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[11 May 2004|12:27am] |
we all want something beautiful
i wish i was beautiful
(i'll never be beautiful)
(i'll never be beautiful)
(i'll never be beautiful)
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[11 May 2004|02:04am] |
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Between the Bars by Elliot Smith
drink up, baby, stay up all night
the things you could do, you won't but you might
the potential you'll be that you'll never see
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
do what i say and i'll make you okay and drive them away
the images stuck in your head
people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
drink up, baby, look at the stars, i'll kiss you again
between the bars where i'm seeing you
there with your hands in the air waiting to finally be caught
drink up one more time and i'll make you mine
keep you apart deep in my heart separate from the rest
where i like you the best
and keep the things you forgot
the people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
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Between the Bars by Elliot Smith
drink up, baby, stay up all night
the things you could do, you won't but you might
the potential you'll be that you'll never see
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
do what i say and i'll make you okay and drive them away
the images stuck in your head
people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
drink up, baby, look at the stars, i'll kiss you again
between the bars where i'm seeing you
there with your hands in the air waiting to finally be caught
drink up one more time and i'll make you mine
keep you apart deep in my heart separate from the rest
where i like you the best
and keep the things you forgot
the people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
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Between the Bars by Elliot Smith
drink up, baby, stay up all night
the things you could do, you won't but you might
the potential you'll be that you'll never see
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
do what i say and i'll make you okay and drive them away
the images stuck in your head
people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
drink up, baby, look at the stars, i'll kiss you again
between the bars where i'm seeing you
there with your hands in the air waiting to finally be caught
drink up one more time and i'll make you mine
keep you apart deep in my heart separate from the rest
where i like you the best
and keep the things you forgot
the people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
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NICKLEBACK LYRICS
Feelin' Way Too Damn Good
I missed you so much that I begged you to fly here to see me
You must have broke down because you finally said that you would
But now that you're here I just feel like I'm constantly dreaming
Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn good
For forty-eight hours I don't think we left my hotel room
She'll show you the sights because I'm sure I said that I would
We gotta make love just one last time in the shower
Well something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn good
Yeah, it's like everytime I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down
And where it lands is where it should
This time it's like the two of us should've brought a stop to fight
Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn good
Feelin' way too damn good
Sometimes I think best it left in the memory
It's better kept inside and left for good
But looking back each time they tried to tell me
Well something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn good
It's like everytime I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down
And where it lands is where it should
This time it's like the two of us should've probably start to fight
Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn good
Feelin' way too damn good
I missed you so much that I begged you to fly here to see me
You must have broke down because you finally said that you would
But now that you're here I just feel like I'm constantly dreaming
Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn good
It's like everytime I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down
And where it lands is where it should
This time it's like the two of us should've probably start to fight
Cause something's gotta go wrong 'cause I'm feelin' way too damn good
Feelin' way too damn good
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[11 May 2004|07:35am] |
Hello
I've waited here for you
Everlong
Tonight I throw myself in two
Out of the red
Out of her head she sang
Come down and waste away with me
Down with me
Slow, how you wanted it to be
I'm over my head
Out of her head she sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang
Breathe out
So I can breathe you in
Hold you in
And now
I know you've always been
Out of your head
Out of my head I sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
Anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She Sang
And I wonder
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
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one movie that i can watch over and over again is "anywhere but here." anyone ever heard of it? anyway, they are always singing this, and my bestfriend always sings it to me when im down. i wish she were here singing it right now...
"be optimistic! don't you be a grumpy. when the road gets bumpy, just smile, smile, smile and be happy! don't wear a frown. it's never in style. be optimistic, and smile!"
it's always brightened my day a little, and i don't know how. but if any of ya'll are having a bad day, hope it helps!
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| SPARTA : Cut the Ribbon |
[11 May 2004|09:52am] |
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Wake up,
Can you hear me?
Your so clever, did you find me?
In the back room?
In your closet?
In your suitcase?
There's no running,
I will find you.
Like a glacier cuts the seabed,
Leaving canyons,
In your cheekbones.
Passing through you.
In the shadows,
Scenes undo you.
Cut your ribbon.
As it follows you.
Everything, everything,
How can you sleep at night?
As it falls apart.
Anything, anything
How can you sleep at night?
Face it, can you hear it?
Violation, you'll remember,
It's all harmless,
Incidental, disengaging,
These thoughts break you.
