you seen the girl with my heart on her sweater?
Get the flyers up.
Have you seen the girl with my heart on her sweater
my heart on her sweater?
Send her on my way.
Send it here to stay.
Sending light just like a star.
Tell me where you are.
Sending light just like a star.
When you come to me,
come today.
Embrace me and break me.
Embrace me and break me so go.
You're lost without.
You're lost without.
Your lost and found
Your lost and found
You're my lost and found.
Taking Back Sunday - "Lost and Found"
(pre-Adam Lazzara)
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[14 May 2004|04:53pm] |
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Cecilia And The Silhouette Saloon -The blood brothers
murder = white out. cancer = birth blouse. mirror = perfect glass spouse.
oil = sex paint. shower = water saint.
Death decodes the howls from our hands.
skull = noise nest. TV = fuck test. mirror = siamese gun kiss.
sugar = birth bait. murder = loves fate.
death distills the camouflage from our dance. death inverts the red from romance.
Death x-rays the angels of chance. death; the anti mirror of infants.
Like a picture hiding beneath the digital Avalanche.
When cecilia's grave cracked like a dirt cacoon,
she pulled up a stool at the silhouette saloon.
The player piano mumbling crippled jigs,
black widows knitting victimless wigs.
When cecilia's throat slit like a second set of lips
she drooled braille bibles onto the brothel bed spread,
like an egg whose yoke defies child bearing hips.
Like a ghost who fears all of the deceased and dead.
(time eats the flesh and spits out the shadow like a useless wishbone.)
But that locket spinning around her neck,
whose hearth heats a dead valentine,
you know the phantom trail leads way to a muted grave.
Where is his voice now?
A dead tone in the flutter of drunken wings,
Where is his blushed cheek now,
A face unraveled in shadow, veiled in blind laughter.
Where are those sex ripened lips,
his kiss print still warm on several necks.
Where is love now?
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[14 May 2004|04:56pm] |
You and me are like one heart-beat.
So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.
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[14 May 2004|04:57pm] |
I've been really lonely lately. and my life is so not shit or anything. but yeah I feel like something is missing and I'm tired of being alone ((not just in a relationship sense)) but yeah. the whole Places That You've Come to Fear the Most CD is really great for it, and this song has been in my head the whole day.
The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and covered with a perfect shell,
such a charming beautiful exterior.
laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
perfect posture but you're barely scraping by
But you’re barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
that you can't fake it hard enough to please
everyone or anyone at all.
And the grave that you refuse to leave
the refuge that you've built to flee
the places you have come to fear the most.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and hidden in the public eye.
Such a stellar monument to loneliness.
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
and perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by.
But you’re barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please
Everyone or anyone at all, or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places you have come to fear the most
Is the place that you have come to fear the most
And you can't fake it hard enough to please
Everyone or anyone at all, or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places you have come to fear the most
Is the place that you have come to fear the most
Is the place that you have come to fear the most
<333 Jordan
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[14 May 2004|05:02pm] |
Pictures of you
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
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[14 May 2004|05:07pm] |
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haven't posted for a while -
so here's 2 good songs.
in my opinion...
a great "in love" song
Alanis Morissette x Head Over Feet
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
Chorus:
You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
Repeat Chorus
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
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Alanis Morissette x Perfect
Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud
I'll live through you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him, compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem...why are you crying
Be a good boy
Push a little harder now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect
xoxo
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[14 May 2004|05:20pm] |
I wanted to write something profound
Something to really express what I feel
but, I'm only drawing a blank
So, I'm sorry, you're just going to have to deal
With me, and with this confession,
This ode to absolutely nothing.
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[14 May 2004|05:29pm] |
you are the needle in my vein
you are the high i cant sustain
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| Northstar - My Wishing Well Disease |
[14 May 2004|05:41pm] |
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A gorgeous disaster to happen
Because nothing fucking matters anymore
And I can't wish anymore
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[14 May 2004|06:08pm] |
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Me and the dragon can chase all the pain away.
So before I end my day,
remember my sweet prince, you are the one.
placebo-my sweet prince
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[14 May 2004|06:25pm] |
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Never felt this way before,
never had this feeling
its so strong , so lovely
it makes me fly
it makes me laugh
wow..never thought being in love was so great.
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Don't dare to say he isn't perfect,
caus in my eyes he's even better than that.
about my love..