Conscious, vicious,
It has found you,
Monovision, synapse fails you,
Frequent syndrome,
Stings and burns through,
Monovision, then dilutes you.
Can you escape these motives?(
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[11 May 2004|09:57am] |
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I'll be back tomorrow
I'll be back in the ballroom swingin'
I'll be back with my Superman action
And I’m off to save the world
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[11 May 2004|10:01am] |
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can you feel the bones?
am I deep enough down
has all the dizziness paid off yet?
my head is spinning
but I can focus on you
i do this all for you
one more inch
and I’d disgust you
one less
and I think I’ll make you love me
...sitting in school so I randomly wrote this... Comment esp if you can relate <3 I'll finish later but my adhdhdhdhd is acting up right now...
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The Letters Organize : Take the Cut |
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can you feel the bones?
am I deep enough down
has all the dizziness paid off yet?
my head is spinning
but I can focus on you
i do this all for you
one more inch
and I’d disgust you
one less
and I think I’ll make you love me
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[11 May 2004|10:47am] |
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I felt you slip away, far away from me, further from me.
You seem to drift.
I caught myself wishing you back.
As I fight to catch you.
Anger, wells inside me.
I see me, frowning in your eyes.
I see, the fear in you, where none should ever be.
I am here for you, as I strive to grab you.
I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone.
Anger, wells inside me.
I see me, frowning in your eyes.
Far away from me, further from me.
You seem to drift (Far away).
I caught myself wishing you back.
As I fight to catch you.
Slap me, punch me, stab me, kick me, burn me, crucify me, kill me.
Fuck you, hate you, love you, hate myself.
You are nothing to me.
I am everything to you.
You are nothing to me.
I put the fear in you where none should ever be.
I am everything to you.
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[11 May 2004|01:04pm] |
Bite the tongue to live with what you've done. It's so good. Lie to myself while I lie with myself. It's Monday and it's raining. It's Sunday in the sun. It's so good, but. Would it be so bad... if you were to pretend that you were so happy? Keep it to yourself. don't let the secret go... If you were so willing. But let's pray for this suicide.. and all these pictures falling down around me. I've surrounded myself with all I have inside. Would I bite my tongue and live with what you've done? Just continue sleeping?Selfishly consumed with everything you've wrought. There's nothing I can do... But let's pray for this suicide.. and all these pictures falling down. One wish full.. step to the side. And please just let me know, Are you happy? I'll decide.. These stories are so old, how they match your eyes.But let's pray for this suicide and all these pictures falling down. One wishful step to the side. and pick these pictures from the ground that surround me.
Er, I was wondering if anyone had any lyrics, or just quotes, or one liners about thinking you're going to get cheated on.. I would greatly apreciate it. Love you X 100..
 Kim
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The Used- "Right where I want you" |
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As seconds fly by, I sit, reminiscing...
I sit here thinking of you,
Wondering if you think about me too.
When we sat by the oceans side,
Watching the stars reflect onto the ocean...
In each others arms-
Did that mean anything to you?
I want to be with you, only you.
If you knew you weren't gonna call,
You should've just cut my heart out right then while I sobbed.
Sobbing because for just one second,
Do you think you could think of SOMEONE ELSE besides your conceded self?
You should've cut my heart out and taken it with you,
Now because of you, you have it.
So take care of it.
Love it, care for it...
Atleast care and love something,
Because Lord knows you can't love me.
If you only knew,
I had high expectations for you...
Did you even have any for me?
Do you want to go on living a life,
In which you have no stability?
Don't you want someone that will be with you no matter what happens?
Don't you want someone that will love you so much more than anything?
Don't you want someone that will last,
Instead of a dirty, moralless, nasty slut?
If you don't want me,
Than tell me-
So I can TRY to stop wanting you.
I really thought this could work.
I guess that's what I get for thinking. [stupid me, stupid me]
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i changed my username. i used to be zoemo03. anyhow, here's a song:
She holds the world in her fingertips
All the joy and all the pain
She only has to close her eyes
And open them again
To find out what is good
And what is true
And what remains
When she cries, I swear that
I have never seen a sadder star fall from the sky
She holds a promise in her beating heart
And I will never understand
How her mother and her father
Could bring her into this world
And give her life
And refuse to let her hold it
In her hands
When she cries, I swear that
I have never seen a sadder star fall from the sky
And it can’t feel good,
Not to trust the one you love the most
And she can’t feel good,
Knowing she’s not trusted
By the one who loves her most
When she cries, I swear that
I have never seen a sadder star fall from the sky
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[11 May 2004|01:51pm] |
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Ben Harper and Eddie Vedder :: Throw Your Arms Around Me
I will come to you in the daytime
I will raise you from your sleep
I will kiss you in four places
As I go runnin' down your street
I will squeeze the life right out of you
I will make you laugh, and make you cry
And we may never forget it
As I make you call my name as you shout it to the blue, summer sky
And we may never meet again
So shed your skin lets get started
And you will throw your arms around me
And you will throw your arms around me
I will come to you at nightime
I will climb into your bed
I will kiss you in 155 places
As I go swim around in your head
I will squeeze the life right out of you
I will make you laugh, I'll make you cry
And we may never forget it
As I make you call my name as you shout it to the blue, summer sky
And we may never meet again
So shed your skin lets get started
And you will throw your arms around me
And you will throw your arms around me
Ohh yeah, uh huh, uh huh...
Ohh yeah, uh hum, ooh...
Ohh yeah, uh huh, uh huh...
Oh...and you will throw your arms around me...
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i just found this on a website, it had no more information, i don't know who wrote it, I just thought it was something very nice that I read, and I could relate to it, so here it is:
she's sitting at the bar
dressed in black
she's the innocent angel that fell down to earth.
she's the mystery woman.
she does not laugh
she does not cry
her heart's drowned in sadness and she's not screaming for help
she's the mystery woman
she's not strong anymore
she's only hardened with grief
she's seen love grow then grow apart
she's the mystery woman
she is not happy
she has no trust, no faith , no home
she's seen her home turn into a burial ground for love,
she's the mystery woman.
she does not wish anymore
she does not love
her heart was taken and abused,
she's the mystery woman.
she seen what happens to a jealous man,
she's given up to the world,
and she's drinking another beer,
she's the mystery woman.
she's looking for someone to talk to,
she's looking for where her life went, what happened, and why?
but she's not finding anything,
she's the mystery woman.
she's been used,
she's been hurt,
and she's still here,
she's the mystery woman.
she's sitting at the bar,
dressed in black,
she's the innocent angel that fell down to earth.
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[11 May 2004|02:33pm] |
what song has this in it...
"Here--A little jealousy, I hope you think of me, hope you wonder where I sleep at night. 'Cause I feel like I'm inside out, you've got me upside down, maybe I was holdin' on too tight"
thankx a bunch!
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[11 May 2004|02:44pm] |
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Jamie -- DC |
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I'll wait until tomorrow;
Maybe you'll feel better then.
Maybe we'll be better then.
So what's another day,
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you?
This mood of yours is temporary;
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again.
Out of the corner of your eye
won’t be the only way you’re looking at me then.
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[11 May 2004|02:58pm] |
she is always out there,putting on a show
but theres something about her,no one will ever know.
she looks like shes so happy,popular and smart
but shes really just acting,she has a stone cold heart.
everyone loves her fake exterior,but inside she hasn't 1 freind
tries to hide her insicurities,but they come out in the end.
now shes sick & tired,of playing this stupid game,
she wants it all to stop, to rid of all the paim
she holds the knife tightly in her hand,
looks around to see if theres anyone
makes a cut,then another..
just to make sure this life is done.
But its mostly done..
because you never cared.
maybe it just wont matter,
if she was never there.
now shes gone
its the part that no one knew..
and she'll never get to go back,
and tell you that she loves you.
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failed attempts have
turned us into one
pathetic twisted wreck.
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[11 May 2004|03:01pm] |
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youreokiwillbei
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[11 May 2004|04:01pm] |
I think of you like I often do
When I hear the rain on my windowpane
Gently tapping at the glass
Like your gently touching fingers
Just looking for the smile I give to you
Chorus:
You can feel what no one feels
You can hear what no one hears
Just looking for the smile I give to you
You can feel what no one feels
You can hear what no one wants to hear
Just looking for the smile I give to you
Your darkness speaks and has eyes to see
and you know me by my voice
But you know so much more than
"Don't fight the walls they're here for all"
Is what you said to me once
I looked into your eyes and I knew you were right
Chorus
And your darkness speaks and has eyes to see
I know you can win this life long game we're in
"Hey darkness is a state of mind
I can go where you would stumble"
Is what you said to me and I knew you we right
Wolfsheim lxl Blind
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[11 May 2004|04:07pm] |
Lies will come back to hunt you
Bulletproof your limosine
Lies will come back to haunt you
Hit and run, a broken dream
Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed
Lies
Just guess the name of the song....