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[14 May 2004|06:37pm] |
It so simple and complicated teh way you can crush me
No matter how much this hurts, this is through
I get as far as the door before I get caught
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.
So are we playing for keeps
These days begin and theyd on't end for weeks
Leave me left out, of anything to do with you.
'Scuse me while I fall apart
Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart
Let em take the wheel, and crash this car.
Do you ahve to make this so hard?
xx matchbook romance xx playing for keeps xx
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You and me were always funny in that car crash kindof way
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[14 May 2004|08:01pm] |
wanna put my tender
heart in a blender?!
Watch it spin round to
a.beautiful.oblivion
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[14 May 2004|08:14pm] |
it sucks when you meet someone who is all you ever wanted and everytime you see that person, the butterlfies in your stomach, they could bring you to your knees. Yet all the while, you werent the one they were thinking of...
-Mistaken for a kiss
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[14 May 2004|08:20pm] |
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if.i.can't.have.you.no.one.will
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| like the angel xx RISE AGAINST |
[14 May 2004|08:20pm] |
they turn the lights down low,
in shadows hiding from the world,
only coming out when it gets cold
the seas part when they hit the floor,
the voices carry on and out the door
and everything you touch turns into gold
like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answer's always 'maybe')
that's when I got up and left
a beating heart and a microphone,
a ticking clock in an empty home
still tells of these times so long ago,
and even though I've come so far, I know
I've got so far to go and any day now I'll explode
like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answer's always 'maybe')
that's when I got up and left
And each and everyday will lead into tomorrow
and tomorrow brings one less day without you
but don't wait up just leave the light on
cause all the roads that I might take will all one day lead back to you
And like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
your eyes they penetrate me,
(never cease to amaze me)
that's when I got up and left
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[14 May 2004|08:40pm] |
I
guess
you
get
caught
up
in
the
day
to
day
drama
of
being
you
to
notice
me
and
whats
become
of
my
eyes
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| Welcome to the planet... welcome to the world of non-existence. |
[14 May 2004|08:51pm] |
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CKY - My Promiscuous Daughter!!!! |
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"To the best *boyfriend* that I ever had... to an *ex-boyfriend* that I wish I could take back..."
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| suummmaaaaa |
[14 May 2004|09:00pm] |
[Tell me why I care so much. Tell it to me slowly...*]
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| A sip of wine chaised with cyanide |
[14 May 2004|09:23pm] |
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a sip of wine chaised with cyanide:a static lullaby |
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Glorify her smile
Condemn his frown
Choke on the phrases left unsaid
Silver bullets that pierce my ears
Shadows of demons melt my persona
Taken from the memory of the darkess lock
Can I walk amongst the slave chained to the hopeless
and lenched from your smile
Can I float upon your tears swealtering the hate for our non-existance
Send the dove
Bring her a star
Throw me a raven
Spoon out my heart
With the last ounce of dignity
I will pray
Scream out
My mistakes to the heavens
Send the dove
Bring her a star
Throw me a raven
Spoon out my..
Spoon out my heart
Spoon out my heart
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[14 May 2004|09:28pm] |
I've been really stressed lately, and last night i couldn't figure out how i felt, eventually i settled on 'numb.' this song is kinda repeated a lot, and kind of the same thing over and over... and i kinda rambled. and i'm rambling now. but oh well here it is...
'Cause I feel like...
I feel like...
I feel like...
I feel like you.
I feel like you.
I feel for you.
I feel...
N U M B.
Because of you.
Because of you.
You.
You.
I feel like you
I feel you
N U M B.
I feel like you make me feel...
N U M B.
I feel
I feel
I feel
Because you make me feel.
Oh I feel the way
That you make me feel now.
N U M B
I see your tounge.
On mine.
But I don't feel it.
No, No I don't feel it.
I feel
I feel
I feel you.
I feel for you.
N U M B.
because of you.
You stole it.
And now
Now I don't feel it.
No
All I see is you.
YOU.
YOU.
YOU.
I'm bleeding.
And I almost feel it.
Almost.
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[14 May 2004|09:55pm] |
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please someone,
teach me how to swim.
please, don't let me drown,
please, don't let me drown.