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[11 May 2004|04:14pm] |
What if you want to be happy?
but she's not
What if I make you laugh?
but she won't
What if you want to think about me, in a way you never thought you could?
she won't let me...
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[11 May 2004|04:23pm] |
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modest mouse- Blame it on th Tetons |
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Everyone's a building burning
with no one to put the fire out.
Standing at the window looking out,
waiting for time to burn us down.
Everyone's an ocean drowning
with no one really to show how.
They might get a little better air
if they turned themselves into a cloud.
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[11 May 2004|04:30pm] |
In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
I was lost, I was lost,
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed,
I was lost, oh yeah.
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
For it...
I was scared, I was scared,
Tired and underprepared,
But I'll wait for it.
If you go, if you go,
And leave me down here on my own,
then I'll wait for you.
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
For it, ya...
Singin' please, please, please,
Come back come and sing to me,
To me, me.
Come on and sing it out, now, now.
Come on and sing it out, to me, me.
Come back and sing to me.
In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
Oh yeah.
my new obsession <3
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[11 May 2004|04:45pm] |
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if you knew how bad you made me feel, you'd never do a thing like this again
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[11 May 2004|05:04pm] |
Hey .. Im new here .. kinda i been lookin at this site F O R E V E R Its the greatest Props to the makers.
_Drama Summer- StartingLine
We could wait for the wind to blow
Or give me a look so cold...It gives me chills
And ends the summer war
My eyes roll
Around and over and again
Falling down’ dizzy with sun stroke
I’ll be there
And i’ll try to identify’ try to look through the gray skies in your eyes..
I’ll pick up everything you left behind
Cross your fingers’ and pray for winter
I’ll be there
Painting the town your favorite color.
I’ll call’ or see you around.
...painting the town your favorite color.
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[11 May 2004|05:20pm] |
its amazing how two of the people you care most about lie to you, and how even though its just two people, it feels like the whole world. yea i'll get over it. but i hate when people lie. i hate lying. *sighs*
Can you sleep as the sound hits your ears
one at a time?
an unspoken balance here
unabridged for so many years
that I should stare at receivers
to receive her
isn't fair
don't worry, I'll catch you
don't ever worry
your arms in mine, anytime
I wouldn't trade anything-
you're still my everything
to my surprise, before my eyes
you arrive
don't worry, I'll catch you
don't ever worry
still breaking old habits
when you pulled the wool over me
I can see everything, everything
remembering Jinx removing
don't worry, I'll catch you
don't ever worry.
there's no need for reminding
you're still all that matters to me
the get up kids * i'll catch you.
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[11 May 2004|06:06pm] |
Dear friend,
i know what you mean - broken hearted games, and wishing you had the ability not to feel. See i know what you are going through, when the nights just seem never ending like cupids got his arrow right through your heart. and for some reason, you like the way it feels. The pain is the only feeling of hope when it comes to the whicked thing we call love.
And the day dreams of when we were younger, when scrapped knees where easier to fix then broken hearts. It seemed like fairytale endings actually where true. But then we grew up, we felt the pain before we though about cutting a vien.
then there i was, the blue skies seemed to be graier then ever. and our viens seemed better use for pain then giving us life by the flow of blood. It only pumped to the broken. What is life anyways? We would cover our tears by that laughter, but inside we could hear our own hearts tearing into two.
See friend, through all this overanalyzing of words - i know what you are going through. but there is not much more than i can do, trying to put my heart into this more then the rest. but it seems like this is the unfixable mess. like the blood that has soaked the carpet and turned nightmares into dreams.
Thats when i woke up, the world wasnt as bad as it seemed when you let the sun shine. It wasnt full of dark clouds when you picked out the tint of blue in the gray heavens above. Maybe i gave up on that love too soon, but im still here, arent I? I'm still breathing, and look - I'm actually smiling.
So friend, dont you see - I love you. but there isnt much more that i can do. This pain is too much to bare, i cant hold on to your life and mine aswell. So i'll get down on my knees and ill pray next to your caset, "Why couldnt she see? Life gets better."
Thats when the teenage poetry comes into play. Do we want this pain? No, wishing it could go away by wishful thinking. But it is up to us to forget our past, there is some reason it did not last. So hold my hand, because it will always be in your reach. But for now, its not my tearn to teach - how our hearts can mend if we let them, how our minds can heal - if we realize whats real.
Love,
Your best friend.
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we made out in the bathroom and you walked me to my car, i tried to convice you not to stay, if only i had more time, cause i miss havin' you around..
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Age of Ruin |
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do not let this exterior deceive you.
i can easily crush your spirit.
my wounds bleed truth,
their voices are caustic,
and with the words...
a nasty sting from aim and precision of fact.
"how can you be so cruel?"
it is not who i am,
as it is the hate i feel.
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[11 May 2004|06:18pm] |
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REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE ME CRAZY
REMEMBER HOW I MADE YOU SCREAM
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| from autumn to ashes -- autumn's monologue |
[11 May 2004|06:51pm] |
my favorite song...
Oh why can't I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...
here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don't...
i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don't
now you need me
now you don't
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i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..
I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do.
*sigh*, if only...I think thats so cool :)
<3 step2h
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REQUEST: ((PLEASE))
Do you guys know of any lyrics/quotes/etc..of someone saying i love you joking around and you wished they meaned it? Or just something about wishing someone felt the same..? Something along those lines?
THANKS.
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| Sweet Summer Love |
[11 May 2004|06:57pm] |
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Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts they race from self-control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine.
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst.
To break or bury, or wear as jewelery.
Which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions...
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst.
To break or bury, or wear as jewelery.
Which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best date I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair.
That you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it was so late.
And the walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked.
So I jumped it and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew, that you meant it,
that you meant it, that you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Ahh love sweet love... I love you Sunshine**
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| Sweet Summer Love |
[11 May 2004|06:57pm] |
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Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts they race from self-control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine.
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst.
To break or bury, or wear as jewelery.
Which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions...
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst.
To break or bury, or wear as jewelery.
Which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best date I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair.
That you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it was so late.
And the walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked.
So I jumped it and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew, that you meant it,
that you meant it, that you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Ahh love sweet love... I love you Sunshine**
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| Death Cab For Cutie-Photobooth |
[11 May 2004|07:17pm] |
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Hi, I'm new to this community. I hope you enjoy these lyrics. I love Death Cab For Cutie.
Death Cab For Cutie - Photobooth
I remember when the days were long,
And the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double-speak
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.
And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will put your hard heart away.
You were so condescending...
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true,
As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well, I lost track, and then those words were said.
You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed.
Soon we woke and I walked you home,
And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.
And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
As the alcohol drained the days.
And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
The empty bottles, spent cigarettes.
So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on.
Please comment on what you think of these lyrics.
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[11 May 2004|07:28pm] |
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Daydream
My daydream seems as one inside of you
Though it seems hard to reach through this life
Your blue and hopeless life
My daydream screams bitter 'til the end
The love i share -true- selfish to the heart
My heart, my sacred heart
My daydream dream
My daydream
My daydream dream
My daydream
. . .
I'm going crazy
I'm going crazy
I don't want fellngs
Your feelings
I have gone crazy
Motherfucking crazy
I have gone
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[11 May 2004|07:40pm] |
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Classic lines slip from your tongue
‘You’ll never lose me’
It echoes in my mind.
Reminds me of the time we stood in the rain
And you said goodbye to me again.
Comments?
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| betrayal |
[11 May 2004|07:44pm] |
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my best friend just stabbed me in the back harder than i have ever been stabbed. she has been sleeping with the guy i'm in love with and have been for years. not to mention i am carrying his child. she is against me and doesn't even want to give me an explanation or talk about this..
i'm so lost, hurt, and confused.
help me please
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| GAHHH I HATE POP-UPS |
[11 May 2004|07:49pm] |
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Britney Spears <333 |
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WESTER
As you wish, I'll cut my wrists again
I'll do anything to see you smile
They say you see a light shine right before you die
I see that light everytime I look into your eyes
I always dreamed of a storybook romance
One where we could be so happy
But now I see that dreams will never come true
When everything that's wrong with me is all because of you
Please don't do this, not now...I can't live without this lie
Again I've written tragedy in blood that will never dry
Two hearts beating as one, as one we are complete
But still, I'm willing to end your life...even if it means killing me
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[11 May 2004|08:12pm] |
Did she make you cry? Make you break down?