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[14 May 2004|10:01pm] |
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I remember the day
The sun went out
It halted in all progression
With all it's beauty
It just sacrificed
And we f e l l a p a r t<3
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[14 May 2004|10:10pm] |
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Senses Fail |
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THE BALLAD OF SAL VILLANUEVA
by x Taking Back Sunday
its not that i don't trust you
i just know what you've been up to
and this dial tone is agreeing with everything i've had in mind
and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag
so as his eyes move down past your shoulders
and the shades start moving in the same direction
don't worry, i won't say a thing
you can't blame a girl for sticking to what she knows
i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves
you still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can
i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves
you can still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can
if i could go to sleep
then i guess you could stop pretending
because if i didn't think you loved him
well then i wouldnt play along
and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag
i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can.
i hope he takes his time
and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight
and i hope that when he leaves,
you still smell him on your sheets
because i can, i can.
you're down for selling me out
while i play dumb
but its cool because i let you
you thought i'd never catch you
you said "we're only friends"
yeah, real good friends
i bet, i bet
forget your legs around my hips.
forget your hands pressed on my back.
forget all the letters that i kept.
this is another i won't send.
forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs.
forget our one last kiss goodbye.
forget me staking out your house.
forget ive got you figured out.
forget your legs around my hips.
forget your hands pressed on my back.
forget all the letters that i kept.
this is another i won't send
<33 ashlyn
ps- any good songs or one liners about liking someone new and feeling really good about it?? thanks!!
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[14 May 2004|10:29pm] |
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brandnew - last chance to lose your keys |
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I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned
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[14 May 2004|10:33pm] |
It's words you forgot to anniversary songs
The bottles bite back, your tolerance wrong
Your good intentions count for little anymore
If you're sorry why wage war?
I'm not fully convinced that there's something wrong with this.
Could another point of view, biased and unture,
tear me away from you?
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Will you be my valentine if I'm a world away?
Apologies are breaking me
The constants aren't so constant anymore
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For two days I wait for calls to come through.
Tonight for me translates to yesterday for you.
You bend and you wave when you're barely away.
I wish I could say tonight
that when you bend and wave goodnight
you'd take me with you.
Will you be my valentine if I'm a world away?
Apologies are breaking me
The constants aren't so constant anymore
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| Something Corporate - Cavanaugh Park |
[14 May 2004|11:26pm] |
At Cavanaugh Park
Where I used to sit all alone in the dark
And dream about things that I cannot say
You always said destiny would blow me away
And nothing's gonna blow me away
At Cavanaugh Park
Where you used to take me to play in the sand
And said to me, "Son, one day you'll be a man
And men can do terrible things."
Yes they can
And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm running out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change
At Cavanaugh Park
We used to get high
Watching teams as they fought
They loved my friend Adam
But he always got caught
Man, that kid made fucking up look cool
Aren't we all so cool?
And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm running out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change
Never do change
Never do change
Never do change
At Cavanaugh Park
Where I used to think that this life would be good
And I would do things that I thought that I should
And no one's going to tear me down
And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm running out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change
And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm running out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change
Never do change
Never do change
..I like that song.. the lyrics are great.
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[14 May 2004|11:29pm] |
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kiss my fist
it's the last part of me you'll ever be close to
with knuckles bruised and swollen
from the walls i wished were you
kiss my wrists
bleeding, with scars that will never compare
to the ones you left on my heart
no more tears-ever again.
because i just want you dead
i don't want to be your friend
tell this story in the concrete pages
and steel words of the wreckage of a city
whose glorious demise could never compare
to the way we self destructed
and in the wreckage of a burned out car
carve my name into your arm
because it's the last time i'll ever let you
think about me again.
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i'm taking my small victories where i can get them
in a world were everything has collapsed in such beautiful defeat
removing you from my life
your name from my heart
you face from me eyes
your voice from my ears
your kiss from my lips
your touch from my hand
and your pathetic self from my car
is the smallest victory i can find.
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some lyrics that aren't mine...
was this for real? it's hard to tell
cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into
i'm gonna overcome this
paper hearts can't win this time
and all along i should have known this
wasn't your dream it was mine
i know you wanted me
to give up this life to be
everything i was back when
you had the hands my heart was in
i was never good at goodbye...
can i swallow this bottle whole?
so this brain in my head can forget your face
yellowcard-firewater
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[14 May 2004|11:49pm] |
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do was apologize, and mean it...
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