Shatter your illusions of love
Tell me, is it over now?
Do you know how
To pick up the pieces and go home?
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hey sorry to bother every1. anyone know any really good songs to put onto a mixed CD? i'm feeling rather emotion so anything with good lyrics and effort into the singing so it sounds emotional? thanx <3 kim xx
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[11 May 2004|08:25pm] |
No Hollywood Ending - He Died Of...
one cut for every kiss
one slice to my skin for everytime i wrote the words i love you
for your decieving eyes
one more little slit just cause youre not around
to stop me from doing this to myself
these drops of blood run down my arms and into my palm
those lovely tears roll down your cheeks when you realize
what it is that you have done
im dying
to know what happened
between you and him
im dying
im dying(im dying to know what happened bewtween you and him)
im dying
im dying
one cut for every kiss
one slice to my skin for everytime i wrote the words i love you
for your decieving eyes
one more little slit just cause youre not around
to stop me from doing this to myself
these drops of blood run down my arms and into my palm
those lovely tears roll down your cheeks when you realize
what it is that you have done
im dying
to know what happened
between you and him
im dying
im dying(im dying to know what happened bewtween you and him)
im dying
im dying
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| Blue Eyes, Black Heart |
[11 May 2004|08:25pm] |
The Postal Service- Nothing Better
Will someone please call a surgeon who can
crack my ribs and repair this broken heart that
you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over: I will block the door
like a goalie tending the net in the third quarter
of a tied-game of rivalry
So just say how to make it right
and I swear I'll do my best to comply
Tell me am I right to think that there could be
nothing better
then making you my bride and slowly growing
old together
I feel I must interject here, you're getting carried
away, feeling sorry for youself with these
revisions and gaps in history.
So let me help you remember. I've made charts
and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why I have to leave
So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling I love you so...
Tell me am I right to think that there could be
nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing
old together
don't you feed me lines about some idealistic
future
your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing
out the sutures
I admit that I have made mistakes and I swear
I'll never wrong you again
you've got a lure I can't deny, but you've had
your chance so say goodbye
Recycled Air
i take a breath and pull the air in 'til there's
nothing left
I'm feeling green like teenage lovers between
the sheets
ba ba ba ba...
knuckles clenched to white as the landing
gear retract for flight
my head's a balloon inflating with the
altitude
ba ba ba ba...
i watch the patchwork farms' slow fade into
the ocean's arms
and from here they can't see me stare
the stale taste of recycled air
i watch the patchwork farms' slow fade into
the ocean's arms
calm down, release your cares
the stale taste of recycled air
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[11 May 2004|08:43pm] |
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hey look, more of kaits poetry, my friends say im being emo this week .. so yay? idk, but ive been writing lots lately ..
im just another name to cross of your list
of all the girls you havent kissed
im the newest entry in your little black book
that last glance you wish you took
the recurring dream you dare to forget
the pride you havent swallowed yet
im the last slowdance of the night
the sheets you pull around you tight
ill be the lamps that light your way
the cigarette still burning in the tray
im everything you cant control but wish you could
your the DC hoodie, but im your hood
im the knife that continues to stab your back
the smile that you wish you didnt lack
*but remember, im yours and thats a forever cure*
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[11 May 2004|08:51pm] |
and so this is how it ended. there's a knife in her back and split blood on the tiles, not from running veins but from a stolen heart that was carried off into the sunset. a heart abandoned by a stupidfuckingboy who wasn't all he seemed and laughed as he watched her fall. well let me tell you, dear reader, she's finally realised there's no point in fixing that shattered heart, because it would just be broken again. because just as the stars rise each night, he's taken every one out of her eyes and trampled on them like yesterday's newspapers.
xo.Alix
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| Never enough time... |
[11 May 2004|08:51pm] |
3 months of summer:
plenty of memories
plenty of fun
but never enough time....
The Grandmother Wolf
by Pretty Girls Make Graves
Here's to you-cause you take what you give
Make no excuses for the way we live
While we try to ignore and we try to pretend
Our conversation isn't so loaded
When you're done competing
We'll be waiting
When your heart stops beating
We'll be waiting right here
Count down the hours
And we will be waiting
Switch hands to the hand that can feed
We want more than memories
Ghosts love the way they please
But won't we all
You aren't the ones who fascinate us
Not enough time
To clear the smoke from your lies
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[11 May 2004|08:52pm] |
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before
♥
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[11 May 2004|09:17pm] |
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lonely for you. |
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ive been torn
ive been alone
ive been used
- because of you
ive been hurting
ive been longing
ive been bleeding
ive been wanting
ive been needing
ive been watching
ive been missing
ive been wishing
ive been begging
ive been reminiscing
- for you
do you do these things for me?
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[11 May 2004|09:44pm] |
this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
and while she looks so sad in photographs
i absolutely love her
when she smiles
how many days in a year?
she woke up with hope but she only found tears
i can be so insincere
making the promises never for real
as long as she stands there waiting,
wearing the holes in the souls of her shoes
how many days disappear, you look in the mirror, so how do you choose
and your clothes never wear as well the next day
and your hair never falls in quite the same way
but you never seem to run out of things to say
this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
and while she looks so sad in photographs
i absolutely love her
when she smiles
how many lovers would stay?
just to put up with this shit day after day
how did we wind up this way
watchin out mouths for the words that we say
as long as we stand here waiting
wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose
how did we get here today
when we're walking too far for the price of our shoes
and your clothes never wear as well the next day
and your hair never falls in quite the same way
but you never seem to run out of things to say...
this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
and while she looks so sad in photographs
i absolutely love her
when she smiles...
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[11 May 2004|10:04pm] |
She waited for so long
Constantly struggling to stay strong
Watch all her friends grow up
And move away
While she remained in days gone by
Trapped in her world of 'Once upon a time...'
Dreaming of a fairytale prince
To sweep her off her feet
Take away her pain
Nights were worst
No birds to sing a song
Nothing to break the silence
But her own destructive thoughts.
All the same she remained strong
As each and every single soul faded
Leaving her on her own.
All she had left was her dreams of a prince
And so she clung on, even at the end.
She longed for the memories and the dreams to be real
So that all the pain of the last 4 yrs
Would matter a little less.
Even with the scars as a constant reminder
She believed that her prince would erase her mind
Of all that went wrong
But he never showed, so she opened her drawer
Pulled out her blade, the substitue saviour
Her fairy tale prince disguised in silver steel.
Just something I wrote.
comments?
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[11 May 2004|10:24pm] |
·x· And you said to keep my head up....
I'm sorry but it's falling... ·x·
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[11 May 2004|10:26pm] |
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A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake bring a vivid crystal to her eye
So drain out my lungs
Before fluid brings a choke
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[11 May 2004|10:43pm] |
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When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love.
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[11 May 2004|11:28pm] |
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My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon - Fall Out Boy |
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My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon - - Fall Out Boy
spent most of last night
dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out, the jokes on you
he is salt and you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you into the worst situations
i'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat
whoa whoa oooh whoa whoa
your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
cause i know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats where you shouldn't be asleep
now i'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while
take your taste back peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while
and did you hear the news
i could dissect you and gut you on this stage
not as elequent as i may have imagined
but it will get the job done
you're done
every line is plotted and designed
to leave you standing on your bedroom windows ledge
and everyone else that it hits
that it gets to
is nothing more than collateral damage
take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while
take your taste back peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you try saying no once in a while
oh once in a while
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[11 May 2004|11:57pm] |
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I've been listening ot this song a lot lately
BOYS NIGHT OUT - "The Fine Art Of Making It Out Alive"
Kiss me on the forehead, angel, before I go to sleep. I can't remember if it's Thursday or December. I've been keeping track of days by counting hangovers and bottles on my floor. My mangled memory is making me mistake misfortune for forgiveness. I don't think I'll make it out alive. So promise me that you'll survive to bury me. Just empty all the alcohol and chronicle the chemicals, but don't forget the cigarettes. Remember every ember. Alright, I admit that past few months were broken and abused. Now I'm used to the bleeding and unspoken words that kept me so confused. Maybe we can get past these addictions, but the bodies piling up are a whole other story unless your stomach's strong enough. Hell, maybe we can just pretend that this recovery, won't depend on moderation and in the end the same routine won't leave me dead. Just empty all the alcohol...or baby, we're dead. Tomorrow we'll wake up in time to stop this double suicide through kisses laced with cyanide and one last look through blood shot eyes. I guess this is what they call killing yourself in small doses.
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